#daisyknife

[daisyknife]

I made a plan :) go meeeeee

(also massive thanks to @biscuitslashchip for *actually* making it into a visual)

[biscuitslashchip]

Me: (scrolling through #worm on a string)

@daisyknife: I’m so happy you joined Tumblr!

[yesterdaysanswers]

Tagged by @wanderinstar to post my fave first listens of 2022 🤩Thank you!!

Ivano Fossati/Oscar Prudente - Poco prima dell’aurora Il Baricentro - Sconcerto Picchio dal Pozzo - Picchio dal Pozzo Fabio Zuffanti - La foce del ladrone Diaframma - Siberia Gabor Szabo - Live in Cleveland Maffy Falay/Sevda - Jazz I Sverige ’72 Musicanova - Festa Festa Morgan - Canzoni dell’appartamento

I tag @vibesfromepicforest @umi-no-ko @sarvyle @eddie-rifff @intheblackofmyroom @auroreamethyste @daveslutstaine @zinbingus @grxtsch @ad-stones @zralokx @daisyknife @mktsquarehero @calicojo only if you want to

[bloomberrypint]

I got tagged by @daisyknife to list my favorite first listens of 2022! (Thanks very much <3)

Nothing much this year, I discovered They Might Be Giants after I heard Birdhouse in your soul in oomf's Chris Morris edit and I finally gave Kate Bush a listen after hearing so many good things about her discography. So yeah, Let's say I became obsessed with them last year.

Oh boy, this list is gonna be quite predictable and verrry basic I'm sorry but here we go:

They Might Be Giants - They Might Be Giants (aka Pink Album)

Kate Bush - The Kick Inside

They Might Be Giants - Flood

Kate Bush - Hounds of Love

TL;DR: Their debut and their most famous albums are pretty good lmao

I tag @annadaptors @badkruka @csswingandeasy and anyone who wants to play this to join in, no pressure tho ! <3

[happybirthday-unusannus]

[Image ID: tags from @daisyknife reading “which means the disclaimer song is also four years old”. /end ID]

🎶hey now. Don’t say that. Don’t you dare say that🎶

Happy 4th Birthday to

“DIY Bungee Jump (please don't try this)”

[daisyknife]

Hi :)

I've had a little hiatus of sorts to figure out things. I'm putting some more energy into life now and I'm so happy I've been able to :D

Starting off light because what I have planned will mean things ramping up quite a bit in the future! This is where I'll be this week, I hope to see you and that either way you have a good one <3

[daisyknife]

Fun Saturday

[daisyknife]

My Vtuber lore video is looking like a monumental task, but I’m so HYPED

[daisyknife]

Last stream was so magical, come join me again in about 20min for some Minecraft!

I feel super grateful every time anyone shows up, you don't have to chat

[daisyknife]

www.twitch.tv/daisyknife

*incoherent sleepy mumbles*

[daisyknife]

Practicing guitar in this weather is sweaty business 😰

After a nice shower though I feel so refreshed I wanted to play some Minecraft to the void!!

If you wanna join me in the void come along to twitch.tv/daisyknife

[daisyknife]

WE HAD OUR INTERNET FIXED TODAY!! We have super fast fibre optic connection and we can resume streaming without even needing an ethernet cable ⚡️ I am EXCITED!!! Remember Minecraft Mondays???? 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩 AAAAAAAAAAA I CAN’T WAIT!!

[daisyknife]

Hei this my somg

[daisyknife]

Today I came up with almost the entire lore for my vtuber character, I’m so happy!! I’ve got her whole backstory, additions to her design (and the reasons behind them), links to prog lyrics, ideas for a trailer, and more 🤩🤩🤩

I hadn’t felt this creative in a while 🥹

I hate that it’s gonna be aaaaagesssss before I can say anything 🫢👀

It’s gonna take a lot of time and effort, but if I can bring a fraction of this story to life it’s gonna be worth it

[daisyknife]

I was young, insecure, shy and average

Now I’m old, insecure, average but idgaf and I need space in my phone

That’s right, I’m uploading again and there’s more where this came from

[daisyknife]

Everyone has past selves who are no longer here. They leave us with every change, every lesson we learn, every thing we do for the last time without knowing it is; until one day we wake up and we are a completely different person with only a few threads keeping us together, some strong and unyielding like drawbridge chains, some insidious and dangerous like barbed wire and some subtle and endearing like optic fibre. Some of us manage to make space for who they used to be, cherishing memories and leaving flowers on the tombstones. They talk to the child they used to be, honour them and sometimes feel their presence throughout their being until past and present sing in harmony and dance in balance on the tightrope of time.

Some of us however are unable to keep that balance. For some reason or another we can’t let go and so when we change and grow we are not ready to leave. We are scared to turn into past selves, we want to remain forever alive, a lacerating oxymoron that breeds festering contradictions that invade our ever progressing timeline, sprinkling loops and paradoxes on it like metastases. And so we never pass on, we never grow and our present self becomes just an incoherent amalgamation of chains, barbed wire and optic fibre, too tangled and bruised to move. Each one of our past selves was ripped away from existence violently and prematurely so we can’t find peace and move on, to the point where we can’t *become present* anymore. We are here and now but who? And so we try to remember, but you can’t remember the present. We turn into empty haunted houses.

That’s who I am, the ghosts and the empty cocoon they infested.