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bugsinthebayou · 1 year ago

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old oc of the day: nightriver the nightwing/seawing hybrid (wof)

oc status: inactive

oc creation date: unknown. creator was roughly 9 years old at time of designing

big design changes over the years: the original nightriver drawing was much more nightwing-like than the drawings to come. in later drawings her seawing was far more visible than her nightwing. she had a zigzag scar on her left cheek that started small and smooth in the first few drawings, but became much larger and more jagged in later redesigns. it ended up reaching from just below her eye to her mouth. creator once attempted to rehaul her and rename her seastorm, but the name didnt stick and she has simply been placed onto the "old but beloved ocs" shelf.

special abilities: none, i think. i dont remember giving her future sight or mind reading. definitely not an animus either

#felt like talking abt her #the thing is #even if i wanted to bring her back into activity i really wouldnt have anything to /do/ with her??#cuz im not big into wof anymore #its a good series but i was so obsessed with it for years that im burnt out on the world a bit #and i just have no interest in furthering her story #captains orders

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8lah8lah · 3 years ago

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this is a stupid little post so thats why im putting it here but the concept of jealousy or envy has been pretty lost on me for my entire life, i understood 'you dont DESERVE that' but thats cause the person sucks and straight up doesnt and shit like that, but 'my partner casually thought someone else was cute and/or flat out Likes someone else while we're together, and that makes me feel bad' has always just been hard to understand for me lol, like, damn i want my partner to gush abt someone they like to me!! i wanna flirt with that person too, or if im not really into them then whenever my partner wants to do smth i wouldnt be super excited abt they can do it with the other person and they can come back happy and then im happy etc etc!!!!

but then, something i would think about if i really liked someone (so not like a passive 'oh theyre cute if they liked me back i think id like em more' or an on/off kinda thing) is if They got a partner while i actively liked them but didn't have the chance to tell em i liked em.... i think that's the closest ive ever felt to jealousy, cause its like. bro I wanted to tell em and I wanted them to like me back and I wanted to be the one mutually swooning over them what the fuck back off!!! literally making up a guy and not only getting mad at him but experiencing brand new emotion cuz of how mad i am at him LOL

#8log upd8 #dont rb cuz im just thinking out loud XD #personal #at least SOME part of this is cuz when ppl are talking abt jealousy wrt relationships its usually Romantic relationships #cause when anything threatened the... integrity?? of the romantic relationships i had i either didnt notice or didnt care #cause it wasnt taking away from anything cause there was nothing there cause i wasnt romantically attracted to them anymore!!!#its why both my breakups* i was more relieved than anything and completely fine in like. a week #cause it wasnt the Loss and breaking down of some big beautiful thing that was there cause i ♥ felt ♥ nothing ♥♥♥#it was just A Thing that i did so it was like. ok so i stop saying these things to you and thats it lol #but anyway aromanticism aside i think a Possibility of why the specific idea of the person i like getting with someone else #before i can do anything about it DOES ACTUALLY make me feel something is cause its with feelings i Do feel and Do understand?#you go HEY YOUR ROMANTIC PARTNER LIKES SOMEONE ELSE ROMANTICALLY!!! i go lol #you go HEY THE PERSON YOU HAVE WHAT IS BEST DESCRIBED AS ALTEROUS FEELINGS TOWARDS #IS DOING THE SAME STUFF YOUD WANT TO DO WITH THEM; WITH SOMEONE ELSE AND FILLING YOUR PLACE #AND BC ROMANTIC ATTRACTION IS HARD TO IMAGINE AND NOT THE DEFAULT IN UR BRAIN; MIGHT AS WELL LIKE THEM #ALTEROUSLY TOO FOR ALL YOU KNOW!!!!!#and i am like Oh no... -eyes turn red- -looks at full moon- -howls as i turn into were wof- /jjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj #but yeah bottom line i like it when ppl i like like me back and bc i dont like anyone romantically i dont care who my romantic partners #do or do not like blahblahblahblahblah #WAIT I FORGOT TO ELABORATE ON THE * IN MUCH EARLIER TAGS ive dated 3 ppl but i dont count the first one cause #to understate it was bad

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