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girlscience · 9 months ago

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I Like the murder and the stabbing and the anger and the eating people and the blood and guts and gore and the stalking and the hunting people and the war and the skirmishing and the personal feuds and the hatred and the manipulation and the brawling and the beating the shit out of people and the lying and the surgical torture and the wounds and the shooting and the military tactics and the rage and the paranoia and the cold calculation and the displaying dead bodies and the murder as art and the twisted morality and the decent into evil and the god complex and the scheming and the axes and knives and swords and fists and nails and teeth.... but like, it's HAPPENING. and my brain never really put two and two together somehow, but now it has and I can't ignore it and I feel bad, but I still like these things and I don't know what I would be like or what I would like if I didn't.

#fucks sake i have a whole sideblog dedicated to gore and horror and cannibalism and violence #pretty much all of the stories i like are about these topics in some way or another #even when it's not the actual focus of the story it's what i get stuck on or interested in #dai? war. hannibal? violence and murder and cannibalism. black sails? violence and war and lying.#chainsaw man? violence and manipulation. sga? war and eating people (just for the wraith but they are what i care about most).#one piece? fighting. transformers? war. assassins creed. the witcher. gotham. the dragon prophecy books. venom. the horror genre.#the majority of anime I like. the locked tomb books. ever ttrpg I've ever played. batman. tokyo ghoul.#idk I'm just naming things I ever liked once at this point #BUT my point stands!!! I like movies with violence. I like tv shows with violence. I like video games with violence.#I like books with violence. I like songs and art and daydreams and games with violence.#fuck the redwall books are about war or murder or revenge most of the time!#idk where i'm going with all this honestly #i'm not going to stop enjoying these stories. i just feel weird about it now i guess #and have to learn how to coalesce them into a new worldview #which is a pain in the ass but i guess it's a sign of personal growth or whatever

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