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[mvncesa]

" corps turned to shit when they started lettin'g you animals wear the uniform "

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[anonymousewrites]

Adolescent Antichrist (Book 4) Chapter Eight

Father Figure! Lucifer x Teen! Reader

Chapter Eight: You’re the One Saving Me this Time

Summary: Eve takes (Y/N) shopping for homecoming, and it all goes wrong.

Warning: Discussion of dysphoria. If you're in a hard place, I wouldn't recommend reading. It comes from my personal experience of relearning how to be feminine in the context of my identity, but I know other people are still having trouble, so just be gentle with yourself.

            “Wow, so many dresses!” said Eve, staring at the store in amazement.

            (Y/N) pulled their arm away from where Eve had been eagerly dragging them around the mall to the perfect store for homecoming shopping.

            “Alright, so, a party!” Eve was immediately spinning and looking at all the options. “How exciting! You’re going to have so much fun.”

            “Uh, yeah, I am,” said (Y/N).

            “But first you need the perfect thing to wear,” said Eve, darting off to pull dresses off of racks.

            (Y/N) watched her go and made a face. This is for Lucifer. I’m letting her prove she isn’t a problem. This is for Lucifer. It was all (Y/N) could do to remind themself of that. Hopefully, this shopping excursion would go well, and they and Eve would get along.

            However…Eve was already taking charge of the homecoming outfit shopping before (Y/N) got a chance to give any input, and that was frustrating. My biological mom did that a lot…Dressed me up like a doll. (Y/N) shivered and fiddled with their feather necklace to calm their anxiety. They had to push through for Lucifer. If Eve made him happy, then (Y/N) would try to get along.

            “Hey, Eve, maybe we—”

            (Y/N) was interrupted as Eve dumped a heap of clothes into their arms.

            “Here! We’ll start with these!” said Eve excitedly. She squealed as she took them to a dressing room. “Oh, the fashion has changed so much since I was alive. I’m so excited to see what women wear to dances these days!”

            (Y/N) winced at being associated with Eve’s personal model and a gender. They didn’t want to play dress up for her.

            It’s for Lucifer. It’s for Lucifer.

            “Right…what should I try first?” said (Y/N) sullenly. They were getting out of this.

            “Hm…” Eve considered the hung up dresses. “I think something flouncy! Oh, and bright! You should shine, sweetie!”

            (Y/N) glared at her as the “motherly” nickname appeared. “Don’t call me that,” they snapped viciously.

            Eve started and took a step back. The shadows quivered as (Y/N) spoke. Seeing the fear flash across her face, (Y/N) cleared their throat and looked away. They didn’t want to be scary. They were just a kid.

            “…I’m going to change.”

            (Y/N) closed the curtain and faced their choices before they could mess things up again. Better to get this over with and appease Eve so she and Lucifer could be happy. (Y/N) resigned themself to suffering and picked up a dress.

            Decker is still the better choice. She cares about Lucifer for who he is now, thought (Y/N) as they changed.

            They put on the pale blue dress Eve had chosen. It was pretty with a light skirt and stitching across the bodice and off-shoulder sleeves, but it wasn’t (Y/N)’s style at all. They felt uncomfortable in it. Still, they couldn’t do anything but step out to show Eve.

            She grinned. “Oh, you look so cute!”

            “I’m not sure this is really me,” said (Y/N), trying to cover their chest as they shifted uncomfortably.

            “Oh, alright,” said Eve, a little disappointed before brightening up. “You can show off the rest of the dresses!”

            “Right…” said (Y/N), sighing and going back into the changing room.

            This time it was a sparkly pink dress that clung to (Y/N) in a way that highlighted their body. (Y/N) avoided looking at themself in the mirror. They knew they wouldn’t like what they saw.

            “Wow, so pretty!” said Eve, gushing as (Y/N) stepped out.

            “I don’t like how tight it is,” said (Y/N) awkwardly.

            “Aw, but it’s so flattering for your figure!” said Eve. “Don’t you want to look good?”

            (Y/N) winced. For a moment, Eve’s voice mixed the memories of their mother’s, urging them to wear what she chose to be the perfect little child and ignoring what (Y/N) felt comfortable in. (Y/N) swallowed.

            “Can I…Can I try another one?” (Y/N) pushed back the memory of their mother, but the usual fire in her had dampened.

            “Sure! This is so much fun,” said Eve, perfectly unaware of how (Y/N) was shrinking in on themself.

            (Y/N) retreated into the changing room and closed their eyes. Taking a few deep breaths, they kept their back to the mirror before they put on Eve’s next choice. This one was a purple dress with a short, a-line skirt, but the neckline dipped farther down than (Y/N) liked. They pulled it up before stepping out again.

            Eve’s eyes widened. “Oh, wow! You look beautiful! This is the perfect dress! It’s so pretty and feminine. You look so pretty!”

            Every word turned to (Mother/N)’s voice, and (Y/N)’s vision blurred as panic set in. They stumbled back into the changing room, ignoring Eve’s questions, the words faint and faraway. (Y/N) stripped the dress off as if it was the most disgusting thing in the world and pulled on their trousers and shirt.

            It wasn’t enough. (Y/N) could still hear (Mother/N) telling them how to dress, reminding them to be pretty and feminine and quiet and the perfect child that (Y/N) couldn’t be. The clothes they wore weren’t enough; they didn’t feel hidden.

            (Y/N) pushed out of the changing room and past Eve. The world was still fuzzy; the sounds around them were obscured and jumbled. (Y/N) sat down outside of the store on a bench. They blinked rapidly, their heart thrumming painfully and hands shaking. (Mother/N)’s voice chased them.

            (Y/N) swallowed and pulled out their phone, trying to call Lucifer. The phone shook in their trembling hands.

            “D-Dad?” they said, trying to force out the words amidst their panic.

            “(Y/N)?” said Lucifer, voice instantly alarmed as he heard his kid’s voice so faint.

            “Please…Come get me. I wanna go home,” they murmured, holding themself tightly as they fought not to let themself spiral deeper into a panic attack.

            “I’m coming,” said Lucifer, dropping everything around himself to get to them.

            (Y/N) just sat numbly as he drove over. They had no idea how much time had passed; their mind was too far out of it. They blinked as a familiar car appeared before them and Lucifer nearly jumped out of it to get to them.

            “What happened?” asked Lucifer.

            (Y/N) couldn’t speak, squeezing themself tighter.

            “I don’t know,” said Eve. (Y/N) wasn’t sure when she had arrived, but they didn’t care. “They were trying on dresses, but suddenly they left.”

Lucifer’s eyes widened, and he knelt by (Y/N). He understood. “You didn’t like how the dresses made you feel.”

            “Dysphoria…made me feel like shit,” muttered (Y/N), forcing themself to focus and communicate.

            Lucifer’s gaze softened as he heard them. “Let’s get you home. Your hoodie is there.”

            (Y/N) nodded lazily. Their comforting red hoodie was waiting for them. They had worn it so many times to stave off not feeling like their gender was showing correctly. They needed it.

            Lucifer picked up (Y/N), the fifteen-year-old easy for the Devil to hold, and he placed them in the passenger seat of his car. Eve watched, unsure what to do, and awkwardly got into the backseat while Lucifer kept watch over (Y/N).

            The entire ride back to the penthouse was silent. Eve wasn’t sure how to handle Lucifer like this. He had never been so caring when she had met him in the Garden. This was an entirely different man than the one she had known. Eve trailed after him as he guided (Y/N) to their room and watched as he slid their hoodie onto them. Her heart clenched. This new life and new Lucifer seemed to have everything. How was Eve supposed to understand this new man?

            Within their room, (Y/N) curled up against Lucifer. “Thanks, Dad…”

            “Of course,” said Lucifer, completely honest. He’d always come to help them. They were his number one priority. They were his child. “I’m sorry this happened. If I had known Eve didn’t understand, I wouldn’t have let you go with her.”

            “It’s not her fault,” murmured (Y/N). “She didn’t know.” They shivered. “I just kept remembering my mother’s voice…”

            Lucifer’s hold tightened on them. “Forget about what she said. Remember that you know yourself and how you want to feel the best. Maybe you’ll be fine with femininity one day, maybe you won’t. But it’s up to you, alright? It’s always up to you.”

            “I know myself,” repeated (Y/N) faintly.

            “Yes, you do,” said Lucifer, hugging them.

            (Y/N) smiled. “You’re the one saving me this time.”

            “Only from your own mind,” said Lucifer.

            “That can be the scariest place of all. Thank you, Dad.”

            “Of course. I’m always here for you.”

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On Your Worst Behavior

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Author’s Note: On AO3 there was a fic called The Ladies Love a Man Who’s Good with Kids. This is the remix. I love that [CompulsiveBowlers] used Rafa’s daughter’s name from a fic I previously wrote. Then one day it disappeared. So I decided to write a version inspired :) This fic brings the petty! I hope that you love it. The largest slice of triple decker fluffy and cute with petty syrup drizzle. Okay time to read, love you byeeee :)

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When you got to the resort, you knew you'd need a relaxing massage or some peace and quiet🤫. You were on your way to a Disney World adventure to celebrate your son Daron who was turning three. You and your husband spent most of the morning and the night before packing suitcases and making sure both of your little ones had their plush animals. The morning went smoothly except for one little mishap with your independent daughter Lydia getting tangled in her shirt.

Somehow you got the kids in their shoes and in their car seats on schedule. A miracle really. Except you couldn't have your morning tea. It sat abandoned on the marble countertop. Rafael did a last sweep through the house for anything you might need then locked the doors. He had left it behind because he knew you wouldn't finish it before you arrived at the security checkpoint.

As Rafa drove to the airport, you watched for your babies in the rearview mirror. Lydia was napping as usual and Daron was mischievously quiet. You thought Lydia's nap wouldn't last long.

Arriving to the airport terminal, you put down your purse, and Rafa set Lydia down to continue sleeping on a bench. Sweet littleDaron wriggled out of your grasp, and started waddling around. He looked out the large windows and told everyone he was a "big boy."

Rafa laughed and picked him up kissing his forehead. He whispered, "big boys sit and watch YouTube. And have some juice." He reached into his backpack, and came up empty handed. Then he turned with a frown, and mouthed at you. No snacks?

You checked your bag, and mirrored his look, "guess not."

Daron was so into the brightly colored characters that he forgot about his father's promise. Lydia, who had resumed her nap squirmed and snuggled into her father's lap. You took that as a sign.

"Honey, I'm gonna take a walk." Standing up you grabbed your purse and made a mental note of where your family sat.

He took your hand and rubbed it. "Rest first, I've got it." He maneuvered the small girl until she was laying down comfortably. Then he stood up.

You sighed and stretched before sitting back down with your kids, covering up with your sweater and taking a little nap. Rafa walked away towards a kiosk. He returned in record time with his hands full with bags of snacks, hot beverages for two, and a woman's lingering gaze.

"Do you need anything else?" you heard her say. Then you blinked to clear your vision when you realized she was holding one of the bags. You sat there covered by your sweater watching what she planned to do.

"There you go, sugar," she fluttered her lashes and grazed his back.

“Are these your little siblings?”

Rafa smiled and took the bag from her. She stayed and incessantly prattled on, not so subtly trying to figure out if he was single. He was just trying to feed his kids. You watched the drama unfold. Rafa unwrapped Lydia's bagel while the woman had the nerve to prepare the juice boxes. She patted your son on the head. 

Under his breath, he muttered, “Damn, lady keep it moving.”

Rafa quickly retrieved the boxes from her hands and cursed under his breath. It was far too early for this. He silently willed you to wake up from your nap. Your husband had no idea that you were watching the whole exchange.

Rafa exhaled softly and coolly replied, "We're good now. Make sure you don't miss your flight."

She scoffed playfully, "I have plenty of time. Just want to make sure you're settled. I don't want you to be all alone with these lovely kiddos." 

Her voice was sickeningly ignorant and you wanted to gag. You tugged the woven fabric of your sweatshirt between your teeth to keep yourself from laughing. You poked your head out and waved at her. Then you rested the palm of your hand against his hip, bunching the hem of his red t-shirt between your fingers and flashing a sparkling gemstone against your coffee brown skin.

"Oh, I didn't know you had help."

You rolled your eyes. The woman's eyes narrowed, staring daggers as she backed away until you couldn't see anymore than her fluttering lashes. Her pink neon sneakers squeaked as she tried to leave quietly. She turned around with an unfortunate look on her face to see you kiss him full and he spun you around to face the views beyond the tarmac, and brought his arms tight around your waist. He leaned in and whispered in your ear, “hey, hey, take it easy. She’s no threat to you, love.”

You looked up at him with innocent eyes, saw that she was still watching, and raised your voice a little. “I don’t know what you mean. Can’t I kiss my husband indecently in a public place?”

Rafa grinned at you, but remained oblivious as he pressed a kiss to your forehead.

“Sure,” he countered and stepped back. When you sat down, he handed you a hot cup of tea. Beaming up at him, you savored the smell.

Rafael finally sat down and put his arm around you. Looking up you saw the woman walking back down the corridor. You snuggled in to his arm, awake now, eyes bright with laughter, "What did you mean by don't miss your flight? She's not going to Disney?"

You did a sidesweep on the blond next to you, waiting for his answer,  and checking him out for the first time that day. Rafa appreciated your gaze. He looked a little tired, but bright and ready for the trip in a red t-shirt, track pants, and sneakers. In a grey hoodie, he was also cozy. 

"No, he exhaled, “her girlfriends sent her over to shoot her shot. The only kiosk open was all the way at Gate 27."

You remembered seeing Gate 27 listed for somewhere in Mexico. You smiled wryly staring at the bright LED sign for Gate 5. She would have to be on her worst behavior.

You laughed for the first time since the encounter.

"She comes all the way to gate five to find a happy family, not her new fling." Rafa grinned wide.

 Daron climbed onto your lap and you held him close, kissing his head. "One last question, you let her follow you the way down here?"

"Hah! I let her pay too- And that means she just lost a grip on airport food. And I got more to spend on you and the kids.”

Tilting the coffee cup in cheers you quipped, "That'll teach her to go after someone else's man."

Rafa laughed and downed the rest of his coffee.

[needs-to-stop-looking-at-valves]

Brave police j decker character review!! (1/5)

Alright you guys! Lets get to reviewing the BEST part of this show. The characters!(note, i will not include all villians, despite them meeting my criteria. Too many goddamn people, that honestly? We won't remember. Humans first, bots second, and any other creature last. Bots will have their alt modes.)

Humans!!;

Yuta Tomonaga!!;

Yuuta!! The boss of the brave police! While young,(about 9-10) Yuuta has more passion in his pinky finger than any of the adults on the show. Loving, caring, and determined, Yuuta has proven time and time again that hes a worthy leader, and an incredible friend. He's faced more than most kids his age should've honestly, and the nightmares and trauma needs to stop for him. He just needs ONE goddamn day with him hanging out with his friends and family, with plenty of good food.

Verdict:10/10. Hes adorable, and i wanna hug him and give him a golden sticker. Take him home, feed him and Deckerd.

Juuzo Saejima!!;

He. Is the most EXTRA bitch ever. Seriously, he's essentially a 12 year old in a 44 year old body. Constant upgrades for the team, constant new names and abilities. Hes an oddball, but despite this immaturity, he's a GOOD person. He listens to Yuuta and his opinions, and treats him as an adult, and treats the bots as humans. He deserves all he has, and honestly? Underrated character.

Verdict:9/10. Wish we had more background on him, but overall a character that i enjoyed seeing on the show. Take him home, be prepared for him to be SUPER extra.

Shunsuke Toudou!!;

SUCH. A surprising character. He made his one and only grand appearance in one episode, and i surprisingly??? Fell for the guy. He cares about the bots, and cars. He puts in effort, probably more than his entire team would. Even as a mechanic, this guy does more than his fair share of work fixing up the bots, physically mostly, but we've seen him do so emotionally as well.

Verdict:10/10. Hes the father we all need??? He GETS people. He knows what you're gonna say before you're even gonna say it, and buys you feel good snacks, and drives you around a few times while you talk to him. You've heard of mama bear, well this is papa bear. 10/10, take him home, talk to him about cars.

Seina Onoue!!;

(First of all. Yes I've been getting her name wrong this entire time. Im still putting her as 'Seina' and not 'Seia' for tag reasons)

My girl Seina! Gorgeous, headstrong, and and underestimated, sweet gal. Military lady, she's quite firm handed, but thanks to her boyfriend, McCrane, she's learned more about being human and embracing life. For someone who specializes in Japan's offensive branch, she's surprisingly shy and self conscious. Its sweet, in a way.

Verdict:9/10. She's a sweetie! She cares, an fights for whats right. Plus, she's a total historical figure, being one of the first few women who smooched a bot! She demands respect, and damn does she have it.

Ayako Kimizuka!!;

Our fellow reporter lady! (And Seina's best friend)She's the person who sinks her head deep into the news sand, fully commiting herself to her reporting. She dives in headfirst so strongly and quickly, the rest of the world melts away. A bit abrasive, but i grew to like her, and I've approved her to date my boy, Dumpson.

Verdict:9/10. Shes cute, flighty, and honestly cares about Dumpson! She teases him often, and i appreciate it. Plus...she's kinda gorgeous, honestly.

Regina Argine!!;

Me and her got off on the wrong foot. She treated bots, her own Duke included, as mere tools, to be molded perfectly into whatever was requested of them. However, upon almost losing Duke and meeting Yuuta, she learned. She had basically mentally abused Duke, and she can't un do. She can however, grow and try to make amends. She is now highly favored amongst the team, and no longer has this strong sense of entitlement. Most importantly, her past is no longer hurting her. And she's had such an impressive change, honestly. Duke cares about her immensely, and now? I do too.

Verdict:9/10. She's adorable, and now i absolutely adore her whenever i see her. She's just a delight to have around, honestly.

Azuki Tomonaga!!;

Yuuta's older sister!(who i just learned is 16) despite being the eldest, she doesn't behave as though she has the authority. Timid, a bit flighty, and incredibly sweet, Azuki is honestly just a cinnamon roll. I adores her the second i saw her, and i want whats best for her. She's essentially considered Shadowmaru's best friend (though my boy wanted to go to the pound, we all know what i mean), and although doesn't get many opportunities, shes a surprising emotional support, and a wonderful caretaker.

Verdict:9/10. An absolute bun! She'd absolutely make a nice, cinnamon cake for her neighbors, just because. Take her home, she'd just absolutely love to cook for you and your folks.

Kurumi Tomonaga!!;

The second eldest of the Tomonaga family! Shes adorable, albiet a bit abrasive and gossipy. Towards the end, she was considered friends of Shadowmaru, along with her sister, but honestly? She...kinda doesn't do much in this series. We wouldn't lose much having her leave, but i liked her personality, and shes pretty relatable.

Verdict:7/10. She...didn't really do anything in the series, plot wise. She was more of an extra. She worked, but really, she wasn't that important of a character.

Eva Farhzeug!!;

I know i said i wasn't going to include every villian. But i AM including her, mainly because i like the whole 'some other force was in control of shit getting messed up, and is now controlling everyone in a giant ass ship, and is a mixture of hot and creepy ' trope. I found her interesting, and honestly? Led to an ending that i didn't expect. She had a good villian motivation, was visually appealing, and had quite the surprising tie to the plot. I mean, the mother of all robotics??? No way you could've seen that coming in the first watch.

Verdict:8/10. She was good plot wise, but not an overwhelming character. I just wanted to point out that i liked the role she played. Don't take her home. Bitch is NUTS.

Emily, Kikjmaro, and Masaki!!(right to left;

These three are essentially labeled as Yuuta'd and Power joe's best friends. Id give them their own spots, but honestly? They're almost always together anyway. Emily is essentially kinda spoiled and whiney, and honestly? An itty bitty bitch. But shes cute, and she cares. Sometimes. Kikjamaro is the smart guy, basically, acting as the more level headed and reasonable of the group. Masaki is the dumbass. He's got anger issues, and is prone to being pretty fucking annoying. This group by themselves are honestly useless. But i fucking LOVE them when they're with Power joe. They think hes the shit, and hes DAMN right.

Verdict:7/10. This is PURELY because we have one thing in common. They love Power joe. Unless Power joe is with them, id kick them out tbh.