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Do you want to read a matsuhana fic?
What if it was a childhood-friends-to-lovers slow burn?
And what if it also featured an iwaoi childhood-friends-to-lovers slow burn?
And what if there were traces of kyouhaba enemies-to-lovers?
And what if there was a plausible (canon-compliant) excuse for the Seijoh 4 to meet and interact with the Tokyo 4?
Well, look no further!
Now, I know you're probably thinking that the description is vague and foreboding, which must mean this fic is full of angst and misery.
However, that's not the case!
Okay, yeah, technically there's angst here and there, and some characters certainly do feel miserable on occasion. Truth be told, you might even find yourself crying sometimes.
But you know what else you'll do?
Laugh. And smile. And experience fleeting moments of joy. And fleeting moments of impatience when you realize slow burn wasn't an exaggeration.
Doesn't that sound nice?
#do you love aoba johsai and wish you knew what it was like for them during those 3 years oikawa was so thankful for?#do you like your characters a little traumatized?#do you enjoy fics that are loaded with subplots?#does the idea of suffering through a slow burn bring you joy?#do you prefer fics that have excessive world building?#do you want to read a story and never be able to look at the main character the same way again?#if you answered yes to any of the above then you should definitely check this fic out#matsuhana#iwaoi#matsukawa issei#hanamaki takahiro#oikawa tooru#iwaizumi hajime#seijoh 4#aoba johsai#kyouhaba#haikyuu fanfiction#haikyuu fics#haikyuu ships
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this was just an observation my friend made a while ago but it got me thinkin' a little bit. Personally, I got over my aversion to sports by fencing in college. Coz it turns out I didn't hate sports. In fact, I think training and learning the rules and pushing myself to improve is super fun! That's the same stuff I like about video games. And despite being a life-long poindexter, all that physical activity felt GOOD, and it was nice to connect with folks.
What I hated about sports as a kiddo was the shame. I hated people acting like I ought to know this or that (despite being a know-nothing child). I hated being excluded and looked down upon for not being good. I despised the way the adults around me treated kids wrt sports. Also I couldn't see and had asthma and neither of these problems got treated until I was on my way out of high school (getting my first inhaler was one of the main reasons I was able to fence at all, in fact).
combat sports are great to me because they're all about that individual journey. I didn't have to worry about letting a team down who might yell at me later for my performance. It's just me and my own heart and my love for the game - THAT'S sports.
#my post#random musings#queue#so it was a pretty natural transition into fighting games#which i think are a type of combat sport#i definitely think you will have a worse time with fight games if you try to treat them like a video game instead of like a sport#because video games are meant to be won#but in the fight game the other person is actively trying to kill you#and you can't wait around for your team or your big sis or the game developer to save you#of course when you're teaching new players i think it's really important to pace things right#like most folks will dump a ton of information on the newbie all at once#often before they even press the buttons at all#which is just not very helpful#start nice n slow. take it easy. let them build confidence in controlling their character. you can play arcade mode w/ them instead of vs.#do that and i'm sure you can help a few more people find the fun
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Apparently I can meet my goal of roughly 400,000 words in 6 months if I just somehow write at least 2,200 words a day ghbjh... Almost 2,500 today... huzzah...
#Definitely not going to be able to stick with it just due to like... being realistic about my energy levels and etc. ESPECIALLY as we#enter the Evil Summer and it becomes hot all the time. But... one can attempt.. at least...#I'm also a very slow writer since I tend to re-read and edit while I write. and only move onto the next section once what I'm writing#seems okay. Which is easy for visual novel type stuff. since ''sections'' of a conversation are more clearly marked (like if you#have a menu option with 5 different dialogue choices. finish the character's response for choice 1 before moving onto 2. etc.)#Especially since when I'm done with a whole quest I always follow it up by playing through it and picking every option and making sure it#actually all works okay and etc. So I am already going to see it all a second time. Then I can go back and reorder a few words or remove#certain sentences that don't sound natural when I read them out loud (I always read it all outloud to myself since it is... just peple#talking.. it should sound like natural dialogue in their voice. etc). But my ''first draft'' is kind of not as first drafty since I pause t#edit a lot as I go along. So it also takes longer probably than it would take other people who I think treat a first draft as more#of a loose guideline or something. AANYWAY...#80F in my bedroom right now again... huzzah... I did end up finishing and recording that sims build video before the heat wave (or is#it really a heat wave if it's just summer..?? lol) came in.. but now... augh.. the editing... plus the costume photos and all else... Much#to do as always.. Often such a long todo list.. a giant scroll hung upon the walls of the evil hermit wizard tower..#Anyhow.. I hope I can finish getting ready for bed early in time to reward myself with a game of tripeaks solitaire whilst I snack on#cheddar cheese and some of those preserved artichokes in a jar. hrgm... I actually have nasturtiums (ultimate best flower) on the#deck again this year but I had to move them all into a corner today because the leaves were getting burnt by the sun lol.. Also am now more#cautiously weaving through social media to ignore all dragon age news. NOT bc of spoilers (I actually love spoilers/literally never play#any game until there's full guides on it I can read to plan my entire playthrough based on knowing exactly what I want to happen lol + mods#and etc.) but just because I'm so busy with my ownprojects I simply do not have the brainspace to dedicate... Yes I love to think#about elves and fictional universe lore. but no.. I pretend I do not see it. Does not exist to me actually. ghgj.. OHH also took som#cool pictures of flowers in the garden section of a store and I wanted to do like.. character designs based on the colors of the flowers o#something. but that might just be another unnecessary project to add to the pile.. I want to commit to the daunting task of dyeing my#hair again some time.. hrm.. this is all of the updates I can think of. As if a bunch of random tags make up for never posting anything for#weeks on end lol.. alas.. too warm to think properly I suppose.. .. I neeeeeed a long lost relative to leave me some million dollar#estate in their will so I can have the resources to move to a colder climate or something ..augh#.. but for now.. I shall toil away in my little wizard tower trying to write 2000 something words a day whilst sweating and such ghbj
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I think that pacing is truly the most frustrating part of my writing process. I crave a slow burn!!!! But how slow should I make it? Should it even be burning yet? Maybe I should write an exposition about the matches first, that way I can lead into the flame— no don’t leave stick with me
#I fear a rushed plot and unearned development#but then I get so impatient writing the build up that I quit before the real show begins#I’ve definitely gotten better at pacing as I keep trying new projects#I try to write what’s interesting to me even if it’s not the meat of the story yet#but I always feel like I’m either going too slow or too fast#thinking of this as I write chapter 3 for my fic in which the main plot hasn’t quite sparked#I mean I’m very proud of what I have and I think the build up adds to this story#but mannnnn I’m so excited for the flashy parts#it’s just as much a payoff for me as it is for any reader#almost at the drama ! planning for it to begin this chapter#major tone shift for chapter 4 and on#literally SO ready for it#lemme know if you relate I need more writing discourse in my life#writers on ao3#writers on tumblr#journal thoughts
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🌼🎃Happy HALLOWEEN and Dias to everyone!🎃🌼
No art THIS year since I'm going to school for web design/development at this point, but I should be back in the swing of things some time in the next few months HOPEFULLY!
Hope everyone has a safe and fun time with their loved ones, all in one! 🌼
#as for the anniversary pic? its slowed down by a LOT but between the studying im definitely working on it still!#halloween#dia de los muertos#and with these newfound web building powers i may one day ASSEMBLE an ML/rudos fan page!! 💪
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A couple Agatha All Along things that I’m still wondering about
-why did Agatha tell Lilia she can only steal magic if a witch blasts her with it if the purpose of the road was to trick witches into blasting her?
-was that her first kiss with Rio? If so, why did it seem like she was going to go in for a kiss at the end of episode 4?
-I really thought we’d get to explore Agatha’s powers and backstory a bit more. Because it really felt like it was being set up that she couldn’t fully control her power once it started sucking up magic from a source. To me it seemed like an addiction type of thing where she could technically stop it if she really tried but the pull of that feeling was like a drug she couldn’t resist. It would have made the scene with Billy and his magic more powerful if we knew more of what a struggle it was to stop
#agatha all along#I just wanted more of Agatha’s backstory#definitely happy with what we got#they just needed one more episode for more time to slow down the pace#in the last two episodes at least#I feel like the flashback with Nicky should have happened in ep 8#right after the scene with Rio when Agatha said the truth was worse#and just a little more time spent on rio’s hurt#idk I just wanted more time with their fight and build up to the kiss of death#spoilers
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little update if u care in the tags lol
#so i decided to build my own pc and that was the dumbest but most rewarding decision ive ever made#it was time because my prebuilt from before was slowing degrading#and i realized i only had like 16gb of ram lmao#so no wonder transferring my mods folder around took ages#also blender was doing backflips everytime i was animating things#so yeah it was definitely time#only negative is that i got a faulty aio cooler and have to return it#and why are they on back order now 😐#like i fr bought the last one ig#so well see how long that takes#but i think it was a sign cause i had gotten non rgb#and now i can just get an rgb one#and it works out#so yeah give me some time to fix all this#my new pc already works 100x better than my prebuilt#im so excited to see how games run on it#but yeah exciting things#i will be back soon !!#nonsims#kinda idk#also HUGE HUGE thank you to all of my supporters#both financially and just on here#you guys keep me motivated to keep creating snd learning#and ofc pay my rent and buy a new pc#i love you all so much
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Is it hyperbolic to say that FF7R is made of the same brain slush that Disney Live Action remakes are? I know FF7R is technically still animated, but I mean, so was The Lion King 2019.
#shut the heck up#ff7#disney#tag talking#watching the nibelhiem part of rebirth with the council and there were sooo many dumb choices#and like looking at the 7r project as a whole it just lacks so moment to moment vision#i know its building to some grand meta-narrative but like individual scenes are so bleh so generic action camera and mocapitis#im happy there are enough people out there who realize the majesty of prerendered backgrounds for storytelling but like squenix doesnt care#also so many scenes that were originally slow and dialogue based turned into mild action setpieces its shtuupid#or the part in the reactor where while Sephiroth has a revelation youre in a different room doing a random valve turning QTE LIKEDSGFJSHD#lord the balance of battles and narrative#people harp on the original for being dated with its late 90sness but theres so much abbrassive rule-of-coolism in 7R#more than a lot me and my friends kept screaming about sephiroths characterization like why in gods green fuck he smiled so much#and one of my friends was like 'maybe this is cloud making things up cause he wants to feel like sephy notices him' and i was likE-#OFC THEN LATE GAME THEYLL EXPLAIN THAT ALL HIS OOC FANSERVICE MANNERISMS AHVE BEEN A ROUSE THE WHOLE TIMEHDSGJF#THEY DO ACTUALLY KNOW HOW TO CHARACTERIZE HIM THEY WERE JUST TORMENTING US OFC!! HSDFGJSDJ#they dont know what theyre fukcing doing with that guy he shouldnt be fucking smiling during nibelhiem#he shouldnt have even smiled when he said the 'im going to see my mother' line - AND DEFINITELY NOT DURING THE FIRE!!#he was not happy then he was estuans interis he was on a mission not sadistically torturing the townsfolk#HE WOULD NOT FUCKING do THAT
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Hello lémurblogs I have a question, how do you make your drawings? (๑'ᴗ')ゞ
Hello! It depends on each drawing. Generally, I sketch on paper and bring the scan into Clip Studio where I adjust the levels (make the whites brighter and blacks darker without losing too much detail) and redraw anything or adjust proportions with the transform tools. I apply color on top with layers set to Multiply, Overlay, and/or Soft Light.
An important step for me is taking at least a day to look at it with fresh eyes. If I'm stuck, it also helps to check how it looks on my phone. And lately adjusting the Color Balance has been my friend.
My process is pretty messy and I often don't have a plan; I just feel around to see what's good for a drawing and do it a little differently each time. For example I don't plan to color, shade, or add a background to 90% of my drawings, but they end up that way bc something will feel missing, so little by little stuff gets added.
I followed a strict pipeline as a teenager ("sketch this way, do line art that way, color like this") and ended up dreading digital art, so I took a step back. Now I give myself permission to be as messy, lazy, and improvised as I like. I'll draw or edit all on one layer even though that's not what people teach, bc it actually works for me.
I also find it useful to strike fast and finish as 'quick' as I can. Because it's natural for me to have drawings that become months or years-long WIPs. and that's fine! but it can't be everything I'm working on or I get discouraged.
Oh, and drawing on post-it notes really helped me complete those small illustrations for madaparty! It was such a life-hack when I realized it'll help me complete small ideas in one sitting. I love drawing compositions, but forget about them on a big sketchbook page where lots of little drawings have no borders, so the small post-its really helped. It also helped me think more with metaphor or staging, rather than getting lost in anatomy poses and being too literal.
#also i am Team Slow Artist. it's ok to go slow.#but realizing what i can do in only 10 minutes also helped build my confidence!#and make projects less intimidating#replies#nervousdreampizza#thank you for asking!#i hope some of this is an answer you were looking for. it was nice to self-reflect#I'm a huge FireAlpaca fan btw which is free#but it's important to me to have brushes that make me excited to draw#and I don't remember if FireAlpaca is good for that#also: my relationship to drawing has been painful these last several years#i started drawing things i loved again this last fall. which feels insane#before that i definitely wouldn't have been able to do madaparty
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I FINALLY GRADUATED!!!
I'm officially unemployed now ksndnsns.
No more thinking about lesson plans and research topics. Just Kalpas meet cute scenarios.
Like maybe firefighter Kalpas, because I was a post about a hot firefighter haha. Reader is either saved by Kalpas or they're the one saving Kalpas who accidentally burned something bc he was distracted.
Maybe hanahaki au if you're feeling angsty (pls I can't take another hanahaki angst au I'm begging-)
Or just a bunch of domestics aus with Kalpas bc I imagine his body heat would be good for cuddling but horrible when it's summer and rn my country is entering the rainy season but it's really humid af T.T
- the other herrscher anon (o´▽`o)
AAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY 🧡🧡🧡🧡CONGRATULATIONS 🌟✨🧡🧡🧡🧡 enjoy the break and good luck with job hunting!!!!!
thinking about kalpas is a very serious job but someone's gotta do it thank you for your service😭 🫡
(ok but kalpas would make a really hot ha fireman??? like the arms??? his back??? I am literally just describing all of him but if I got carried out of a burning building by him I would die happy)
but also you KNOW he's starting fires and I don't think he cares about people he doesn't know? like he'll go SO far out of his way to help people he cares about but anyone else can kick rocks lol so I think reader constantly having to show up at his apartment and put out fires would be 👌👌 like you show up so often he just knows you by name and if his address comes on the radio every just turns to you like "bye. have fun!"
I literally have like a brief scene about a hanahaki au in my notes but I don't really like it and we know how behind I am so it's been hidden lol
what I wouldn't do for Kalpas cuddles 😭😭😭😭 catch me boiling alive in the summer but it's worth
#other herrscher anon!! 🧡🧡#IM SO HAPPY YOU GRADUATED!!!!! THATS AMAZING!!!#im adding these to the list but i wanted to say congrats now and not like...in a year...#i have a one shot in the works i am just slow lol#having never met one i am convinced fire fighters are like golden retrievers#and kalpas isnt that sweet but he is kinda dum (affectionate) and he DEFINITELY has the build for it 👀👀
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wanna write something soft and cautious about the slow build up to Neil and Andrew's first hug and how it went from hands in hair only to "yes or no - can i hold you?"
#i know nora said they don't hug but i refuse to believe it#it would definitely be a slow and long build up#but they would definitely get there in the end#andrew minyard#neil josten#aftg
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about a quarter of the way into Point of Hopes by melissa scott & lisa barnett and im having to go slow because the world building is dense and detailed, but not at all boring. im actually enjoying having to slow down to absorb every detail because it means i can stay here longer. i really wish there was a map included with the book because 1. i know it would be beautiful and 2. there had to have been at least a crude one made at some point to keep track of all these city sectors. its all very fascinating and immersive though, i love how astrology is a big deal in this world and the impact is shown trickling through every aspect of society.
iirc the main gay romance is supposed to remain a minor point but so far ive been enjoying seeing several casual gay relationships even in the sidelines. plus the paper quality of the hardcover feels very very nice to touch
#definitely think the slow pacing and density of world building would be a turn off for some but i am floating down this river alive and well#it almost feels like im a kid again with how immersed i am#(not a kids book though. im fighting for my life trying to remember some of these names and star signs and titles)#(and loving it)#book thoughts#astreiant
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just got THWACKED upside the head by a wave of nostalgia & now desperately want to play kirbys epic yarn..... rude
#cruel cruel world. i dont think our wii has worked in like. a year now#the universe is MEAN. TO ME. GRrRAUGHh.#im ignoring all my responsibilities to bemoan the lack of kirby enrichment in my enclosure. whatever will i do...#i dont have a switch or anyth.:( BUT... my brothers do..... maybe they have kirby enrichment.......#i think they love me enough to let me borrow some kirby enrichment if they have it to spare#hmm. ik there was a mad dash to save/pirate(?)/emulate(??) nintendo stuff after they pulled some fuckshit but now i cant remember details#mayhaps later when im done with some of my stupid responsibilities i can *mumblemumble* myself some kirby enrichment to my laptop or smth#oooh... or maybe those brothers mine still have the ds stashed somewhere?? bc like. what i rly want is to play kirbys epic yarn. BUT.#if the ds and the game cartridge are still alive+kickin around... kirby mass attack would ALSO do the trick lmao#and then i wouldnt have to worry abt *mumblemumble*-ing myself some kirby enrichment. bc tbqh i am... Not Very Good at *mumblemumble* yet#shameful ik. lmfao#but ive been wOrKiNg oN iT oKaY... its just. building those skills (+ therefore: my library) is very very slow going hkdkjshk#im... not COMPLETELY technologically inept#but im definitely not GREAT with computers#anyway. my brothersre all currently out of the house so i gUeSs ill return to the work i Should be doing rn instead of complaining abt how#i find our lack of kirby disturbing#maybe ill listen to the soundtracks while i work... hopefully that scratches the itch instead of makes it worse lmao#bee speaks
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i side with michinaga bc if i had the ability to kill every person whos ever been mean to the people i care about i would. its that simple. its obvious to me his violence comes from his desire for everything to be Right. ocd king <3 + how he doesnt let mary steal the boost buckle but is unable to choose between letting him have it and giving it back to keiwa + how he defends neon from the bus driver being a creep + he resists beroba's constant efforts toward misery even as he's losing his humanity.
he is someone who has never been listened to which has manifested as a deep-seated anger at the outside world. and then he gained tangible power during the most unstable time in his life so he developed that executioner complex, which HAS taken him a really long way. of course hes clinging to it even as it becomes more and more clear its not what he really wants. of course he feels alone and unable to trust anyone, especially the kind ones. his one friend was taken from him by needless cruelty. any friend he could make at the dgp is almost guaranteed to suffer the same fate. at least if he takes that fate into his own hands he gets to have control.
#talk-odile in rogue#this is a case of me projecting but being 100% right btw. i just got my ocd diagnosis so im geared up to talk abt it rn#for michinaga's bodyhorror dermatillomania read more ..............................................................#he definitely peels those vines out of his arm. which is gross and leaves scars. but its slowing them down from taking over#hes my favorite i love that hes genuinely crazy idc if they make him evil for it he is literally right#i mean if build taught me anything its that usually being right = being crazy bc how else will u figure out wtf to do in that situation
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i love coming across concepts that actively make my phobias worse /sar
#ok so i have agoraphobia#specifically in the sense of i hate Giant Empty Rooms (like gymnasiums)#Big Rooms Filled With Stuff are okay but if it's just Empty Floor it's Not#like supermarkets are fine bc theres Shelves but gyms are not because it's Just Floor#and then being trapped in large crowds of people#unless i'm at the very very edge of a crowd i will not be comfortable#and then also i'm just scared of people but that's more the GAD and Trauma™#but i recently was introduced to the concept of a crowd crush#(like. i already kind-of knew what it was but i learned Details and about Times When It Happened To People)#and being a 5'2 person with a fucking INCREDIBLY fragile body#who is not fast and not strong and physically disabled#now i'm fucking terrified to enter buildings with really large amounts of people#especially big event type things like concerts and such#because i will definitely stay near an exit because of my phobias#and that will make me possibly the first person to get crushed#because nobody will care about the frail slow-walking disabled person if a building is on fire
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#i dont go every day because sometimes i go to physical therapy instead#gotta get strongk#today was arms/chest/shoulders and i have to take it so slow and its so frustrating to see how weak i am compared to the past#but we gotta start somewhere and build strength back carefully#i also need new shoes lmao had these since high school and theyre the best running shoes ive ever owned but theyre definitely worn out#and theyre discontinued too and its so sad#RIP people with high arches
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