#damn i got feelings this morning
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If the last thing I hear before I die is Sylus’ morning voice, I’ll die happy 😮💨
#for real this got me feeling things#like dAMN please can I hear this every morning when I wake up and every night before I go to bed dndbndnd#love and deepspace#love and deepspace sylus#sylus love and deepspace#lads#lnds#lnd#l&ds#lads sylus#lnds sylus#l&ds sylus#lnd sylus#sylus lads#sylus lnd#sylus lnds#sylus l&ds#sylus#sylus qin#qin che#love and deepspace qin che#lads qin che
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I am jack's first I loled then I serioused
#artists on tumblr#digital art#illustration#art#doodle#fight club#tyler durden#the narrator fight club#angel face#this damn movie got me drawing jared leto I feel sick#did it this morning after I woke up from I dream where I was beating up some people who came in my house to harrass my sister#the artsyle disphoria continues hehe#going to clean my room byebye#martyryo
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When Dick didn't want to celebrate Christmas with his family because 1. he'd been through hell and 2. he missed Alfred and the manor.
Nightwing (Vol. 4) #77
Batman: Urban Legends #10
#the first one is sooooo#dick's like i know we're family but you haven't been my normal since i got shot#like damn. i'm not even bruce but that hurt my feelings LOL#and dick didn't say it to be mean ofc but still ow#and then that second issue annoys me with the bats hounding dick to join them for christmas#i mean I Get It but it still annoys me#and yes these are the thoughts i'm having at 7:30 in the morning goodness graciousss#Dick Grayson#Christmas
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this blog is 11 years old now 🎉
I drew the siblings ever to celebrate as usual
#loz#wind waker#legend of zelda#toon link#aryll#I wasn't gonna draw anything but then I sketched link real quick and I was like okay wait i can do this#and then my brother dragged me outside ☠ but i still got it done today!#the anniversary is today. tumblr sent me a notification like ravio is 11 years old now! ravio the character is actually 11 years old.#albw released in2013. i received two reminders this morning. ravio drawing soon maybe. coming this year definitely. maybe#arylls like big brother use a damn fork#<- that was the tag when I first started drawing them in 2018#also i noticed when I draw aryll i always draw her in her blue dress so i decided to change it up. i only play 2nd playthroughs of wind wak#r because fun fact: i hate link's green tunic and hat. i finished a first playthrough years ago with a finished nintendo gallery#and then when i want to start a new playthrough i fight ganondorf again go through the credits cry and then BAM new game no-plus#i miss link's green tunic now though. its been so long. im so sick of champions garb...............idk the green is iconic idk#im not a huge fan of it but i think his base form should be green again. with the hat. let him look doofy as a default again#he was green in echoes of wisdom but i need them to follow through after again.#i didnt finish echoes of wisdom yet (SOON IM TRYING IM STUCK I NTHE SONIC ADVENTURE 1 WEB HELP) but what I saw of Link there?#he was kinda terrifying lmao its always funny to see that link is so extremely competent because i am not. that boy efficient#im stuck in the sa1 web because everyone is always talking about how good it is. so i played the pc port and. its apparently awful idk it i#thats just what sa1 outside of emerald coast plays to me tbh. but the dreamcast is supposed to be better. and i own a dreamcast. free me#i played on gamecube too. 12 years ago. it made me sick. maybe one day i'll install some mods that make it play better#why does it feel like the month is over when its only january 6#i played sa1 as a kid btw. just emerald coast tho. ALSO I DIDNT BUY A DREAMCAST FOR THIS I ALREADY OWNED ONE
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I just don't understand people who don't do a COVID test when they get sick
#like yes of course for some people thats not affordable#but for the vast majority money isnt the issue#i picked up a sore throat and congestion over the weekend and figured it was allergies#i was pretty damn sure but i coughed last night and thats unusual#so i bit the bullet and at 7 fucking am this morning i went and found a covid test before work#good thing too because by the time i got to work the test was positive#because of that im within the window for paxlovid#and i havent really exposed that many people#my brother in christ this shit kills people#its not the common cold#the responsible thing to do is to test when youre fucking sick#and isolate if you know its covid#i have no idea on what criteria i qualified for paxlovid but im guessing it was asthma#heres hoping my mcas doesnt throw a tantrum about this#its entirely possible i caught this from my coworker#who did not test at all and stopped wearing a mask after a day or two#they know about my health issues and i cant help but feel hurt about how little they cared about the possible consequences to me#i should be fine btw im not even feeling particularly sick#salt baby talks#disability#chronic illness
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(charr voice) WAHOO
GO MY SHARKS
#gw2#guild wars 2#gw2 charr#eon#like a week ago i realized i had everything to make this except the cursed Gift Of Battle#so i went in last night (this morning? 4am my time) and got adopted by a lady named Holy Hallucination#and now i have shark :3#this and the disco ball are like. top tier legendaries in my onion#sometimes i make a legendary and i feel like. damn. this was such a waste what the hell.#and then sometimes im like YEEEEEEAAAAAAAA LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOO#this is a lets fucking go legendary
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Just made some homemade fettuccine alfredo. It was good but every time i cook something elaborate and special i always think i should have just had a cucumber sandwich or something. Granola with yogurt and fruit takes 30 seconds. I could just eat a handful of raw carrots no prob. Forager’s mindset. And you can trick the hell out of a cucumber sandwich in a thousand wondrous ways. And more vitamins than butter and cream and cheese. We’re an hour and a half too late for this epiphany
#i was thinking abt just giving up and having one#and then i think abt my british best friend who got me on those god damn cucumber sandwiches & when we ate cucumbers and tomatoes w za’atar#because she was sharing her palestinian heritage with me. and now i feel depressed and wanna go to bed#i miss her.#but now i have to do dishes.#like a schmuck.#maybe i’m just having a bad day i went to therapy this morning and she told me i need to write T_T#just take me out back doc#give me the old yeller#kennapost
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i love how . . . every time i sit down to write . . . the bright sword calls my name.
#;; NO BC IT'S SO DAMN GOOD OH MY GOD IT HAS ME FEELING *FERAL*#;; also i got in my car this morning to go to an appointment and the message on the dash may as well have said 'brrr bitch' IT'S COLD AF#;; AND I LIVE (for now bc i am most likely moving in a couple months) IN THE DEEP SOUTH#;; THE LIKELIHOOD OF SNOW WHICH *NEVER* HAPPENS DOWN HERE ANYMORE IS STEADILY RISING BY THE DAY#;; though i remember as a kid it snowing like ??? every year/every other year down here ??? 😬#;; ANYWAYS!!! if i'm not devouring this book i WILL BE AROUND TO WRITE BETWEEN WORK THINGS!#♕░░ queen of the summer isles ( LUXX SPEAKING )#;; tbd.
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i need a new strategy for like, cleaning my room and doing yoga and reading and leaving the house. the adhd has reached mythic levels of bad. i have the thought, "i should do X," and then i won't move. i make a to-do list and i won't do anything on it. i queue up a yoga practice and i won't do it. i stare at my room and get stressed out about how cluttered it is. i write 3000 words of notes for a fic i don't even know if i'm going to write. i think and i think and i think about my OCs and they won't let me write them. i spend hours looking at stuff i can't buy. i take like an hour to write this.
#rum.txt#i have to do something about my phone...........#i might be able to uninstall tumblr#i can't uninstall twitter because the stupid fucking thing turns off notifications when you do#so i wouldn't be able to catch up on the accs i have notifs on for#(a very small list of forcebook- and kaibaek-related accs)#i can't uninstall instagram because of forcebook again lol#i also use it for recipes sigh#but i might start just... leaving it in my room when i get up and see how that goes#i'd also have to try to not look at my phone first thing in the morning#i also have to start actually getting up in the morning#i think that's the main thing#ok maybe when i take my medication in the evening i start getting ready for bed#it'll take long enough that it'll probably still be late but reasonable late#and not like. almost 3 am like now#one of the problems with my room right now is that i have a lot of STUFF#and i'm afraid of getting rid of the STUFF#because the last time i got rid of a bunch of STUFF#(mostly clothes)#i totally regretted most of it and i'm still like ah shit i don't have that anymore? :(#but also i have a big bed that i just want OUT of there#and a huge wardrobe that unfortunately holds a lot of the STUFF#so i don't know where all the STUFF would go#and every job i apply to sucks#and every job i actually want is TERRIFYING in both its unattainability and the miniscule possibility of its improbable successful executio#so i'm like stressed out about a thing that hasn't happened to make something that hasn't happened that i'm also stressed out about#every possible scenario whether i want it or not feels like it could lead to a meltdown because everything is so god damn hard right now#AND I FEEL SO!!!!!! SMALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#and the worst part is that i know all this is because my stupid fucking period is coming up#but just because my hormones are making me feel overwhelmed and melodramatic about everything doesn't make anything i've said untrue
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who the hell needs to text me five times a day hru. or hiiiii. or hii wyd. i know i am not that damn interesting.
#asclexeposting#i thinkk i got a girl who likes me (prob cus i have skibidi rizz 🔥🔥) but damn girl!!!#feel kinda guilty bc i can’t like her back but 🔥🔥 fuck it we ball#im going to a TEN AM spiderverse showing with her who the fuck wants to watch across the spiderverse at ten am#also good morning
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it’s okay Stephen
#playing with the camera tryna feel something#or make you feel something#my voice that is#Bandcamp#I was listening to my old shit all morning and like damn idk how people fronted#then I hear on the news somebody got shot in the head at a studio#just when I was bout to go back outside like guess I’m staying at the crib#me
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when you do something weird standing up and now your hip hurts (you can't twist it or put weight on it without it hurting) but it's also 2 AM and you've been told by so many people to 'walk it off' for other injuries that you're not completely sure if you should be concerned or not:
#like if i sleep on it will i feel better in the morning#or am i going to die in two hours#it's probably not good that i've walked off at least two sprained ankles and a sprained knee#my body just hurts all the damn time#got them tmj and the lower body of an old man#i don't want to go to the google for this because#yknow#idk it feels kind of like the good pain of stretching but in a much more painful way#it had good pain vibes in a very bad pain way#i can't put weight on my right leg#help#injuries#i'm not a doctor HELP
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not me feeling genuinly sad about the emperor :(((( i just keep reading his letter to ansur and thinking back to stelman's medical journal.......... like omfg he DID gaslight me i am in shock!!! this entire time n it was SO obvious
#but i didnt pry cuz i was like no i have to many enemies lets not add him on the list??#i succeded a hard perception check w him where my tav saw that behind his calm demeanor he is fragile n sad so i let tav embrace him like a#never knew that so i was like okay this time ill romance him and then i found out abt ansur .............. was this all just a ploy to get#tav to eat that damn astral tadpole ahghhhhh i should kill him in the next save but i also still kinda want to rule the world w him#not me feeling vaguely like jilted lover over a fucking squid#bg3#i shoudlve been more nosey and mean to him#i went on my morning run n this was all i was thinking about mento illness#bg3 spoilers#this squid got me fucked up!!!!
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it’s the last Sunday before Sunday’s banner ends so i suppose it’s about time for me to finally boot up HSR and pull him home… wish me luck
#i’m gonna need it bc i haven’t rlly played much since 2.3 so my savings are.. not Great#honkai star rail#hsr sunday#viddy game stuff#Seven.txt#it’s not that i don’t Want to play i just haven’t made the time to do so lately#i’m trying to juggle 4 live service gacha games at the same time and i am dropping all of the balls constantly 😔#i don’t feel like i’m doing much more than i used to but for some reason i seem to have a lot less free time for gaming lately#idk it’s probably just my time management getting worse#Anyways so yeah i haven’t played much since the Boothill hype. and i haven’t pulled a single new 5 star since his release#but i also haven’t played much at all during that time so i’ve only got 54 pulls saved :)#and if that’s enough to get me Sunday and his LC i’ll lose my fucking mind bc ain’t no way i’ll get that lucky#i Do have a good luck streak with Light Cones but i’ve only pulled for 3 so that’s not that impressive#i got Acheron’s on a won 50/50 at 14(!!!) pity and Aventurine’s on a won 50/50 at 22 pity so those were kinda insane to me#but then i don’t remember how it went for Boothill’s LC and i didnt log those pulls so i couldnt tell ya if the good luck streak continued#so anyways yeah probably gonna have to whale a lil bit but that’s ok bc it’s christmas time#i allow myself to whale (or. more like Dolphin perhaps) guilt-free on these games a lil bit on my birthday and christmas as gifts to myself#i used it on Xilonen and her sig weapon back around my birthday and now i’ll use this one on Sunday#ain’t no way i’m letting him pass me by when he’s the one that really hooked me into HSR in the first place#i was halfheartedly playing for a while but as soon as i saw the first hint of him on that livestream Penacony teaser i was Obsessed#don’t think i’ve ever been that excited for a character that i knew next to nothing about aside from a lil chibi avatar -#- and some line about him being malevolent. and i don’t even like the chibi style At All so that speaks to how strong his design was#or maybe it just shows how i see an angel coded character with weird-cool-head-wings and a halo and my brain worms start raving#well it’s 1am here so Technically it’s Monday now but shhhhhh it’s still Sunday in my Heart ok? and that’s what matters#and it’s still kinda Sunday on the American server bc the daily reset isn’t until like. 3am for me#but it’ll still probably record it as me having pulled him on the 23rd :/ oh well can’t turn back time#i guess i Could wait until Christmas morning but i don’t wanna flirt with the deadline so closely#this is close enough for me to count it as my Christmas pulls#and we spent Too Damn long without confirmation of his playability (though i always had faith in the leaks 😤🙏🏻) so i deserve this lmao#i mean i’ve waited longer. i waited for Scara! i waited for Baizhu! but still. all the ‘he wont be playable’ fearmongerers can kiss my ass
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ugghh
#i feel like im getting sick cause ive got a headache and a stomachache so i cant sleep#but ill probably feel better in the morning cause its the 1st day of my period and thats always rough so i shouldn't call in sick#and i dont have time to be sick anyways#but that constant lowkey stress probably isnt helping either#joos yaps#and this weekend is a big family get together and i enjoy those but we have to prepare a quiz and im already so damn tired#and i have so many other things to be doing#so in conclusion#ugghh
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#remember when i could draw? when i had time to draw and color?#bleh. im just sorta exhausted and dont feel good and starting to get overwhelmed by all that i need to get done#weirdest version of being sick ive had. i dont have a fever but i feel hot and my throat hurts and i have to take deep breaths but not#really coughing so im like??? am i sick???#ugh. i dunno ive been going to sleep at like 9pm and its only 7 and im so tired but i have a paper to read#maybe ill read it in the morning and not do pigment analysis tomorrow... but i wanna see those god damn pigment >:-(#i dunno. im also just kinda frustrated bc im running into things that my mum was in control of the info on#so its like: well i cant access my fasfa account. i dont kno where my vaccine info is. i dont kno if my mum had uterine fibroids before it#all turned to cancer. i dunno. im just tired#also i bitched out on a pap smear bc it hurt too bad. so ive had a day.#but ive got a birth control perception again. i dont wanna take it but like i cant really aford to go out of focus and go out of commission#via pain. so like i guess i gotta. ugh. it better not fuck with my medication#hopefully ill wake up tomorrow and all will be well in the world#unrelated
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