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dnangelic · 8 months ago

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how are you ruined?

ruined by loneliness .

you are so lonely. you are miserable in your solitude. you hate that you cannot bring yourself to reach out, to ask for help. you will be forgotten by all who never knew you. your biggest fear is that you will die alone, and you know this fear will be seen to fruition. you refuse to extend yourself beyond the box that others put you in. and it is a box that no one dare come near. you are lonely because you are afraid of yourself.

ruined by apathy .

you cant bring yourself to care. you hate that you cant feel what you used to be able to feel. you hate that you cant be happy. you hate that you cant bring yourself to actually hate. your apathy has swallowed you and immersed you in a well of nothingness. you cant feel what you cant forget. you cant see what you close your eyes to. you choose to feel nothing, and you have lost everything because of it.

tagged by @foolshoujo ty!!!

#tagmeme.#STEAL IF U WANT #tru tho tru #dai self explanatory its on da can (afraid of himself)#dark doesn't have a choice though w/o dai tht shit just isnt There #'you hate you can't be happy you hate that you cant bring yourself to actually hate' so real #loss of joy is one thing but the absolute- emptiness. the stillness. that's what dark really can't stand #even w/o dai he tries to cling to irritation and aggression as somETHING to ~feel~#but even that is just fast-dulling dissatisfaction #it's him screaming on the inside just for even the loudest sound to turn into a tiny whisper #just a drop in an empty well #dark's always described as lively n energetic til shit goes wrong between him n dai #then it's like the only. ONLY times he's ever straight up scared

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