#deantrbl reactions

[mylastrenjun]

College!Dean based on this au.

[kpoppocmoodboards]

[Requested] Dean’s new Son!

[jinhwankenobi]

Fanxy Child Reaction To You Accidentally Calling Them Daddy

anonymous said: Hi! I love your work so much so I wanted to ask if you can do a fanxy child reaction when you accidentally call them daddy? ❤️

(a/n): 18+ Content | Hope you enjoy!

Millic:

You and your boyfriend went to a restaurant. After looking on the menu, the waitress came. You ordered and asked him “What do you want, Daddy?”. It just took both of you a milli(c)second to get embarrassed. He quickly ordered his food and looked at you with his widened eyes and pink cheeks, once the waitress left. “The little girl behind me always said that to his father. I guess it stuck in my brain, sorry!”, you explained. He lightly shook his head, “Sure, babe.”, he smirked. By his expression you knew that you were up for a long night.

Crush:

He was in his studio trying out some new melodies. Soon he ended up with something slow and sensual. He immediately tried to contact you, so he hit you up on skype. After playing his song to you, you were heated. You congratulated him on his song, “That was so good, Daddy.” His whole body stood still. It looked like Skype froze. You miserably tried to explain yourself, but he “shh” you. “Don’t explain yourself with words. We’re video chatting after all.”, he whispered. You couldn’t hide your smile and started the show.

Dean:

Finally, it was sunny outside. Your boyfriend hit you up and you both went on a little road trip. After driving for an hour, you got bored. So you told him the most terrible jokes. “I’m just laughing because of your adorable laugh, not because of your terrible jokes, babe.”, he exhaled. You hit him on the shoulder and joked, “Is that so? Oh, daddy!”. He stopped laughing and quirked an eyebrow. “Did I hear that right?”, he asked. You whispered a “yes”, now messing with him. He immediately parked the car and moved you onto his lap.

Zico:

You wanted to bake some brownies. So you gathered all your ingredients together and started. Midway you realized you needed something from the top shelf. Even if you could reach it, you were too lazy. So you asked Jiho to help you out. He put you on the kitchen counter and joked, “Oh baby. Do you need help?”. You answered while he was reaching the ingredient, “Yes, Daddy.”. His body froze, so you immediately apologized. He looked at you and let out a chuckle, before he positioned himself between your legs. Sliding the brownies aside, cause you had to take care of something else now.

Penomeco:

It was cleaning day, so you both turned up the music and tried to have fun, while cleaning the house. After an hour you took a little break. “Can you get us some water?”, you asked him. “Of course, babe.”, he yelled from next door and made his way to the kitchen. You answered, “Thanks, Daddy!”. You heard his steps getting slower. Once he arrived you tried to explain and blame it on the songs you heard. “Sure!”, he laughed. You took the water bottle and drank a sip. “Should we do something else right now?”, he asked. You almost choke on the water.

[deanthefluenza]

Dean having fun with filters on IG live

[pastelpastryblog]

Sis, I really miss that Jung Jaewon fanfic called "it was an accident" bring it back pretty please! I really want to know how Dean gets involved I Melissa and Jaewon's relationship. Please!!!!

I stopped writing it because nobody was interested in it and not many people cared for it either. Maybe when I'm finished with the Wonjae fic I might get back into writing it again. I'm not sure though, it depends if people start giving me feedback like they do for the Wonjae fic because I don't want to feel like I'm only writing for 2 people.

Thank you so much for reading it though and I'm also very sorry for not posting any updates on it. Hopefully I will soon (because I lowkey like writing it lol) 💕

[yehetxiumin]

PLEASE STREAM PIRATE KING BY ATEEZ ITS SO GOOD

[kpopanchor]

Hi welcome to my tedtalk,

Today, we'll be talking about my love for penomeco.

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That's it, that's all.

I love him and appreciate him a lot.

Thank you for attending my Tedtalk.

[settolow]

The Breakup Song (Dean x Reader)

It’s All Fun and Games...

(Part I)

Type: idk 

Word Count: 1,200

Author’s note: So I wrote this out of boredom, but I actually like it. 

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You walk aimlessly around the vast backyard of the imposing studio, enjoying the goosebumps created by the chilly gusts of wind. It’s sometime after two in the morning, lights are turned off, leaving you alone with the stars and the velvety darkness of the night sky. Once upon a time you fell in love with loneliness. You fell so hard it consumed your soul and you were nothing but a slave to the feeling. He was fast asleep on one of the couches from his study room when you left the room, which was perfectly fine with you since it was utterly exhausting for you to keep being chatty and loving.

You sat on one of the plush chairs from the gazebo, lighting up a cigarette. The air always felt different when everyone was asleep.

“That’s not very nice,” You jumped at the sound of male’s voice. Looking around the gazebo, you found him sitting in a chair, hidden in the shadows. Dean.

“I’m not proud of it either,” you responded as you took the first drag of your cigarette. There was always a funny feeling whenever you did that, almost as if the drug was ticking its way down your lungs. It was, to say at least, addicting.

Your eyes shifted back to Dean, just to find him watching you intently, or better said, analyzing you.

“What?” you asked, and for the first time your voice no longer quivered around him.

“It’s not your fault,” was all he said before fishing out something from his pocket. A cigarette.

You rose an eyebrow and watched him lit it trying in the same time to mask your fascination. He made every mundane thing look fascinating, or maybe it was just you being a weirdo again.

A small click pierced the silence and he brought the lighter closer to the cigarette in his mouth. The small flame illuminated enough for me to make out his face though the darkness.

“What exactly are you talking about?” You asked, refusing to believe that he might have read you like an open book. You made sure to be everything he’s ever wanted—kissing him whenever you could, messaging him daily, making sure he was taking care of himself.

Dean gave you one of his mysterious smiles which made people immediately believe he was an angelic human. Fragile and benevolent. But you knew better. Whenever Dean smiled, he hid a piece of Hell behind it.

Dean. Dean. Dean. The name had a somehow melodic note in your head. You refused to call him, or even think about him using his real name because that meant giving a more personal note to your nocturnal meetings. You two never used names with each other because you didn’t need to. There was no one around when you met anyways. It was always after midnight and after you thoroughly looked around, thus you would be sure that there was nobody around the gazebo.

“Hell is not somewhere you go. Hell is something you carry around with you,” he said out of a sudden, as if reading my thoughts…again.

“How do you do that?” you voiced, utterly confused. “And stop quoting books.”

He took another drag of the cigarette and looked at the royal blue sky before exhaling the remains of the drug in the form of a gray curtain of smoke.

“You’re quite easy to read. Whenever you think about him you have this deep frown etched on your face.”

“How can you be so sure about it? Maybe I think about ways of transcending my soul out of the ephemeral universe,” you replied sarcastically. “And why does everything have to be about him?”

“Because,” he started before a small laugh escaped his lips, “because you make everything about him. Can’t you see? You made him your whole spectrum of colors. He’s your whole goddamn rainbow while you are not even a color to him.”

“That’s not true!” You exclaimed but it was just a charade. You knew that everything he had just said was completely true.

“And moreover, you do this out of guilt. You do this because you’re the one who fell out of love first. You two are drifting apart—accept it, let it bleed, let it heal and start anew.”

There was a bottle of whiskey near Dean’s chair which you assumed it was his. You were about to snatch it when he extended his arm which was holding a glass filled with the amber colored liquid. You took it and brought the glass to your lips before taking a big gulp. The taste and the burning sensation was enough to provoke you a wave of nausea but you were also craving that sensation of numbness, thus you took another gulp.

“Why are you doing this? Why are you coming here every night?”

“Isn’t this space for everybody who lives in this building?” He smirked before lighting up another cigarette.

“Do you think I’m stupid? Whenever I come here I see you watching me from your balcony, and then minutes later you come downstairs.” You frowned at him.

“So, you’re looking at my balcony whenever you come downstairs?” He retorted, clearly enjoying the banter and the way it affected you.

“Maybe I do it out of fear. You may be a serial killer or something,” You sassed but he saw right through you.

“Or maybe you come here knowing I’ve been watching you for some time and you want to know me better.”

“Interesting concept,” you feigned mediation. “But that’s not my style.”

“No, it’s absolutely not,” he sighed. “You prefer to stay with him and his lies because they match well with yours.”

You hated that side of Dean—the one who seemed to be able to transcend the layers of your being until he was able to reach the part you were hiding from the world. The parts that assembled your true self.

“You are beautiful,” he whispered as he looked into your eyes.

“I’m not.”

“I didn’t ask for your opinion,” he smiled as his hand reached out and carefully palmed a strand of your hair.

You were starting to lose yourself into his eyes when your phone rang. It was your alarm warning you that you had to go upstairs before he was going to wake up and see you were missing.

“You’re leaving me,” Dean muttered as his lower lip jutted out, looking at you with a pretty dsmn good puppy face.

“Like every other night,” you retorted before making you way back to your apartment.

Like every other night… when you would try to escape him and everything that was related to him. However, it was all fun and games…until somebody fell in love.

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Guys, if you want a second part please let me know <3

[kpoopt-blog]

“Aren’t You The One Sitting on My Lap?” | DEAN Scenario (ft. Zico & Crush) | Pt. 3

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3

Summary: You and Hyuk head to his place and watch a movie after a late night of drinking.

Word Count: 483

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You smiled, “I like you too, Hyuk.”

He smiled and pulled you into his lap, “wanna get out of here?”

~

“God, yes,” you said as he laughed, pulling out his phone to call a cab to go to his place.

You’ve been there before, but that was only with the guys to hang out. You smiled softly to yourself as Hyuk fidgeted with his phone, feeling butterflies. I wonder what he’s gonna be like when it’s just him and I, you thought to yourself. Your mind drifted off, thinking of what could happen.

Hyuk called your name a few times, nudging you, trying to snap you out of whatever trance you were in.

“You okay?” He asked, looking a little concerned.

“Hm? Oh, yeah,” you nodded, smiling at him.

He smiled, about to say something, but then the cab pulled up. He stood up, then helped you up off the ground and opened the door to the back seat of the cab for you. You smiled softly, mumbling a thank you.

After about 20 minutes ‘cause the cab driver missed his turn, you two finally made it to Hyuk’s place.

“Finally home,” he sighed, taking off his shoes and walking into his living room. He sat on the couch, waiting for you to join him. You, on the other hand, were still pretty tipsy, so you were having trouble with your shoes. You cursed yourself for wearing such complicated shoes.

They’re so cute though, you thought to yourself. After about a solid 3 minutes of struggling, you finally made over next to Hyuk on the couch.

“The struggle was real with those shoes,” you laughed.

He smiled, “wanna watch a movie?”

You nodded, causing him to smile. He got up and was gone for a few minutes, then came back with a t-shirt and some shorts for you to change into. He also brought a blanket, and was just in sweats.

You admired his upper body, he wasn’t too muscular but he wasn’t a twig wither. He was perfect.

You went to go change, telling him to go ahead and start the movie. He nodded, watching you go off into his apartment.

When you came back, he was curled up in the couch, half asleep with a blanket wrapped around him, and his arms stretched out. You squealed on the inside, 'cause that sight was just too adorable.

You walked over to him, snuggling into him. He was so warm, he could be a heater.

Before you knew it, Hyuk fell asleep, with you slowly falling asleep as well.

BONUS:

Hyo and Jiho came into the apartment a few hours later, giggling and shushing each other. Jiho turned on the light to see, and looked over to see what made Hyo gasp. He was so dramatic when he was drunk.

“Look, Jiho!! It worked!!” He whisper-shouted excitedly.

Jiho laughed, “it’s about damn time.”

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PART 3!!!! yes finally it’s posted and out of my damn drafts haha. Hope you guys like it!!

-Susie

[curledlife]

All I need in life is a Kwon Hyuk aka Dean, thank you.

[mylastrenjun]

College student!Dean

ok, this one is so short, maybe i’ll do a part 2, idk... let me know if y’all are interested lol

this is him in class

watching y’all getting zeros bc he’s smart asf

nap when he’s bored in class

he ain’t even sorry when he get caught

“i’m sorry teacher, it’s not gonna happen again”

30 min later you can hear him snoring on the back of the room

turnt up to every goddamn party

y’all crying on top of your essays and he’s having the time of his life

lowkey f*ckboy

can charm everybody out of their pants

probably already have f*cked some boys too, king of bissexuality

bc he gives that vibe of romance in just one night

but everybody knows it’s just a weak flame

ofc a lot of people believe they are the one to him

bc the boy is THAT charming and lovable

but don’t be fooled by this pretty face and sugar coated words

he will break your heart in a sec if you are falling for him

doesn’t want a relationship

the only relationship he has is with his degree

you met him at one of the parties

he winked at you lmao

you just rolled your eyes and continued sipping your drink

you didn’t wanted another problem in your life

school was already stressing you so much

you definitely don’t need a broken heart rn

ofc you knew his reputation

he just stay there frozen like a statue

he just got dumped

you can see Crush laughing asf and poking Dean

“oh man, i guess your game isn’t that strong”

“tf, i will talk to them”

he looked at you and you are gone

“ok, someday I will talk to them”

[oraclekleo]

Hyuk Kwon (alternative R&B singer-songwriter, rapper and record producer) Ideal Partner Characteristics based on Tarot Reading

Hello and welcome!

I’m Kleo and I’m here to present some k-pop related tarot readings to you.

Disclaimer:

I would like to state that all these readings have a purely entertainment nature and their purpose is to bring some fun into my and hopefully yours lives. I have never ever met any of the idols / actors / celebrities in my readings, I don’t know them personally. Tarot reading isn’t an exact science and I can never guarantee any of it. Most of it is my intuition mixed with fantasy. Don’t take these readings seriously and don’t base any important decisions on tarot readings only, use your common sense.

If you wish to request a tarot reading, please read the pinned post on my profile first to see the instructions on how to request. I only do readings for idols / actors / celebrities of 18 years of age or older. Requests for readings including younger people will be automatically dismissed. If you feel uncomfortable with these tarot readings, do not engage in reading my posts. Thank you for understanding.

Reading Info:

Rating: 18+

Reading Type: Single - Couple

Requested: Yes - No

Deck: Crow Tarot

Spread: Ideal Partner

Questions:

Body

Heart

Spirit

Soul

Time

Place

Zodiac Sign

Full Name: Hyuk Kwon

Stage Name: DEAN / deantrbl

Group: Soloist

Hyuk Kwon

DEAN / deantrbl

(alternative R&B singer-songwriter, rapper and record producer)

Deck: Crow

Spread: Ideal Partner

Body - VIII Strength

DEAN’s perfect match is likely someone well composed and with natural dignity. They’re likely speaking with a moderate and yet powerful voice, they don’t shout or yell but they still have respect. They are likely neat and prefer high quality clothes but nothing extravagant. This person is likely to hide their feelings and emotions well, their face doesn’t show when they are upset or agitated. They control their reactions.

Heart - 8 of Cups

At heart, DEAN’s ideal partner is someone who has been through many disappointments and they learned the lesson. People have been cruel to them in the past and they have deeply rooted commitment issues that can only be healed by someone genuinely true and faithful. Opportunity for DEAN to be that one.

Spirit - Knight of Wands

Spiritually speaking, DEAN’s special person is strong and bright. They are likely passionate about their beliefs, no matter what they are, and attend them with enthusiasm. It’s very possible they are engaged in multiple charities or they are the engine of their church community.

Soul - 9 of Pentacles

Deep down in their soul, DEAN’s ideal match is a generous and kind person. That’s probably what attracted the wrong people to them in the past and yet they never grew bitter and never stopped being caring and affectionate. Their soul remained untouched by those misfortunes and they still deeply care for others.

Time - 8 of Wands

It’s possible for DEAN to meet his ideal match while travelling. Maybe they are foreigners? Or he meets someone from his neighbourhood far away from home. No matter the background, the cards suggest that the time they will spend together initially is limited. It’s either their business trip or vacation, both with a set date of ending. They are likely to become close enough to stay in touch in future.

Place - 3 of Swords

If DEAN and his ideal match decide to live together, it can be a bumpy ride at the beginning. They need to match their tastes and lifestyles which can take some time and include multiple fights. However the number three holds a potential for a better future. They are likely to find the balance and compromise which will suit them both.

Zodiac Sign - Virgo

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[jinhwankenobi]

Fanxy Child Reaction To Them Overhearing Their GF Talking About Her Kinks

shinykpoplaundry said: Hohohooo love sup! Could I possibly if the stars are on my side have a fanxy child reaction to them overhearing their gf talking on the phone with a friend about her kinks and they overhear that? You can decide yourself which kinks you want to include to whom. I thank you in advance if you want to write one😀💖

(a/n): Lemme warn y‘all, it‘s smutty. Hope you enjoy!

Millic:

He came home and heard you talking on the phone with your friend. He wasn’t really curious until he heard you scream “Oh my god!”. Seunghyun then tiptoed to the door and leans in to hear the conversation. You asked your friend, how you could bring up to him that you wanted to try role playing. His eyes widened and he covered his mouth. “Can you imagine how hot that’d be?”, you said. In that moment he took several steps back and acted like nothing happened but he definitely will surprise you the next day.

Crush:

He knew it was wrong but while organizing his vinyls, he could overhear the conversation you had on your phone and you clearly underestimated your volume. “You know I have a praise kink, right?” He concentrated on every word, trying to figure out how you think about your sex life. “Like when he tells me that I feel so good and that I’m pretty, I can barely last. But I don’t know if I he likes it the other way around?” He then waited for you to finish, just so he can try to initiate that he wants you to make love to him.

Dean:

After taking a shower he went to the bedroom and plopped on the bed. But through the thin walls, he could hear your conversation on the phone. “We just started having sex without condoms and I might’ve discovered an impregnation kink. There’s something about him filling me up ... ugh! I want his babies!” He laughed quietly, thinking about how cute you are. “Should I bring it up to him?”, you asked your friend for advice. Then your phone vibrated and saw a text message from your boyfriend that said, “Yes. Now come to the bedroom”.

ps: safe sex is the best sex!

Zico:

You knew he was working on a new song, so you were chilling on the couch talking to your best friend on your phone. But all of sudden you were talking about each of your sex lives. “Okay, but nothing’s hotter to me than thigh riding this man.” Jiho smirked, hearing every word you said, since he paused his work. “He has like the best thighs for that!”, you exclaimed. He whispered to himself, “Well, tell me something new.” After he turned around and patted his thigh, you immediately ended the conversation.

Penomeco:

Dongwook just had the best nap of his life. He stretched his arms and made his thirsty self on the way to grab a drink in the kitchen. Midway he overheard a conversation you had on your phone, “There’s something hot that I really wanna try! It’s mutual masturbation.” He raised an eyebrow, trying to understand if it’s a real situation or just a dream. “But I’m a bit concerned that he might not like it...”, you told your friend. His face made a concerned look. He plans on telling you that you can trust him with all your desires.

[pastelpastryblog]

DEAN  scenario- What on earth did I do to deserve this?

Requested: Dean looks like the guy you see at the gas station at 3am after the club that you trynna fuck but you cant tell your friends cause they gonna judge you. Sooo many bad but good decisions. Someone should make a scenario out of that lol. via @icygrrlnat by @otheruponrother I really hope that you like this scenario. It was a bit hard to make but I hope it turned out good for you :)

Word count: 3,473

Genre: Angst,Mature, strong language, suggestive content

*Wednesday*

Its F/N birthday in 2 days but I really don’t want to go out clubbing with her and the other girls. The past 2 months has been very rough for me. Whether it is my personal life and my professional life, both was rough for me, but this week has honestly been the worst of it all. My high school bully, Yucky hyuky…. I mean Kwon Hyuk, has now been appointed as my new supervisor since June and he has been putting me through hell. He always tells me to do the team’s dirty work and he always takes his anger out on me when someone else in our team messes up. All the women at work find him attractive and they all flirt with him. If only they knew him personally. I also feel so depressed lately and Friday and Saturday are my only days off this week, so I want to spend my day in bed, and have my phone switched off because I also don’t want to go out with my co-workers Friday, because they are all going to watch Kwon hyuk perform at an event. I honestly don’t want to be reachable. Like honestly, what on earth did I do to deserve this type of treatment from him. Like, the only bad thing that I have ever done is have a crush on yucky hyuky when I was like what? 16? 17?

My friends never let me live down the fact that I had a crush on a school bully that looks like he bathes in mud. All my friends hate him because he used to bully them too, but not as severe as my bullying. He was known for being the first guy in our grade that lost his virginity, was always fighting the older boys of our school, known for sleeping around with the older girls from different schools and older women from universities. He was also popular for leading on the girls in our grade and giving them false hope. He even had an affair with one of his girlfriend’s mom. There even were rumours of him having an STI or an STD, and him getting a married university lecturer pregnant but those rumours could be fake. But in other words, he was a full-blown hoe, a dirty one. If you were associated with him, you automatically became a dirty hoe by association, so everyone that had morals, tried to stay away from him because he was trouble.

~2 days later, Friday~

It is F/N birthday today and they all pleaded me to come and celebrate F/N 25thbirthday. I really didn’t want to, but then I remembered that she always comes to my birthdays, even when I don’t do anything on my special day she manages to bring me a birthday cake and a present. So technically, I HAD to go out. We pre-drink as we get ready, and we have a pre-party before the turn up at the club. We all dolled up for our girl’s 25th. Everybody looked like they could be in movies, while I opted for a lowkey option, a black strapless pvc bodycon dress, off the shoulder denim jacket, and black barely there heels with a small black clutch bag. I even wore makeup for the first time in months, a light Smokey eye with dark plum lips and I even took my messy bun down and straightened my hair. Basic but cute.

~

It’s 1am right now but we have been in the club since 10pm. Some of the girls are drunk, and some are one more shot away from being completely drunk, like myself. I guess hanging with my girls is like therapy to me. I get to just let loose and have fun, I feel like I deserved this. I deserved to not think about my love life, debts, my bills and my demon supervisor. This club is too lit and so are the people that I am surrounded with, the birthday girl is getting all types of attention because she looks beautiful with her face full of glam makeup and her sparkly dress and her figure 8 body shape. Its so good to see everybody having fun and enjoying themselves. 30 minutes into sitting and sipping our drinks at our VIP booth that we had reserved for the bday girl, the DJ stops the music and announces that an upcoming R&B singer is about to hit the stage so me and my friends head off to the stage to see the show but for some reason I see my co-workers, so I try to hide from them, but they see me and I get approached by them.

“hey Y/N, what are you doing here? I thought you didn’t want to go out “

“Hi, um…. its my friend F/N birthday today so were celebrating here. Why are you guys here? I thought you guys were going to see Hyuk, I mean Mr Kwon perform somewhere. Did you guys not go?”

“LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, UPCOMING R&B SINGER, DEAN” says the DJ.

Oh boy…….

“yeah we ARE here to see Mr Kwon, DEAN is his stage name.”

“Ooh, he’s starting. Bye Y/N see you at work”

“We’ll tell him that you were here, say happy birthday to F/N for me. Bye!”

F U C K.

“Erm, wait. Is that fucking Yucky Hyuky on stage? Says friend #1

“WTF, isn’t that Hyuk? The dirty one from school? Hes trying to be a singer now? Wow” says friend #2

I honestly did not expect to see this beautiful demon slut here. I came out with my girls to have fun, to forget about all the shit that is troubling me. Not for me to hear his angelic voice.

Pause. Did I just call this man beautiful? Angelic voice? Pfft. As if!

Seeing Hyuk on stage was, well… different. He is very charismatic on stage and he looks and sounds like he knows what he’s doing, which is a great thing for him I guess. I don’t know why but seeing him on stage is kind of making me feel some type of way and I really don’t like it. 30 minutes into his performance, while me and my girls standing in front of the stage, I notice that Yucky Hyuky kept looking in my direction, but I kept brushing it off. Maybe he was looking for the other co-workers, maybe he’s trying to identify and remember my girls, maybe he’s thinking of more ways of ruining my work for me tomorrow. No way is he staring at me because he thinks I’m cute. It can’t be. But for some reason, this look was one that I have never seen before. It was a soft yet sexy look. I don’t know, maybe the drinks are hitting my brain right now.

So, at this point, me and the girls split up to do our own thing while still being on the dance floor. I was vibing to hyuk’s music with a drink in my hand, while also ignoring the long stares that he is giving me from across the stage. All of the sudden, I get bumped into. Somebody accidently spills a drink on my dress (thank God, it’s a pvc dress so no damages were made), I turn around and I notice that it is my ex-boyfriend, Juno. I froze, I didn’t know how to react, so he just pulled me by my hand and took me out. He takes me to the unisex bathroom starts wiping the drink that he spilt on my dress.

“I’m so sorry for spilling my drink on you, Y/N. You look beautiful by the way” he says as he looks me up and down while licking his lips.

“why are you doing this to me? And what do you want from me?”

“I’m just trying to get you clean Y/N, I spilt my drink on you. Did you expect me to leave you like that?”

“spilling a drink on me is nothing compared to what you put me through. “

“I just wanted to check up on you, to see how you’re doing”

“You broke my heart, you damn idiot. How do you think I’m fucking doing?”

“look, I’m sorry Y/N. I didn’t mean to hurt you. “

“Save it Juno. You used to cheat on me whenever I wasn’t around, especially when you went on tour. Then you cheated on me with your so called “best friend” Hyorin from college and got her pregnant. Whenever Hyorin did something bad, you would always stick up for her and put the blame on me instead. Whenever I would confront you about it, youy would always say that shes been your friend since day 1, so you had to do what you did. You never had my back. The reason why I am in debt is because of you. You made me feel horrible about myself by body shaming me, always lying to me and you were just verbally and mentally abusive to me. So, what do you mean by saying that you are sorry and that you didn’t mean to hurt me. You are not sorry, and you definitely meant to hurt me. You knew damn well what you were doing, Juno”

“Y/N, look, I’m so- “

“Oh, shut it Juno. You know damn well you don’t mean it. What? You’re Sorry? You didn’t mean to hurt me? Are you fucking kidding me right now? You’re only apologising because I look good tonight. You’re only apologising to me RIGHT NOW because you want to take me home and get in my pants. But guess what Juno? That can never be me. Not anymore. I am not falling for your bs again. You are the worst. Thank you for ruining my night Juno. Have a great life, bitch.” I started to walk off and then I turned around to him again and I say “Oh, I forgot something. Congratulation on your baby by the way, and tell your side bitch, oops, I mean tell your baby moms that I said hi”

I walk out of the bathroom and leave Juno in there, but I notice that Hyuk was standing outside the bathroom, but I don’t care. I don’t care if I’ve missed him performing his last 4 songs. I don’t care if he finished his performance. I don’t care if he heard us.  I don’t care if he thinks that I look stupid right now. In fact, since when did he ever think I was not stupid? I don’t care at all.  I need to get out of this club asap. I head back into the VIP booth and I grab my purse, go to the bar one last time and I get two glasses of henny and a shot of Vodka and I gulp it all down in one go. After that encounter with Juno, I really needed that.  After I finished my drink, I leave without finding my friends anything because I didn’t want my girls to fight Juno. Its F/N special day after all, no need for her day to get ruined by me.

~

I get out of the club and I walked to the nearest gas station so that I could wait for my uber there. I get a notification on my phone and the Uber driver says that he will get to me in 55 minutes. So out of nowhere, tears just start falling down my face. I was having such a good day today but out of nowhere, I see my co-workers from work, hyuk, my ex and now my uber basically cancels on me. How can my life be so messed up? What did I do to deserve this?  

Its been 20 mins and I’m still at the gas station crying. But this time I’m crying, curled up in a ball on the side curb and I took my heels off because they were hurting my feet. Out of nowhere, a car pulls up, but I had no energy to look up. Someone finally opens the car door and yells my name. still crying and still not looking at who the person is, I feel someone’s big, warm hands putting my hands away from my face and I notice that the person is Hyuk. He then goes inside the gas station store and comes out with a packet of tissue paper that he just purchased. He approaches me and doesn’t say anything. He just wipes away my tears with the tissue paper and out of nowhere he picks me up and puts me in the passenger seat of his car. We get in the car and he covered my legs with his jacket and places the packet of tissues that he bought for me on my lap. The car ride was not silent at all, because all I did was cry and sniffle. I cried so hard that I ended up falling asleep during the other half of the car ride.

I wake up when I feel Hyuk placing me on something and covers me with something warm and fluffy. I get up and I see that I am in a clean yet modern studio apartment.

“where am I?” I ask.

“you’re at my house, so don’t worry. But are you okay?” he asks me as he is taking pillows and comforters out of his wardrobe and placing them on his sofa.

“I’m a bit dizzy and I have a pounding headache. I feel a bit nauseous too, I think I’m going to vomit. Are you moving the bed?” I say as I sit up from his bed as I place my arms around my stomach.

“No matter how hard a situation is, you should never drink that much for you to be feeling the way you feel right now. How much did you even drink?”

“A lot”

“that’s very irresponsible of you, Y/N”

He quickly runs into his kitchen and gets me a bottle of cold water and some pills for me to take, while he got himself a Jack Daniels bottle.

“here, take it”

*giggles* “thanks” *giggles.

“Don’t ever drink like that again and wonder off yourself. what if a creepy man was to put you in his car instead? Do you know how dangerous that could have been?

“Wait. Since when did you ever care about my wellbeing, Mr Kwon? And why do you look so sexy tonight?”

“Since forever. Huh, wait what? Did you just call me sexy?”

“huh? What the fuck?” I chuckled as he looked at me.

“Look, when I was on stage performing, I was so shocked to see you in the crowd. I was not expecting to see you because you told all of us at work that you had other plans.”

“Great, this whole situation is going to get me in trouble on Monday isn’t it? I’m getting fired” I sigh.

“No Y/N, when I was performing I kept staring at you because you looked beautiful today. In fact you look beautiful every day and – “

“Look Yucky Hyuky, you still are the same, aren’t you? Are you saying all of this just to get my hopes up and laugh at me at the end? You used to do that to all the girls in our grade. I had a crush on you for like 2 years but thank goodness I didn’t confess to you or you would have embarrassed me in school”

“Y/N, did you just say that you used to like me?

“I used to but then I hated you but seeing you on stage kind of changed my hate for you. It kind of made me have a crush on you again”

“Y/N, I think its time for you to go to bed, you’re still drunk”

“No, I really mean it, Yucky. I was the ONLY girl that you never asked out as a joke or led me on. That made me feel really weird and top of that, you used to bully me for no reason!”

“the truth is that I have always had a crush on you. I have always had a crush on you, Y/N.Infact, I still do. I made you feel that way because I thought that you would never ever like me and you are just to good for me. You made me want to be a better person so that I could finally approach you, but I was unconfident and scared of being rejected by you and that is why I started to sleep around with a lot of girls, it was to get my mind off of you, but it never worked. You have always been on my mind. When you joined the company, I was really excited to see you and I wanted to show you an upgraded version of myself, but you didn’t like me from jump which is totally understandable for the way I have treated you in the past. My immaturity got in the way, and I messed up again. I am really sorry for making you feel worthless and miserable. This information may not fix what has happened between us, but I just really wanted to get this off of my chest. I really hope that you can forgive me.”

“Wow, I don’t know what to say”

After hearing all of this, I honestly know how to react. Like should I be happy? Should I cry? Be angry at him? Like what should I do?

So, I ended up getting out of the bed and walked past him on his sofa so that I could go into the kitchen and throw my water bottle in his recycling trash.

While you were in the kitchen recycling Hyuk’s bottle, Hyuk had just finished his bottle of Jack Daniels. After hearing your confession to him, he really wanted to get another bottle in the kitchen. You finally finish sorting out his other bottles, so you start walking back to the bed, Hyuk was walking towards the kitchen to get himself another bottle. Without looking were you are both walking, you both bump into each other pretty hard, so hard that you tripped, and he caught you in his arms.

While still being in this awkward position, Hyuk would not let go of me. He was looking into my eyes and he was giving me the same look that he was giving me at the club. I honestly don’t know what it is about that look, but it drove me crazy. So crazy that I got closer to his face and kissed him on his lips. His lips were very plump but also tasted bitter because of him drinking the Jack Daniels earlier on. He kissed me back and out of nowhere we were making out in the middle of his studio apartment.

You and Hyuk both started to get carried away while making out and before you knew it your hands started to wander on his body. You started to unbutton his silk shirt, while he was taking off your jacket, your hands caressing his chest while he unzips your dress. Both just left in your underwear, Hyuk pushes you on the bed while still making out and says “we don’t have to do this Y/N. I’ll fuck you if you let me”. You nodded in agreement to what he said to you and you proceeded to let him do what you wanted him to do to you.

~ 8 hours later~

“Morning, Y/N”

“morning Yucky-“

“Okay, can you quit calling me Yucky Hyuky now? All of those rumours of me having STD’s and STI’s are fake. Same goes to the one about me having multiple babies by older or any woman at all.”

“I am so sorry, I’m just so used to calling you that. I didn’t mean to hurt you by that”

“its fine Y/N. Look, I’ve been thinking. Do you want to go out on a date with me? I want to make you my girlfriend”

“Yeah sure, I would love to go out on a date with you. “

I ended up going on a few dates with Hyuk and me and him ended up becoming boyfriend and girlfriend after 2 months of dating. I was ashamed of telling my friends because they all hated him and because of all of the things that he has done but because he became my boyfriend, I can’t hide him. I ended up telling my friends about everything and for some reason, they reacted more positively but it took them a few months to fully approve of Hyuk. Mine and Hyuk’s relationship improved throughout the months and my friends were always supportive of me too. Honestly, what on earth did I do to deserve this?

The end.

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