#deadph0bic

[kissmedcadly]

@deadph0bic asked: ❛ did you think i wasn't going to notice? ❜

well, realistically speaking, no.

it doesn't take much to know siobhan is more observant than she has any right to be — vic had learned that quicker than she'd ever learned anything in her life. unlife. whatever. it doesn't mean that she doesn't forget on a semi-regular basis that siobhan fucking sees things that she doesn't think to hide.

she grimaces, and against her better judgment, says, "i don't know what you're talkin' about." and yeah, no, that definitely isn't one of her more believable attempts, but maybe she'll get lucky, right? maybe she won't get the disappointed look.

[00sgoth]

↷ ☆ ✉️ [ @deadph0bic: ] she can't help but take the ghostface mask into her hands whenever ian's back is turned towards her. in one quick motion, she'll pull it over her head and jump at his back with a scream. "WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE SCARY MOVIE?!" whilst grabbing his shoulders and giving him a shake. she thinks she's hilarious.

it takes a real asshole to get someone while their back is turned like that... ( he knows, he knows because he's often that very same asshole in question. ) and now he's just upset that little miss sunshine and tanlines has given him the smallest dose —— the tiniest syringe full of his own heart attack inducing medicine. it isn't fair ! but what really sucked the most was that it wasn't even that good of a scare... a cheap jump while he's preoccupied, and yet it still got him.

the shuffling of hard plastic cd cases came to an abrupt end at the growl from behind him —— sending them tumbling out of his grasp and onto the mattress as his body involuntarily reacted. ( but the hands clawing and shaking at his shoulders kept him physically grounded, ) at least until he spun around on sneakers to find siobhan the mask staring back at him. the mask that had been tacked into its home upon his bedroom wall... repeatedly over and over again, and never into the same precise spot when he was done with it.

❛❛ you bi— ❜❜ but he caught himself before the insult could fully form on the tip of his tongue. ( he's been trying so hard to suture old shitty habits with her, ) trying real fucking hard, he promises ! a forced smile, more of a sneer, was offered to conceal any hidden amusement before he reached out to curl his fingers around the fabric resting snuggly at the top of her head —— giving it a yank. ❛❛ real funny. you don't even like scary movies. ❜❜ so therefore, she isn't exactly worthy of wearing it... those are the rules.

[publicabsent]

@deadph0bic: “You’re safe. It’s okay, I promise you, you’re safe. You need to stop fighting them.” / accepting.

she comes to with her hair being pet in what must be a soothing manner. it takes her a moment between gaining consciousness & waking up, a rattling gasp escaping her after the latter. annette sits up straight, eyes wide as she turns to look at siobhan. tears prick at the backs of her eyes, taking no time at all to begin spilling down her face. swiftly, she all but throws herself at the blonde, face buried in the other's shoulder.

[brknmnds]

@deadph0bic asked:

who told you i was here? for aiden

"No-one." Aiden said as he sat down next to her, his legs swigging off the side as he looked over the park. Yesterday was a lot. Kevin was no longer in the park, and while he could tell, their relationship was more one sided then anything. He was all she had for years.

"Wanted to see if you were alright after... yesterday and to tell you that we are here for you, all of us."

[luminarot]

@deadph0bic said: “ You are my hero. ”

Whipped cream is fucking everywhere; splattered all over Cameron's t-shirt, coating the entirety of his face, dripping sticky-sweet pie filling all over the pavement. He has to wipe it out of his eyes just to squint over at Siobhan when she speaks, double-checking that she's made it out of the prank unscathed. ( He's going to get Mapplethorpe back good for this one. )

Stifled laughter turns to a grin when he spies pretty pink, and he bows just to make her giggle, a silly little gesture made more ridiculous by the redi-whip coating his features. "At your service, Princess," he quips, only half joking. When he straightens, he pulls up the hem of his cropped shirt to try and wipe more of the dessert away. "Can't have your hair getting all messed up; I know that'd ruin your night."

[kissmedcadly]

she has to fight against the urge to say it's not that nice of her to say, really — it's just honest. siobhan's been sweet and kind as long vic's been here, probably longer. it's nice to see her get to be that, rather than in kevin's shadow. sure, the way it had happened may not have been ideal, but... hey! it was that or put up with kevin forever!

siobhan's smile is met with a little grin of her own, a laugh escaping her that she doesn't quite expect. "yeah. yeah, i get you," she says slowly, trying to keep her grin firmly in place. "figuring out who you are an' shit is hard as fuck."

siobhan never really saw herself in the eyes of others. she always tried to be her perky, peppy self! granted, it seemed that kevin always barked for her attention. god forbid she was giving too much attention to anyone else. the memory of kevin nagging her to help with his hair whenever she had been trying to talk some sense and help mapplethorpe whenever chester didn't show up to the park came to mind.

whenever vic gestures at her, she takes that moment to place her hands on her hips and give her a little pose. she'll beam, a giggle leaving her. "thank you, vic! that's so sweet of you to say. yeah, it is nice to, like---...figure out who i am without---..." she'll bite down on her bottom lip, giving a nonchalant shrug. she still had a hard time bringing up kevin. "yanno!"

[coastercrushed]

blog drop;

@coastercrushed; mapplethorpe landis from crazy fun park. many verses. main blog, usually logged on mobile.

@frieddiscjockey; gonzo vukovic from crazy fun park. many verses. sideblog.

@deadph0bic; siobhan from crazy fun park. many verses. sideblog.

@hangtenn; lennon mathews, original character. ICU nurse, witch & psychic medium. many verses available.

@guardiandem0n; april small, original character. demon/fallen angel, exotic dancer, mercenary, single mother. adaptable to any universe.

[00sgoth]

↷ ☆ ✉️ [ @deadph0bic: ] she's just going to straddle his hips, untwisting the cap of her mascara. she'll wiggle her hips before she leans forward with a hum. "stay still, i'm going to put some mascara on you,"

the mattress springs creak beneath the weight of her crawl and descent over him —— it felt like a predator about to make its move and pounce as he watched. but for someone groaning in protest, he's not doing much about it except making noises akin to complaints. ( she's the size of a twig, ) and he can't find much desire to push her off when she's suddenly straddling him. he is just a guy, after all ! but he's still eyeing what could be considered a weapon from beneath unfairly long lashes —— blues smeared in old eyeliner flickering between her and the wand that was pulled from a tube.

his features were twisted up in uncertainty ( he was never good at hiding his emotions, face always willing to betray him ), and his hands found the sides of her thighs. slender fingers pressing in as she drew closer —— he almost can't help the way his head leaned away, back into the headboard by instinct. ❛❛ if you stab me in the eye, i'm kneeing you in the cooch. ❜❜

[kissmedcadly]

@deadph0bic asked: you should be very proud.

the thing is, vic doesn't think she's done anything worth being proud of, not really — not in life and not in death. there had been a while where she'd thought maybe getting out was worth being proud of, that surviving her parents had been worth being proud of.

the longer she's dead, the longer she's stuck here... the more she starts to think that isn't true. all she's done is ended up right where she thought she would if she couldn't: deader than a doornail.

but that isn't siobhan's fault. she offers the blonde a wry smile. "—glad someone thinks so."

[kissmedcadly]

@deadph0bic asked: ❛ aw, did you miss me? ❜

sometimes, vic wonders if they'd have been friends, if they had met in life. if they'd been alive at the same time. her own tendency to avoid most social situations made it seem unlikely, but hey, siobhan had already forced her into some post-death social interaction. maybe it would have worked out. maybe life could have been like... two percent less lonely. guess she'd never really know.

"yeah, obviously," she says, like it's the clearest thing in the world, like she didn't just deliver that line with the straightest face she's ever worn. "who else am i supposed to talk shit with?"

[luminarot]

Though Wesley’s expression hardly changes, there’s something undeniably fond in his eyes when they’re talking about Gonzo; gaze trailing toward the DJ booth subconsciously, the light pouring out of him like he wants to laugh, glowing where he once looked empty and dim. He’s been a lot more alive since they met, but it’s never been so obvious as now, talking with his best friend about being happy. Talking about his love being modest, feeling warm and comfortable and included. He never would’ve dreamed he could have something like this.

“Probably,” Wesley agrees, and there’s a lift in the monotone, something soft and sweet, like an inside joke. “He’s always sayin’ nice stuff about other people. About me. I never met anybody so kind or selfless.” There’s a beat of quiet, where he imagines what Gonzo might say — how he might say he’s the lucky one for being with Wes, or something else ridiculous like that — but then he finally looks up at Siobhan again. “And he’s real handsome. ‘Course I know. I won the lottery.”

But her next comment has him raising an eyebrow, frowning as she wistfully laments not having a boyfriend. For a moment, all Wesley can do is stare; confusion and doubt dripping from his silence, thinking of all the subtle glances he’s seen his best friend give another ghost over the years.

“What about Cameron? You like him.” Wesley finally says. It only takes half a beat of quiet before he corrects, ( just as bluntly), “You like each other.”

He knows the burden Kevin had been on Siobhan, knows the guilt and obligation and all the complicated things she had felt after dying on a date she didn’t really want to be on — but he also knows how close she is with Cameron, and that they’d known each other before. He hasn’t really seen her look at anyone else the way she does that boy.

“Kevin’s not here anymore, y’know. You can do whatever you want.”

siobhan was always very expressive and gosh, did she love to gossip! sure, wesley wasn't like gossiping with the girls but---....dare she say, it was better than that! mainly because he was always honest with her. he didn't try to start drama or lie about things. it almost made their talks even more meaningful. wesley was always honest, even if he didn't know what to say. wesley had quickly become one of her best friends. someone she knew she could confide in. someone that really knew how she felt about kevin.

the blonde had always been kind. popular, yes but always kind. even if her peers would pick on someone, she'd always go over to check on them and apology for their behalf. she couldn't necessarily stop it but she would try. perhaps she was popular for all the right reasons. sure, she was pretty and followed the latest fashion which was the easy in but she was kind.

"i'm glad you know how lucky you are. i'm sure gonzo would have something modest to say," she'll snort, rolling her eyes playfully as she continues to mess with his hair. she'll let out a long sigh, still grinning as she looks forward.

"ah, to find love! i can't help but be a little jealous! you two have always been perfect. i just had kevin,"

[coastercrushed]

c.razy f.un p.ark nation ( aka five people )! friendly reminder i have sideblogs for siobhan, the queen of pink girlypop ( @deadph0bic ) and gonzo, dj who has been on the clock since 1995. ( @frieddiscjockey )

[coastercrushed]

made my mapplethorpe ft siobhan ( @deadph0bic ) & gonzo ( @frieddiscjockey )

[coastercrushed]

where is billie? 👀

@coastercrushed; main blog. mapplethorpe landis from crazy fun park. @frieddiscjockey; sideblog. gonzo vukovic from crazy fun park. @deadph0bic; sideblog. siobhan kelly from crazy fun park. @hangtenn; original character. lennon mathews, psychic medium nurse. @guardiandem0n; original character. april small, southern gothic demon. @cr0pvamp; marko from the lost boys. @gareththegreat; gareth keefer from stranger things.

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"right, because kevin was so obviously the love of your afterlife," she remarks sarcastically. maybe it's a bit harsh, pointing out how unhappy siobhan had seemed, but it's not like she doesn't have a point. besides, siobhan and kevin were a perfect example of the messiness of a relationship in the park. sure, it's not ollie's only hesitation, but it's definitely a big one. "look, just...drop it, alright? i don't need you trying to get involved in...whatever you think is going on."

siobhan's blue eyes quickly scan over ollie, raising an eyebrow. you can't fool her, ollie! you're defensive tone and body language is telling her everything she needs to know! even if ollie didn't want to admit it herself. don't worry about it, ollie. destinee and siobhan have talked in length about this situation. siobhan can't help but gasp, rolling her eyes. "that's so cynical! even after kevin dusted---....well, i wouldn't give up on love like that."

[coastercrushed]

i made a promo and everything but for some reason it's not showing up on the dash. anyways, @deadph0bic