#decided i'd just be disgusted with myself if i saw that mutual on the dash ever again no matter how fun their posts are tbh | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

kenobihater · 8 months

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saw a take with over a thousand notes that was so fucking rancid i spent perhaps an hour typing a longass catty response that i edited into something methodical and not novel length, decided not to publish out of fear of freaks in my inbox, blocked the user, went through the five stages of grief in the shower wrt the mutual who put that shit on my dash, questioned my own morality because of how adamant and matter-of-fact OP was while drying off, decided i WASN'T the one who was out of touch, softblocked the mutual, went and smoked my second to last cigarette, then hardblocked the mutual.

#len speaks #decided i'd just be disgusted with myself if i saw that mutual on the dash ever again no matter how fun their posts are tbh #thought i'd be able to get by with two cigarettes tomorrow and walk to the corner store on monday. alas!#guess i'll have to ask my dad to drive me for more cigarettes tomorrow afternoon. probably fitting considered i smoked through at LEAST #a pack and a half because it was either that or start a screaming match with the fucker and stop referring to him as my dad to his face #anyways. i'm coping. i'm undoubtedly overreacting to stupid tumblr shit bc of personal issues but hey i've a therapy appt scheduled already #and i at least feel more at peace rn. thank god for cigarettes

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