#deathfeedism

[lilcowzia]

It's really hot that you literally couldn't stop at this point, even if you wanted to.

Like, you're just a big, lazy ball of lard at this point who's only purpose in life is eating non-stop. Any other value you have as a person has diminished as you've eaten your way deeper and deeper into morbid obesity. And let's be real, you're not going to lose any of these pounds of soft, jiggling fat.

You're not even going to try.

You know it's pointless. The hunger pangs would make your resolve crumble within a matter of hours. Your feeder would constantly be offering you treats, tasty meals, even a trip out to a buffet where you can stuff yourself as full as possible for them... Your feedee brain is so conditioned to love being treated like a fat, dumb cow that your conscious mind can't even compete with it any more. You *can't* diet, you *can't* exercise, you *can't* go back. It was a choice before, sometime in the distant past. But now, it's all out of your control.

And you know your impending immobility will just cement that fact even more firmly in your mind, when your feeder is in complete control of what you do and what you don't do. Any thought of rebellion, of slowing down your gain, of backing out of the inevitable mortality caused by your overeating... You'll stop even considering it an option.

And doesn't that just make you so fucking wet?

💀 yh . yknow i rlly thought that it was my choice, but now... idk, my confidence has been shaken lol im eating myself too big to function and almost all i can think abt is how good it feels, how i need to get fatter, how hungry, how helpless. its so much louder than reason

[breakfast-n-backrolls]

I'm officially prediabetic and I should be concerned, but it's so insanely hot. My cholesterol is also elevated and I have an urge to just keep eating, to drown myself in lard and truly put the 'morbid' in my morbid obesity. I'm such a hedonistic pig, I just can't stop myself.

Also, my belly is finally touching the bed when I sit ✨

[fatphrodite01]

I really can’t hide the belly anymore 🙈

[lilcowzia]

You know what’s funny?

As much as you think now that you’re gonna love dying from obesity, there’ll be a stage towards the end where you try to force down more and more food, as unhealthy as you can possibly keep down, just desperately trying to force once last giant heart attack to bring an end to the non-stop pain of existence.

But somehow modern medicine is gonna keep that lard-encased heart of yours beating, ever so slightly. You’ll get to the point that you’re sick of eating all day, but it’s your only way out. Oops 🫠

whoopsieee, it turns out when u make your bed u do in fact have to lie in it until your poor bloated body gives out 💀

[squishy-squish-deathfeeder]

Hmmmmm. Fuck.

I'd want to dig into that lard tank and bury my face into it just to watch them squirm from the pressure.

How I'd love to shove mountains of cake into that soft little mound, just to see how much yellow goodness I can stuff into that belly.

How much before that subtle skin starts to tear?

Let's find out, fat boy.

My favorite pass time 🥰😍

[lilcowzia]

Do you ever look at pictures of other fatties that have already fattened themselves to death and touch yourself knowing you’ll join them one day, piggy?

...um. haha ;; noooooo whaaaaat that would be like, impossible, i cant reach anymore. 💀 i think i hauve covidd...

[squishy-squish-deathfeeder]

All that luscious fat, dangling from your lard encased body. What I wouldn't give to watch you struggle to move it all.

falling for a feeder is doing things to me ☺️

[lilcowzia]

how did you first start realizing you were into death feederism? and how did you come to terms with it? i want to have my heart get clogged full of lard and butter but then i get so nervous for my health like the other 40% of the time😭

so, a lot of the time, when ppl bring up their health concerns to me as an outspoken deathfeedist, its when they're still relatively small. idk what the case for u is, but theres a very large chance that whatever concerns you have are like, wayyyyy overblown. there are a huge number of ppl who have been actually fat for their entire lives, and they are not in danger of dying or facing some sort of medical crisis any more than a random small person. now, deathfeedism is obvi significantly different than the average persons approach to health but this is still true. most health problems youre going to have in your life will be genteticaly based and happen over time regardless of your intentions. but i also think your reaction to your fear can tell you a lot abt what it is you truly want. and what i want personally is for my feeder to make me sick 😶

[biggothbelly]

Okay but why can’t I get past 270 😤😤😤 ugh I need to be rounder 🐽

[lilcowzia]

What are all your health issues? Can you list them from most favorite to least favorite?

fatty liver, and extremely low mobility due largely to deconditioning, high blood pressure, edema in my hips and legs, tachycardia, high cholesterol, oh, and "prediabetes" sometimes, i haven't gotten checked recently and i don't have it every time its checked. my blood pressure/tachycardia is medicated. also also i get heartburn way easier now and it also happens to punish me if im not eating at regular intervals oof lol also also also i have this special position i have to sleep in otherwise i hurt and can't breath well/get comfortable. oh also obesity related stress incontinence uwu oh and i had a knee injury that might maybe have been my ACL idk, but whatever it is, that knee is especially bad but i have chronic pain in general in my legs, feet, and back, exacerbated by walking around and using stairs, showering etc, i thinnnk that's everything

[biggothbelly]

My belly looked like it was ready to blow here 💥

[breakfast-n-backrolls]

With your weight is it still possible for you to exercise or climbing stairs without heavy breathing

Do you have health or other issues in your daily live

Exercising is hell for me and that's why I don't do it XD Stairs aren't much different, I struggle a lot with them. I get extremely winded with physical activity, I'm truly in terrible shape. My disability adds onto that, I have an issue with chronic pain and it declines my mobility below your normal activity at this weight. So yeah, I start breathing super heavily with the slightest physical activity.

And yeah, I already have high blood sugar and high cholesterol, high blood pressure as well. I'd say these are my biggest self inflicted health issues. My chronic pain makes it difficult to tie my shoes at this weight already, even to put on the lower half of my clothes during worse days.