#dadfinn makes me cry

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this is real self indulgent but it's my ship/fic kid's birthday so whatever lol

firnn: work from your waist-

bonnie: 'm not a sling anymore, stop going easy on me.

firnn: ha! We're almost 50, Bonbon, s'not a matter'f going easy.

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it's my birthday and I can post dad!Firnn if I want to.

They are a big girldad.

merge HC belongs to 2finns/heartlurch

if any of my moots ever wanna make some money I just want sketches of merge Finn/Fern being a dad. My heart is weak for it.

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posted dad!Finn so it seemed only fair to do dad!Fern

("grampa" refers to the grass wizard, here, not Martin)

in case tumblr eats the quality/size again here it is unbroken

*A tiller is like a child grass plant that shoots off from the base of its parent.

chicken update under cut

one of the hens had 3 chicks but she rejected them??? so now I'm a chicken mom for the time being, I present: floofs

one def has roo energy

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half of the next page cuz idk if ill get the other half done today

referencing 2finn's merge hc again cuz i think theyd prob stay like that almost full time when they get old

Finn/Fern together: is this really our little monster?

Fern: no way

Finn: no way, bub.

Together: look how big she is!

Fern: huge.

Finn: massive!

Jay: please don't let them throw her, Gram...

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took a break from the next erasure page to get this idea out cuz its been bugging tf outta me all day, slapped it onto the end of ch 4 cuz im self indulgent

also the thought of finn painting bonnie's hooves makes me SOB im sorry i keep including it ik its an eyesore

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I like the merge hc 2finns/heartlurch made where Fern assimilates back into Finn it's very sweet and makes me feel all sentimental and https://2finns.tumblr.com/post/165997017606/been-havin-a-lot-of-sentimentality-about-finnfern like it's just.... babb.... hold own hand

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Babbs. Jay might be younger but he gets left in charge because Bonnie once went sicko mode in the chicken coop and filled the house with hemlock. Uncle Tiffany's viola lessons are just a cover to try and get "the green Finns" to like him more. Neither have any of the blood curse in them but I like to think that they can access that telepathic mindspace the boys have.

Fern's demon ingredients that Bonnie inherited: wolf spider (hooks in hands, eyes), rhea (bone weight) and tufted deer (hooves). Jay: maned wolf (ears, disposition, senses) and octopus (hair color changing bs.)

Demons in AT always seem like a combo of things so I ran with it and gave Fern a demon form. That little version of the grass demon always struck me as metaphorical (like there's no small Finn in the sword, just his essence like the comics say) & not anything literal so imo we never saw what his real body was. Like Fern only looks like he does because his vessel (the grass blade) merged with the Finn sword, so. I had fun with it, not a whole lot about demons are explained so I got free reign basically. The Grass Wizard would probably use animals to make his demon infused grass items, whereas Hunson would use men and mutants/monsters to make Nightosphere citizens, for instance, since people can choose to be reborn as demons (issue 51 I think).

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dont mind me im just getting up in my feelings

wip i prob wont finish for a few days, one of our chickens isn't feeling well v__v

song is The Joker and The Fool by Matt Pless

"One of them laughed while the other one cried

But both of them lived watching both of them die

‘Cause they knew all along that they couldn’t survive

This remind ya’ of someone ya’ knew?

Well, misery loves company and misery’s my friend

They slept in fire, crashed and burned then struck their match again."

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tags: bubbline finnfern finnferntress ZaDr merge HC feral Fern Huntress Wizard dadFinn makes me cry goatmom things chickenblr gift art asks

My AUs:

About Keep Yourself (FinnFern) a story about wishing for a fresh start, letting yourself ask for what you want and recognizing that you can't run forever.

At 27 Finn Mertens finalizes a wish that will allow him to channel all of his lived experiences into a new, fresh self in the hopes he can be a little more selfish, be a little less proud and not make the same mistakes that he cannot help but dwell on.

Ch 2 Excerpt: Anxiety bubbles its way up his esophagus and Finn drowns it with a long pull off his homebrew, eyes flickering from the bottle to his prosthetic, foot tapping furiously. He sighs and gives into the itch at the back of his brain, taking the wish out and reading it over again, biting more teeth marks into a pencil already shredded down to the lead. It’s something to look forward to. Something he can put off, hoping ‘it gets better’ but it hasn’t and he’s almost certain it won’t. A morbid form of motivation to get more built, work harder, save more people, hoping against hope he’ll wake up happy before he has to spirit himself away. But none of it matters without fulfillment, sat alone and suffocating under his own melancholy in this empty space, only a facsimile of a loved one on his chest for company.

Keep Yourself Series (E rated vers.)

Keep Yourself Series (T rated vers. sans comic)

Keep Yourself AU Comic on AO3

This is a ~30 page comic that can be read without knowledge of the rest of the series and can be read as platonic. Their soul snakes in on itself like flustered birds panicking in their chests as it tries to magnetize and recombine when within a certain distance of one another, and so Fern's job of stalking Finn turns into a headache of trying to keep his silence in all his double's one sided ramblings.

Keep Yourself AU posts (sketches, asks, etc.)

Keep Yourself Playlist

About Vanlife AU (FinnFernTress) a story about the interplay between the self and selfless love inspired by the Gregg Araki films like Nowhere, The Living End and The Doom Generation.

Finn collects Fern after his arm mishears him in his want to just go home together, and never one for reading is left ignorant of the demon contract and its terms, unknowingly burying Fern alive. Fern reforms and takes off to the Nightosphere to find himself after being forced to confront what he is. The comic starts with him reappearing six years later, much to the annoyance of Huntress Wizard, Finn's casual hook up and confidant.

Vanlife AU on AO3 (posted by batch, higher quality images)

Vanlife AU Posts (sketches, asks, etc.)

Vanlife AU Playlist

About Erasure (ZaDr/ZaGf) [on temp hiatus since the first "chapter" is done] a story about freight hopping, folk punk, and falling in love over and over again. (and hating it.)

[...] in his Junior year of high school Zim receives an SOS and rushes off planet without telling anyone, feeling responsible for what happened and yearning for a chance to redeem himself to his masters and people. He does not come back until Dib’s senior year of college, and does not talk about what happened on Irk.  He and Gaz have grown close- she had been living in his abandoned base after dropping out in an effort to avoid Membrane and his increasing disappointment, apathetic neglect and rigid expectations. The two have made connections with all manner of tramps, oogles, crusties and homebums through their circumstances and Zim’s lifestyle due to lack of proof of identity, and so the house gradually evolves into the local squat. The comic starts with Zim interrupting Dib’s work (and day drinking) to let him know they’ll be heading out of Michigan to play a show, and offers to let him come along when he sees how overworked Dib is.

Erasure AU pages in order

Erasure AU posts (sketches, asks, etc.)

Erasure AU playlist