#dary i hope you see this because i feel like you especially will share my bafflement in this matter

[knickynoo]

Sometimes I forget that there are casual Back to the Future fans. People who just watch it to have a fun time and who don't care about or notice the depth the films have. Like. I forget that Tumblr BTTF fans are a whole different breed.

I occasionally find BTTF posts on other social medias (mainly reddit) that leave me scratching my head. Saw a comment where someone made note of Marty being "just some kid Doc probably hired that week to be his cameraman at the mall." Another one where a person answered a question with something along the lines of, "Doc likely only knows Marty because he needed someone to test out the giant amp."

Just. So many people confused as to why Doc and Marty seem to care so much about each other when they've probably only known each other a short while, and isn't Marty just some random assistant??

There are really people watching these movies who think there is no history between Doc and Marty. They think they're practically strangers in the Twin Pines Mall scene and only grow to be friends over the week in 1955. There are people who look at the lengths Marty goes to to save Doc and ask, "But why does he care so much about some crazy old scientist??"

THEY THINK THIS IS THE BEHAVIOR OF A KID WHO WAS JUST HIRED TO BE A CAMERAMAN DAYS PRIOR.

[hydrangeasimagination]

Hc/imagine (or whatever this is) where fem reader grew up with Bakugou and Midoriya, she had a crush on Bakugou since they were kids. She kept showing him affection and he kept brushing her off or avoided her at all times. Last year he snapped and yelled at her. Now that their in UA, he notices how she changed like she isn't looking up at him and admiring him. She started hanging out with Midoriya and his friends. It hurt when she was mad at him, but hurts more when she's ignoring him. Please

Uh, okay, this is kinda spooky but I was writing HCs something similar to this?

But it’s gender neutral and they go to Shinketsu? They were his best friend and they just confess to him and he just stops talking to them. They start a slow burning thing with Inasa.

It’s a lot more hurt than anger honestly and this is pretty long so I hope it’s good enough.

I didn’t wanna write a full story thing since I wasn’t motivated enough for it?

I had to break this up because it’s long and it’s under the cut for space

~ Dari

Patience is a virtue but time is precious (Bakugo Katsuki & Yoarashi Inasa)

you’ve been friends with Izuku and Katsuki as long as you can remember

as the mediator, you kept the bullying from getting too intense

whether it meant use of your quirk or otherwise

but of course, when you weren’t there, it got pretty awful

despite that, you stood by them

the both of them, the best you could

as you all grew, in your head, you always knew that you and Katsuki were something special to each other

knew that despite all of his cruel actions, that he cared for you and Izuku, deep down

you were basically his best friend

so when you all grew into teenagers, you could put a name to it

you were in love with him

when you all slowly ended off your last year at junior high, the both of you walked home together after a graduation party

the sun was setting and while you both walked over a grass plain, you stopped

he did as well, confused as to why

only to be taken aback by your rather sudden confession

“you remind me of the feeling i get when i catch the sky before the sun falls down off the edge of it. how the sapphire bleeds into deep reds and bright oranges blending into violets and pinks. between all the noise and the doubts and anxiety filled thoughts, i am brought to peace.

i never thought i could feel this way about someone… but i’m lucky to have met you.

even if you don’t share these feelings, i just wanted to let you know. wanted to tell you before i’d regret never telling you.

no matter what, you’ll always be my friend and i will always be there for you if you ever need me”

your confession was as soft and as heartfelt you thought it’d be, your heart gently fluttering against your ribs

“i like you, katsuki”

the silence was palpable, you weren’t looking at him but you practically hear him thinking

but the silence was cut through with a low scoff

your chest ached, it ached so deeply, but the both of you kept walking home

he stops contacting you over the summer

of course, you didn’t stop texting him as you usually did

“good mornings” “good nights” and little things about your day

and a congratulations when you hear he got into UA

you got into Shinketsu, as you assumed Katsuki didn’t really want to see your face

speaking of him, he really doesn’t know how to feel

his emotions are mixed and messy and since your confession, he hasn’t known what to do since

not the type to run away from these types of things but he didn’t have time to worry about it

slowly but surely tucks it into the back of his head, leaving it on the back burner

every slip of your name from Deku was met with a hateful glare and a silent demand to don’t talk about you near him

Izuku knew exactly why, having kept in contact with you and is careful in mentioning you from then on

leaves you updates on their progress

meanwhile, you kept up with your own studies

making friends with three others from your school, friends that brought you up when you felt down

the new friends that you adored just as much as your old

Yoarashi Inasa was the closest to you, his optimism and enthusiasm soothing all the thoughts of doubt you had

he hung around you and welcomed you when you felt alone

you could go so far that he’s your new best friend, that you opened up to him about the past

about Katsuki, about everything that transpired

Inasa, being the supportive person he was, slowly helped you try and get over your old feelings

especially since you were never given the answer you deserved

but he knew he couldn’t prevent you from caring

especially during Katsuki’s kidnapping

your worry came out in a string of panicked texts after he was rescued, both to Katsuki and Izuku

the former left you high and dry, worried and hurt

Izuku gave you the answers you needed

but the dull ache in your chest never went away, the hurt just weighed your heart like a brick

after the longest time, you finally let yourself try to move on

move on from your first love

not for a new one, not yet

Inasa is as patient as he was kind, he wasn’t going to push you to start dating him when you weren’t ready

he openly told you he adores you, makes sure you know his feelings

but never asks for more, not while you were trying to heal

you adored Inasa just as much, but the both of you were slowly building your relationship

you hadn’t seen Izuku or Katsuki in person for a long time, not until the licensing exams

of course, Inasa’s enthusiastic introduction was a prelude to your own

“ ‘Nasa, you’re bleeding.” you scolded, coming up behind him with a frown

gently handing him a handkerchief, you turned to the shocked UA students

smiling brightly you greeted Izuku, first name and all

he happily greeted you back, hugging you when you offered it

the greenet could ignore the shocked screams from Denki and Mineta

who screamed; “WHAT’S YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH THIS ONE, MIDORIYA!?” “SO PRETTY!! THIS IS SO UNFAIR!”

Katsuki couldn’t believe his eyes, it was you

dressed in Shinketsu’s uniform, but nonetheless

as pretty as he remembered you, no, even prettier

he met your gaze, he’s expecting something like a hug, perhaps a swing of some sort

but you simply gave a polite smile and a little wave, how you greeted a stranger

his chest hurts as you turn away and walk with your classmates towards the building

he can feel Izuku’s concerned gaze on him

it’s not until later that he sees you again, close to that tall guy from your class

Katsuki’s blood boils when he sees how this guy looked at you

like you were the only person in the room, like you were precious to him, like there was no place he’d rather be

he knew this look because it was how you used to look at him

but now, you weren’t looking at him

he stormed up to you, calling your first name with a near hiss

the tall guy, who you referred to as “ 'Nasa”, snapped his gaze to him

he felt chills at the change in his demeanor but stood his ground, glaring right back at him

when you called his name, his attention returned to you and he gruffly says that he need to talk to you

you agreed and slowly, the both of you pulled from the chattering around you

the minute the both of you were alone, he turned to you, baring his teeth into a snarl

demanding to know what your relationship was to Inasa, that why didn’t you tell him that you were going to Shinketsu

his voice stops in his throat when you give him these soft eyes, eyes full of sadness

the eyes he hated seeing on you

fuck, god, he’s such an asshole, he’s got no room asking these things

his pride got him into this mess so he’s gotta shut it up, practically screwing his lips to let you speak

you quietly told him that you did text him about your acceptance and continued to tell him that Inasa was your best friend

there was a silence as he slowly absorbed the information you gave him

but the bombshell that you knew of Inasa’s feelings for you and that the both of you are getting closer in a more romantic sense pulled him right out of his head

his heart feels like it’s twisting into knots

what did he expect? he went for months without a single text, didn’t give you straight forward answer, didn’t even act like you were still his friend

“i still have feelings for you” was another bomb, although it was more hesitant and quiet but there wasn’t any hope in your sweet voice

you were so gentle, your touch so light, that it startled him as you brushed your fingers over his cheek

your scent hit him and warmth seeping into his skin, he can’t help but be reminded of how much he actually missed you

missed you having around him, close to him like this

you whispered to him that he can’t expect you to just be content with him liking you back, after all the time you had spent apart and how long you went without an answer

he leaned into your touch, mumbling an apology that was so genuine you almost gave in

when Inasa’s face flashes through your head, you steeled yourself, gently drawing your hand away

watching as he nearly chased it

it made your heart ache that you weren’t able to give him what he craved, what he wasn’t able to have

but you deserved better than what he was willing to offer before

his eyes flickered to meet your’s and your spoke again

“Even though I’ve given you so many chances to say something, anything… When you were gone, I had to move on. I couldn’t stay stuck…”

because even with your patience, you could only do it for so long

you still adore him, love him almost, and you tell him as such

he’s taken aback because he had no idea how deep your feelings for him were, how much you actually cared

the ball of guilt just grew tighter in the pit of his stomach

but he now knows that it’s gonna take much more than that to convince you that his feelings are true, not just brought on by jealousy or rage

reaches and grips your hand, holding it for the first time in years

he promises you that, “I’ll prove it.”

as your heart sings, feeling his pulse speed with your’s, you can’t help but believe him

[blackaquokat]

Testify to the Bleeding Heart

Fandom: Who Killed Markiplier?

Pairing: DAtective (Abe x the District Attorney)

Summary: In which an unfortunate side effect of past tragedies comes to light during an intimate moment.

A/N: So while the next chapter of Satisfied kicks my butt, have this little DAtective drabble I wrote in a fit of inspiration back in April, half-inspired by a post @raimeyl made about their sister’s thoughts about Abe and what happens with his bullet wound. Go follow them if you haven’t, btw!

Some references are made to my series Law & Disorder, which you can read on ao3 here , because you may understand this better...no idea if this will be canon to the series or just a fun side piece , but still.

TW for blood and a touch of gore.

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When you look back on this moment far later, you will have no recollection of how the hell it started.

Abe probably said something stupid, which is about as surprising as finding a fish underwater.

It is oddly intriguing, the way he throws about his words without thinking first. Where you have spent your entire life hoarding your words and arguments like a warrior hides weapons under their armor, every time Abe speaks, it’s like he throws a rock directly into a hornet’s nest and waits until the insects fly out before running off to safety.

Most times it leads to amusing situations. Other days it gets the bastard stung all over and you end up yelling at him for not watching his mouth—

Ah, right. That’s how it started.

You were thinking about Abe’s mouth, which lead to the memory of that soul-searing kiss you both shared before the world cracked open and swallowed you whole.

Now…

“You alright, Partner?”

Abe’s concern pries you from your musings. He’s standing by the tragically small dining room table (essentially a white plastic square with legs), arms folded across his chest.

You don’t know what it is about the Detective that suddenly makes you brave, but you know for a fact that whatever this is between the both of you?

It’s special. It’s real.

It hurts like a bitch, it burns your veins and cracks your heart, it makes you smile like an idiot, and gives you more hope than anything else in your life.

(You had considered kissing him long before the alcohol melted into your system at that doomed party, if only to keep him from digging his own grave by opening his mouth and speaking. Had you known what would happen afterward, you probably wouldn’t have stopped kissing him for the rest of the night.)

This is what you tell yourself as you approach Abe, stepping forward each time he steps back, which is only two steps until he’s up against the wall.

He’s staring at you with a strange mix of fear, arousal, and...possibly adoration.

You really hope you aren’t about to ruin the only good thing left in your life.

You stop when your toes touch his. This is his chance to push you away. You’ll understand. It will probably hurt you beyond repair, and that will be the final sign that love just isn’t something meant for you, but as long as you can keep Abe in your life, as long as he’s still your friend, you’ll get through it.

“Is there a reason you’re trying to trigger my sense of deja vu, Partner?” The shaking in his voice doesn’t sound like fear.

That’s a good sign, you think. “So you remember this too?”

“Oh, very vividly. Especially once the hangover wore off.”

His sarcastic tone makes you smile. “So you know how this moment is supposed to end.”

Uncertainty lines the exhaustion in his eyes. “I never expected a repeat performance. Considering, you know, we were both dead for a while, and...at least part of it was my fault.”

You still think you’re cursed, Abe?

You think that scares me?

You never understood that maybe I’m cursed, too.

Your hand reaches forward and touches the edge of his suspenders, almost reverently. The article of clothing does strange, gymnast worthy things to your heart.

(No one has the right to make suspenders look this damn attractive.)

“Well, how about now?”

Abe doesn’t answer. He just stares at you with a longing so painful it stops the air in your throat.

Screw it.

You grab hold of his suspender strap and use it to pull him to you. Your foreheads bump together gently. A beat passes, time for one of you to bow out if that’s the case, and then you close the remaining space.

And it’s butterflies brushing their wings underneath your skin, it’s slow heat turning to a boil in your chest, this is all the gentleness neither of you never got to have, a lifetime of struggle and loss and pain, but the two of you have earned this brushing of lips, the tips of his fingers grazing your jaw, your hand slipping to the back of his neck—

You are all hard edges and bitterness, and so is Abe. You both have bled and snapped off pieces of yourselves for the sake of this awful, unfair world.

You’ve earned the right for a soft touch. You deserve to be treated like spun glass, just for this brief breath of time.

And Abe deserves to be treated like he’s magic.

Curse or no curse, he has magic in his touch that sparks through your veins like white hot electricity.

Seconds later, an eternity, a few heartbeats, maybe a million, and your lips shift to his cheek and down to his jaw.

He makes a sound like he’s in pain and you stop. Pull away. Clear your throat.

“Sorry, I…” You step back to give him space but he grips your upper arm and pulls you right back to him. Your hand lands on his chest.

You feel something wet and look down. Your eyes widen.

“No, it’s...I’m okay, I just…” He ducks his head. His other hand comes up to your neck, his thumb brushing gently against the steady thud of your pulse. “I’m trying to remind myself that I’m not dead. That this is really—”

“Um...Abe?”

“Yeah?”

“There’s, uh, there’s blood on your shirt?”

“What?”

Abe looks down and sees what you only just noticed: a blossoming scarlet stain spreading across his chest. Your hand lifts from the shirt stained with red and trembling.

“Oh, yeah, sorry.” He shakes his head. The lack of panicking over his bleeding chest is disquieting. “That...that happens, sometimes, when my heart gets going.”

“It—what? Wait, is that where you were shot?” The observation shocks you into action. You grab Abe’s wrist and drag him to the kitchen. “Jesus Christ, Abe! You might have said something!”

“In my defense,” he says as he watches you rifle through the drawers for rags, “I was a little distracted.”

Oh, as soon as you get him stitched back up and he stops bleeding all over the floor, you will punch him in the face.

And maybe kiss him again.

Barring that doing such a thing won’t make him bleed like a damn waterfall again.

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[theoutlierdjournal]

Natural disaster, hurt and random thought about it

Since my depression period was leaking a year ago, i was also stopped talk much thing to my parents, especially my mom who i used to share almost things on my life. the reasons? 1. Karena saya gak mau ngebebanin dia lg setelah semua hal2 berat datang ke kehidupannya, 2. Trust issues, Saya gak lagi percaya sama orang-orang terdekat saya, apalagi keluarga. Entah kenapa dengan bodohnya saya malah menjaga jarak.

Padahal gak cuman tentang kehidupan. Tentang hal2 yg awalnya saya pasti akan cari tahu pertama kali ke ibu saya, saya lebih milih nyari ke orang lain. Saya tiba-tiba sangat malas untuk punya deep conversation, especially kepada kedua orangtua saya.

Padahal saya orangnya suka bgt mikir, nanya banyak hal. Dan akhirnya berujung hanya sekadar saya nulis aja. Dan sungguh, rasanya pasti bahagia sekali kalau tulisan kita gak cuman sekadar dibaca aja tapi ada hubungan dengan adanya tulisan itu. Ah, maksud saya berkirim surat atau chat, karena keterbatasan jarak dan waktu.

Entah mengapa saya benar-benar terusik dengan gempa dan tsunami di Palu dan berakhir dengan mengirim email kepada professor saya

Hello My favorite Professor! How are you? I hope you always health :)

This is Ainna by the way! I've experienced 2 days bad-jet lagged and cannot stop thinking about Missoula and the states.. oh i am kinda person that really hard to move on.

Anyway, have you heard about a bad earth quake and tsuanmi that happened on our country 2 days ago? It actually happened far from where i lived since it laid on different island,however, i feel really sad since i've been to that place 3 years ago and the place was amazingly beautiful. It really hurt me to see some places that i used to know, now it no longer exist because of the earth quake and tsunami.

The thing that more hurt me is.. we've not recover yet from other earth quake disaster on Lombok and now we face other problem (oh gosh, why i started sound like a government) but really, i feel like quite torn to hear these natural disaster that keep coming to our country. 

I don't know why i am telling you this, maybe because i just want to hear some-geological-advise (which honestly i am not capable to do anything as well) but i would like to hear your explanation about this, Dr.Dan. I realize that we lived on Eurasia plate that makes us very vulnarable to earth quake. But.. i don't know how to say. I just want to share my deep-condelences-thought to my favorite professor. 

I don't know what should i do as well except give donation to them since i also have a duty as a student here. Hfffttt.... it just torn me to pieces knowing that these natural disaster keep coming to my country.

So sorry for this random email Dr.Dan :( i was just so sad and want to hear some good words from the expert like you.

Little girl who concern to her country very much,

Dan karena perbedaan waktu 12 jam dan segala kesibukan professor saya, saya asumsikan dia paling abat akan membalasnya nanti malam atau mungkin besok.. akhirnya saya tanyakan kepada salah satu kenalan saya yang baru pulang dari Lombok setelah selama 1 bulan bertugas disana

Begitulah. Aku hanya super sedih. Tp sumpah menjijikan banget jadi diriku yg gak bisa ngapa2in kecuali doa dan donasi! Pengen jadi tenaga medis yg diizinin utk turun langsung ke lapangan...

[ditazhazhap-blog]

WHY I CHOOSE BEING SINGLE

so lets move from education topic,it start boring to me ahhhah. lets discuss about love.. why i choose being single in my age 21 to 22 years old. im single about 3 years , and i have a reason why i choose being single. All decisions have a reasons,right?.

saya adalah perempuan yang sama dengan perempuan lainnya pernah merasakan cinta diumur belia yang kita sebut cinta monyet maupun pasang surut hubungan ketika umur beranjak dewasa. Masa remajaku dilewati dengan 8x berpacaran but i think thats not love. people will think, i am playgirl 8x pacaran di usia remaja lu ngapain, but i swear.. ak pacaran itu sebatas by phone by sms by bbm seriously.. ak g pernah ngerasain berpacaran dengan duduk berduaan,jalan dll its not me like apasih ni bocah.. ak lebih seneng habisin waktu disekolahku main dengan temanku. idk, kenapa waktu itu ngenerima orang,perhaps krn yaa pikiran anak remaja.. yang sedang puber2nya. dan pacaranku hanya bertahan 1 bulan tiap lelaki, yang terlama paling cuman 8 bulanan, dan kita ga pernah do everything like dilan and milea did hhahahahahha, i swear pacaran sama zaza tuh pacaran online paling juga kalau ketemu atau berpapasan say hello dan ga show off ke org kalau thats my boyfie.. ya anehlah pokoknya.. 

stuck in one time, in my 17 i choose ga terikat oleh siapapun.. meskipun ada yang mau mendekat ataupun sebaliknya saya punya perasaan, sebisaku untuk control myself. cause i think, aku pengen di sweet 17 ku.. ak ngerasain how sensation from love yang selama ini g pernah kurasain, and i havent found it at that time :(, but in next year i met someone who changed everything. .

i can feel sad,angry,happy especially love at the same time, and he totally changes all my perspective about love. the point is he makes me falling in love, he made me trust him, and make me give a big hope for him. he’s good, our parents support us, we are a good couple for 2 years, we never broke up,fight like drama teenager. but suddenly eveything changed, he totally possesive and we start fight all the time and the end he’s che*ting.

ya.. suatu kejadian yang i never imagine it will happen to me, first.. saya tidak mentolerir anything about lies and che*ting. once you do it, its done.

like kepercayaan adalah sebuah inti dari hubungan, if you start make a mistake seterusnya akan berlanjut and we start drama like hari ini kamu bohong,besok kita baikan dgn km apologize,and next day you will do it again and it will be a habbit. sehingga jalan akhirnya adalah menyudahi semuanya..

what happen next?. saya mendapati diriku berada di masa galau as usual happen to people yg baru aja putus, ke dilemaan terjadi ketika dia masih saja datang dan membayangi hidupku ketika saya memilih untuk memulai dunia baru dan mengisi cerita baru. so i welcome to everyone and choose ignore him,cause in that time finally i know who really is.. , saya mendapati saran dari banyak orang mengenai what i have to do atas kedilemaan ini, and trust me..sebanyak apapun orang memberimu saran dan sebijak apapun, saran terbaik adalah dari dirimu sendiri, saran yang orang berikan just for open your mind but it cant change your decision,noted !

Learn for mempunyai prinsip.. banyak wanita yang mempertegas dirinya saya ga suka diginiin dan digituin, jika itu terjadi saya akan memutuskan hubungan saya. but anything you said just Bulshittt.. see,mostly cewek dengan liat oh dia berubah dia berusaha okey mari kita kembali. you should know what the meaning of picture above ..... perhatikan gambar, how you try hard, it wouldnt change everything. you will spent your day dengan kecurigaan dan mengungkit masa lalu. 

pikirku, mengapa saya harus mengulang cerita yang saya sudah ketahui end of the story, dan kenapa tidak untuk saya mengisi lembaran halaman baru yang its gonna be fun.

ketika saya putus hingga saat ini, lelaki datang ke hidupku silih berganti and people around me start give me any question and i just answer it with silent.

ketika orang disekitarku mulai mempertanyakan tentang alasanku tidak menerima lelaki dan mencoba buka hati dengan pertimbangan mereka yang mendekat itu ya you know women mereka selalu mempunyai sisi sebagai alasan untuk menerima lelaki, like mereka kerja apa or hows they look. but thats not the point for me,my ex adalah seseorang yg memiliki karir bagus.. he’s older than me.. dan saya tidak menaruh standar lelaki as him. but i prefer choose someone older than me or mempunyai pandangan yang dewasa cause ya you know dalam menyikapi hal apapun dihidupku saya selalu menggunakan otak,dan saya mengukur kedewasaan seseorang dalam menyikapi apapun yang terjadi dalam hidupnya dengan menggunakan akal sehatnya.

selektif,yes. just because he’s good at occupation or they looks good doesnt mean he’s good. saya punya penilaian tersendiri,and so far i havent found it. 

being single is normal,like people now mikir kalau kita g punya pasangan tu ngenes banget, but for me.. ngenes itu ketika you start drama in your young age, if kalian ngerti about what the purpose of pacaran kalian ga bakal menuntut apapun dalam sebuah hubungan, and for me its ok to being single.. saya punya kaki untuk berjalan without genggaman lelaki, i have anything like  tidak harus ada unsur lelaki untuk saat ini dalam apapun itu, kemanapun i can drive alone , i can watching movie with my family or my friends and hangout, if kita punya perspective sama about having boyfie which is a place for you sharing or make a good experience ya thats ok. tapi kalau tujuan kalian pacaran without purpose, what will you doing? kalau kita membawa unsur agama atau dosa, hal yang kamu lakukan selama dia bukan muhrim mu akan menjadi sebuah mistake.. ya anything u said like lu cuman pegangan tangan or hug kissing..c’mon lah, basic pacaran yang you do with your boyfie bakal berlanjut ke step step selanjutnya ketika apapun yang kalian lakukan telah menjadi asumsi halal buat kalian.

segalanya akan menjadi indah ketika kalian memandang sesuatu atas dasar cinta, if you ever listen about love could blind us, dan perempuan banyak menggunakan hati ketimbang otaknya, and thats totally true.

kasih sayang bisa kita dapatkan dari mana saja if kalian sadar bahwa kalian berada di tengah people loving you, karena tanpa kita sadari orang berada disekitar kita or pay attention for us.. actually they loving us. so why you always think kurang sebuah kasih sayang, padahal kalian tidak mengetahui arti sebenarnya sebuah kasih sayang.

i choose being single, cause i think.. saya belum berdamai dengan ketakutan ku, saya tidak mau salah memilih,and i think pacaran and start drama its totally wasting time, saya merasa diumurku sekarang banyak yang bisa saya explore dari diriku tanpa ada batasan except kalian saling support dengan pasangan kalian,but mostly anything you do with other person could create jealousy from ur couple. dan sy berasumsi bahwa pasangan yang tidak saling support akan membatasi kita dalam mengembangkan diri. 

ketika kamu telah pantas untuk seseorang yang tepat maka tuhan akan mendatangkan orang yang pantas untukmu maka pantaskanlah dirimu ketika kau ingin mendapat yang pantas untukmu. dan saat ini saya merasa, saya tidak memiliki modal untuk mempunyai lelaki yang menjadi idamanku,as normal women want. physical isnt enough, org yang hanya mengandalkan fisik sebagai nilai jual saya rasa terlalu rendah, kalian harus menggali kemampuan kalian sebagai modal kalian mempunyai nilai you’re exclusive woman. exclusive means bukan dgn kalian memberi taraf hidup tinggi like kalian matre..BIG NO, what i mean kalian GA GAMPANGAN, percuma kalian exclusive kalau kalian hanya bermodal tampang dan merek tapi kalian gampangan. its nothing

kalian tidak merubah apapun perspective about how exclusive women should be.

so.. buat kalian yang merasa kok saya sampe sekarang sendiri,you feel lonely,you jealous with other person. c’mon people.. you more as you think,kalian bisa meng explore diri kalian mengisi waktu dan hari kalian with useful thing, and make ur day busy so kalian ga punya waktu untuk diam menghayal why why why it didnt happen to me, kita semua punya alur dan jalan cerita yang berbeda, kebahagiaan apa yang terjadi pada orang engkaupun bisa jauh lebih bahagia so make it happen.

dont affraid to be single, be social be kind be humble and everything will be ok. and people will think u re an interesting person. dont be affraid to broke up, let it flow.. move on and commitment with urself lets start a new day.. new life, today and tomorrow gonna be fun than yesterday !

[annisa-nuraini]

The Sophisticated Technology and What We Can Do About It: In Response To Gita Savitri Devi’s Generasi Tutorial

They say technology is a drug—and somehow it does feel like it—then what, precisely, are the side-effects?

It is interesting to read one of Gita Savitri Devi’s latest published blog post along with its comment box which gets flooded by colourful responses. If you ask me, whether I “agree or disagree”, it would be apparent if you have already acquainted with me personally, or happen to understand my writing in this platform—hint: I value critical thinking at its best. If you haven’t, or do not get the not-so-subtle expressions I often deliver, there’s no need to burden yourself to think about such things (or if you still want to, it is pretty much up to you). Moreover, the extent of which she addressed is too broad to choose between two options. Because, as we can see from the comments box with hundreds of people’s views in it—which I have read, I am certain that any derive of one’s perspective, be it through direct statements or writings, will always be open to discussion. Henceforth the disclaimer; if we have different opinions on such matter, there’s no need to be overly salty. It is possible to read something we do not agree with on the internet and simply move on with our lives.

Spotted in a limelight as a vlogger, blogger, and social media influencer; tons of people have clearly thrown a bunch of comments, remarks, and questions on Gita’s social media accounts—not to mention the blog of hers I have mentioned before. Those two cents vary from asking general knowledge related to the topics she brought into her YouTube videos to the more private ones. Some of them, however, left her (and me, as a passing reader) astounded—the unnecessary, blunt, and insensitive ones; such as, “Kak, alisnya kurang tebel,” or “Gaya kerudungnya bikin dahinya kelihatan lebar, Kak,” or “Gita gemukan ya,” or “Cantik banget Git, sayang udah punya pacar/mau nggak jadi pacar gue?,” or “Ortu kak Git kerja di mana?” (It’s privacy, dear anonymous), and so on. Years went by and they never seem to cease...

Such lack of sensitivity turns out involving the questions whose answers we can easily find on the internet and through people around us—especially they whom we know closely. Those asking on her social medias proves that they have been familiarized with technology and they are the one she was focusing on, thus Gita’s remark on “this doesn’t apply to ALL Indonesians” is valid and her blog post does not intend to generalize the entire Indonesian citizens.

We live in an era called the Information Age—which is also known as Digital Age, or New Media Age, or Computer Age. During it, the phenomenon is that the digital industry creates a knowledge-based society surrounded by global technology. It allows the individual to explore their personalized needs, therefore simplifying the procedure of making decisions for any kind of transaction and significantly lowering costs for both producers and consumers. Though the “Experience Era” is upon us already, we evidently are awash in information. But the truth is, we’re too overwhelmed with its data (look I even put “too” prior to the “over”whelmed as well). Those uncategorized, raw, short burst sort of news come to us fast like a thunder without any way to weigh it. Our instinct, nonetheless, keeps us sane by telling our minds to validate the information we’ve received or we look for. That way we can measure and think over, and consequently, we will understand it. How? The easiest one, by asking. Since technology is just on the tip of our fingers, most of us tend to type down the questions and ask the questions to some people in social media—the platform we mostly use personally. You’ve found someone posting about “this”, you then ask to confirm your curiosity about “this”. You’ve found someone who vlogs about “that”, you then ask curiously about “that” and the topics on its circle. And the list goes on.

Sadly, many people can’t make sense of the unfiltered information that is pointed to their screens and still, many more of them can’t even distinguish which ones are appropriate to ask some random people on the internet and which ones are not. To some degree, they even delegate mental tasks to others, looking here and there without bothering their own capacity as a human to think, contemplate, and analyze first.

Always get yourself educated, to begin with

I have stated that we can now easily access information since technology is open to everyone who is willing to use it. The internet, at the same time, offers us a free yet vast information—and when I say ‘vast’, it might even seem to be infinite to some. The amount of €1 in Rupiah is one definite example of information that we can, without difficulty, find on Google. The amount of fare we have to pay to get to a flight from Jakarta to Berlin can as well be sorted out to the same box. See? The internet with its nearly ever-present online access, allows us to first perform a smartphone search rather than calling a friend. This, too, can help us to many more beneficial use such as looking for how to learn new language, or how to bake cookies, or worth learning websites—like TED, Brain Pickings, Medium, GNFI, Indonesia Mengglobal, Selasar, Zen Pencils, many kind of crash courses or Kurzgesagt channel, and Islamic ones such as Inspiration Series, Nouman Ali Khan’s, Quran Weekly, Productive Muslim, Muslim Matters, among others (I am sure there are many more of them out there, you’ll find out eventually), or if you’re into business you can look up to Forbes or Business Insider or Harvard Business Review, or if you’re wondering which news outlet one usually reads, why not discover and start reading on your own—here are Tempo and its Indonesiana, Republika, Jakarta Post and its Academia, Al Jazeera, Reuters, Guardian, BBC, Huffington Post, (should I name all of them?) or if you’re really curious about Germany you can look upon die Zeit, der Spiegel, Deutsche Welle, etc. There are so many references you can look up to. Two checkpoints, though: 1) Make sure the ones you’re reading are credible and reliable—which means they’re trustworthy enough, then 2) Just be smart and wise enough to sort the right information out first (or else you would find yourself drifting around this kind of topic).

You are also encouraged to ask the person you regard as an expert on the matter they excel

...as long as

You’ve done your foremost research, in the first place.

You know the importance of your inquiries—stating your explanation or reasons would be helpful.

You know your position—do you know the person you ask personally? Or do you have any acquaintance with them? Or not?

You intend to ask the question properly.

You do ask the question properly and appropriately.

We know that there are “soft facts” besides the “hard facts” that we can effortlessly find on the internet—where you can communicate and interact your perception or thoughts over a variety of topics with like-minded people, while the experts are able to share and communicate with us either. Those soft facts are followed by a more open-ended answer and usually subjective, varies depending on the person who answers the question. The questions are, for example, “Kak Gita biasanya baca berita di mana?”, “Apa motivasi kak Gita buat ngevlog?”, “Apa aja tips dari kak Gita untuk menyiapkan makanan yang hemat di tanah rantau?”

Curiosity gets the better of us. Asking those kinds of questions directly won’t make you inferior, it means that you’re willing enough to look into the matter closely through the person you regard best to answer it. But obviously, there are a couple (those five points above, among others) to consider before you jump into throwing others with questions. Remember that they’re not a personal computer nor a dictionary made to address lazy (or pointless, half-witted) inquiries. Furthermore, it’d be much wiser for the person who gets asked, to answer it in the same prosperous manner, and if the matter asked can be put into the easy-to-find-on-Google box, they can later refer you to look more about it somewhere else—not to mention any search engine.

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At last, never restrain yourself to learn and learn more. The internet has gradually become our “external hard drives for our memories” which stores information, retrieves it in responses to questions, and even interacts with us in surprisingly human ways—reminding us to our friends’ birthdays and even responding to voice commands. It is not only about social media, vlogs or room tours or skin care routine videos or makeup tutorials on YouTube, it is way more than that and it depends on whether we can use its advantage wisely. Besides, we should not let technology replace our ability as a living, thinking, and any other adjective that shows us that we’re human and makes us one.

Indonesia... Instead of looking at its youth as numbers, I’d like better to hope that I can look at it as young minds with the potential of improving the country and the world we live in.

But first, our thought-process matters.

[weasterned]

Luna Park.

1. Lunlun unnie ! She’s so kind, approach-able, humblee ! ! And and also lobely ! ♡ 2. I rarely see her these days or is it just me— and uh what else— updating, perhaps ? ;       ; 3. Lunlun Unnie ! So sorry that we rarely talk these days, that’s my fault— I’ll try to approach you okidokii ? ♡ I’ll be your santa thumb ! ㅋㅋㅋ

1. baik, baik, baik, baik, baik 2. I was starting to worry about you. You’re online so rarely. Please, tweet a little bit more often;) 3. i love you 🙆

1. Kind, Humoris, Laterep, bisa nerima aq apa adanya. Bias: ㅡlahanjay kenapa jadi krit WGL. 2. Noona keseringan MIA ya sama kaya aku? Jangan jangan kita jodoh? Tebak coba ini syp? Kalo tau nanti noona dapet hadiah iphone 8 dari undian Indomie. WQWQWQ noona, lets jangan keseringan MIA biar kita bisa dekat dan dekat. 3. Sebentar lagi 2018, jadi kapab f(x) mahu kambek frinz, , , , ???? Omo omo jeongmal gidarilgeyo >:“D

I love me 😘❤💙💚💛💜

#1 - Quite - Kinda mysterious - Calm - Cool - Friendly #2 I wish Luna eonni can show up more because I wanted to talk and get closer more to her! #3 Hello Luna eonni! I don’t know if we never talk before or we just rarely meet each other. But I would like to approach you and be closer to you! I don’t know if I ever greets you or not, but I think I have. But I’m not sure. I’m sorry if I never. I hope we can start to be more closer~!❤

judes, nice, rarely here, quiet, cool

1. kind, warm, attractive, pwetty, cutie! 2. Talk with me more often! And update your chara’s activity more often too! Me would like to see them mhihi. 3. Hello, sunbaenim! I’m your fan. So pretty please, talk with me. `sobs. Please enjoy this year’s xmas and new year!

1. i only know this one : receh 2. the first person who said im handsome hAHAHAHA, IM SO HAPPY- but hng i wish we could be more closer :C 3. Dear luna eonnie, luna means moon then are you my moon? eak eak tratakdungcess

1. Lunaemon eonni. She is sooo kind. Funny. Care. Gorgeous. Her voice is soo beautiful. 2. You have nothing to improve eonni. But lets talk more! You seem very busy. 3. Do you want to accompany to celebrate new year?

1. Friendly, kind, a bit quiet (doesnt talk much but doing lots of updates), good, mysterious(?) 2. Eventhough we’re rarely talk, i could see that you’re sometimes rarely talk and do lots updates, lets talk more with people (especially meㅋㅋ) 3. Hello, Luna-ya! How was your 2017 so far? A good year? Or.. Of course i hope 2017 is a good year for you.. Have you did all things on your bucket list this year? If no, dont worry there is 2018 in front of our eyes. Stay warm on the winter luna-ya!lol this luna i thought she’s cold person because she mentioned me to not to over towards others in the first meet. but someone told me, u’re soft inside lol let’s get along well luna ssi

She’s nice, mungkin jarang ngobrol jadi i can’t talk about her much

1. i dunno much about her personality, but as long as i know she is a nice person. 2. resembled as Luna as well, so no need to change too much haha. just be the way you are, 93mate! 3. Let’s make another convo in the future, since i haven’t see you in timeline again.

1. kind, cheerful, friendly, cute(?), cool! 2. I really hope i can see you more often, because i’m your fan! and i would like to get your sign when we meet again soon /no 3. hello luna!! i’m very happy to be able to meet you and i really want to be close with you since you are one of my favorite idol hahaha. Please always be who you are right now! I hope you will have a nice day and keep healthy till 2017 comes to an end! don’t forget to be happy and always smile! fighting!

Such a nice person!!! At first we kinda didnt talk a lot but lately we did and i just found out you are so fun to talk with

1. sweet, nice, kind, cool, adorable 2. please talk more with me in the future! 3. hello, luna noona. its nice to meet you. i’ve never meet luna rper again, and i found you (?) lol are you just taking rest? please have a good life while taking rest! will see you again soon, right?

1. Gorgeous, attractive, kind, sweet, caring. 2. Please mingle with me, bubz. 3. Hello, Luna! Please enjoy the rest of 2017 happily.

1. i dont know since i dont meet her yet 2. hope we can talk more 3. Marry christmas and happy new year, ah lets get more closer next year so we can have fun year together.

1. Sweet, kind, nice, gentle, friendly 2. i dont think you appear that much? Lets online more and talk wimme nuna haha 3. Dear luna nuna, nuna youre radiating a warm vibes! Haha stay like that,  i like it ^^She is nice, kind, not that talkative but not quite either, she’s a fun person to talk to. To Luna unnie, Unnie, happy early new year! Hope 2018 will be a good year for everyone!

1. Kind, calm? 2. Unnie it’s been a while I didn’t see you around. Nothing need to change just let’s be more active! hello, Ambreu unnie since 2017 almost over which mean new year will bring a new hope also. Please stay healthy because the weather is not so good lately, keep warm. Xx Loves♡

1. My Baby Lulu💕 2. Lets share about anything in our dm group ㅎㅎㅎㅎ 3. Happy New Year baby😆

1. KIND, sweetheart, lovely, fun, SO LOVELY 2. Lately we don’t talk much, so I’m hoping for more convo with you unnie!:( I’ve missed you. 3. I hope everything will go well till the end of the year and you will have a great year in 2018. Lovely things would come to lovely people, I believe.

1. Luna is such a cutie yet so polite, has a warm personality, and such a sweet person. 2. Dont be to polite 😭 i want to be more closer to you since are such a nice person. 3. f(x) COMEBACK JUSEYO!!!! I hope to hear another solo songs from you hahahaha. And i hope we can get a lil bit closer.  Be happy always , dear. You deserved to be happy.

1. - kind - mature! - a bit cold - classy - always muncul hilang muncul hilang (?) 2. we haven’t talk much! but i remember that i thought you’re my unnie, i thought you’re 92 liner lmao. let’s talk more in the future, i rarely see you on my timeline lately :c 3. [💌]  just wanna say, thank you for staying in WST. i’m happy that i have such a kind and caring members here. it might be pretty hard when you feel left out in agency, but i didn’t feel like this here. thank you ♡ thank you for being kind to me, let’s make another memorable memories in the future!

1) nice, kind, humble, friendly, potray her chara well 2) online more often? 3) luna my 93mate, where have you been? i hope you’re doing well. me miss you!  let’s talkeu talkeu with me again and i hope 2018 will be much much better year for you!

✨Kind,  polite,  cool,  cold(?), idk anymore.. Let’s talk more with me!  Hahahaaaku belom pernah mentionan hehehe, dan jarang nongol juga (atau aku yg jarang nongol?😂) semoga ke depannya kita bisa lebih deket lagi. Messagenya: Semoga apa yang terjadi di tahun 2017 bisa menjadi pembelajaran buat diri kita masing2 dan kedepannya kita bisa selalu mengucap syukur dan selalu dilingkupi rasa bahagia♡ Luna eonnni T    ^    T please comeback from your rest/? I need my winkeu tutor noooow … . I promise I’ll come to private with you … I won’t kabur again/? And also … Luna eonni is really nice person— good at winkeuuu ♡

1. Are. You. On. Hiatus. Period? 2. YOU’RE N HIATUS PERIOD, THAT’S WHY I RARELY SEE YOU ON TIMELINE. LOOKING FORWARD FOR OUR INTERACTIONS IN THE FUTURE. COME BACK SAFE (???) 3. Happy new year! Santa claus is coming to town~ *chuckles* You should take a good care of yourself, keep smiling widely, and be happy as always.

1. Cool, mysterious, pretty, cold?, talkative ; 2. Noona please reply my mention next time ; 3. I hope we can get a proper convo

1. always on MIA! sometimes appear sometimes not :p. friendly, kind and humble. 2. I know I aint a good one, but I just want to tell you that you’re one of the best luna’s rp. tbh we just met few months ago through weast, but since we’re under same group… I feel like that I know you for thousand years (ok I know it’s too much xD). please show up more! I know two of us are busy recently, but I think you will come back asap! 3. Hey Lun.. I know we just met few months ago. but like I said before that I feel like we know each other for about thousand years lol. it means I’m really like you! 2017 is coming to end and you know that we’ve been through during past 2 years with MeU and our group as well. I hope your upcoming solo will hit daebak later. also 2018 will coming.. as you know that everyone waiting our comeback. I hope 2018 is for us.. for f(x) and MeU. love you!!! and please lunaaaa stay healthy and dont change your chara! hahahaha. keep it and do more better in the future :).

-1. Cute, adorable, squishy, smart and good 2. Unnie should interact more with the members! 3. Unnie, my precious unnie, I’m looking forward to talk more with you later!

1. So kind 2. Memeable 3. Overall just cute 4. Pretty… 5. Caring! Luna noona I miss you a lot where are you really… I don’t see you often as Edward or as Mingyu so please comeback soon, I miss seeing you on my timeline. Qark noona, it’s 2018 soon so let’s be happy together shall we? Let’s bring up the good things first!

[albumhani]

Extended Preface

Prakata.

 Puji dan syukur penulis panjatkan kepada Allah SWT atas berkat dan hikmat yang diberikan, penulis dapat menyelesaikan Tugas Akhir dengan judul “Dirahasiakan Untuk Kepentingan Popularitas”. Penyusunan Tugas Akhir ini merupakan salah satu syarat unutuk memperoleh gelar kesarjanaan strata 1 (S1) pada jurusan Biologi, Fakultas Matematika dan Ilmu Pengetahuan Alam, Institut Teknologi Sepupunya Bandung.

Penulis mendapatkan banyak sekali doa dan bantuan berbagai pihak dalam menyelesaikan Tugas Akhir ini. Pada kesempatan ini penulis menghaturkan ucapan terima kasih yang sebesar-besarnya pertama kepada Bapak ENP yang selama ini telah dengan suka rela mengangkat penulis sebagai anak (anak bimbing, maksudnya), tanpa nasihat dan arahan Bapak, penulis tidak mungkin bisa mendapat pencerahan dan tangisan (ilmu khusus yang ga ada gelarnya). Penulis berjanji akan memperbaiki bahasa asingnya kalau mau melanjutkan studi soalnya pernah dibilang nulis judul aja masih kebalik masa mau lanjut di yukei. Saat pertama kali penulis diberikan amanah untuk melanjutkan penelitian tersebut, rasanya semua pasang mata tertuju padanya karena telah diberikan kesempatan untuk mewarisi pekerjaan paling mulia (baca: dulu yang ngerjain aja cowo, susah, dan ga ada yang mau soalnya) namun penulis merasa sebaliknya—rasanya mau langsung minta dicoret namanya dari daftar keluarga riset tahun itu. “Bisa kan pasti? Bisalaaah” Ucap Bapak kepada penulis yang mukanya sudah siap pingsan itu. Penulis memang tidak percaya saat itu dengan kemampuannya namun seiring dengan asistensi tiap subuh dan tak mengenal lelah ini, akhirnya perkataan Bapak terbukti benar adanya. Penulis juga tidak akan lupa dengan segala cerita mulai dari horor hingga gosip dinia terkini seperti es jeruk pasjum di sela-sela jenuhnya rutinitas tahun akhir. Menyegarkan. Penulis merasa terhormat dan bangga bisa memanggil beliau dengan sebutan Bapak (dan sebutan-sebutan lainnya seperti E---y Stark atau Darth Vader) dan terkekeh saat semua orang bertanya “Gila, dosen kamu gaul banget han tolong” atau “Dosennya yang mana? Eh—muda amat”. Tak akan terlupakan oleh penulis kebiasaan-kebiasaan ekstra Bapak yang mengesankan sejak pertama kali bertemu seperti mengadakan kelas jam 5 pagi, minggu ke enam sudah evaluasi akhir semester, belum lagi kuis yang ga nanggung-nanggung (minimall 3 bab) dengan pemberitahuan kadang dadakan. Disamping itu semua, kepercayaan dan semangat yang selalu diberikan kepada seluruh anak bimbing Bapak menjadi pupuk bagi pertumbuhan kami. Terima kasih sekali lagi.

Kedua, Research Group 2016-2017 Pak ENP, teman-teman Biologi ITS angkatan 2013. Satu tahun penulis mengenal baik seluruh anggota tim yang sebelumnya hanya sebagai teman angkatan semata. Satu tahun penuh pergulatan emosi dan hujan tangisan dilalui hampir bersama (kecuali yang nangisnya di kosan). Penulis juga tak henti-hentinya mengucap terimakasih yang sedalam-dalamnya atas ketulusan hati kalian yang sudah mau menemani penulis merayakan ulang tahunnya dengan pesta tiup bunsen di lab walau hari itu baru saja penulis dapat omelan dari Bapak, mencari bahan dari mulai SIP hingga Perak, serta bermalam untuk running data (not to mention mati lampu tiba-tiba jam 1 malam and other creepy stories). Tak terhingga berapa cerita aneh yang dialami kita semua pada lab bersejarah itu sampai-sampai penulis bingung kenapa dulu sok berani tapi harus gitu demi kelarin data. Tak terhingga juga berapa cerita kehidupan yang kita bagi bersama sembari menyantap makanan di kursi depan lab atau kantin kampus yang fungsinya sekedar untuk melarikan diri dari kewajiban harian. Jangan sungkan untuk bertegur sapa nanti di kehidupan setelah ini jika bertemu dengan penulis, kemungkinan besar respon berlebihan (overexcited, for instance) akan jadi imbalannya. Tidak sabar melanjutkan perbincangan kehidupan kita paska dibebas tugaskan dari gedung pengkolan kampus. Terima kasih telah menuliskan sedikit kisah tentang penulis dalam catatan hidup kalian, semoga bermanfaat dan menyenangkan. Penulis hendak menyebutkan satu persatu anggota Power Rangers dengan keahlian khususnya masing-masing yang dapat melancarkan proses penaklukan tugas akhir. 

Annysa—she is full of charms. The first time we met, I remember having a convo with you regarding the agreement of how the process of choosing komting is wasting our time HAHAHAH. She was very outspoken and innocent at the same time. She was full of curiousity which leads her to pursue the master degree in (used to be) my kampus idaman. Sialan. Despite her cheerful personality, she taught me on how to be a strong willed person and don’t give up so easily eventhough the universe is not helping you at that time. I will surely pay a visit when I’m in Bandung, just prepare for my ambush ya Nys.

Milisa—kecil-kecil cabe rawit, the champs, I may say. She is the real description of do bong soon (google will tell you the rest). She was beside me most of the times when I need someone to accompany me in night shift but we always experience unfortunate events while we are rolling HAHAHAHHA, but we didn’t passed out fortunately. She is also a strong willed person—and I think most of anaknya Bapak are all strong willed person (no, not me ofcourse). I’m very sorry I can’t be there when you are still ngelab pas yudisium (BLAME YUDISIUM MIL) but you make trough that hell, now you don’t have to worry about the next storm because you have turned into a great sailor now!

Izah&Aziz—paket hemat lengkapnya semua menu makanan. The duo. The combo. They’re the first one who agreed to accompany me to wonokromo at 3 AM in the morning for the first time. I just can’t thank you enough for this kindness. The first time I saw you two was on lab Zoo when you guys talking about keipap stuffs, it was funny yet a warming scene, I could sense spring was coming to your world guys. Don’t forget to send the wed invitation to me ya! HEHE.

Diyah—damn gurl, she is the most fierce, talented and an alpha among us. She displays a great quality of diligence for building a tahan banting personality especially in Lab. I saw her crying endlessly when she was asked to retake her data in three (or four? Or one week?) days before her thesis defence. I hugged her and she was crying for a minute and rose from her sadness to continue her job withouth even bothering her brokenself. Respect for a true patriot. I know everything will not go smoothly as we wanted to be but with your self right now, you could conquer the world in no time, Diyah. Tons of luck for you!

Masita—we both compete for one guy yaitu Park Chanyeol. I just can’t loose yol for her but for one reason, I thought she might have it first than me HAHAHAH. BCS SHE IS FLYING TO TAIWAN NEXT YEAR WHICH IS JUST A FEW MILES AWAY FROM HIM. Bye. Sedih—but you know, despite park chanyeol issue, we share many things in common. If we have sub unit in this RG, we might be in the same group ‘the impulsive kiddo’ HAHAHAH. Goodluck on your next journey in Taiwan! Explore the unexplored gurl!

Rika—HAHAHAHHAHAHAH. This girl, Idk why I always want to shower my loves everytime I see her around, by teasing her in everything she does ofcourse. Despite my kekampretan to you, I’m very happy to meet you because you are fun! I’m very glad having you around especially in sipil while we took our data sample and awkwardly standing between those sipil men or searching for tukang bubut besi in the unfamiliar neighborhood (but not for you because Sby is your blood).

Yuni—She witnessed my last struggle. Myself was shattering to the floor. I felt like the universe was laughing at me at that time and I didn’t have anyone who could help me to stand up. It was the time when Bapak told me to get another test when i have 4 days left to the draft submission. I need to get my sample from outside town but no one was available for accompanying me until Yuni came. I cried so much while driving to the place but Yuni willingly to ease my mind a bit and help me. I hope your kindness always be there for everyone else too. I will not forget this day ever—the day when hani and yuni drove 160 km for better future HAHAHHA.

Marisa—This is my sencond time encounter someone with small voice and very reserved. She was the calmest among us. You could have peaceful feeling after talking with her just the exact same feeling as you saw a scenery painting. Bapak always teases you around but you always so chill with that. Thank you for showing me ‘how to be calm in the winter storm’. I can’t wait to see your development Mar! You could be a great inspirator for your surrounding!

Hikmah—She is nice and cooperative. I didn’t get much time chatting and ngelab together with you but when I did, I could see you have vision for your future but don’t know how to make it happen. Don’t worry Hikmah, you will pass this stage with just a blink of eyes. You can do it!

Garnish—I remembered her name in amusement, Garnish—what a cute name! and she used to be Chanyeol stan. I warned her many times back then for a good reason “kamu bisa kecanduan kaya aku, jangan”. AND SHE TOOK MY ADVICE ALHAMDULILLAH. You are now in a way much better (fandom) world. I see peace on you (because exo world is always a mess, yes, aku juga capek nish). We actually met for the first time in daftar ulang day and I was looking for you (because you wore specs at that time but rarely use it outside class) after that in jurusan but I didn’t find you???? LOL. Remember our work group in kimia dasar lab? You, Icha, me and Assadi (but he rarely came tho) without even knowing that we have the same interest toward ONE PERSON which is pArK cHanYEOL? LOL, crazy times. We eventually met again in this Reseach Group as veteran fangirl—lol—no, as Bapak’s anak bimbing. You are a kind of introvert but once I know you, you are full of exciting ideas and the gak-mau-pusing-ngebacot girl. Yes, I’m also not a very vocal with my opinion sometimes and get tired easily once argument rised in group chat. Thank you for being my friend and share many stories about many stuffs and it’s very entertaining to be your friend also. Let’s meet again in the near future shall we? And gossiping about chanyeol or taehyung. I’m so in for that.

Last but not least, Afra.

You have special post which im going to post it soon but for Afra who is one of my research partner, she has shown me many great things to shape your life with disiplince, resilience and confidence. She is the epitome of intimidating girl with full of potential and charisma that you avoid in any occasion. If I wouldn’t know her personality, I’ll probably be afraid with her presence HAHAHHAHA.  Thank you fra for showing me how to strive with everything you have especially your kindness and willingness and bravery and every gryffindor and ravencla traits to me. I nominate you for the next President of Indonesia. Afra eRi-1.

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Salam, Olahraga!