#cyn has a bike kink it’s true. I lose my mind every time

[letstrywritingmaybe]

I have so much shit to do, I thought I was busy before but now even more so… but all I wanna do is finish my fics. I’m clearly procrastinating right now when I have a shit ton of reading (not fics unfortunately 😔) to do, but man I for once wanna write and I can’t do it.

Update: I read like one page (one section) then immediately was like okay I can write now. So I finished the first scene for the otp prompts. Why is it that my brain sees vampire and immediately thinks it’s supposed to be spicy. This is a rated T fic and it is going to remain this way. But for real why does my brain just associate vampires and sex? I blame the devour verse. It’s ruined me. Yes yes the intimacy of drinking blood from a lover’s veins, we’ll get to that, but first they have to fuck. Yes I’m still very ace, I promise, my ship is just very much not and are too into each other. Okay, break time’s over. Back to reading (still not fics 🥲)

Update 2: I’m still on the Taxi Driver obsession and my ship is so real I swear. Again if I ever decide to write a ShinAi fic, this is the vibe I need! But I totally don’t think shinichi is cool enough to be this main character, not even close. But the girl is my fav! I love her so much and I love her development too! Also I know I have a thing for motorcycles, gets me every time. Literally I see a character on a bike and I’m like that one, I want that one. It’s been this way since my golden otp

Also I’m procrastinating again because I just want to read CoAi fics. But I’m all caught up with the ones I want to be *sigh if someone wants to write a CoAi fic for me to gush over that would be lovely. Because I don’t want to write now, I just want to read. I swear I complain about this like every other day, it’s cause I miss being a fangirl who supports creators, I’m not a writer. I was not meant for this life