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spacejammie-eimmajecaps · 1 year ago
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Do you want to read a matsuhana fic?
What if it was a childhood-friends-to-lovers slow burn?
And what if it also featured an iwaoi childhood-friends-to-lovers slow burn?
And what if there were traces of kyouhaba enemies-to-lovers?
And what if there was a plausible (canon-compliant) excuse for the Seijoh 4 to meet and interact with the Tokyo 4?
Well, look no further!
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Now, I know you're probably thinking that the description is vague and foreboding, which must mean this fic is full of angst and misery.
However, that's not the case!
Okay, yeah, technically there's angst here and there, and some characters certainly do feel miserable on occasion. Truth be told, you might even find yourself crying sometimes.
But you know what else you'll do?
Laugh. And smile. And experience fleeting moments of joy. And fleeting moments of impatience when you realize slow burn wasn't an exaggeration.
Doesn't that sound nice?
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despair-tea · 5 months ago
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this was just an observation my friend made a while ago but it got me thinkin' a little bit. Personally, I got over my aversion to sports by fencing in college. Coz it turns out I didn't hate sports. In fact, I think training and learning the rules and pushing myself to improve is super fun! That's the same stuff I like about video games. And despite being a life-long poindexter, all that physical activity felt GOOD, and it was nice to connect with folks.
What I hated about sports as a kiddo was the shame. I hated people acting like I ought to know this or that (despite being a know-nothing child). I hated being excluded and looked down upon for not being good. I despised the way the adults around me treated kids wrt sports. Also I couldn't see and had asthma and neither of these problems got treated until I was on my way out of high school (getting my first inhaler was one of the main reasons I was able to fence at all, in fact).
combat sports are great to me because they're all about that individual journey. I didn't have to worry about letting a team down who might yell at me later for my performance. It's just me and my own heart and my love for the game - THAT'S sports.
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mars--madness · 2 months ago
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🌼🎃Happy HALLOWEEN and Dias to everyone!🎃🌼
No art THIS year since I'm going to school for web design/development at this point, but I should be back in the swing of things some time in the next few months HOPEFULLY!
Hope everyone has a safe and fun time with their loved ones, all in one! 🌼
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icewindandboringhorror · 6 months ago
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Apparently I can meet my goal of roughly 400,000 words in 6 months if I just somehow write at least 2,200 words a day ghbjh... Almost 2,500 today... huzzah...
#Definitely not going to be able to stick with it just due to like... being realistic about my energy levels and etc. ESPECIALLY as we#enter the Evil Summer and it becomes hot all the time. But... one can attempt.. at least...#I'm also a very slow writer since I tend to re-read and edit while I write. and only move onto the next section once what I'm writing#seems okay. Which is easy for visual novel type stuff. since ''sections'' of a conversation are more clearly marked (like if you#have a menu option with 5 different dialogue choices. finish the character's response for choice 1 before moving onto 2. etc.)#Especially since when I'm done with a whole quest I always follow it up by playing through it and picking every option and making sure it#actually all works okay and etc. So I am already going to see it all a second time. Then I can go back and reorder a few words or remove#certain sentences that don't sound natural when I read them out loud (I always read it all outloud to myself since it is... just peple#talking.. it should sound like natural dialogue in their voice. etc). But my ''first draft'' is kind of not as first drafty since I pause t#edit a lot as I go along. So it also takes longer probably than it would take other people who I think treat a first draft as more#of a loose guideline or something. AANYWAY...#80F in my bedroom right now again... huzzah... I did end up finishing and recording that sims build video before the heat wave (or is#it really a heat wave if it's just summer..?? lol) came in.. but now... augh.. the editing... plus the costume photos and all else... Much#to do as always.. Often such a long todo list.. a giant scroll hung upon the walls of the evil hermit wizard tower..#Anyhow.. I hope I can finish getting ready for bed early in time to reward myself with a game of tripeaks solitaire whilst I snack on#cheddar cheese and some of those preserved artichokes in a jar. hrgm... I actually have nasturtiums (ultimate best flower) on the#deck again this year but I had to move them all into a corner today because the leaves were getting burnt by the sun lol.. Also am now more#cautiously weaving through social media to ignore all dragon age news. NOT bc of spoilers (I actually love spoilers/literally never play#any game until there's full guides on it I can read to plan my entire playthrough based on knowing exactly what I want to happen lol + mods#and etc.) but just because I'm so busy with my ownprojects I simply do not have the brainspace to dedicate... Yes I love to think#about elves and fictional universe lore. but no.. I pretend I do not see it. Does not exist to me actually. ghgj.. OHH also took som#cool pictures of flowers in the garden section of a store and I wanted to do like.. character designs based on the colors of the flowers o#something. but that might just be another unnecessary project to add to the pile.. I want to commit to the daunting task of dyeing my#hair again some time.. hrm.. this is all of the updates I can think of. As if a bunch of random tags make up for never posting anything for#weeks on end lol.. alas.. too warm to think properly I suppose.. .. I neeeeeed a long lost relative to leave me some million dollar#estate in their will so I can have the resources to move to a colder climate or something ..augh#.. but for now.. I shall toil away in my little wizard tower trying to write 2000 something words a day whilst sweating and such ghbj
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limirint · 4 months ago
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I think that pacing is truly the most frustrating part of my writing process. I crave a slow burn!!!! But how slow should I make it? Should it even be burning yet? Maybe I should write an exposition about the matches first, that way I can lead into the flame— no don’t leave stick with me
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theresnothingcruviswithme · 2 months ago
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A couple Agatha All Along things that I’m still wondering about
-why did Agatha tell Lilia she can only steal magic if a witch blasts her with it if the purpose of the road was to trick witches into blasting her?
-was that her first kiss with Rio? If so, why did it seem like she was going to go in for a kiss at the end of episode 4?
-I really thought we’d get to explore Agatha’s powers and backstory a bit more. Because it really felt like it was being set up that she couldn’t fully control her power once it started sucking up magic from a source. To me it seemed like an addiction type of thing where she could technically stop it if she really tried but the pull of that feeling was like a drug she couldn’t resist. It would have made the scene with Billy and his magic more powerful if we knew more of what a struggle it was to stop
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hi-land · 2 years ago
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little update if u care in the tags lol
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fruitsofhell · 10 months ago
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Is it hyperbolic to say that FF7R is made of the same brain slush that Disney Live Action remakes are? I know FF7R is technically still animated, but I mean, so was The Lion King 2019.
#shut the heck up#ff7#disney#tag talking#watching the nibelhiem part of rebirth with the council and there were sooo many dumb choices#and like looking at the 7r project as a whole it just lacks so moment to moment vision#i know its building to some grand meta-narrative but like individual scenes are so bleh so generic action camera and mocapitis#im happy there are enough people out there who realize the majesty of prerendered backgrounds for storytelling but like squenix doesnt care#also so many scenes that were originally slow and dialogue based turned into mild action setpieces its shtuupid#or the part in the reactor where while Sephiroth has a revelation youre in a different room doing a random valve turning QTE LIKEDSGFJSHD#lord the balance of battles and narrative#people harp on the original for being dated with its late 90sness but theres so much abbrassive rule-of-coolism in 7R#more than a lot me and my friends kept screaming about sephiroths characterization like why in gods green fuck he smiled so much#and one of my friends was like 'maybe this is cloud making things up cause he wants to feel like sephy notices him' and i was likE-#OFC THEN LATE GAME THEYLL EXPLAIN THAT ALL HIS OOC FANSERVICE MANNERISMS AHVE BEEN A ROUSE THE WHOLE TIMEHDSGJF#THEY DO ACTUALLY KNOW HOW TO CHARACTERIZE HIM THEY WERE JUST TORMENTING US OFC!! HSDFGJSDJ#they dont know what theyre fukcing doing with that guy he shouldnt be fucking smiling during nibelhiem#he shouldnt have even smiled when he said the 'im going to see my mother' line - AND DEFINITELY NOT DURING THE FIRE!!#he was not happy then he was estuans interis he was on a mission not sadistically torturing the townsfolk#HE WOULD NOT FUCKING do THAT
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lemurblog · 11 months ago
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Hello lémurblogs I have a question, how do you make your drawings? (๑'ᴗ')ゞ
Hello! It depends on each drawing. Generally, I sketch on paper and bring the scan into Clip Studio where I adjust the levels (make the whites brighter and blacks darker without losing too much detail) and redraw anything or adjust proportions with the transform tools. I apply color on top with layers set to Multiply, Overlay, and/or Soft Light.
An important step for me is taking at least a day to look at it with fresh eyes. If I'm stuck, it also helps to check how it looks on my phone. And lately adjusting the Color Balance has been my friend.
My process is pretty messy and I often don't have a plan; I just feel around to see what's good for a drawing and do it a little differently each time. For example I don't plan to color, shade, or add a background to 90% of my drawings, but they end up that way bc something will feel missing, so little by little stuff gets added.
I followed a strict pipeline as a teenager ("sketch this way, do line art that way, color like this") and ended up dreading digital art, so I took a step back. Now I give myself permission to be as messy, lazy, and improvised as I like. I'll draw or edit all on one layer even though that's not what people teach, bc it actually works for me.
I also find it useful to strike fast and finish as 'quick' as I can. Because it's natural for me to have drawings that become months or years-long WIPs. and that's fine! but it can't be everything I'm working on or I get discouraged.
Oh, and drawing on post-it notes really helped me complete those small illustrations for madaparty! It was such a life-hack when I realized it'll help me complete small ideas in one sitting. I love drawing compositions, but forget about them on a big sketchbook page where lots of little drawings have no borders, so the small post-its really helped. It also helped me think more with metaphor or staging, rather than getting lost in anatomy poses and being too literal.
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kalpasio · 2 years ago
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I FINALLY GRADUATED!!!
I'm officially unemployed now ksndnsns.
No more thinking about lesson plans and research topics. Just Kalpas meet cute scenarios.
Like maybe firefighter Kalpas, because I was a post about a hot firefighter haha. Reader is either saved by Kalpas or they're the one saving Kalpas who accidentally burned something bc he was distracted.
Maybe hanahaki au if you're feeling angsty (pls I can't take another hanahaki angst au I'm begging-)
Or just a bunch of domestics aus with Kalpas bc I imagine his body heat would be good for cuddling but horrible when it's summer and rn my country is entering the rainy season but it's really humid af T.T
- the other herrscher anon (o´▽`o)
AAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY 🧡🧡🧡🧡CONGRATULATIONS 🌟✨🧡🧡🧡🧡 enjoy the break and good luck with job hunting!!!!!
thinking about kalpas is a very serious job but someone's gotta do it thank you for your service😭 🫡
(ok but kalpas would make a really hot ha fireman??? like the arms??? his back??? I am literally just describing all of him but if I got carried out of a burning building by him I would die happy)
but also you KNOW he's starting fires and I don't think he cares about people he doesn't know? like he'll go SO far out of his way to help people he cares about but anyone else can kick rocks lol so I think reader constantly having to show up at his apartment and put out fires would be 👌👌 like you show up so often he just knows you by name and if his address comes on the radio every just turns to you like "bye. have fun!"
I literally have like a brief scene about a hanahaki au in my notes but I don't really like it and we know how behind I am so it's been hidden lol
what I wouldn't do for Kalpas cuddles 😭😭😭😭 catch me boiling alive in the summer but it's worth
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adamsrcnan · 2 years ago
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wanna write something soft and cautious about the slow build up to Neil and Andrew's first hug and how it went from hands in hair only to "yes or no - can i hold you?"
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wiltking · 1 year ago
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about a quarter of the way into Point of Hopes by melissa scott & lisa barnett and im having to go slow because the world building is dense and detailed, but not at all boring. im actually enjoying having to slow down to absorb every detail because it means i can stay here longer. i really wish there was a map included with the book because 1. i know it would be beautiful and 2. there had to have been at least a crude one made at some point to keep track of all these city sectors. its all very fascinating and immersive though, i love how astrology is a big deal in this world and the impact is shown trickling through every aspect of society.
iirc the main gay romance is supposed to remain a minor point but so far ive been enjoying seeing several casual gay relationships even in the sidelines. plus the paper quality of the hardcover feels very very nice to touch
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wabblebees · 2 years ago
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just got THWACKED upside the head by a wave of nostalgia & now desperately want to play kirbys epic yarn..... rude
#cruel cruel world. i dont think our wii has worked in like. a year now#the universe is MEAN. TO ME. GRrRAUGHh.#im ignoring all my responsibilities to bemoan the lack of kirby enrichment in my enclosure. whatever will i do...#i dont have a switch or anyth.:( BUT... my brothers do..... maybe they have kirby enrichment.......#i think they love me enough to let me borrow some kirby enrichment if they have it to spare#hmm. ik there was a mad dash to save/pirate(?)/emulate(??) nintendo stuff after they pulled some fuckshit but now i cant remember details#mayhaps later when im done with some of my stupid responsibilities i can *mumblemumble* myself some kirby enrichment to my laptop or smth#oooh... or maybe those brothers mine still have the ds stashed somewhere?? bc like. what i rly want is to play kirbys epic yarn. BUT.#if the ds and the game cartridge are still alive+kickin around... kirby mass attack would ALSO do the trick lmao#and then i wouldnt have to worry abt *mumblemumble*-ing myself some kirby enrichment. bc tbqh i am... Not Very Good at *mumblemumble* yet#shameful ik. lmfao#but ive been wOrKiNg oN iT oKaY... its just. building those skills (+ therefore: my library) is very very slow going hkdkjshk#im... not COMPLETELY technologically inept#but im definitely not GREAT with computers#anyway. my brothersre all currently out of the house so i gUeSs ill return to the work i Should be doing rn instead of complaining abt how#i find our lack of kirby disturbing#maybe ill listen to the soundtracks while i work... hopefully that scratches the itch instead of makes it worse lmao#bee speaks
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buffa-z · 2 years ago
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i side with michinaga bc if i had the ability to kill every person whos ever been mean to the people i care about i would. its that simple. its obvious to me his violence comes from his desire for everything to be Right. ocd king <3 + how he doesnt let mary steal the boost buckle but is unable to choose between letting him have it and giving it back to keiwa + how he defends neon from the bus driver being a creep + he resists beroba's constant efforts toward misery even as he's losing his humanity.
he is someone who has never been listened to which has manifested as a deep-seated anger at the outside world. and then he gained tangible power during the most unstable time in his life so he developed that executioner complex, which HAS taken him a really long way. of course hes clinging to it even as it becomes more and more clear its not what he really wants. of course he feels alone and unable to trust anyone, especially the kind ones. his one friend was taken from him by needless cruelty. any friend he could make at the dgp is almost guaranteed to suffer the same fate. at least if he takes that fate into his own hands he gets to have control.
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kittymattress · 1 month ago
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aroaessidhe · 3 months ago
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2024 reads / storygraph
The Empire Wars
brutal YA dystopian fantasy, start of a duology
set in a future climate-ravaged world taken over by a white supremacist empire
a girl raised feral has to survive being hunted along with other foreigners and political enemies on a deadly magical island
and a princess of the Makari-African people newly married into the regime, intent on bringing it down if she can find a way
#The Empire Wars#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#oof! I thought this was good. it’s pretty brutal and definitely upper-YA. Very compellingly written with some complex characters.#There’s a lot going on though it’s quite slow-building - it starts at the beginning of the hunt#then flashbacks to the leadup to build context.#I appreciate a dystopia that directly discusses the repeat in history & explicitly names that history instead of being vague about it.#but then it is also sort of vague about who the authoritarian regime are - just vaguely northern european?#Though I understand why that choice was made haha.#The worldbuilding has a lot going on - and I do feel like there’s weird gaps or things that don’t entirely make sense?#But only when I’ve sat back and thought about it after a few weeks; it wasn’t that distracting in the moment.#I actually like how a lot of things like the hunt feel like a barely controlled mess that’s only holding together by a thread politically.#The magic is a bit random and I almost feel like it could have done without it?#I appreciate that there’s not really a Romance - there’s Ife’s marriage (but like to a nazi who she plans to kill)#and big asterix on where that and something with the other MC goes (there is attraction but too early to tell what will happen?)#but at the very least it’s not super heavy on it. It’s not a priority anyway.#and it seems like the author hates coloniser romance from her twitter so there’s that at least#(i do want to know more about the offhand mention of Ife’s friend (handmaiden?) teaching her how to kiss.#why would you just drop that and move on?? gay?? not that that’s the point lol)#def ends on a cliffhanger too.
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