#dark-night-insomniac :]

[ihrtminji]

Migrated🫡

i remember you didn’t know this was my side blog. FAKE.

[justalonelybitch]

2, 73

2 - Are relationships ever worth it?

If both people are willing to put in the effort I suppose so, even if it ends doesn't mean it wasn't worth it too! Although I don't think any of mine have been tbh.

73 - What's something sweet you'd like someone to do for you?

Understand and listen to me ramble about my interests even if they don't care for them.

[attagirl-joy]

This is so cool! I am so looking forward to seeing what you bring to the table with this series. ❤️

| Dreamcatcher jiu x reader - Prologue

Genre: medevial au

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I had seen her a few times around the village

Even from a distance, the mysterious aura seeping through her gaze always seemed to catch my attention

I knew better than to mess with witches

But to say my not-so royal life was getting boring was an understatement

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A/n: too excited about this, one of the 5 au’s coming your way❤️ also this isnt a real picture its an edit i made

[ipessimist1]

I live only to survive the nights that feel cold and dark and lonely

10:48 PM 21/9/24

[transingthoseformers]

what are your top three headcanons in a tfp au?

(can be spicy or not, your choice)

For a TFP au?

Tfp Megatron and Optimus being exes is usually an idea I return to again and again and again, whether I push them back together again or no

Smokescreen was supposed to be hot rod. You cannot convince me otherwise.

Soundwave is considered unconventionally attractive, you're either terrified of him or terrified of him and find him hot.

[dk-thrive]

You look over all that the darkness ripples across. More than has ever been found comforts you. You open your eyes in a vault that unlocks as fast and as far as your thought can run. A great snug wall goes around everything, has always been there, will always remain. It is a good world to be lost in. It comforts you. It is all right. And you sleep.

— William Stafford, from "Waking at 3 a.m." in "The Way It is: New and Selected Poems" (Graywolf Press, 1987) (via Wait-What?)

[missalzy]

What if you’re unable to sleep because you’re awake in someone’s dreams?😂✨❤️💤

Alisha🦋

[calidore]

walking through the woods

you are walking barefoot through the woods; the wet grass is tingling your feet; the dried woods are scratching your skin; the smell of blood is everywhere, but no dead creature can be seen; feel the wet grass; feel the structure of the dried woods; feel the blood of the creatures that died there

follow the path; if you follow it, you will exit the woods safely; i am not responsible for the things that will happen to you if you derive from your path

make sure no eyes are watching you; don't make any sudden moves; too late, they are already watching

are you hearing the screams? don't listen to them, don't follow them, don't respond to them; those are the moon's screams; she's just trying to distract you from your path

continue your walk silently

if you see a creature suffering, don't end their pain; remember, their eyes are watching you!

are you hearing the whispers? don't listen to them, don't trust them; the hanged are never trustworthy

did you feel that? ignore the pain; keep walking, it will end soon

are you hearing the humming? good

if you had followed the path, you would have been out of the forest by now. why didn't you follow the path?

it's fine; look at the sky and tell yourself what you see, but don't forget, now you are not trustworthy either

your eyes are betraying you; they stole them from you

the ravens are crying for you

now you are lying naked on the ground; feel the wet grass growing through your body; feel the blood of the dead creature that you are now; you make a great feast for the creatures

you should've listen to me

~calidore

[faline-cat444]

Typical March midway with some bits still MIA

[liketwoswansinbalance]

Rafal are you a morning person? Also, can you cook???? (Bake a cake plez)

[As usual, keep in mind that Rafal is not always a reliable narrator. There may be several gaps you have to fill in.]

Rafal: [brusquely] I'm more of a night person, but I can be and am a morning person out of necessity when Rhian isn't.

Rhian often can't afford to be a morning person with that absolutely gormless sleep schedule of his, so at least one of us has to be awake when the students are. That said, I rely on my invulnerability more than Rhian does as he's grown soft over the years.

The fact that I'm also a night person inevitably adds up to less sleep, meaning, when I do sleep, I sleep deeply and shut everything out. Though, I generally find sleep stultifying, so even I wonder why I bother. [He suppresses a yawn.]

Rhian's theory is that sleep makes us feel more human. But why would I want to feel human like all those frail beings? That's my usual counterargument. I don't experience sleep-deprivation, but Rhian says not-sleeping unsettles him in some profound, unbalanced way inside. To that notion, I say rot. We're sorcerers and he too often forgets.

I can cook some basic meals or make sandwiches. At least I can cook more than most Ever students and their Master can. I mean, you're an idiot if you can't follow printed instructions. Yet, I usually rely on the pots or my sorcery to conjure up sustenance, and besides, eating usually interrupts my workflow before my dinners with Rhian.

I guess my default options are stew, or something relatively easy, like seared meat or boiled fish, which probably doesn't do much in the way of taste except sustain the body. Rhian used to complain about there not being enough salt to flavor the meat with, and I always held my ground because salt isn't healthful or a true necessity. But, ever since the Evers from the tale of "Cap-o'-Rushes" turned salt into some misguided symbol of love that got Rhian all bleary-eyed, I at last ceded that long-held argument to Rhian and always add more salt to his portions now. Suppose it won't kill him after all.

As for cake? No. I don't do cakes. I get one delivered twice a year before Rhian gets shaky and unstable on our birthday and for Christmas and his seasonal depression, so he doesn't go out of his mind. I'm almost certain that those Jaunt Jolie cakes have been our saving grace for at least a decade by now. I think sugar pacifies him and stops up his abundance of feeling.

[pointedly] Ah, and I no longer order dark chocolate. I've found it keeps Rhian up late, so clearly it would be of no use to hide anything in our cupboards.

[alteregozowie]

Another sleepless night.

It always seemed darker than usual on these late evenings, the shadows within the radio tower not so distinguished. Regardless of the large window panels surrounding, it wasn't helping to bring any light within. Even his own Shadow was hard to catch, as it maneuvered wordlessly and restlessly through the tower.

Alastor had settled himself in his desk chair, staring into the dark nothingness, the only light in the room from a cigarette he let burn itself down to nearly nothing.

The old radio next to him played soft scratchy tunes, almostly subtly, as he tried to focus his frequency on the music in an effort to stop his thoughts from being so loud.

He had shut himself within the tower most of the day, but it was when night fell that everything became too loud. Sounds. Thoughts. It made his skin crawl, but clawing at it never amounted to anything. So he was forced into an insomnia that was difficult to pull out of.

The wasted cigarette was put out, and he leaned back in the chair, closing his eyes with what seemed like the 100th attempt.

He just needed a frequency.....just something to stop the chittering in his head. The half empty bottle of whiskey next to him wasn't working like he hoped. It just made the thoughts louder.

Alone, and with everyone gone rightfully to bed, it wasn't as if he could seek a sense of comfort this late into the evening.

So he attuned himself to the music, the only sense he could grasp ahold of, and waited for it to eventually carry him away.

[ihrtminji]

ANONS YOUR RIGHT YEJIN ISNT INNOCENT HMMHMHMMH, im siding with your anons and will help them

DONT FUEL THEIR THIUGHTS?3&,!2&, IM INNOCENF, MY MIND IS PURE, I AM NOT DIRTY

[spookysalem13]

For some odd reason, my insomnia started to act up again tonight. I haven't been able to sleep.

I lay here with so many thoughts & creative ideas 💡 ✨️ wandering through my mind.

It's been a long week, at least it's Saturday, so I don't work today.

I think it's honestly stress that's keeping my brain 🧠 so highly active. Considering my jaw is tightly clenched, my neck & shoulders feel like they're going to snap, my head pounds & my face hurts from scrunching my face.

I'm not sure about anyone else... but I have a tendency to tighten all my muscles when I'm stressed. Even without realizing it. Then my brain tries to escape 🙃 in any way it can.

Hopefully this weekend I can relax. I need it.

[justalonelybitch]

Besties!

@cfvgbhndun-new-blog

Chaotic gay. Simping for so many people I can't keep up. Down bad for Dr Kim. Likes to give me heart attacks with gifs of pwetty girls. Called me a toddler.😤

@someone-who-likes-broccoli

Chaotic twice stan. My #1 fan. Second command of my depresso army. Is an orphan child with cats that are looking low-key traumatised. My favourite grandma.

🐯 Anon

My bestie. Chaewon's gf. We live in Delululand together. Best Chaotic Bi duo. We're giving each other tattoos, one will def be worse than the other.

@siyooungi

Super sweet! Amazing writer! Occasionally likes to make me gay panic. Helped me name my plant child. Teases too much for my heart to handle.

@sanccharine

So much in common. Food without spice is literally flavourless, don't fight us on it. Coloniser haters tgt. Both lost children who just wanna go home fr.

Hanahaki Anon

We have dream parties! In a chaotic lego building group with the fimmies and 🐯 anon. Enjoys teasing me. Simp anon with a death wish. Is dying of love for Mina.

@foolish-sparrow

Siyeon simp. Gives me a heart attack every time she appears. Was kinda smooth sliding into my dms /j. Amazing writer! My first follower.

@perfectsunlight

We're in cahoots, spoiler besties. FEEDING THE GAYS 24/7. We always talk in all caps cause we're chaotic. Yu Jimin's wife- (she made me write that smh).

@dark-night-insomniac

One of the sweetest people! Lets me ramble about bs. Has the most adorable pup. Another good writer.

@starrynini05

Looking forwards to seeing her writing! Good vibes! I will find out more about her one day!

@hwangyejissnacks

An OT5 Itzy stan. Golden music taste. Has good vibes! I will find out more about her one day!

[ipessimist1]

How solitary and sublime these winter nights have been. I have always preferred the shadows and silence to the endless crowds and commotion of everyday life.

[cerrstina]

Chaos ✨