#daisuke mouthwashing my beloved…..

[animalsmadeoutofglass]

Erm

I don’t usually post my writing here but I thought I’d try posting something

Spoilers for Mouthwashing

Warning for: mentions of death, blood, panic, being drunk (in mention. Not moment.), Jimmy (I feel the need to put a warning as a joke but also as a genuine warning for anyone who played, felt triggered by the subtext and couldn’t finish or did and couldn’t stomach his behaviour.)

Please take care of your mental health first.

IM SORRY IF THIS IS REALLY EDGY OR OUT OF CHARACTER IM TRYING 😭😭😭

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Daisuke’s pov.

It aches in my shoulder so much worse than I thought it would in the vent after I first felt it. The jokes didn’t seem to work at all this time and the results were even worse than I was hoping for. I can’t think and my head feels like it’s full of foam. I can’t focus. I can’t focus on really much of anything. Jimmy says something about being able to fix things again and to hold on, to not move. What else am I to do? I can’t even get a word in, can I? It all comes out like I’m drunk again on mouthwash. I can hear Swansea reply, he’s not happy. Hah.. of course he’s not. He’s probably furious because of that drink we gave him. I wish we hadn’t. There had to have been a better way, right?

She’s gone. Anya. I saw her; sitting there, lifeless with blood flowing down from her nose while Curly’s breathing seemed so much more intensified. I can’t even try to joke about this. Am I going to die? What about my mom? My home? My life back on Earth? Did I even have a real life? A real future? God, it hurts so much. The foam is filling up more and more in my head. My words aren’t even words when I talk anymore, are they?

Why does it have to hurt so much? Why did Jimmy think this would be a good idea? Why did I listen? I trusted him because I thought it would save Anya. I try to speak again, but I think Swansea tells me to be quiet. He sounds… sad. Quieter. He’s thinking. He’s got the axe and he’s watching over me while I lay and wait. Maybe I’ll be able to just.. take a nap and they’ll find a way to fix this. Even when they use mouthwash to try to disinfect my wounds, it just hurts. I can’t do anything but cry and let out some sort of sound. I can’t tell if Jimmy gave up or if he’s still ‘thinking’.

“Close your eyes, Daisuke.”

Yeah. That sounds nice. I can do that. Close my eyes and wait. Swansea kind of felt like a dad anyways. Maybe he’ll help.

I’m scared. I just wanted to go home. I thought all of us would be okay.

I just—

[xcchoco]

And I’m sorry if I’m coming home too late.

[gender-ihardlyknower]

[makanioverlord]

I promise I'll draw smth serious for this game but all I got rn in my head is just shitposts lol

mainly "wow literally no one wanted to be on that ship fr huh? daisuke was literally there just coasting on vibes alone huh?"

[dykedvonte]

Daisuke inadvertently calling Swansea fat is so funny cause you can tell he genuinely felt some way about it. The pause, asking Curly for the axe. I believe Daisuke gives the most diabolical and unintentional reads to all of them and like they can’t even say anything rude back cause like he was trying to be nice and helpful.

[crazycookieraider]

*grabs you by the shoulders and shakes you violently* just hear me out..... wHAT IF ,, what if they were all ALIVE, ,,, , because it was all a movie..........

[dnncats]

daisuke doodles.. in my head he's ok and playing pokemon on the gameboy

[dadsmistake]

WDYM... WIP ? 😦😨

[peachuuuux]

Anya, everything will be fine...

+without lighting and text

I have tk give those two and Swansea a big hug

[lotussness]

Mouthwash!!!

[0yorixu]

i shouldn't have been blind to your suffering

unfinished thing under cut cuz no motivation

[camrazzmatazz]

MOUTHWASHING ART + THE IMAGES I USED‼️⭐️

[teflontavalol]

mouthwash game

[theexpirederror]

[lumina-drift]

My intrusive thoughts are telling me to write a smut fic about daisuke from mouthwashing-

I have the biggest crush on him bro HELP ME

[grenetii]

Daisuke and Swansea art I did >:3