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francesthecute · 9 months ago
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It's the next morning and i'm still not sure what to do with this knowledge. i guess i'll give more context
So my dad would fall asleep watching TV a lot. I figured out when I was like 10 or 11 that I could also pretend to fall asleep across the room, keep one eye baaarely open and watch all the TV I wanted through the blurred view behind my eyelashes. I couldn't get up to change the channel and risk him waking up, so all this tv was whatever channel my dad last had on.
My Dad was asleep. Whatever we were watching ended and a new movie was starting. Idk if it was in another language but i remember none of the dialogue or story besides what i vaguely saw. I'm not sure i had ever even seen a thriller at that point. For the longest time i thought it must have been a weird indie french movie or something i'd never see again.
All i know is whatever i saw, i watched from start to finish and it left me with extremely confusing thoughts and only vivid memories of the ending. Mostly confusing thoughts.
If you haven't seen Bound btw, it's softcore butch/femme porn given a story arc in the back half. It's a 'male character goes insane like in The Shining with a twist character reveal' story structure told from the perspective of the gay sex. It's about two women who are lesbians first and women second. It's the breakout film of the Wachowskis. It's the cumulative repressed lesbianism of two future trans women and it's a wonder how it ever got made.
So i go half my life not knowing what it was i saw that night with only partial memories of the end of it, content to believe i'd never know.
Last night my roommate suggests we watch it, only describing it as a lesbian movie from the Wachowskis. I'm game. I'm baked out of my mind off a horribly painful hit from my roommates' DIY gravity bong. I'm watching gay sex. As it goes on, though, I start putting pieces together. About 2/3 of the way through I'm CONVINCED this is The Movie. I tell my roommate and they're skeptical bc I get very deja vu heavy when i'm as high as I am. Which is fair, I do. But I know a detail that will proof positive tell me it's the same movie. A key detail I never forgot. If at the end of the movie, the guy gets shot and falls back into a bunch of white paint and his blood mixes with the paint, it's the same movie. That visual has been with me for 15 years.
Spoilers for Bound but uh, that's exactly how it ends. The gay sex lesbian movie is the one my little child brain saw all that time ago. The mystery of half a lifetime now solved. Now I have to go back to society and be normal about it I guess.
I think Bound 1995 may literally be responsible for me being a lesbian
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kwiiwi1 · 1 year ago
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(ok so I realized I haven't introduced my poly polynesian OC relationship so imma do it rn)
INTRODUCING.. VĀ-KĀ YIPPEE ✨️✨️✨️
Vā-Kā is this kinda NZ K-pop group / band I made way back in lockdown, which was 4 years ago, and have since then been thinking about sm (along with all my other 100+ OC's but shh I'll talk about em in another post maybe lolz)
I created them because I was really bored and sad, and it was like, "mm wonder if there's like an NZ K-Pop group... imma make my own for funsies 😈😈😈"
It was supposed to be like a one-off thing, but they turned into this v real thing I could pull off when I'm older and have more experience with art, like I'm literally crying inside because the edits I could animate?? the music?? the unofficial photoshoots?? them in general?? so many ideas are crammed in my head fr
Anywaysss onto like actually talking about them!
There's 8 members overall, 6 girls and 2 dudes, and they're all best friends turned band / K-pop group turned lovers (cause I'm a sucker for friends to lovers fr)
It's kinda like a K-Pop group but not really it's like.. looser. Idk
I will post proper art of them eventually, but I'm so worried about like repping em wrong since like 7 members are POC, and even tho I'm POC, I'm feeling like I'd do something wrong so yeah
But anyways, time for actual lore stuff hooray 🥳🥳🥳
(Lore under the cut lolz)
Members:
💜 Tori Tuigamala / Lunar 💜
Tori is the oldest of the group and is one of the main leaders (the group doesn't really have leaders, but they all follow her and Kora since they both have the most level heads about shit.). She's introverted and a bit motherly, except its kinda like she'll nip you around the ears if you don't listen to her fr.
It always feels like she's the one who knows what to do because of how organized she is. She seems to plan out everyones schedule without their permission, even if it comes from a good place.
However, she follows through with the promises she makes every time, and actively tries to own up to whatever wrongdoings either her or her group cause, while watching out for the groups safety because she cares and loves them all so much, even if she doesn't say it enough like she'd want to.
Silly facts:
Dyslexic so often she'll record her notes through voice messages or voice-to-text to make it easier. Otherwise, Kora will note the stuff down when they're in meetings n stuff
Loves mochas, ube roll, chocolate chip cookies, and straight black coffee
insomniac, probably
Smells like pomegranate
Samoan-French, has 2 dads and a younger sister, Toni, who's also in the band
25 years old, oldest member. Bday is 31st August, starsigns a Virgo
Her as a squishmallow would be Violet the Octopus
Bisexual and Demigirl, pronouns are she/her + they/them
Height is 5'9"
A friend said that her clothing style would be similar to Hoonjoong from Ateez, and from analysing, it'd be like.. baggy shirts tucked into high-waisted pants or mom jeans-eque pants, washed out colours, sweaters, and cardigans, generally very soft and casual yet trendy if you style it right yknow
Seungmin-core from the "Which SKZ member are you?" quiz, and Yoongi-core from the "Which BTS member are you?" quiz
Favourite colour is purple 💜💜💜💜💜
One of the main singers of the band/group, the other one is Harper
Music taste is like.. jazz. soul music. R&B. idfk fr 😭😭😭😭
Voice claim is AACACIA cause I've always felt like she'd have this kinda deep-ish soul voice that's a lil bit floaty and lilty (idk how to explain my brain properly fr) and like.. soon as I listened to AACACIA, she just fit
Probably had an emo phase. or a vampire phase. maybe both. we don't talk about it
Eats plain rice when she's stressed, bored, overwhelmed, or all three (like me 😍😍😍😍)
Link to voice claim: https://youtu.be/bAAExYOc3VY
💙 Diana Kim / Fluxx 💙
Diana's a smartie seems so very cold and somewhat distant to the public because of how harsh and blunt her remarks come off as.
Their fandom + her group know that she isn't at all like that and that she has trouble communicating her feelings properly. She loves to talk about space and / or the ocean (it changes each day), makes clothes for group sometimes, does photography, and is actually a very soft and caring person, she just doesn't know how to express it properly sometimes.
It takes her a bit of a while to tho, and when she does, she puts in a lot of time and effort. On the inside, she's very expressive and ambitious, always eager to learn something new, and is encouraging her group with how she sticks constantly to one goal until she makes it without Diana realizing her effect.
Silly facts:
Loves earl grey tea, caramel brittle and carrot cake.
Smells like peppermint
Blasian (African-American + South Korean), has 3 parents (two are her birth parents)
24 years old. Birthday is 16th December, starsign is Sagittarius
Her as a squishmallow would be Perry the Dolphin
Bisexual and Demisexual, pronouns are she/her
Height is 6'0"
Friend said that she'd dress like smart but fashionable. Has a similar style to Seungmin or Hyunjin from Stray Kids, so it's half comfy and fashionable n half smart and fashionable
Changbin-core from the "Which SKZ member are you?" quiz, also Yoongi-core from the "Which BTS member are you?" quiz
Favourite colour is blue 💙💙💙
Plays keyboard / synth for the group
I'm not sure what her music taste is either, but it feels like a mix of classical and jazz music + BTS
Voice claim for her is Bic Runga
Ocean and space hyperfixation, my dudes
Takes photos of her members lovers and sticks it up on her room walls
BTS stan, biases are SUGA / Yoongi and RM / Namjoon
Has an Avatar (blue people) OC lolz
Link to voice claim: https://youtu.be/WJXfwo68C4M
💚 Asher Kieu / virt2 💚
Asher is v v quiet and soft-spoken, barely speaks up in the interview's or stuff the group has. Even though Asher's quiet most of the time, she's very perceptive and can often pick up on what others don't, making her a real good listener.
Is secretly a good cook + baker and sometimes plays piano pieces for the group or the fandom when she has the time on her solo livestreams. (I say secretly cause none of Vā-Kā let her into the kitchen. There's like... a 75% chance she'll set the entire thing on fire. Maybe. Probably.)
She's a very emotional kinda person, can kinda come off as being a bit sensitive even if she doesn't mean to get hurt. The fandom + members compare her voice to like an angels because of how like soft and gentle it sounds. It helps some of their fans, n tbh Asher loves being able to inspire their fandom even if she doesn't involve herself as much as she would like to.
Silly facts:
Likes mint chocolate chip ice cream, lemonade and caramel apples
Smells like vanilla sugar cookies.
Dark skin Vietnamese (still need to figure out the deets), also has 3 parents and a younger brother
23 years old. Birthday is 25th February, starsign is Pisces
Her as a squishmallow would be Serene the Squirrel
Pansexual and Genderqueer, pronouns are she/her + he/him + they/them
Height is 5'5"
Friend said that asher would dress in stuff that's really comfortable, like it doesn't have to look crazy good it just has to be comfy for them to hide and not draw attention yknow
Hyunjin-core from the "Which SKZ member are you?" quiz, Jimin-core from the "Which BTS member are you?" quiz
Fav colour is green (more specifically, mint) 💚💚💚
Backup vocals for the group, n plays acoustic guitar + piano if needed
I have literally no clue for what she listens to 💀💀💀💀💀 maybe like lofi, but I'm not sure yet
Voice claim is Georgia Lines (found her on a NZ mix playlist on Spotify and she kinda stuck instantly)
Strong self-esteem issues (me too ✨️✨️✨️✨️). doesn't choose to be in the spotlight in case it's seen as them showing off
Loves baking. Secret hobby of hers. Has a lil secret room in her room where she bakes and vibes
Autistic probably (me pt 2)
🧡 Kora Faletau / sivk 🧡
Kora is a grouchy but lovable and stupid idiot, keeps the group in check when they're in public, and helps to lighten the mood with some self-deprecating jokes at his expense.
Very intelligent. Smartiepants. High IQ mother fucker. Really tall. And strong. uh. yuh
Is almost always done with the groups shenanigans (especially when Harper, Micah, Toni, and Alto are being lil asshats), but he deals with it because they're the only thing that keeps him sane.
Most honest person in the group tho, will not be afraid to call you out on your shit. You lie to him, he will wrestle ur ass off that high horse in a second (he inherited his mother's sass and attitude to a point ong)
Silly facts:
Likes pizza n pasta despite being lactose sensitive / intolerant. Dumb shithead
Smells like strawberries
Tongan-Latino, youngest of 4 siblings (3 older sisters) n a single mum
23 years old. birthday is 21st September, starsign is Virgo
Them as a squishmallow would be Gary the Giraffe
Demisexual Pansexual + Nonbinary, uses he/they pronouns
Height is 6'3", tallest member
Friend said that Kora would wear whatever he pulls out of the closet and somehow he'd still make it work, so they don't really have a set style and it's all over the place but it fits them
Bangchan and / or Changbin-core from the "Which SKZ member are you?" quiz, Namjoon-core from the "Which BTS member are you?" quiz
Fav colour is orange 🧡🧡🧡
Bassist, does keyboard/synth when Diana's not free + main rapper
Listens to rap n stuff, like Kendrick Lamar, J.Cole, Logic, and then siren jams because man's would not be complete with blasting some shitty siren jam early in the morning
Voice claim for him is Kings because he's kinda got like a deep kinda scratchy n smooth voice fr
V v Bangchan n Changbin-core like have you seen this dude work out. Mans used to play basketball too cause of his height, so he'd probably be real good at sports shit n like lean n built n muscular lolz
Hates physical contact when they're in interviews or other (hugs and kisses in front of people make him lose his confidence and gets him all embarrassed and shy), but loves it when the groups behind closed doors.
💛 Harper Mayfield / Sun-E 💛
Harper is an absolute ball of sunshine, jokes around and makes fun of her friends, very energetic, and hypes everyone up.
She's always on the move, whether it be from cleaning, cooking, to her favourite dancing, she's always found to be doing something in order to improve on herself.
Bros surprisingly wise and almost always manages to talk down confrontations, and her smile is known to brighten up both the group and their fandoms day. Whenever she makes someone happy, she's happy.
Silly facts:
Likes lemon drops, turkish delight, fry bread
Smells like coconut cream and ginger
Māori-Australian, is the youngest of 4 siblings (1 older sister and 2 older brothers) n a single mum
22 years old. Birthday is 5th June, starsign is Gemini
Her as a squishmallow would be Kayla the Koala
Pansexual + Genderfluid , uses any pronouns
Height is 5'11"
Friend said that Harper has like a simple style, like a shirt and jeans with the occasional jacket here and there, plus a lot of accessories. Either that or she'll wear really colourful n confident clothes that she pulls off really easily, so she v much has a style similar to J-Hope from BTS
Jisung-core from the "Which SKZ member are you?" quiz, Hobi-core from the "Which BTS member are you?" quiz
Favourite colour is yellow 💛💛💛
2nd Main Vocalist + Saxophonist for the group
Listens to anything she can dance to, so it'd be like a mix of Hip Hop n Rap. I have a playlist of songs I think she'd dance to for funsies lol
Voice claim is Kimbra, idk she fits fr fr
Down bad. Down horrendously. Easy to fluster and easy to please. Silly silly Harper
Makes a lot of kandi n stuff for the group as accessories for when they dress up n shit. Loves it sm
❤️ Micah Tyjani / DUSK ❤️
Micah is very laid back and chill, takes a whole lotta shit to piss her off. She sometimes helps out Kora with cooking or the younger members (Toni and Alto) with being stupid as shit, but she goes with the flow most of the time.
She's a night owl kinda person too lol. Most of the group go to her for a place to vent or cry because she's so laid-back and lax with it, and she welcomes it all, as she always makes sure to check up on her members.
She cares a lot, and she cares very deeply about all of them, just like they all care for her fr.
Silly facts:
Likes red velvet cake and mashed potatoes
Smells like gingerbread
Nigerian-Haitian, born to two dads (one of them was a seahorse dad)
23 years old, birthday is 13th July, starsign is Cancer
Them as a squishmallow would be Bailey the Llama
Unlabeled + Bigender, uses she/him pronouns
Height is 5'8"
Friend said that Michas style would be a mix of both Harper and Ashers, so like simple and comfortable clothes with a lot of accessories and bright colours lolz
Seungmin-core from the "Which SKZ member are you?" quiz, Namjoon-core from the "Which BTS member are you?" quiz
Favourite colour is red ❤❤❤
2nd Bassist of the group + 2nd rapper
Listens to Hip Hop n Rap n like other stuff. Still need to think fr
Voice claim is Ladi6
Works out with Kora. they're both so 🤤🤤🤤🤤 PLUS she can beat people up if they need to, so boom banger
🩷 Toni Tuigamala / Eris 🩷
Toni is the absolute opposite of her older sister. Where Tori is organized and figured out, Toni is brash and all over the place.
Although she fools around a lot and kinda comes off as a bit of a jerk, she can be quiet and caring when needed mhm mhm
Unafraid to speak her mind, and probably joins Kora in the "I shall beat u up with my words and my wit" category. Her wit is sharp, but her tongue is even sharper fr. Sassy lil shit.
Offers the best fashion advice and makes sure that everyone looks their best.
Silly facts:
Likes rice pudding and raspberry cheesecake
Smells like waffles and maple syrup
Samoan-French, two dads, and ofc her older sister Tori
22 years old, birthday is 17th April n starsign is Aries
Her as a squishmallow would be Reina the Butterfly
Omnisexual (with the teeniest lean towards women) + Pangender, uses she/they + he/him pronouns
Height is 5'7"
Friend said that Toni would have a similar style to Tori since she's her sister, but like sometimes when he's in the mood, he'd wear something chic. They said that there isn't really a specific theme, but that's how Toni is, she doesn't have a certain theme but if it works it works lolz
Lee-Know-core from the "Which SKZ member are you?" quiz, Tae-core from the "Which BTS member are you?" quiz
Favourite colour is magenta, but I use this soft pink heart for her lolz 🩷🩷🩷
Drummer for the group
Listens to FLO n like.. idk sexy bitch music. she is the moment slayy 💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽
Voice claim is Aaradhna
Flirty. So flirty. So pretty. Gets under Harper's skin a lot, but in a flirty sexy way yknow
🩵 Alto Manukuo / Alto 🩵
Alto's the sweetheart himbo of the group, the bro who can manage to make everyone swoon for him without even trying. Very sweet and kind, has the ultimate puppy eyes tbh
Sometimes, he surfs when he's got the time, but most of the time, he spends it doing gymnastics and / or working out and / or playing with Toni. Likes helping out around the groups house and gives the best hugs for such a short guy. Always energetic and bubbly, will not stop until he'd able to make your day better.
(He's so puppy I NEED HIM 👹👹👹👹👹)
Silly facts:
Likes honeycomb n milk and fry bread
Smells like peach and custard pie
Indonesian-Niuean. youngest of 3 siblings, has 2 older brothers n their two mums
21 years old, birthday is 30th March, starsign is Pisces
Him as a squishmallow would be Harrison the Dog
Bisexual + Genderfluid, uses any pronouns but mainly he/him and she/her
Height is 5'6"
Friend said that though Alto is a cutie because they work out / do gymnastics, so they feel like their closet would mostly have like sleeveless shirts n cropped tops, similar to Bangchan from Stray Kids. Otherwise it'd be soft sweaters n sweatpants because yes
Jeongin-core from the "Which SKZ member are you?" quiz, Jin-core from the "Which BTS member are you?" quiz
Favourite colour is teal, but I use this like light blue emoji for him 🩵🩵🩵
2nd backup vocalist + Electric Guitar for the group
Listens to I have no fucking clue, but it'd be like flowy n vibey yknow
Voice claim is Shaan Singh from Drax Project, absolute loml 😍😍😍😍😍
Golden retriever energy. himbo. solid himbo energy mans onggg
Works out a lot too. Stronk. Squidgy. Need him
Still can't get rid of that CHUNKY THICC ASS 😫😫😫😫😫
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