#daemion shut up

[daemion]

i saw someone talking about how an artist had a "porn style"/"looked like they used to draw porn vibe" on tiktok yesterday and i was just kind of staring at them waiting for them to elaborate. like in what way. why do you think that. can you explain why its bad

[daemion]

i feel like i cant talk about bottom surgery at all with anyone since i feel like cis ppl/family see it as an unnecessary indulgence and a selfish need. "it's expensive and unnecessary". then i need to mull it over for a while really considering if im just selfish and greedy, if there's actually a need for it at all.

[daemion]

i want to be seen as a man without having to try is a lot of it. i dont want to have to get surgery; i just want it to be that way. when i talk about having desire to get surgery, which i only want because we live in an imperfect world, i get a lot of confused responses from people, especially family. a lot of 'you're fine the way you are'. but clearly my body is a physical barrier preventing them from seeing me how i wish to be seen, they don't have much interest in actually gendering me correctly. im sure itll get better after this or something, but i genuinely dont feel like other people understand me at all, and when people dont understand i have to just assume im wrong in other contexts, so part of me needs to constantly re-justify it to myself.

[daemion]

if news about an artist being a bad person comes out and your first instinct is to defend fans of the artists work, you're extremely selfish and strange.

[daemion]

The try not to cry and throw up challenge is getting harder every day

[daemion]

“Platonic dates” it’s called hanging out 😭

[daemion]

Im sorry Minecraft fans but no amount of “it’s really deep and about life and the world and our dreams” or whatever the fuck was gonna make them not make a mediocre family film.

[daemion]

i would never reply rudely to a mental health positivity/advice post because that's like so not me ever, but all of them do read like the type of advice my elementary school counselor would give that would make me feel violent.

[daemion]

Just saw a post on tiktok that was captioned “prepping for my dogs period” and the comments were all “omg I must be so stupid I didn’t realize dogs get periods” and I’m sitting here like yeah because they don’t get periods 😭

[daemion]

reading pre election "vote blue voting third party is a vote for trump" posts after the election is great. like wow you didnt convince enough people with your spineless politics. what a shame

[daemion]

sad! an irritating positive vibes grwm influencer on tiktok came out as a trump supporter. which is for some reason a surprise?

[daemion]

might make an art blog.. but only cause i want to categorize everything.

[daemion]

feb 1

does anyone else remember this + thing

[daemion]

i know im ruining my own life but even acting like its true seems so self centered and lame. like its not that serious. no one cares.

[daemion]

if i failed all my classes would you all be mad at me

[daemion]

ugh i need to replay twilight princess.