#darlinggggggggg

[deus-ex-mona]

mochizuki akarin!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[fairyhaos]

MY DARLINGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[f4y3w00d5]

*poke* you! Darling! Tell the people what youre doing. Its too sweet!

darlinggggggggg its not that sweettttttttttt

[yang-amethyst]

@star-dust78 im tireddd sooo immaaa gooo eeepy gnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn darlinggggggggg luvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

[derangedanomaly]

Darlinggggggggg

Yeeeeeeeesssssssss? 👀

[cherienymphe]

DRUSILLA MY DARLINGGGGGGGGG UGH I WANT HER SO BAD

Baby girl

[mcheung]

things like darlinggggggggg

[the-holy-ghosted]

mutual bingo for elliot?? 🌟🐀

ELLIOT MY DARLINGGGGGGGGG HELLOOOOOO

[sk1bidi-n1k0-e4ts-people]

Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome.

😘❤️❤️❤️

RAAHHH hii!! Thankie so much darlinggggggggg

[kittenlolita]

FUCK THEYRE SO PERFECT IM DYING OF HAPPINESS AAAAAA FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK OH MY GOD OH MY GOD I LOVE THEM SO MUCH MY DARLINGGGGGGGGG MINEEEEEEE

[all-bart-and-bite]

DO YOU KNOW WHO’S EVEEN MOOOOOORE GORGEOUS THAN THE STARS???

you, darlinggggggggg

The stars are gorgeous tonight

@panda-reads-your-death this might be a good night for whatever it is you do when there’s proper start alignment and shit

[yamikawas]

Sometimes I pretend to sleep like you so we’re a little closer. I recorded your heart beat with my head on your chest one night. Puhuhu, I heard it speed up when I kissed your sleepy head 💛💛

WAAAAAAAHHHHH YOOMIEEEEEEEEEEE U ARE SO CUTE PLS COME HERE AND CUDDLE WITH ME MORE I PROMISE U CAN LISTEN TO MY HEARTBEAT AND KISS ME AS MUCH AS U WANT EVEN WHEN IM AWAKE P L E A S E<3<3<33<3<3<<<4<3<3<3<<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<33<<3<3

[sydneyosargent]

AHHHHH I LOVE JUNO STEEL!!!!!!!

[dawnleaf37]

my darlinggggggggg

[milliesfishes]

OH YOU ARE DARLINGGGGGGGGG THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

Maybe the angst could come from somewhere like Alex not thinking he’s good enough for you. You know at his core he’s a sweet insecure boy

:((( Worried you might find him boring or deserve to be with someone better.

⋆౨ৎ𝓪𝓵𝓮𝔁 𝓭𝓸𝓮𝓼𝓷'𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝓱𝓮'𝓼 𝓰𝓸𝓸𝓭 𝓮𝓷𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾⋆౨ৎ 𝓯𝓮𝓶 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓮𝓻 𝔁 𝓪𝓵𝓮𝔁 𝓷𝓲𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷

The door to your apartment creaked just slightly when you pushed it open- no matter how many times you had tried to fix it the noise ensued. Gradually, you came to love it, thinking of it as a welcome home call.

Light and giddy from the two or three drinks in your system, you were practically walking on tiptoes as you glided through the open space. Alex trailed in behind you, gently shutting the door with a click. The keys clinked as he set them down on the table parallel to the door.

With a grand sigh, you flopped onto the couch, kicking off your shoes and lying sideways. The cushion dipped when Alex sat, and you rolled onto your belly to crawl forward slightly, so your head was resting on his lap. The skirt of your dress dragged up as you did, bunching up above your knees. His fingers came up, sliding into your hair and stroking idly.

He'd been quiet on the car ride home, and you'd assumed he was just focusing on driving. Besides, you didn't at all mind the quiet with him. They were more intimate than kisses, more telling than any psychiatric exam. It was one of your favorite things- how you could simply be with each other. Some of the best nights you could remember with him were when you were sitting at his side reading as he graded papers. There was no need to fill the air with pointless chatter.

Folding your arms on his thighs, you settled quietly, nuzzling into his leg. 'You okay?"

"Mhm," was his quiet response, and you lifted your head to meet his eyes.

"Are you sure?" You drew a figure eight on his leg. Suddenly the silence you'd enjoyed on the way home seemed tense and not warm. You remembered how dull his eyes on the road were, how his jaw had been clenched. Had someone said something at the bar? Was there something happening tomorrow that he was dreading? "You can tell me."

Alex stared into your eyes, something behind them making you straighten, propping your arms up on his legs to look at him more easily. "Alex..."

"Do you like being with me?" His question, though asked in soft tones, seemed to shake you to your core like an earthquake.

Your answer flew from your mouth before you could think about it. "Of course I do." Reaching for his hand, you squeezed his fingers. "I love you. Why do you ask?"

He exhaled quietly, lowering his gaze. "I...don't worry about it."

"I'm worried." You sat all the way up, still holding his hand. "What happened tonight?"

There was a gap between you and him right, one that made you want to bury yourself into him, curl into his side and hold on tight and never let go. But instead, you watched him formulate, letting him gather whatever it is he wanted to say. That was Alex's way. He never said a thing without thinking.

"Watching you," he started, looking down at your joined hands and rubbing his thumb over your knuckle. "You just...you light up every room you're in. Everywhere we go people fall in love with you, rightfully so. But I..." His eyes raised to yours. "I don't understand why you're with me."

You were touched by his sweet words, but they were tainted by the other half of them. "Alex, what are you talking about? I love you. I'm with you because I love you."

"I'm boring. And plain, and dull," he insisted, shaking his head. "My perfect night is staying in and reading, I teach for a living for goodness sakes. You...you deserve someone who shines as bright as you do."

It stunned you, every word that fell from his lips. All you could do was stare at him, brow furrowed, heart aching. This was truly what he thought?

Right though he was about the two of you being opposites in some ways, you hated the way he made it sound like a bad thing. You loved that he was different than you, loved that he was smart and sure of himself. Besides that, Alex gave you a love that you hadn't thought was real until you met him. He quietly decoded you, dug into the crevices of your soul that nobody had bothered to see before. They were neglected, wilting like flowers in the winter, and he'd nourished them back to full bloom.

Never before had you thought him boring. Never had you resented him for wanting to stay in for a night, as you were content with any circumstances so long as he was there. He was the one you loved, and that couldn't and wouldn't ever change.

You reached up, sliding your hand to his face and rubbing his perfect cheekbone. "You do. You shine. And the way you do only makes me love you more."

He touched your hand. "I don't-"

"Maybe you don't see it," you cut him off. "But I do. I love every part of you, no matter how imperfect you think you are. The truth is that I don't deserve you. You're good, better than anybody knows."

"That doesn't mean anything," he whispered.

"It means everything." Shifting on the couch, you climbed into his lap, legs on either side of his thighs. Now both hands were on his cheeks, and his fingers were drawn like magnets to your waist. Making sure he was looking at you, you said, "I'd stay in every night of the week if it meant I'd always get to be around you. I love how passionate you are about teaching a subject you care about. Seeing you so happy with it makes you shine in and of itself. And you called yourself plain? Alex..." you shook your head, corners of your mouth twitching up. "If you'd ever seen yourself, you would know that is not true. Not even a little bit."

He couldn't help a slight smile at that, and you sighed in relief, wrapping your arms around his neck and burying your face there. "I could never really express how much you mean to me. Never. There aren't good enough words and I'm not good enough with words. You have my whole heart and I don't want it back."

"Baby-" His arms sheathed you fully, his chin finding a place on your shoulder. You swore you felt a kiss pressed to the curve of your neck. "I love you. So much."

You pulled back, smiling and pushing his hair from his face. "I love you."

Leaning in, he pressed a kiss to your mouth, thumbs caressing up and down. "You're sweet. Too sweet." With the tiniest of smirks, he asked, "What was that you were saying about seeing myself?"

"Like you don't know you're hot," you giggled, resting your head on his shoulder.

Alex let a chuckle slip, big hand smoothing over your hair. "Ah well, I wouldn't dream of bragging." He leaned his cheek on your head. "You're so gorgeous I guess I'd have to be."

"Hmm." You cuddled into him, letting his arms smooth over whatever leftover tension lingered, as you slipped back into that delicious quiet you relished with him. Just being.

[jokerownsmysoul]

Darlinggggggggg!!! You CAN add a read more break on mobile! Just do : readmore : (no spaces) Now go forth and go crazy! 💜💜💜🌻

🗣️🗣️ Pure Lovable you're so sweet! 😭 I already tried it and it worked out, I had absolutely no idea it was possible omg, thank you for letting me now 🥺💙 I'm feeling a new woman now istg tumblr isn't so awful as I thought after all. ILY and thank you for the tip 🥺💜🌻💜🌻💜🌻