#deel talk
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dirkhal making scream and throw up
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my problem with dj’ing is that i can alwaya stop if i want to, WHICH IS THE PROBLEM. like when ur holding the toy the moment u feel discomfort of overstimulation, u can stop & also *accidentally* keep yourself from finishing. but when someone else is holding the toy to u, they can stop on their own accord and even if ur overstimmed, they’ll still drive u over the edge and atp you’ll literally HAVE to finish (if they do it right) 😩😩
i hate it bc i be holding back accidentally sm times cuz i stop RIGHT when i feel overstimmed (or like i have to ‘pee’) but sometimes i jus need that push like omg
#lora’s shit talk! ੈ✩‧₊˚#tmi#but idc#i hate the deeling of being overstimmed#but if someones holding the toy to me i’ll have no choice but to finish
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i miss them. i miss them so fucking much. im going to keel over and fall apart.
#i wanna be in a relationship again#i wanna have friend groups again#i want people i hang out with and talk to often and we do things together actually#its easier to just blame myself all the time since im the commone factor but deel down ik not all of those were on me. they were inevitable#i feel so lonely.#im scared ill start doing really bad things just to feel something again#vent#this prolly counts
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this h.ikari voice line... AHSU3UJSHAJSH
#ash rambles 💚#IT'S SO COOL....#also his voice... ajdhwjeuquwhqhejwusjwhehhwjsjq#his voice was actually the thing that made me go 😳 first#this damn crush... he's all i can think about!!!!!!!#it's always been you 🍁#his lines in combat are just. so freaking cool!!!! I'm so used to him being all kind and sweet that um. sometimes i forget how strong he#really is and um 😳 it makes me deel many feelings! he's such a good swordsman sjdhwjrhwjd#i know ive been romantically involved with f.elix for 3+ years and yet... long haired men that are master swordsmen...#truly my biggest weakness....#anyways um. h.ikari sir... one kiss? please? also my s/i is his childhood friend#whether or not she attempted to kill him once when they were adults is. not important! they talk it out and finally reunite <3#and then um. maybe they uh. become more than friends#HAHAHAHA HYPOTHETICALLY SPEAKING OF COURSE 😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳
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since you asked to get asks, can i ask about your ocs? i really like them and i really want to learn more about Eirene!!!
(Slams down 5.000 pages of lore metalhoricslly)
so what specifically do you wanna know .....
#i coulr also jsut talk about the full story shes from it runs deel#sounds of a jesse#bottled messages
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ITS NOT EXHAUSTING TO ROOT FOR THE ANTI HERO I LOVE YOU
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pain meds got me feeling like um. Like uhe. em eufmhffmmm wwait
#nano bits#I could inly write tht because it#offered me the afm#i an veet soeepy#also kinda gingle#Tingly#It deel smmslike my head us#Befrmore my eyes#I a mm okay#I will ho sleep now#But slso if this ishiw#My medicared grandma fel like at all times#i get why she was suvh a jerk this is so weidd and off outting#meds talk#If this needs a slecifjc tag lmk i wont judge
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if i see or feel one more fucking thing that isnt actually real i will kill myself
#I HATE IT HERE I HATE IT HERE#BUGS AND HEAT#AND NOISE#MAKE EVERYTHING SI NYCH WORSE#IM SO FUCKIBF PARANOID#IM. SEEIN F THINGS NDA DEELING THINGS AND AAGH#I NREDHKRPL#GEHFHSFGSH#I NEED HELp#WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME#I FEEL INSANE#I HATE THIS SO MUCH#I CANT TALK TO ANYONE THEYLL THINK IM FUCKING INSANE TOO#I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO IM SO SCARED I SHOULDNY BE SCARED BUT I AM AND THERES BUGS THERES SO MAHY#SI MANY FUCKIBG BUGS#I KNOW THWYRE THERE#HELPHELP HELP#AAUGH#VENT ISH#AORRY#SORRY#IM SORRY#I DOHT KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH NE
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people deserve to feel uncomfortable when it comes to injustice
i dont mean uncomfortable in a harmful way like being subjected to videos of death or rape when its unnecessary for you
i mean everyone and i mean EVERYONE (who is capable of understanding), needs to have someone outside their (your) experiences tell you to stfu.
Everyone needs a moment where you feel bad or guilty. Everyone needs a moment where they are called out on ignorance or bigotry on any spectrum,
so that you have the moment to just, take it. to deal with it. to suck it up
to learn to look past your emotions and to see what the real issue is
too many times people have to walk on eggshells, to be a model minority, when they want- NEED to be angry
And im not talking verbal abuse, i mean not having to be nice all the time
I mean "shut up this isnt for you" and for you to take it. "dont talk to me dont touch me" and to deal with it. "i dont trust you" "you are making me uncomfortable" "you will never understand" "stop"
To hear someone tell you how it is without filter, and to hear it, to listen, and to move on.
You say "got it" "understood" "sorry about that". you dont grovel. You act like an adult. You fucked up, or you are not what the person needs right now and thats ok. Dont dwell. You arent a bad person and you need to actually put effort into understanding that so that you can look past any opressor guilt and focus on what is more important and that is learning
But people are too used to coddling and hearing things being said in the nicest way
And i think everyone just needs to get a wake-up call at least once to humble them and learn them that you are nothing special. You not the main character. You DO make people uncomfortable sometimes just as they make you uncomfortable sometimes
I know for a fact that i do. i know that i have been ignorant, i know me not understanding something on a personal level like racism or transmisogyny has made me say things that probably made some of my friends roll their eyes.
And i know ive felt that with other people where i roll my eyes or ive felt uncomfortable
Everyone is going to have something they dont know on a personal level be it abelism, racism, homophobia, transphobia, death of a loved one, poverty, etc
I used to be scared to mess up, until i realized other people feel the same way. And that i felt like it was dumb for them to feel that way, it felt artificial like they were always calculating what they were saying or always feeling wary, and i saw that i most likely came off that way too
so i try really hard to just own up and move on. Because its not about you
youre allowed to feel bad
but like give yourself a time limit or something and keep it to yourself or write in a diary. And then do better.
Best thing you can do rn is ask someone to tell you anything theyve wanted to tell you that youve done to make them feel uncomfortable.
but you HAVE to make sure you are ready to hear it and take it and accept it, to apologize and to move on
#i still have a hard time with this sometimes im sure#i cant think rn#but like i have to assume#i talk too much when i have to just accept and move on#i have such a complex about being percieved#and a lot of times i recognize the shit i do but i cant stop#like i just keep talking and going on tangents#and its my adhd brain but ive stopped it before#so i can do it again#just stop talking take a deel breath and recognize whats more important in the moment#is it making sure someone knows the meanings and thoughts ? is that what they want to hear in the moment?#or is it just an apology#like you can explain later on if you really feel like you need to#like on a different day#but in the moment just apologize and end it there#and i hate that it know this and i have talked about this but in practice its so hard to turn my brain off#i should just write it down#i did write something down once but idk where it is. kinda defeats the purpose of writing it down if i lose it
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erasing identity dsnt matter this lesbian is a gay trans man now.
#bloodletting#nuance obv but who care#tried cursign deels weirdbt have opinions now at least#cishet hate us anyway a gay man can b a lesbian too idc#<- fictional if not obv. not talk abt real identity.
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start school in a week im going to throw uppppp
#ik it's not going to be nearly as bad as i think it is and by god do i need a routine#but man . one week.#plus im transferring after just getting used to my old school. so. eugh#but like i have friends there. which is rhe whole reason im going there specifically#modtly im just worried abt like. getting lost. it's a pretty big school. and i havent even had orientation yet#ive soent the last like 3 months trying to psych myself up for it snd it worked for a while but mow im so scareds agh#The Only Way Out Is Through The Quickest Way Is To Just Get Through It I Will Be Brave#[said through gritted teeth between groans of misery]#SIX FLOORS!!!! IT'S SIX FLOORS!!!! i could barely keep track of the 3 at my old school 😭😭 my poor poor fucked up hips..#but also the layout at the old one was fucked up bc like it had even numbered rooms on either side of the whole floor#and then rows between with all the odd numbered ones. hated that#hoping it's more straightforward there + i hear the building's a lot taller than it is wide. so hopefully the floors arent as big#uuuuuuuuugh and it's a catholic school so i have to do jesus classes. and my scholarship requires an extra curricular#AND i have to do public service stuff and also i have like a whole extra semester of phys ed required to graduate#like it's not really all that much but added up compared to the pile of jack shit i had to do at my old school. it deels intimidating maybe#mostly im just worried bc my friends that go there tell me abt all this stupid drama meanwhile all last year i talked to like 4 ish ppl ever#but i mean when we went to school together before i somehow avoided knowing abt any of it until at lesst the next day. so.#i have faith in my ability to be completely ignorant of everything around me 💕💕#also my sister's been talking to some ugly creepy guy who apparently goes to that school. hoping she drops him and i never have to see him#fred.txt
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jjk men in howgarts universe (fem!reader)
characters: geto, gojo, nanami, toji, sukuna, choso, itadori, megumi, yuta disclaimer: i know there exist a magic school in Japan but since we know shit about it, it's going to be based in Hogwarts
suguru geto, a half-blood wizard from Ravenclaw, is known for excelling academically, since he was the only student of his year to score all O's (outstanding) in O.W.L.s and N.E.W.T.s. his closest friend is gojo satoru, whom he met on his dist day at Hogwarts.
at 15, he met you in Hogmeade while enjoying butterbeer with gojo. you were having it too with your friend group and he was drawn to your laughter. eavesdropping, he learned you were from Gryffindor and the same age as him
from that moment, geto started looking for you in Hogwarts and admired you from afar. he discovered you shared some classes, and decided to have small talks with you.
your interactions began only after both of you became professors at Hogwarts. as the youngest professors, you developed an academic rivalry, competing to be the students' favorite.
despite that rivalry, you spent every Friday together in Hogmeade, enjoying butterbeer and each other's company. one night he confessed that the first time he encountered you was there. you told him both of you met earlier, in the first broom flight class, where you hit him and made him fell to the ground.
due to your hangouts with suguru in Hogmeade, students suspected you were a couple. while you denied it out of embarrasment, geto confirmed those rumors. when you confronted him about it, he finally confessed his deelings. the conversation ended with a date planned for Friday, this time at his house.
you got married after three years of dating and are known as the cutest couple in Hogwarts, despite being professors. how couldn't they rank you in first place if suguru gave you flowers every morning at breakfast?
satoru gojo, a Slytherin and a descendant of the influential Gojo family, made history by winning the Triwizard Tournament twice, first at 14 and again at 19. although only students over 17 could enter, 13-year-old geto used a spell and convinced 13-year-old gojo to write his name in the Globet Fire. thanks to that achievement, he earned widespread recognition in the wizarding world.
he met you on his first day in Hogwarts, after being ssorted into Slytherin, sitting beside you at the welcoming banquet. as a year older, you freeted him with a sweet smile. he experienced love at first sight.
from that day on, he publicly confessed his feelings for you, giving you presents every time he could and using every Hogwarts event as an opportunity to ask you out. you always rejected him since you hardly knew him. at 14, frustrated by his persistence, you told him you'd date him if he completed ten nearly impossible tasks.
although gojo were initially attracted to your looks, spending time with you made him admired your personality too. on the other side, his determination and chivalrous actions to you won you over.
by the time he turned 16, gojo had only one task left: to collect a tear from a phoenix known for its elusiveness. unbeknownst to him, that phoenix was your pet, who only obeyed you. you instructed your phoenix to let gojo obtain one of her tears, so he could finally be your boyfriend.
the two of you became a couple when he was 17 and you were 18. after him winning again the Triwizard Tournament again at 19, he proposed to you. you gave him five more tasks to complete if he wanted to be your husband.
you both got engaged when he was 21 and you were 22. however, you wouldn't celebrate the wedding until both of you reach your own personal goals. four years later, you were happily married to gojo.
kento nanami, a half-blood wizard from ravenclaw, is a dedicated student who excels in every single task. recognizing his potential, geto took him under his wing, helping him becaome one of Hogwarts' most promising wizards. kento dreamed of working as an auror in the Ministry of Magic and leading a peaceful life.
struggling with herbology, you desperately sought help from your best friends, gojo and geto. gojo teased you, despite being in the same situatino, while geto suggested you ask his pupil, nanami, to tutor you.
the next day, geto introduced you to nanami, revealing he was a year younger and from Ravenclaw. he knew you were older and from Slytherin since he often saw you with gojo. you pleaded with him to be your tutor, he kindly agreed.
thanks to your study sessions with nanami, your herbology grades imrpoved, but you found yourself distracted by his good looks and demeanor. you wanted to keep your feelings a secret, knowing gojo and geto would tease you mercilessly if they found out. when they eventually did discover your new crush, gojo relentlessly called you a "craddle robber", to which you retorted by calling gim "grave robber"
geto upon learning, went to the top of the Ravenclaw Tower to encourage nanami, believing the blonde guy had a chance with you. in truth, nanami had developed a crush on you last year, after witnessing your talent in Charms, especially when you defeated Professor Flitwick in a duel. however, even if geto already told him his feelings were reciprocated, he was shy enough to even ask you out and found impossible someone like you would repair in him.
once you passed "herbology" with an E (exceeds expectations), you rushed to find Nanami to share the news. his joyful smile encouraged you to confess your feelings. he got embarrased, since he wanted to be the first one in confessing his feelings.
ten years later, you were married to Nanami, who turned into a curse-breaker. surprisingly, his classes were that good that you decided to turn into a Professor of herbology in Hogwarts
toji zenin, a Slytherin and descendant of the ingluential Zenin family, was known for his lack of academic motivation, earning only A (acceptable) grades. despite his poor reputation in academics, he excelled at Quidditch as a beater, attracting the attention of professional teams even before graduating from Hogwarts.
you met toji during a quidditch match between Slytherin and Hufflepuff, where you were supporting your Hogwart's house, Hufflepuff.
while Toji aimed to hit with a bludger, he was accidentally stuck by a teammate, causing the ball to veer toward you. he managed to save you just in time. after the match, you approached him to thank him, but he initially dismissed you, thinking you were just another fan. when he noticed you left without insisting on staying, his ego was bruised, why weren't you begging for more of his time?
out of boredom he decided you would be the new girl with who he would play with. however your naiveness and sweetness made him realize he wanted more than just a casual fling. he didn't want to play longer with you.
he confessed his initial intentions, seeking for forgiveness and a fresh start. of course, your heart shattered when you discovered he was playing with you, since you were really starting to fall for him. you appreciated his honesty and forgive him.
however, you told him you couldn't be in a relationship with someone whose intentions were that cruel. hence, you asked him to give you space and told him most closest thing you could be with him is just classmates (at least, until he matured and decided to change that traits). he accepted your rejection.
in the future, toji turned into a quidditch profesional player. you ran into him accidentally when he was returning to his house and you were closing your sweet shop. he apologized again for his actions when he was a teenager, you smiled and invited next day to a coffee.
ryomen sukuna a pureblood Slythering, was raised to believe that only purebloods were true wizards. rumors at hogwarts claimed he was a direct descendant of Salazar Slytherin and practiced dark arts, which led others to avoid him. as a result, he often spent time in the Forbidden Forest or the library.
you met him in the Forbidden Forest, where he was practicing dark arts while you were there on a dare from friends to stay for at least 15 minutes. to his surprise, instead of running away when you saw gim casting the Cruciatus Curse on an acromantula, you sat on a rock and watched him calmly.
he recognized you from the common room as a fellow Slytherin, albeit a half-blood, which he considered inferiors. while you saw him as the lonely dude who everyone was scared of. after some time, you stood up to leave but told him that his spells would be useless against a real wizard like you.
to prove it, you dared him to cast one on you, and without hesitation, he complied. you easily deflected it with the Salvio Hexia spell, leavinf a strong impression on him. the next evening you returned to sukuna's usual spot, where this time he was reading. sukuna didn't mind your presence.
as days went by, he grew accustomed to your presence, eventually asking why you chose to stay with him. you confessed that being by his side would help dispel rumors about your friendhsip and that it might stop the purebloods from picking on you for being half-blood.
following that confession, sukuna began to acompany you throughout the day, walking you to and from classes. how could anyone mock you, the only wizard to best him? if they laughed at you, they'd also be laughing at him for losing to a half-blood. at first, he excused his actions were aimed to protect his reputation. he deeply knew it was not for his reputation, but yours.
a year later, your relationship with him shocked everyone at Hogwarts; but neither of you even cared. it was just he and you, sukuna who was a master in Dark Arts and you who were the expert in Defence against Dark Arts.
choso, a half-blood from Hufflepuff, loves caring for his siblings, though it was challenging since some are in different Hogwarts houses. to spend equal time with each, he often visited their common rooms. while he is an avarage student overall, he excels in Transfiguration, earning a reputation as the best in the school.
you didn't expect to find a Hufflepuff boy lounging on the sofa in the Slytherin common room, engrossed in a book. when he noticed you, he introduced himself clumsly as Choso, a year older, who was waiting for his younger brother.
the next day, you learned that Choso was the only student able to access all four common rooms, a feat no one dared question due to his impressive spell mistery, which included turning several students into birds. intrigued, you decided to ask him about how he was able to access all common rooms. he explained that his siblings helped him access their common rooms to spend time with him. the conversation ended when his little brother arrived.
further investigation revealed that Choso had never had a girlfriend, which made you smile widely, you had a chance with him. from that day on, you flirted with him whenever you saw him, leaving Choso blushing and your heart racing. you worried he might feel uncomfortable, but he casually confessed one day how much he enhoyed your flirting.
when he finally admitted his feelings and confessed to you thanks to his brothers help, you decided to take a step foward and kissed him. he became the happiest student alive, and followed your kiss.
choso had always cherised having his siblings around, but now that he had a girlfriend, he found it harder to spend time alone without running into one of them, leading him to reconsider his earlier sentiments.
he proposed you marriage only three months after dating, you were so shocked about this action you needed to explain him you were not prepared for it yet, but that doesn't mean the end of the relationshiop. you asked him to ask you once again in 5 years, he took that literally and even had a countdown to don't forget it. that time you accepted it.
yuji itadori, a pureblood from Gryffindor, was the captain and seeker of the Quidditch team. yuji often was surrended by many students who wanted to hang out wit him, he as the sweetheart he was always accepted them. however, the only one who considered as friend was megumi.
you met yuji during your first school year on the train. nervous, he was thrilled when you sat next to him and offered a chocolate frog that your mother gave you before departing. both of you were elated when the sorting hat placed you in Gryffindor, and quicklu became inseperable friends
as time passed, you both drifted apart. yuji transfromed into a bright, outgoing student, always ready to help other with a noble personality; while you preferred the company of a close-knigt group and valued moments of solitude, mantaining a mysterious and introvert personality.
you reconnected when you both became prefects. yuji's heart skipped a beat upon realizing he would talk to you again after years apart. initial interactions felt awkwards, as you both had changed. however, both of you still wanted to revive your old friendship.
within a month, you had an important conversation where you expressed that in order to be friends again, you needed to let go of your childhood bond and start anew. yuji surprised you by confessing he didn't want just a friendship; he wanted to be something more than just friends or bestfriends.
on the day he professed his love to you, he did so with a chocolate frog. instead of findinf a famous wizard card inside the box, you discovered a note asking you to officially be his girlfriend.
you ended up getting married to him when you both turned 25, he being an auror and you being a wandmaker
megumi fushigiro, a purblood from Slytherin and the son of a famous Quidditch player. although he is skill in Quidditch playing the role of seeker, he didn't feel the blood rushing and enjoyement his father told him he felt. instead, megumi prefered to do strategies to Ravenclaw Quidditch team, being part of the technical team.
attending a quidditch match, megumi had devised strategies for his team, anticipating a tough game against gryffindor. he felt confident about countering yuji, but he soon learned you were the new seeker. megumi recognized you as yuji's younfer sister, whom he often saw yuji protect. the pink haired boy adored you and frequently boasted about you.
megumi was unaware of your talent for Quidditch, until he witnessed your skills firsthand. he was surprise by your tactical abilites too, ordering and controlling all the plays of Gryffindor while playing.
as you both began attending Quidditch matches together, discussing strategies and player performances, you both started to get close. even yuji noticed this closeness, leaving you two more time alone. he was already thinking how cool it would be to have megumi as his brother-in-law.
megumi regularly attended your practices, using the excuse of wanting to help you improve, claiming it wouldnt be fun to easily crush your team. you answered him telling him he didn't have the right of saying that since he still lose to your tactics.
relationship getting that serious he invited all your family to spend Christmas with his family in his house. you agreed, without knowing how it was even possible to get all your family in his house, until you arrived in his house. that wasn't a house, that was a mansion. if you were taken aback you almost got a heart attack when you realized megumi's father was the most famous beater. megumi confessed he didn't like to brag out his father, hence he got his mom's surname, to avoid attracting the wrong people
megumi asked for your hand the day after the Quidditch champion, which your team won. he decided to do it in your house, a private place. in that way, the news would be known when both of you were ready and to not overshadow your win
yuta okkutso, a Hufflepuff half-bloof, requested to be placed in that house during sorting, wanting to honor his mother's legacy. since the sorting hat was indecesive, and the Hatstall happened, the sorting hat decided to respect yuta's will.
one day, he wasn't ready to find an unknown cat in the prefect's toilet. how did a cat sneak there? yuta decided to follow the cat. he discovered a wand in one of the toilets, took it with a tissue and cleand it. once it was clean, he turned around expecting to see the cat. however, he saw you in your human form, with a mischievous smile. you thanked him for retrieving your wand and left wondering how it ended up there.
later that day, yuta spotted you again in your cat form, wandering the corridorss. he followed you to the girls' bathroom but, respecting your privacy, waited outside. when you didn't come aout and he had class soon, he left. for the rest of the week, yuta would always followed you to try to talk to you. however you were so much in your world, you didn't realize that.
after nine days, you finally appeared in your human form in front of him. you presented yourself, you were from ravenclaw and were an unregistered animagus. you also apologized him for not repairing he was looking for you. he got embarrased and told you it was nothing.
to his surprise, you asked him out for butterbeer, wanting to thank him for his help. he accepted and that Saturday you shared the unbelievable story of how your wand ended up there. ater the date, he asled you at to show his appreciation of you inviting him. this dynamic continued throughout the year, where you or yuta asked the other out by using any excuse, just to spend time together
eventually, you married him. you turned into a Diviner and he turned into an Auror
#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk imagines#choso x reader#nanami x reader#sukuna x reader#toji x reader#jjk x reader#gojo x reader#geto x reader#yuji x reader#megumi x reader#yuta x reader#jjk au
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I just have this idea on a short cutesy/smutty narrative... like OC offering Caitlin to make her a chocolate chip cookie but Caitlin being more interested on getting physical with her.
I'm not really great at narrative and shit but I think it would go like this.
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With an attempt to steer her head away from the game they lost to Wings, you're talking with Caitlin at the kitchen as her bestfriend and her girlfriend are in the living room. You planned on making Caitlin her cookie that always soothe sher mood. You just hope it works this time.
She let out a scoff, as her hand on your thigh tightening its grip. Caitlin's eyes flicker with a hint of possessiveness as she recall the game again,
"It was a shit game" she admit, her tone carrying a hint of bitterness. Caitlin's fingers draw small, soothing circles on your inner thigh, her touch both claiming and comforting.
"Are you hungry? I can make you some chocolate chip cookies?" you replied covering her hands with yours as you feel the tingles in your stomach.
As if considering your offer, Caitlin's thoughts temporarily distracted from he earlier troubled thoughts. The idea of cookies is tempting, but there's something else she want more.
"I'm hungry, but not for cookies." Caitlin's touch on your thigh becomes bolder, her fingers gently pressing against the soft skin.
"Cait..." you said in a warning tone
Hearing the warning in your voice, but it only makes her more determined. Caitlin's fingers start to trail higher up your thigh, slowly but surely.
"I just want a taste." she murmur, her voice low and sultry. Caitlin's gaze flicks up to meet yours, a spark of challenge in her eyes.
"You're insufferable" you retort sending her a smile
She chuckle at your words, her heart fluttering when you smile at her. She deel a surge of affection as she look at you, but the possessive energy still burns within her. Caitlin slide her hand higher, her fingers tracing the edge of your panties.
"And you're irresistible." She murmur, her voice filled with a possessive tone.*
"Not when Kate and Claire is here." you reach for her hand to stop it from moving up more.
She sigh, Caitlin's frustration evident as she admit the truth of your words. She let her hand reluctantly slip away from your thigh, though her eyes remain fixed on you, reflecting a mixture of desire and irritation.
"Yeah, you're right." She mutter, annoyed at the interruption. Caitlin shift in her seat, trying to compose herself as she glance towards the living room where Kate and Claire are.
"Fine. No touching. For now."
"Good... so can i make your chocolate chip cookie in peace now?" you said raising an eyebrow at her.
Caitlin huff out another sigh, reluctantly acquiescing.
"Yeah, alright. Go make your cookies." She watch as you get up from the chair, her gaze following the movements of your body. Caitlin's eyes linger on the way your hips sway as you walk away, her mind still filled with thoughts of touching you, tasting you.
"Don't be ungrateful! I am making these cookies just for you!"
Caitlin roll her eyes, but a small smile tugs at the corners of her lips as she watch you move around the kitchen, preparing the cookie dough.
"I'm not ungrateful. I just have better plans for my mouth." She respond, unable to resist the suggestive undertone her words.
The end
Eeeeeee >< Hope that satisfy you. :3
#distractable lesbians#caitlin clark#caitlin clark x reader#smut maybe?#wnba#wnba basketball#indiana fever#iowa wbb#kate martin#chocolate chip cookies
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do you have any thoughts on where rin could be from? I've seen ppl say she could be Chinese or Malaysian but there's barely any info on the eastern archipelago other than Wa
This is a fun question! We have very little information to go off of, that's true, but we do know some things!
(This is an excerpt from a map of the Dungeon Meshi world I'm working on for my essay.)
This is what the Eastern Archipelago looks like, minus the one medium-sized island that is populated by dwarves.
Wa Island has a culture similar to the Sengoku period of Japan.
Izutsumi is from the large island to the northeast of Wa.
Izutsumi's succubi turned into a woman wearing Central Asian clothing similar to a Mongolian deel, and Izutsumi thought that this was an illusion of her mother. Though we now know this isn't exactly true, the succubi is a psychic monster, so it must have pulled the clothing from Izutsumi's memories, something that she recognized from her childhood, and would expect her mother to wear. Since clothing like the deel doesn't seem to be worn in Wa, we can assume that this type of clothing is worn on the island that Izutsumi is from instead. So this island may be similar to Central Asia, which consists of Mongolia, Kazakhstan, Kyrgyzstan, Tajikistan, Turkmenistan, Uzbekistan, and Afghanistan.
We know that ogres used to control the Eastern Archipelago, and on the ogre race illustration page, Kui shows the majority of the ogres wearing clothing that could be influenced by Chinese, Japanese, Korean or Mongolian clothing. 7 of them have Asian-inspired clothing, 4 have indistinct but not-Asian looking clothing, and the rest have no visible clothing.
We don't know what any of the other parts of the archipelago are like, but I think it wouldn't be crazy to assume they resemble other parts of Asia, such as China, Korea, etc.
The far eastern side of the Archipelago is neighbors to the Western Continent, a region that appears to be home to Greek, Roman, and South and West Asian cultures. So it would make sense if some cultural influence from the West naturally migrated across the ocean to the far-far East.
Now, what do we know about Rin?
The beginning of her bio reads: 両親は東方群島 東地方からの流民だが. This translates as: "Her parents were refugees from the eastern region of the Eastern Archipelago." This is interesting because it's different from the official English translation by Yen Press. Their translation skips the second mention of the east, and also calls her parents wanderers instead of refugees: "Her parents were wanderers from the Eastern Archipelago." The original Japanese says east twice, 東方群島 (Eastern Archipelago) and 東地方 (Eastern region). I think the translator, a contractor who doesn't have time to fact-check, maybe didn't understand why Rin's bio said east so many times (the sentences before and after also mention "east" many times) and just didn't bother including what seemed like a redundant mention of it.
SO WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?
What it means is we actually know what part of the Archipelago Rin is from!
Obviously this is only speculation, but I would guess her family originally came from one of the islands I've colored in dark gray here, since they are the furthest east part of the Archipelago.
WHAT CULTURE COMES FROM THOSE ISLANDS?
(I talk about some of this in chapter four of my Dungeon Meshi essay in the section about Rin.)
We don't know! However, remember what I said about how the far-east of the Eastern Archipelago is neighbors with the Western Continent?
The Western Continent is a region dominated by western elven culture. Therefore it makes sense that this part of the Archipelago should have had the most contact with the elves, and foreign tall-men who are a part of elven culture. There should be cultural mixing between the two groups... And there is! Rin's name is evidence of it!
Rinsha Fana (رينشا فناء), is an Arabic name. Arabic is one of the languages Kui associates with the Western elves, which would mean that in-universe, Rinsha Fana is an elvish (or at least Western) name.
THE SIMPLE ANSWER
It's possible that there is a fusion culture in the far eastern islands, and it's the natural result of contact between the West and the East.
Since Rin's name is Arabic, we could theorize that the far-east of the Eastern Archipelago is similar to various Asian cultures in the real world that were influenced by the Arabic world historically.
The ones that I could find are Myanmar, Cambodia, Vietnam, Thailand, the Philippines, Brunei, Indonesia, Malaysia, China, Uzbekistan, Kyrgyzstan, Tajikistan, Turkmenistan, and Kazakhstan.
So the Fana family's home island might be similar to any of those! It's a long list, but it does narrow things down a little bit!
THE COMPLICATED ANSWER
In addition to the fact that the far-eastern islands are physically close to the Western Continent and there being some cultural fusion there, we also know that there are groups of elves in Dungeon Meshi who behave similarly to missionaries in the real world.
There may or may not have been a religious component, but these elves felt it was their moral duty to spread elven culture and knowledge (including elven style magic) to the short-lived races, and improve their standard of living.
Since the far eastern islands of the Archipelago are the closest to the West, it makes sense that elven missionaries would have had a presence there, just like it makes sense that they would have had a presence on the far western coast of the Eastern Continent.
It's strongly implied that Rin's parents may have practiced elven-style magic, since if they had practiced Gnomish magic (the dominant style in the Eastern Archipelago and the Northern Continent), they might have been able to join a local organization (a church, a school, a royal court) in the Northern Continent and not been lynched. Something about their magic was "foreign" and scared the people of the Northern Continent.
The original Japanese text explicitly says they were lynched (私刑).
Kui also explicitly tells us that Rin’s family was lynched in the Northern Continent, using the word 私刑. Lynching is an extrajudicial public execution by an in-group against someone who is outside of their social circle, who has somehow “transgressed” against the in-group. Usually the “transgression” is something like being a foreigner, being of a different race, different ethnicity, practicing a different religion, or behaving in any unusual way (being neurodivergent, gender non-conforming or homosexual).
The Fana family fled the Archipelago, didn't change their family name, and then gave their daughter a western/elven personal name as well. This implies that they are unwilling to give up their culture, even under circumstances where it would be safer to assimilate. This suggests that the culture is very important to them.
WHY DID RIN'S FAMILY LEAVE THE EAST?
We don't know exactly, but the original Japanese text says they were refugees. This implies that they left their homeland due to some kind of danger or threat to their lives.
We know that the Eastern Archipelago is constantly at war with itself, and that could be enough reason for a family to flee. But because of the history of Christianity in Japan, Rin's name, and her family's behavior, I think there may be something more to it.
We know that there are treaties between the nations in Dungeon Meshi that prevents the long-lived races from colonizing the Eastern Archipelago. The nations of the Eastern Archipelago most likely consider any influence from the long-lived races a threat to their sovereignty, and they are probably making an effort to keep long-lived races and their culture out of the region.
This sounds very similar to Sakoku (鎖国 Literally "locked country") an isolationist foreign policy in Japan that began at the end of the Sengoku era (the era that Wa appears to be in the middle of). Under this policy, relations and trade between Japan and other countries were severely limited, and nearly all foreign nationals were banned from entering Japan, while common Japanese people were kept from leaving the country.
The sakoku policy was enforced in order to remove colonial and religious influence from European countries, which were perceived as posing a threat to the stability of Japan.
Japanese people who had converted to Christianity were seen as traitors, and missionaries were foreign enemies trying to undermine Japanese society. Conversion to Christianity, the dominant religion of Europe, was seen as the first step of European nations trying to colonize Japan.
Part of the sakoku policy was the Japanese government officially persecuting, torturing, and executing somewhere between 2,000 and 5,000 Japanese Christians and foreign Christian missionaries. This forced Christians in Japan to either go into hiding, flee the country, or renounce their faith in order to survive.
I think an attitude like this towards foreign culture would logically be common throughout the entire Eastern Archipelago, and not just the island of Wa.
So local people like Rin's family who might have adopted Western elven culture (magic, names, clothing, etc.) may have been seen as a threat, and may have been pressured to renounce their ways, or leave.
The cultural backlash would be extreme, and could easily cause civil war and instability, especially in any areas that have a large Western cultural influence, like I've theorized the Fana family's home island to have.
In the end, I think no matter which way you choose to interpret the information, it's clear that Rin's family has a connection to both East Asia and Arabic culture... So start there, and see what cool ideas you can come up with!
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So I'm doing a Wiki walk, as you do, when I run across this old Japanese painting of the Mongol invasion of Japan, and the more I look at it, the more I fall in love. Check it out:
Looks like what you expect, right? There's a samurai looking guy, then there's a bunch of other guys in these flowing robes that kinda look like deels, and they're all shooting arrows and waving spears and stuff. But then you zoom in a bit and--
This guy is just shooting the shit. His buddy has taken an arrow to the back, and he wants to catch the hot goss from Cousin Batsengel's latest letter. Yeah, I know he's supposed to be expressing shock and horror at his friend getting shot but come on, look at that face. Dude wants to talk about fantasy football, not war.
ARROW TO THE FACE. WELP! He just looks so hang-dog about it all.
what is even going on with his sword??? nice helmet, though
His much-less-happy friend has an EVEN COOLER helmet!
There's nothing I can add to the perfection of this image. The little frowny face. The balled up little hands. The rounded silhouette. I want to take him home and cuddle him.
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Eurovision Fact #805:
In the extensive talks Dutch broadcaster AVROTROS had with the EBU before confirming their participation in Eurovision 2025, the broadcaster and the EBU settled on establishing a few safety measures for the upcoming contest.
The new safety measures for artists participating in Eurovision are as follows:
The appointment of a "safety manager in the artist environment"
Reduced behind-the-scenes filming
The establishment of a "safe space" for artists where they cannot be "disturbed" behind the scenes
A crisis team consisting of representatives of the EBU, the participating countries, and the host broadcaster to ensure democratic decision-making
The "appointment of Martin Green as new Eurovision director to oversee these changes"
As these changes are implemented, AVROTROS continues to monitor the contest to ensure the success of these endeavors.
[Source]
"AVROTROS neemt deel aan het Eurovisie Songfestival 2025," AVROTROS.nl.
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