#dazai osamu x seme male reader

[kuro-keisuke3]

*Dazai Osamu x Seme Male Reader

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POV' (M/n) :

Tampak saat diriku ini pulang dari kantor. Hari yang padat seperti biasa boss memberikan pekerjaan yang banyak dan menumpuk tanpa jeda.

Menapaki jalan tangga menuju apartemen hingga aku sampai di depan pintu lalu membuka nya.

Dan….

Taraaa... Jump scare

"Okaeri (M/n) "ucapnya dengan senyum cerah di wajahnya.

Sedangkan diriku hanya diam mematung dalam hatiku hanya bilang 'cantik'

" (M/n) aku sudah menyiapkan air hangat untuk mu mandi, "ucapnya tersenyum padaku

" Baik, "ucapku melonggarkan dasi kemeja yang ku kenakan. Berjalan menuju tangga atas dia mengikuti di belakang. Kemudian kami sampai di kamar mandi.

" Aku sudah menyiapkan air hangat, "

"Ya, Terima kasih, Dazai, "

Diriku kemudian melenggang masuk ke kamar mandi dan mulai mandi.

***(Lewati waktu 💅)

POV' Dazai :

Diriku tak sabar menantikannya pintu terbuka menampilkan (M/n) yang setengah telanjang dengan handuk yang melingkar.

Diriku memerah tak tahu harus berbuat apa.

"Kenapa kau menatap ku?, " Ucapnya dingin sambil berjalan ke arah ku.

"I I itu.. " Ucapku tak berani menatap nya aura dominannya sangat berasa. Mengeram dengan sigap ia melempar ku ke kasur kemudian menindih ku.

"Aaa.. (M-M/n)-kun," Ucapku memerah.

"Ada apa? Itu kan yang kau mau, " Ucapnya menjilati leher ku.

"Ngmnn.. Nyah"desahku menggosokan pantatku ke anggota (M/n) yang berdiri tegak

(M/n) mengeluarkan nya.

" Suck my dick..."ucapnya dengan sigap diriku langsung menjilat, mengulum dan melumat anggota (M/n).

"Mnggmmm.. " Desah ku betapa besarnya milik (M/n). Tangan kekar nya tengah sibuk mengobrak-abrik hole ku

"Aku akan cum." Ucapnya bersamaan cairan putih keluar dan dengan sigap aku menelannya.

Aku membuka rok yang ku kenakan dan langsung duduk di anggota (M/n). Memasukan nya secara serentak. Perasaan penuh di dalam bisa kurasakan. (M/n) menghentakan dengan tempo yang cepat membuatku mabuk kepayang.

"Ngh... Ahh.. Nikmat, " Ucapku mengenggam sprai. Dia terus menabrak prostat ku. Hingga merasakan anggotanya berdenyut dan membesar di dalam pertanda dia akan cum.

Langkah terakhir yang terkesan ceroboh dan saat itu pula dia mengeluarkan cairan putih kental yang membuat isi perut ku penuh.

"Hah... Hah... Hah.. Kau menang (M/n). Kau bisa menangkap ku dan menyerahkan ku ke pihak berwajib, " Ucapku pasrah.

Aku sudah tahu (M/n) akan mencari tahu identitas ku sebenarnya. Dan aku sudah tahu bahwa ia sudah menghubungi agen keamanan.

"Tcih!, merepotkan aku tak ingin bekerja dengan hal merepotkan seperti itu. Pergilah.... Kembali lah ke sana. "

"Tu tunggu kau melepasku?, bukankah. "

"Apa? Aku akan menyerahkan mu begitu. Buang waktu saja, "

"Kau memang hah.. Baiklah. Tapi aku akan mengunjungi mu atau kalau tidak aku akan menyeret mu masuk agensi ku. Agen detektif ternama, "ucapku tersenyum tulus padanya. Baru pertama kali aku merasakan rasanya jatuh cinta.

'Jadi begini ya rasanya jatuh cinta. Hangat dan menyenangkan. Rasa gelisah itu serasa menghilang' batinku

" Terserah mu. Pergilah mereka menunggumu, "

"Ya ya ya akan ku minta nanti. pertanggung jawab mu. karena membuatku tak berjalan hari ini, "ucapku menggodanya mengelus rahang atasnya kemudian dadanya hingga turun ke area selakangannya mengusap pelan anggotanya..

'Slapp.. ' menjilat bibir ku.

Bangkit dari tempat tidur ku kemudian mandi sebentar lalu berganti pakaian dan pergi dari rumah (M/n) dengan menyamar.

" Bukan akhir yang buruk (M/n). Kita akan bertemu lagi di lain waktu. See you next time, "ucapku menyeringai.

Tbc...

[bitter-me]

Hello,I am have been reading your work for quite sometime :), I really am loving them so far 😭💗 .I saw that your requests were open, so may I be able to ask for Dazai or Fyodor with male reader who are like Sunday from HSR, and could be in a enemies to lovers type relationship :D, the plot can be upto you :>

A Seraphim or..

Osamu Dazai | M. Reader as Sunday [Honkai Star Rail]

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"Who are you..? An Angel.."

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The Charmony Festival.

A once-in-an-era event held in the Country of Festivities, Penacony.

Members of the five great families, which together make up "The Family" on Penacony. As well as staff members of the Reverie, are united in welcoming the world to their home.

The Oak Family.

The Alfalfa Family.

The Bloodhound Family.

The Iris Family.

The Nightingale Family.

All important figures in Penacony.

But one stood out the most...

The man with a halo and wings. [Name].

The leader of the Oak Family. The organizer of the Charmony Festival and a representative of The Family of Penacony. The most important figure amongst them and the one holding the most power.

Who wouldn't be interested in a man like him?

With a charming smile and a soft voice, paired with his unique appearance... he's like an Angel.. no..

A Seraphim.

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The first time he laid eyes on him was at the Golden Hour. The moment he saw the man himself he thought he saw the heavens itself.

A Seraphim.

He thought.

But upon further observation... Dazai soon found a different answer..

His vibe seems a little.. sinister..

His smile barely even reaches his eyes.

His voice is soft and yet his tone is firm.

Either way, [Name] had caught his interest.

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"Your radiant glow illuminates me! Your voice is as soft as an angel! I can't believe that I've met such an angelic being! Please make me the happiest man and kill me with these holy hands of yours."

What.

What did he just said.

What in Harmony's name did he just say?

[Name] can't help but chuckle as he pulls his hand away from Dazai's hold. What was that? A proposal?

"Aha.. you're quite funny, Mr. Dazai.. but I believe you've drank too many SoulGlad." He replied, trying to keep it casual and professional.

This man, this suicidal prick..

He's all talk and flattery. It never fails to get under his skin with how buddy-buddy he is. They're only acquainted and yet this bandaged man acts as if they're old friends. Does he even know who he's speaking to? He's [Name]! Leader of the Oak Family! The very mention of his name could silence a whole room and this man dared do such things to him!

"Now now~ I only drank a few~" Dazai reassured with a smile on his face. "Don't you want to go back home to heaven with me~?"

"I believe you'll be sending me down to the fiery pit instead of going up."

"Ouch! How cruel! Then how about we go to your manor?"

"Don't make me turn you down twice."

This.. man child.. what does his agency even see in him..

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"Oh, Triple-Faced Soul, please sear his tongue and palm with a hot iron, so he will not be able to fabricate lies and make false vows."

"...What have you done?"

"Under the light of the Harmony, all wickedness is revealed. I implore THEM to shed THEIR light, and I'll ask you questions on THEIR behalf. Next... you have 113 seconds to prove your innocence and gain my trust."

"And if I refuse to answer?"

"You can try — and we'll see if the Harmony rejects you."

It had finally led to this.

Both of them had taken off their masks. Revealing the true wickedness underneath. The suicidal maniac and the so-called leader of the Family.

Oh how he hated that man.

Acting like a child who believes he could get away with everything. It's time where [Name] to put his foot down and stand his ground. This entitlement will not go unnoticed by him and with THEIR radiant light.. he will find the truth..

And judge him as the Harmony see fit.

"Question: Do you have an ability?"

"Yes."

"What a simple answer. You, too, understand that idle chatter leads only to poverty."

"Did you neutralize your ability when you entered Penacony?"

"No. My ability nullifies others."

He already figured that out.. which is why he's holding this "trial" with THEM. For the power of the Aeon is far more powerful than any ability in the world. "Does the page of the Book you handed over to The Family belong to the agency?"

Honestly, he never would have thought the Armed Detective Agency would use such an item to bargain their way into Penacony. Something as powerful as the Book. A page of the Book.

It's a given why he allowed them to enter the dreamscape when they bargained such an item.

"Yes."

"Is the Page of the Book in this room right now?"

"Yes."

"Is your memory free from any kind of tampering or deletion, encompassing but not restricted to the techniques of the Garden of Recollection?"

"Yes."

"Are you a former executive from Port Mafia?"

[Name] continues to ruthlessly question him without missing a beat. Dazai furrowed his eyebrows at the question. Something that doesn't make sense. How could [Name] know such things? "Yes. You even know about that?"

"Does your agency and the Port Mafia have any ability to read, tamper with, or manipulate one's own or another's mind?"

"No. Does it matter?"

"Do you love your family more than yourself?"

Okay where is he getting at here... the questions are getting more and more personal. "Yes."

"...Do you hate and wish to destroy this world with your own hands?" [Name]'s expression turned serious as he narrowed his eyes, his perpetual smile seemed to widen slightly. "...I don't know."

"Interesting. Now, the final question..." [Name] breath out, putting his hands behind his back. "Can you swear that at this very moment, the page of the Book is safe and sound in this box?"

Dazai seems to hesitate a little, thinking of a way to get around this. He always has a plan after all. "...Of course."

[Name] hums as his smile turns a little more sincere. "Looks like we can get an answer."

"Open it, Mr. Dazai... It's your last chance to defend your honor."

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"Aren't you happy, Mr. Dazai? You'll finally get your wish in seventeen system hours, the end that you desire so much. Off you go, Mr. Dazai. You are free. I will wait here for your good news."

"Maybe one day.. no.."

"In another universe..."

"I can learn how to love you too.."

[fanon-canon-idfk]

Reposting the Dazai work bc the reblog is messing it up <3

The Man Behind the Smile

Dazai Osamu x Male Reader

You had been working at the ADA for about 2 years already, knowing all of your fellow coworkers well, especially the two you’d gotten closest with,

Kunikida Doppo and Dazai Osamu, the two you’d been partnered with in your time here.

One free day off from work, you were called by your coworker Kunikida,

“Y/N, could you please do me a favor?” Kunikida spoke politely over the phone.

“Of course, what’s up?” You asked, urging him to continue.

“Dazai hasn’t shown up to work again, he said yesterday he was going to some bar, please check his dorm and sober him up for work.” He spoke, the hidden desperation to find his coworker hardly being disguised.

“I’ll check on him, Kunikida, don’t worry.” You reassured. “Thank you, Y/N” he thanked you before hanging up.

You began getting dressed to walk over from your dorm to your friend’s, which was a short walk from your own.

When you reached his door you were about to knock, before you realized his door was already cracked open.

You immediately pictured the worst, reaching for the weapon you kept hidden in your pocket for self defense.

You breathed in deeply before slowly opening the door and quietly scanning the apartment.

There was a room littered in stray empty and half empty alcohol bottles, and your friend laying right in the center of it all as you saw his body rise and fall from slow breaths, reassuring you he was alive.

You sighed before walking over to the man whom you’d presumed was asleep from the alcohol intake.

When you reached him you sat behind him and leaned over him to wake him up, a hand already placed to shake him awake.

But then you saw he was perfectly awake, but still clearly very drunk. His face was red and his eyes were hazy as he hugged a nearly empty bottle tightly.

He slowly looked up at you and shifting to slightly face you. As he squinted to make out your face from the dizziness you saw his eyes widen.

Then and there was an expression you’d never seen on your friend’s face.

He looked shocked, heart-ached, and relieved. So much emotion on a man you’d hardly seen be truly authentic.

“O…da..?” He whispers out shakily as his breathing gets quicker and his face gets more and more emotional.

He quickly sat up and faced you fully, then grabbing you and hugging you unbelievably tightly.

“Oda! Odasaku..” he cried out, his left hand grasping at the back of your head to try holding you closer as if you’d vanish in thin air.

You hesitantly half hugged him back with one arm “Dazai..? What’s the matter?” You asked, now very concerned for your friend’s behavior and who this Odasaku was.

“I missed you.. so much.. I’ve worked every day to be a good man I promise..” he spoke slowly, as if fighting back any more emotions he could possibly pour out.

Your heart ached at his words, ´a good man’. You had no clue what Dazai had been through but you felt so much sadness at just how much he seemed to hold on.

You knew you had to tell him it wasn’t what he thought, that you weren’t this man he spoke of, to snap him out of it.

But you couldn’t do it, not to him..

“I’ve.. missed you too, Dazai” you played along, hugging him back fully now.

“I know how hard you’ve worked, you’ve done good. I’m proud of you, Dazai. You are a good man.” You had no clue what you were saying, if you were even being accurate to the role, but it seemed like what he needed.

He let out a shaky breath, he stayed holding you in complete silence, only his shaking breaths and rare quiet whimpers filling the silence.

Then you felt his breathing settle and slow, his grip on you loosen, the weight his body leaned on you.

He had fallen asleep in your arms, you laid him back onto his futon gently, holding his head to tuck a pillow under it.

You knew you’d have to make an excuse to Kunikida later, but that was at the back of your mind for now.

After looking at him one last time you got up and began looking for a trash bag to collect all the bottles.

After collecting each one by one, empty or not, and throwing them away in the dump outside the dorms, you took to checking his kitchen.

He lacked any food at all in his fridge or cabinets, but a package of instant ramen you could make do with to help him out when he woke up.

You quickly cooked it and placed it into his microwave to heat when he woke up.

You then simply grabbed a cup from his sink, washing it off before filling it with water to place on the table.

While you were at it, you took to silently doing his dishes as well.

When you’d finished you walked back over to his sleeping form, noticing he was still in his full attire along with shoes.

You carefully took off his shoes, coat, vest, and necktie to make him more comfortable. Folding each garment when you were done and placing his shoes at the door.

Just then you got a call from Kunikida, he was likely checking in since you hadn’t called him back.

You walked outside the dorm to answer the call. You calmly explained to Kunikida the excuse that Dazai was too sick from the night before to make it to work, reluctantly Kunikida accepted it and hung up.

You sighed before walking back into the dorm. As you finished silently closing the door behind you, you heard a voice call to you.

“Y/N..” Dazai muttered, voice raspy from clearly just waking up and feeling sickly.

“Good evening, Dazai.” You greeted him as if all was normal as to not make him uncomfortable as you walked to him and sat by his side.

You continued on, “I made you some ramen and got you a cup of water if you’d like. I also hope you don’t mind but I did your di-“ he cut you off with a hand lazily pushed onto your mouth.

You looked at him confused, he stared at you blankly, no fake smile or anything, just Dazai. He gestured a finger to his lips as he made a shushing sound.

He then threw his head into your chest, his hand falling from your face.

You wanted to say something, but you understood that this wouldn’t be something Dazai wanted to talk about, you felt you owed the man a break.

“Could you help me to the bathroom..? Please..” he muttered quietly, but enough for you to hear.

Without hesitation you began lifting his limp body from his under arms as you slung one over your shoulder and began dragging him to the bathroom and then began starting him a bath.

You sat him on the floor to prop him against his bathtub, “I’ll go get you some more comfortable clothes.” You offered before walking out quickly.

You came back with a large long sleeve shirt and sweatpants you found for him along with underwear for him. Expecting him to ask you to leave so he could bathe, you began leaving the bathroom before your hand was quickly and tightly grasped.

“Dazai..?” You questioned him, not understanding what more he needed.

He didn’t say a word, he just tugged on your arm weakly and gestured his head toward the bath.

“You want me to.. help you..?” You were unsure if you were right and hesitated to say it, but Dazai nodded slightly before he gestured to undoing his shirt buttons.

“Are you sure..? Do you really feel comfortable with this..?” You asked him, searching for reassurance that you wouldn’t make him uncomfortable or overstep. He just nodded again.

You just nodded back then sighed before beginning to undo his shirt, then slipping it off his bandaged arms gently.

He gestured to his pant button much like he did with his shirt. You breathed in deeply before hesitantly undoing and removing your friend’s pants.

You then paused and looked to him again, wanting to be there for him but not go past what he asked of you.

He placed a weak finger against the waistband of his boxers and nodded to reassure you.

Out of respect you looked away from his lower body as you slipped off his last layer of clothing leaving him in his bandages alone.

You refused to look at him as to not make him uncomfortable. You felt his warm hand on your shoulder as you looked over and straight into his eyes.

He pulled at your shirt and gestured into the bathtub as he wanted your help getting in.

You understood as you looked away once more before lifting him up again and gently placing him into to perfectly warm water.

You stayed looking away, but Dazai grabbed your hand once again and gestured his head to the shampoo and conditioner as he wanted you to wash his hair.

You still couldn’t understand this, did he just gain this much trust in you? Is he just feeling that low? Is he planning something? You couldn’t understand this out of character behavior of his.

And yet, you washed his hair, you dried him in a towel, you dressed him, you carried him to sit and eat, you fed him, you helped him drink his water, and you carried him all the way back to his futon.

But most importantly, you stayed. He asked you to stay with him, and you laid right by his side.

Perhaps it was just his mood, or maybe Dazai secretly loved you and took the chance for affection, or maybe he just needed someone and couldn’t put it off anymore.

Either way, you stayed. And from then on, you’d vowed to always stay. Dazai needed you.

Part 2

[mackjlee9]

What I Want To Write [Author's Ideas]

Well, this are basically some ideas I've had for quite a while, but some of them don't really have a plot, still, feel free to tell me which one you'll like for me to write and I'll do it, or if you have an idea for the plot, I'll really appreciate it :]

Kibutsuji Muzan x Top!Male!Reader [Smut] (PUBLISHED)

basically, some smut when he's dressed like a woman.

Fushiguro Megumi x Top!Male!Reader [Smut] (PUBLISHED)

(m/n)'s the actual reason why he complained about itadori's room being next to his

(Arknights) Silver Ash x Male!Reader [Fluff&Lime] (PUBLISHED)

(i just wanna write about this man because i'm obsessed with him, like... deadass obsessed)

Eren Jaeger x Top!Male!Reader [Smut] (PUBLISHED)

Ryoumen Sukuna x Curse!Humanized!Reader [Smut] (PUBLISHED)

(m/n) was a very known curse among the rest, including sorcerers/shamans, the main reason? he was the only that could win against sukuna, making him the strongest curse, but he was against all of the "evil", and he made himself clear when he showed up in front of gojou satoru

Yoigoshi Tasuya x Male!Reader [?] (PUBLISHED)

i just wanted to say that i fell in love with negative filture kageyama, and if you don't know him, there's a pic above :] (he's also voiced by uchida yuuma who voiced ash lynx and uenoyama ritsuka)

Kannonzaka Doppo x Top!Male!Reader [Fluff] (PUBLISHED)

Originally had smut too, but I'll make a part 2 of this one, because Doppo is simply too perfect :3

Kise Ryota x Idol!Male!Reader [Fluff&Lime]

Not a smut like it originally wanted, but there could be a part 2.

Hashibira Inousuke x Top!Male!Reader [Smut]

crossdressing/cosplaying...

Femboy!Bakugou Katsuki x Male!Reader [Fluff]

Sakusa Kyoomi x Male!Reader

Crazy Possessive song fic

Nozel Silva x Top!Male!Reader [Smut]

cosplay/crossdressing

Zora Ideale x Top!Male!Reader [Smut]

power bottom!zora x masochist sub!male!reader

Licht x Human!Male!Reader [?]

maybe a smut before he met tetia and the wizard king

Asta x Male!Reader [Fluff]

maybe some fluff in front of the girls that like asta, and they see how flustered he gets around you (he proclaims to like sister lily, but ever since he met you, his mind hadn't even been noticed his lack of thoughts about her, instead he thought of you two together as he imagined reaching to be the wizard king) you've noticed noelle's and mimosa's behavior with Asta, so you knew about her feelings, and what better way to let her (Noelle) know... that Asta was his not her's

Finral Roulacase x Male!Reader [Fluff]

probably something about his training to stop seducing woman, you decided to help him since he asked you and you gave him some scolding or "advice", when he started to realize that he felt really nervous close to you and he suddenly wanted you to notice him or to compliment you

Nakajima Atsushi x Port!Mafia!Seme!Male!Reader [Smut]

Akutagawa Ryuunosuke x Male!Reader [?]

William Vangeance x BlackBulls!MaleReader [Fluff]

some like, your magic allows you to make come true whatever you want, so when you met William he was intrigued by your magic, and after some time you got close, and then he asked you if you could make him look... normal, like, he doesn't hate his birth mark, but he sometimes wonders how he would look without it, and hesitantly you did 

Gojo Satoru x Femboy!Top!Male!Reader [Smut]

Yuri Plisetsky x BadBoy!FigureSkater!Top!Male!Reader [Fluff&Lime]

Ayato Yuri x Short!Top!Male!Reader [Smut]

Yamada Ichiro x Top!Male!Reader [Smut]

Dazai Osamu x Top!Male!Reader [Smut]

Kambe Daisuke x Top!Male!Reader [Smut]

Beta!Levi Ackerman x Alpha!Male!Reader [Smut]

modern au

Alpha!Kamado Tanjiro x Alpha!Top!Male!Reader [Lime]

modern au

PowerBottom!Akashi Seijuro x Soft!Top!Male!Reader [Smut]

Kagami Taiga x Short!Top!Male!Reader [Fluff]

Midorima Shintaro x Perverted!Male!Reader [Lime]

Kuroko Tetsuya x BadBoy!Male!Reader [Fluff&Lime]

Kato Haru x Male!Reader [Fluff]

just Haru having a day off

Jean Kirstein x Top!Male!Reader [Lime]

just something steamy when (m/n) had enough of jean trying to impress mikasa, so he showed him who he belongs to

Levi Ackerman x Male!Reader x Eren Jeager [Angst&Fluff]

fuyu no hanashi songfic (levi; yuki. eren; uenoyama)

Kim Dokja x Male!Reader x Yoo Joonghuyk [?]

(has anyone read the manhwa 'omniscent reader's viewpoint'? it's so good)

Ainosuke Shindo (Adam) x Top!Male!Reader [Smut]

i wanna make this one as hardcore and explicit as i possibly can, including such things as; bondage, overstimulation, toys usage, degradation, sounding, dumbification, and possibly two rounds with powerbottom adam and then sort of like a revenge or pay-back fuck... how does that sound? (if there's something else that you would like me to add, let me know :p)

[bitter-me]

Falling Behind

Osamu Dazai | M.Reader

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"Everybody's falling in love and I'm falling behind."

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When is there suddenly a bunch of couples in Yokohama? Somehow, somewhere. Dazai managed to spot couples here and there. That one time he went to the mini-market, that time where he was walking to the agency, that time in the cafe.

Is this some national day? It seems like everyone is falling in love left and right, almost like they just bought their significant other from a shop! One day you saw them alone and then boom! They suddenly have a partner! It's weird.. It's strange.. Just where are they getting these "significant others" from? What shop did they buy them from? He needs to know!

Just where are they selling these "significant others?"

The way they hold each other's hands, the way they hold the other close and comfort them when they're upset, the way they spoil the other, the way they look at the other, the way they...

The list goes on!

Dazai is mesmerized by the idea, just think of it, it's like a perfect being fit for your emotional and physical needs! To think that something like that actually exists!

He never has a shoulder to cry on. He never has someone to call his. He never has someone to hold him close, to protect him, to keep him warm. He never has someone to spoil him. He never has someone to talk to or ramble to. He never has someone like that...

It's like the universe is against him as his friends and colleagues somehow found themselves a significant other. He watches as they act all lovely-dovey with each other, they seem to enjoy their time together. Every hour, every minute, every second, every moment. Won't they get tired of each other? Seeing them all day every day? Dazai can't wrap his head around it.

How come? They all seem to be in a tranquil state around their "significant other" Do they have an ability? Are they an ability user? No that can't be, they're only a few gifted in the world. So how? How can they appear to be in such ease, such peace, such tranquility...

It's.. In some way.. Unique..

An ability only a "significant other" has.

Bizarre isn't it?

He just can't understand it, no matter what Dazai can't seem to piece this together and make logic out of it.

That is...

Until he has his own. Someone that he could call his.

Suddenly everything seems to change.

With every passing moment, he even surprises himself! The way his partner would hold his hand when they walk out together. The way his partner is so patient with him. The way his partner would engulf him in a warm embrace as they go to sleep. The way his partner's willingness to humor him. The way his partner would spoil them. The way he kisses him, the way he—

He finally understands... Why these "significant others" are so... precious.. so warm.. so loving...

No wonder people would be in a tranquil state when they're with their partner. Whenever he's with him... Dazai can't help but feel safe and comfortable, knowing that he's right by his side.

Did he fall in love this time?

Maybe so, otherwise why would he feel like this to that man? Why would he lose control of his heartbeat?

So this is love...

It's.. Not as bad as he thought it would be..

The three words lovers say to each other, always stuck on his throat, as if something is blocking it no matter what he can't get it out of his mouth.

Was it fear? No can't be...

Then again... Dazai had rejected affections from years and years...

...Maybe it is fear.

For once in his life Dazai felt like he was about to have a heart attack! Is this normal? Is it? The way you feel like your heart's about to burst at the thought of it alone?

With whatever strength he has left Dazai approaches his partner and before the other could say anything, Dazai hugs him, burying his face on the other's chest. With a flustered expression Dazai gathered up his courage and strength to say the words he had dreaded to say, the words he thought will bring nothing but heartache and longing, the words that... doesn't sound and feel as bad as he originally thought...

The words he had learned to adore.

"I love you [Name]."

[fanon-canon-idfk]

Man Behind the Smile Pt. 2

Dazai Osamu X Male Reader

Part 1

When you woke up you had to process for a minute just where you were, but it all soon came back to you as you felt the recently washed, soft locks. His hair still strongly shampoo scented.

You laid beside him, or rather, against him. His head was tucked tightly under your chin, his hands gripping onto your shirt, and his legs deeply entangled with your own.

From this position alone you could theorize that Dazai was likely touch starved. What other reason would he have to cling onto his coworker so tightly? It’s just touch-starvation..

Whilst you were in your thoughts, you were interrupted by the soft groans of a now awakening Dazai. He was likely now getting the first taste of his hangover, starting with a headache.

He groggily moved back a bit before looking up at you with his exhausted, soft eyes. It was so odd, first you have wake up in bed with him and next he stares at you so softly, so genuinely that you can’t comprehend it. You’ve never seen this look, you can’t make sense out of it.

With an exasperated grunt, Dazai pushes you from laying on your side to laying on your back. Along with yours, his body followed as he now lays on top of you and on your chest.

He stayed there for a while, doing nothing but breathing. You both laid in complete silence. Then Dazai pushed himself off of you, then casually stretched and walked himself to the bathroom as if he’d forgotten you were there.

You laid there for a while, staring at the bathroom door he’d just walked through and shut behind him. This was so confusing. Just earlier he wanted you to care for and stay with him, but now you don’t exist anymore.

You began just accepting it. He was in a bad place before, you know that, he was just vulnerable and weak from the alcohol. He didn’t want you or anything like that.

Still, you got up from his futon and headed to his kitchen. Just like before you prepared him that glass of water and warm instant ramen, already predicting he’d vomit pretty soon after remembering just how many empty bottles there were.

As if on cue, you hear the retches and coughing from the bathroom just as you finished preparing everything.

You hurriedly walked over to the bathroom door and gently knocked on it “Dazai..? I’m going to come in, ok?” Taking his silence as a response, you slowly opened the door and walked in.

He sat limply on the floor, head rested against the toilet seat as he reached out his hand and flushed all the sickness away. You handed him a piece of toilet paper to wipe his face off with before beginning to start the sink for him to wash his mouth out.

You heard him shuffle to get up behind you, one of his hands gripping tightly to your shoulder once he reached you as if he’d tumble over the second he let go of you.

You wrapped an arm around his waist to keep him standing steady as you retrieved his toothbrush and toothpaste and handed it to him.

You held him up gently the whole time he washed his mouth out and rinsed his face off. Standing there silently and patiently the whole time.

When he was done he hummed and gestured for you to hand him his towel. As you handed it to him, he took it into one hand while suddenly holding yours in the other the whole time he dried his face.

‘What is going on?’ You asked yourself. Why in the world was he so insistent on touching you at all times? Was it really not what you thought? ‘No..’ you thought ‘he’s just touch starved that’s all, just still needs the reassurance.’

Your thoughts were silenced as he turned around and just threw himself against you. His head now tucked into your shoulder and his arms wrapped around your torso.

You hesitantly wrapped your arms around him as well, once again you two were now enveloped in silence.

Suddenly, Dazai spoke up “Go home and get yourself some comfortable clothes.. then come back here, ok?” He commanded in a tone so oddly sweet it almost sounded condescending.

He brought up a hand and lightly caressed your face with it before cupping it. He did this all with and tired, yet playful grin on his face.

With the same hand, he patted your face lightly before beginning to push you out of the bathroom and walk you out the front door. “See you in a bit~” he giggled and waved before shutting the door.

You stood in confusion for a good few minutes. What. The. Fuck???

This guy was switching and making random plans so unpredictably and insensibly.

And yet, you walked back over to your quarters, found a small bag, and packed it with a comfortable change of clothes and underwear. Just as you were told.

You walked right back to Dazai’s and knocked on the door, internally questioning what the hell you were doing.

He didn’t take long answering the door, as if he’d been sitting right in front of it this whole time just waiting for you. When he opened it, he immediately grabbed your arm and pulled you into his home again.

Before you could process it, Dazai was dragging you all the way back to the bathroom. ‘What is going on?’ You internally complained.

Once you were both in the bathroom, Dazai just stopped, stood in front of you, made direct eye contact with you, and asked “Would you mind if I helped you bathe to repay you, Y/N?”

He asked it so calmly and confidently.

You were stunned. What were you supposed to say? I mean you didn’t mind it at all in truth but should you really say that? What if this is a test of his or if he’s playing a joke?

You ultimately decided to just go with it as you replied “No.. no, I don’t mind, Dazai.” Your tone was so evidently hesitant.

With your words of approval, he immediately nodded then began running the bath for you. You simply watched, not knowing what to do with yourself in all honesty.

You decided on just removing your layers of clothing as you began unbuttoning your work vest.

Right when you finished the last button, Dazai walked over “Would you like my help undressing?” He offered calmly again.

You have no clue why but you just automatically nodded, you didn’t even take a second to think about it. And with that Dazai slid off your vest then began unbuttoning your dress shirt.

No matter how many layers he removed, he kept eye contact strong with you. How he didn’t fumble with a button or two you’ll never know. As you examined his face, you couldn’t tell what it was he was feeling.

He just stood there smiling at you with half-lidded eyes as his hands glided your clothing off your body. Shit why were you letting him do this? Yesterday was because he needed your help but what reasoning do you have?

Dazai then spoke up “Do you mind me taking this off for you as well?” You could feel his fingers graze your V line as he fiddled with the hem of your boxers.

When the hell did you guys get so close? When did you go from work friends to being comfortable disrobing one another?? Shit this was so weird..

And yet, you just nodded compliantly.

He gave you the same respect you gave him, never once looking down at your body, this you were thankful for. Not that you were embarrassed of your body or anything, but you seriously doubted you could take getting any more.. personal.

When you were completely disrobed, he just began gently guiding you to the tub, still never glancing down.

Once you were in the tub you sat so awkwardly. What were you supposed to do now??

To make it even weirder, Dazai rolled his pants up and sat on the edge of the tub, his shins in the water already.

You just looked down, avoiding eye contact. Despite being bigger and stronger than this man you felt like you were shrinking. Suddenly the bubbles in the bath were extremely interesting.

After he wet your hair, Dazai began to entangle fingers in your hair as he scrubbed the shampoo gently into your scalp with soft massaging movements.

What the hell was this?? Why was it getting harder to breath??? Why was your heart beating so fast??

And before you knew it he had finished washing your hair completely. Ah but he just had to make it harder for you..

Dazai pushed your wet hair back out of your face, and then cupped your face gently while leaning in.

“Before we’re done, let me give you one last thank you..” he muttered as he closed the distance between you slowly.

His lips were now flush against yours. Your coworker, Dazai Osamu, was kissing you. And you weren’t stopping him..

Goddammit..

Are you in love..?

PART 3

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On the way!!!

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IMAGINE

Coming home from the gym to your boyfriend Dazai and just throwing yourself onto the bed next to him

You hug his waist and lay your head on his torso

He just lifts and cups your face in his hands before giving you a kiss and saying “Ok go shower. You’re sweaty.”

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Me after making a cliffhanger on pt 2

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Alright you guys win <3

Part 2 on the way

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Ok ok I promise I’ll get part 3 out soonnnn

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So you guys want part 2 on “The Man Behind the Smile”????

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UPDATE:

Moving it to Sunday afternoon bc stuff came up

Sorry!!

Man Behind the Smile pt 4 going up tomorrow <3

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Simple Relationship Headcanons

BSD Men x Male Reader

(All the guys in this are only ones that have been requested before!)

(List going from least requested to most!)

1. Fyodor Dostoevsky

This man is likely not that romantic so you’ll have to be taking more initiative if you want anything to get done

Fyodor is a man of challenges and tests so be prepared for him to ask you many important questions

In cuddling, he is more likely to lay on his side with his hands against your chest and both your legs tangled with one another

He definitely wants you to play with his hair

Just caress his face and push a strand of hair behind his ear

He doesn’t show it but he melts at your contact

I can see him being very cold naturally so he wants to consume any warmth you have to bring

2. Ranpo Edogawa

Buy. Him. Food

He needs his snacks

Forget Valentine’s Day, get him those chocolate heart boxes everyday and he’s yours

He loves just becoming a whole koala

You could be standing at a vending machine and he’s just rapped around your back like a backpack

I have to warn you though

Try the pocky challenge with this man and he’s gonna choose the pocky over you

3. Atsushi Nakajima

He is so soft

Not even just in his personality or behavior

His hair is soft, he speaks to you extremely soft, his skin is soft, etc

This man loves skin on skin contact

He wants to nuzzle into you all day long

The feeling of pressing his face against you is just euphoric to him

Please kiss his forehead, please

4. Chuuya Nakahara

Chuuya will call you a moron then press his forehead against your own, whispering “I love you”

He needs someone to wind down with so let’s hope you’re laid back

Just prepare him covers, pillows, and you on the couch for him to fall into in exhaustion

This man practically cradles your head into his chest, his legs wrapped around your waist with your arms wrapped around his

He kisses your face so much

Not even just the lips, hell he actually loves kissing you on your nose bridge or forehead way more

He caresses your face so gently, it’s just his way of communicating at this point

5. Ryunosuke Akutagawa

He’s not used to being given so much love so go easy on him

For both your sakes, because if he gets overloaded in emotion he will instinctively try to hit you

He wants to lay on your chest, legs tangled with yours beneath his, all day

He’ll never admit to it but he thinks about the feeling of your very presence alone all the time

Kiss his hands. Right now.

Just hold his hands in your own, bring them to your lips, and gently kiss his knuckles

Just be someone for him to relax around please..

6. Osamu Dazai

Oh you have no worries about being the initiative one because this man craves physical attention 24/7

He latches on to you and practically tries to hold every inch of you

He wraps his arms and legs around you so tightly

He’s not that strong compared to you but you need an entire army to get this man off of you especially in the mornings

He tries to convince you to stay in bed with him all day

Do everything to him that he does to random women and watch him melt

Kiss his hand, call him absolutely stunning, and most importantly hold his face because he will die then and there

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I keep having this idea and I want to write it out-

Reader who walks into his friend, Dazai’s, home to find him extremely drunk. When he approaches the wasted man, Dazai insists the reader is someone else, someone Dazai calls “Odasaku”

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can you do fluff headcanons for Chuuya and Dazai meet and later falls in love a male Y/N who has a curse of changing gender, when splashed with cold water Y/N turns into a girl, while hot water changes Y/N back into a boy.

(This is based off the anime series Ranma ½ https://youtu.be/26uZWjYCEeY)

while traveling around China, Y/N accidentally falls into a cursed spring that give Y/N his gender changing curse. So after returning to Japan, Y/N decides to join the Armed Detective Agency/Port Mafia in hopes of someday of using the Agency's/Port Mafia's resources to find a way to undo Y/N's curse. Y/N doesn't tell anyone about his curse, but Chuuya/Dazai accidentally finds out.

(Chuuya/Dazai relationship with Y/N starts as friends, but Chuuya/Dazai and Y/N slowly starts developing feelings for each other. But those feelings of love don't start to show until after Chuuya/Dazai accidentally finds out about Y/N's curse.)

(I honestly love this idea!)

Chuuya Nakahara

When he’d first discovered your curse it was pretty awkward

He’d invited you to a hot spring along with a few others

You weren’t bothered by the idea since your curse allowed you to stay in your male body since it was warm water

You and Chuuya ended up being the only ones left after the others had gone home

As you were walking home together, it started raining all of a sudden which lead to the inevitable cold water

Just as you realized it you ran to hide under a small bus stop, Chuuya was extremely confused but he followed you so he wouldn’t get soaked as well

He then noticed the change in your figure, he was shocked to say the absolute least

Once you’d explained it to him, he was surprisingly understanding about it, offering to help you find a cure immediately

Not too long after, you two had gotten together, still searching for your cure together

Osamu Dazai

He was speechless to say the least

You’d offered to walk him home after a rough mission to which he agreed with

Rain had just stopped a bit ago, although, it still left very visible puddles

As you were walking he began slowly moving his hand towards yours

Until a car splashed a huge, cold, puddle at the both of you

Whilst he was wiping the water off his face so he could see, he began reaching out for you

You grabbed his hand and asked him if he was alright…

Only to remember that your voice was no longer that of the man Dazai loved..

You explained the curse to him and of course he teased you on it, only before saying he would help you to find a cure

You got together in a loving relationship soon after, the both of you still search for your cure