#decided im gonna try to stick more locally for job hunting to lessen the anxiety from interviewing etc | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

tobuo · 2 years ago

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i wish unemployment guilt wasn’t so crippling. it’s been nearly a year and a half since i quit a super toxic job after it caused me to have a nervous breakdown and i’m so much happier and healthier and doing my best to support myself w my small biz where i can but......... society presses a “career” on u so much that i keep getting these BLIPS where i feel intensely guilty because i’m “out of work” or if i pass up on a vacancy that doesn’t feel like a good fit HHHhHhhh wHyyyyy

#i just got a callback from a job i applied to 6 weeks ago in a fit of anxiety #decided im gonna try to stick more locally for job hunting to lessen the anxiety from interviewing etc #so i kind of wrote that one off since it was just an xmas temp one anyway #but the call just dragged up all the guilt again that i /shouldn't/ be passing up opportunities like this #IDKKKKKK #gonna just try to chill today. might read some of my backlog of IF games #then tomorrow might work on planning some new things for my lil biz idk #sorry for the ramble!!!#i just needed to get this outta my system!!!#(also ngl ive been toying w the idea of getting into writing again n seeing if i can make a lil extra income from that BUT IDKKKFLSDKJFKD)#thank uuuuuu if u got this far #at least i don't feel quite so uhhhh #done with life as i did before lets say

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