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“Dear Desolation” by Eliran Kantor.
The cover art for Dear Desolation album by Thy Art Is Murder
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#deathcore#thy art is murder#taim#hate#infinite death#holy war#dear desolation#aversions crown#fit for an autopsy#human target#godlike#whitechapel#metal#edit
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The god of your house is now the god who bleeds
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UUGHH I JUST HAD THE WORST DAY IM SO ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED GRRRR !!!!! goes to draw my best friend @jumjum-crafts 's guy to blow off steam
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★ song : "STATIC ELECTRICITY HUMAN – Computer Flavor" – kairikibear
#before you ask . dear jummy – yes . this was what the ask i sent you the other day was alluding to#i have a very complicated relationship with your colin . but you should be aware of the fact that seeing him invokes intense primitive –#– feelings within me . and one cannot decipher whether they are positive or negative#in any case#JDHDHDJRJRHT I HATE MY LIFE#I HATE THIS SHIT#I WANT TO BE DEAD#there's so much stuff happening every day and im constantly overwhelmed and tired and it's so hard to get out of bed and i don't even want –#– to wake up in the morning . every day just gets worse than the last#everyone around me is doing so much . living their life to the fullest . making huge future and career decisions and planning way ahead#and what am i doing ?#im laying in bed . crying because today was just too much to bear . trying to gain an ounce of happiness by ripping out another piece of –#– my soul to hand out to someone i admire#is this what it's going to be like forever ? bleak nothingness ? constant desolation ?#...#im gonna go to bed#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis colin#colin the computer#fanart#fanart for a friend#vocaloid#vocaloid inspired#i actually had a lot of fun with this . even if the background was the biggest pain i ever had the pleasure of drawing#this entire song makes me feel comfortable#i might make something for someone else#and im debating if im actually gonna be doing a halloween drawing in the first place . at least one that will be on time with the holiday#whatever#please ignore me
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into the deep end - 30k T orufrey fic, focusing on memory trauma, disability, and romance.
the sweet oblivion of the victim, the poisoned freedom of the other.
for one moment - it had felt like two parts returned - the needed reunion of two disparate halves. no more secrets, no more pain.
the moment you get to give back what you never wanted to take. that moment, under the night-blooming flowers, when they had both let out the same single broken sigh of relief.
but they were never whole to begin with, were they?
qifrey swore he wouldn't say 'sorry' to this man any more if he could help it - sorry is cheap now. he didn't want to be in a position ever again where you only have 'sorry' left. so he just looks down into the threads of his blanket, strains his eye until it hurts, feeling his insides - his throat, heart and head - burn with pain. he expects more, but olly says nothing.
olly says nothing.
#witch hat tag#orufrey#sorry i wanted to make a new post for my fic since the first illustration is new.#*stands in the middle of a desolate field in the pouring rain* Please Read My Tale...Blease..Oh god please..*collapses to the ground*#someone asked if there's spoilers in it. Um...yes. Sorry...it's about everything#maybe i should describe it more? it's about qifrey becoming more and more disabled - as i feel is his canon trajectory#and both of them processing the choices that have been made. it was necessary for me to explore this in order to fully understand orufrey#and for them to have the cathartic conclusion-that's why this is important to me for my witch hat fanwork making life. this connects it all#and having dived into qifrey's mind and lived through oru's feelings i was able to get to a place that is possible for them.#the hit/kudos ratio is so pathetic idek what happened. ppl opening it realising its long and saving it for later or just bailing lmfao#idek any more i hate advertising my writing i hate trying to get more ppl to read my long fics it's so hard 🥲#i'm so much prouder of this than my art...i was able to sink deeply into the orufrey feelings i had always wanted to fully explore#so. it's there lol.........i reread the date/kiss segment today after trying to forget about it thinking maybe the fic is just BAD lol#and like.....nope! i like it very much and this is what i was trying to get across. and it's always there to be read by anyone who wants to#and i will always remember the bliss i felt while writing when i was just lost in their world and living as them. dear GOD i love them.#i'm grateful to myself that i put in the work and love to make this so that i can always come back to it. i wanna illustrate scenes properly#but i'm never satisfied with drawing things i've written because i just can't capture the vivid experience in my mind. maybe one day.
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Cobra Kai 1x06 "Quiver"
Anna Haifisch, Dog Thoughts
#Cobra Kai#Johnny Lawrence#Anna Haifisch#Art#Web Weaving#Miyagi-horiginal#First fandom post on the new blog 🥂#Anyways sorry but AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA about Johnny you know#Finally making this thought into an actually post knowing it'll show up in the tags 😭#The unofficial sequel to my 'Dear Desolation | Mercy Part II' post from my old sideblog
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what is your favorite solangelo moment in toa?
this one.
#nico treating the men he loves like crap <333#joke i actually have another moments that i hold dear#like when will indirectly invites him to a pizza date w him and apollo thinks something about nico's smile being like winter sun?#that was endearing#that was one of the FEW times where nico's described in a positive light in the entire 15 books#or when apollo sees will w an arm around nico in the campfire and thinks 'they're so cute they make me feel desolate'#that was also endearing#go apollo !!#nice question thanks for it !!#toa#the trials of apollo#nico di angelo#will solace#lester papadopoulos#solangelo#ask grecia
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A veces, a lo largo del día me invade una tristeza inmensa. Se siente como si llenara mis pulmones y no me dejara respirar; me dan ganas de llorar, pero las lagrimas no fluyen; siento como si me estuviera ahogando. Creo que lo que más me frustra es que no hay nada que pueda hacer salvo esperar a que este sentimiento pase…
#amor#love#citas en español#spanish quotes#amor propio#amistad#tumblr#dolor#desamor#love me#melancolía#my dear melancoly#pensamientos melancolicos#tristeza#the desolation#desahogo#desapego#te extrano#te extraño#te amo#te amo por siempre#te amo tanto#te amo mucho#escritos tristes#te amo mi amor#realidad#sadnees#sadnecessary#frases tristes#citas tristes
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Barfrid for @catzy88 ♥
#the hobbit#thehobbitedit#hobbitedit#tolkienedit#bard the bowman#alfrid lickspittle#bard x alfrid#barfrid#luke evans#ryan gage#the hobbit desolation of smaug#the hobbit battle of the five armies#dosedit#botfaedit#requests#fulfilled requests#gifs by disdaidal#finally! hope you like it dear <3#bardedit#alfridedit
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Would someone like to tell me they like me as a person and enjoy seeing me around? Because I’m having a Rough Evening I’ll be honest
#on my period and I just feel extremely emotionally unbalanced#which is Normal I get extremely emotional on my period and cry a Lot#and feel just absolutely desolate and overwhelmed for the majority of it#but oh dear I am Not having a good time#showvy rambles
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rip hunter terri tdh you would have loved The Desolation
#listen. being wayyyy too in love with a girl that you burn down a church? desolation core that mf could be jude perry#the dear hunter#tdh hunter#the desolation#tma#the magnus archives
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i have thoughts about the new thy art is murder
#like. breakdowns are amazing riffs are amazing drum work is amazing screams are amazing#but its so repetitive to the point where all the songs feel like a just a long drawn out one ykwim#i still think its good#id give it like a 6.5/10 bc i know for sure i wont listen to it in 2-3 months#reminds me a bit of dear desolation which is my favorite album of theirs but it doesnt feel nearly as groundbreaking as that one felt#gonna relisten to it later to see whether this was all just a first impression thing
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perform for us little funny guitar boy ohmygod😭😭😭😭 just shredding my vocal cords laughing 😭😭😭😭😭
they put his ass on the shame stool and made that funny little guitar boy perform WITHOUT his guitar. the embarrassment. the shame. the utter scorn. he was a clown and that show was the circus. honk honk mikey boy
#watching him on that stool was like watching another stool sit on top of a stool#like kebab skewers trying to stack vertically#desolate stick bug clown sits on his silly little stool and performs his sad little song#ily michael my dear#ask#ily ray
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rereading annihilation and underlining the lines that stick with me and. fucking no wonder im the way i am about disco elysium This was my narrative awakening
#area x is the pale is nihilism is creation is destruction is the abstraction of all you know and hold dear is the next world for new people#it is too late for us#for people who are surrounded by desolation -- and learn to find beauty in it -- its tempting to let it colonize you#but ultimately it leads to total alienation#or not idk i havent read the other southern reach books. i liked the ambiguity of the ending
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#so about the addams family#again#i think something to focus on is just like. how happy theyre supposed to be.#wednesday aside theyre doing some stuff with her and like it or not thats just the new characterization#but gomez and morticia will frequently ask each other are you unhappy#and the correct answer is yes#and you can see that as just a cutesy inversion but at the same time#they also visibly dont like when someone in their family or others around them are actually upset or unhappy#so the way i see that specifically is just. a lifetime of. i prefer the night and the moon. i prefer storms#and people talking down on those things. like oh storms are bad and nasty weather#oh you must be so unhappy the way you live etc#and so theyre just like ???? no what are you talking about. so its not even supposed to be some nod to the macabre#that the family is always depressed. i think theyre just being sarcastic. the world says what we like is gloomy and bad! so surely we must#be upset! morticia dear is your tea you like causing you great anguish? oh yes gomez dear absolutely miserable#anyway tedtalk etc#you say our lifestyle is wrong? that we should be sad? well if this joy i feel is sadness then brother i am downright desolate!
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#literally laid in bed all day#I mean from the moment I woke up at 9am until even now#didn't even eat#just too fucking bogged down by the misery of it all#stuck somewhere between desperately needing to cry and wanting to punch myself repeatedly in the face#broken foot? idk her#how could I possibly when I was incapable of summoning the will to live for even a single moment?#dear god I just want to die so bad#anything not to feel this fucking heavy ass icy hole in my chest anymore#makes me feel physically ill to be stuck with all the fucking TIME#how can something so HEAVY feel so EMPTY at the same time?#it weighs me down constantly and makes near impossible to breathe or sleep#I actually like going to work because it's the only time feel able to beat the weight#it's some sort of inexplicable mixture of gut-wrenching loneliness and inescapable self-loathing and all-consuming desolation#not to mention the hopelessness#I desperately want to be with and talk to someone but at the same time don't want anything to do with anyone#it hurts so goddamn bad inside all the fucking time that even these broken bones feel like a blissful change#i LIKE being physically hurt because it feels real and light and and forgiving compared to whatever the FUCK is in my chest these days#god i can't take this much longer
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