#deliberately wild misinterpretation of a prompt my beloved!!!

[cozcat]

marisa - the abyss

The thought should never have crossed her mind at all, should never have been entertained, but Marisa feels she has long passed a precipice that she did not even notice, and instead, she can do naught but face oblivion. At best, it is hopeless; at worst, it is ruinous, but she cannot bring herself to care - she has already fallen.

She had noticed, could not have ignored, the flicker of Lord Asriel Belacqua’s eyes towards her lips, towards the neckline of her dress, and she cannot help but wonder what it would be like, to have his lips follow the same path as his eyes; she cannot help but wonder, too, what it would be like to watch him as he sleeps, to fall asleep to the gentle rhythm of his heartbeat.

[three sentence fic meme]