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Idk how to tell you this but because you have "proshippers kill yourselves" in your description, this is about you. Just letting you know.
Being on the internet feels like
Me to my friend: what if 2 guys were on the moon and one killed the other with a rock.
Friend: that's fuuuuckkkedddd lol
Me: yeah it's pretty crazy
Friend: what if it was dramatic and cool
Me: what if they were lovers
Friend: omg loool that'd be crazy
Me: what if the world was made of puddi-
Some random person: you people are fucked in the head. FUCKED. Don't you know real people DIE? I can't belive you support killing astronauts. You're glorifying something that could happen to ANYONE. What if someone uses the astronauts killing eachother to make death LEGAL? WHAT IF THAT HAPPENED? You're responsible for every person who has ever died and you're a sicko I bet you are secretly a serial killer because you think murder can even BE cool. And don't even get me started on your little pudding fantasy! You hate people allergic to pudding so bad. I bet you have a pudding world fetish. You don't deserve to fucking live you astronaut killing freakazoid!
Guy who's the reincarnation of Cain: I agree. I keep saying we can't talk about space and look and behold! Trust me we must make stricter laws against letting these spaceheads speaking so freely. /wearing a shirt that says 'let's kill eachother with rocks/
The random guy: yeah we have to team up to make sure they're shut down!
Me: how could you even be able to that
Cain2: dont say able
#the joke is that calling for censorship of complete fiction on grounds of having topics that make you uncomfortable sides with Christians#who are also#currently trying to censor fiction that also makes them uncomfortable#which is siding with people who actually do the fictoon baddeeds authors are being punished for#when the fictionalized version of me brings up the idea of a dramatic scene where an astronaut#kills another astronaut with a rock it is overheard by people who is not the targeted audience#who insert themselves into the discussion around the idea of portraying murder fictionally#the first person is concerned that somehow murder can become legal or the fiction can be used to show others murder is good#but quickly derails into acting as though the fictional deed of murder signals anything about the person who is making up the fictional#death#the second person further derails the conversation. he actually LIKES killing people with rocks and does it for real unlike the#fictionalized atronauts his targets are real and living he distracts from the rock topic with furthering ideas of censorship#(/whispers/ in the real world hed be saying FAGGOT. not SPACEHEAD)#finding fellowship in the need for censorship the two of them agree to work together to suppress#topics that make them uncomfortable#the final punchline ends with me questioning how they would go about with insurring a total supression#instead of answering cain says not to say able#the name of his brother who he killed#which is a reference to the idea that suppression of fiction will always have to be enforced by violence and usually works hand in hand#with fascists and groups like white supremacy groups. who absolutely agree with the idea of telling authors of#anything inpure to kill themselves
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I mean I like hannigram because it's fucked up not cause it's wholesome lol. Also you gotta remember that a lot of people started reading kuro AS kids and a lot of people self inserted or tried to relate to ciel as how they would feel in his situation. 100% sebaciel is fucked up but it's also fiction. Censoring or policing taboo topics doesn't help anyone just cause you find it distasteful. Otherwise we wouldn't have artists like Kikuo making songs like Gomen Ne, a really fucked up banger of a song. There is some of the audience that loves the song because it's sings about their abuse and emotions they had at the time.(Kikuo is said to have experienced abuse as a child as well) others appreciate the awareness is brings out and other just like the song lol.
This one of those "Art should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable." Situations. You don't like sebaciel for those reasons you wrote? Good. Other like it because of that(possibly cause of past trauma), some people like to imagine that a child can actually be in a position of power over their abuser and be in charge in the "relationship". Reality isn't the same but people should be allowed to process their shit without being judged. It's that kind of attitude that prevents people from talking or exploring about their ish through art, fan art/fics/ songs.. etc I don't actually want a relationship like sebaciel but... my past younger self took comfort in Ciel being in "charge" and my current self likes to go "yep that was fucked up" it's doesn't mean people are supporting groomers or pedo, people are just trying to deal with their shit.
Let people have the time grow and realize things as they go without being judgemental. Just say the ship isn't for you because the themes make you uncomfortable and move on. Cause Kuroshitsuji at it's core is meant to be uncomfortable, that isn't going to change anytime soon. Even if only like 10% of fans ship sebaciel cause of their past, like let them... they got enough on their plate and if a fictional noncanon ship helps them process, they why not?
This. Just no. Sorry, but no.
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Hi, I'm Zero - Welcome to my pond! And if you come from the old blog, nice to see you again ♥
Blog Navigation: My Art - My Fanfiction (includes things I don't post on AO3) You can find my other socials here. I recently made one in hope to escape the rampant censorship, we'll see how it goes.
The posts in which I complain about stuff are tagged #ramblings if you want to avoid them.
I'm currently hyperfixating on DCU/Batman, especially the Sladick niche. I also post/reblog batfamily content (batcest or just wholesome), with a mix of dark/fucked up things & fluff/wholesome things. I love being gross to Dick though no one is safe from me.
I love all DC ships, just not equally! Almost nothing grosses me out and I don't have NOTPs, so know that you can find just about anything here, 90% of which is DC Centered. Feel free to send me prompts, brainworms or ficlets, I love them all and I love your ideas ♥
I am every fucked up character's apologist - they looked great while doing their thing and I stan all the evil queens, kings and monarchs, irredeemable or otherwise.
I post/reblog nsfw, but given that tumblr started trying to kill my previous blog although everything was always tagged & censored properly, the censorship here is going to be more severe. Links will be provided for uncropped/uncensored versions of my art where needed!
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🐺 All About Me (jump to the end if you wanna see my citation library about wolves and wildlife, arhrooo!)
- My birthdate is March 18th 1990 and I am therefore in my mid-thirties. I am therefore no longer a whippersnapper despite my youthful appearance (I get miss-aged constantly) which is due to my autism.
- I am autistic and I have ADHD but I am currently struggling far harder with the autism. Derpy short term memory and happy distractibility? Squirrel! That's my ADHD. Fundamental NEED to hyperfocus strongly on a task without interruptions of any kind whatsoever for hours upon hours upon hours? That's my autism and it is fucking up my life because I get extremely stressed extremely quickly when I have to spend all day masking/fawning (aka pretending to suck up to people who don't have my best interests at heart,) instead of passionately writing, hiking or drawing all day, often while happy as a clam and forgetting to eat. I have Pathological Demand Avoidance which explains why commissions make me extremely uncomfortable, but I'm perfectly happy selling prints! (Pleeeease buy my prints and shirts and stuff! I put a lot of heart into making them awesome!❤️)
- I am permasingle. Please don't try to convince me otherwise, as I am now in early middle age and aromantic asexual I have no capacity to imagine a life where I am devoted to another adult human. Become a mom? Maybe. I have no idea how to flirt and I would never do it if I did. I find the idea of someone looking at my body and wanting to sexualize it is incredibly disturbing to me. My body is nought but a vessel for mine powerful spirit, nothing more.
- I am a grumpy socialist (which is not the same thing as communism, mainly it means that I genuinely care about others,) who supports Universal Basic Income, wildlife advocacy, climate change education, LGBTQA+ (after all I am part of the 🏳️🌈 community,) Transgender🏳️⚧️ (learn about the biological science of transgender here,) Universal Basic Income, neurodivergence, Black Lives Matter, Every Child Matters, Children are People, Housing First/Safe, Comfy Housing as a Basic Human Right, immigration, racial diversity, animal rights (for example tail docking is cruel unless it is done for medical reasons as per the SPCA,) and medical science (trained in the veterinary field, so, y'know, fully vaxxed against all the things.)
- I am trying to base KNIFE EDGE as much as possible on actual wolf biology. I'm doing my best to veer away from the usual fictional wolf fare which is usually very mythical or scientifically inaccurate (or both.) I want KE to help people care about wildlife and the threats that they face like habitat fragmentation, loss of genetic diversity, and climate change. That being said, some artistic liberty has been taken for the sake of my sanity. Production of KE is slow right now for reasons.
I will never censor the sheathes of my male animal characters or their bumholes. The latter because bumholes are hilarious. The former because censoring a blatantly obvious bodypart is incredibly illogical and stupid.
- My favourite Cybertronian (Transformer) is Starscream!✈️ I definitely sympathize with the Decepticons. I don't draw Transformers stuff very often though because bipeds scare me (despite the fact that I can actually draw them quite well,) and I am a wuss. 😅 I sometimes write depraved little stories about Starscream and his trine (as well as other seekers,) and post them here.
Creative Help
- Thane's Master List of Printers for Comics & Merch
- How to get a Book Quote from a Printer by Thane
Interesting Stuff
- The Sargasso Sea (Thoughty2)
- Hilarious Snowplow Names
- How to Eat Acorns (Adam Ragusea)
- Supervolcanoes (GeologyHub)
- Meet the Most Mysterious Man to Ever Live (Thoughty2, hilarious account of Rasputin)
- Walruses are Terrifying (Henry the PaleoGuy)
- The Great Emu War of Australia (Animalogic)
- How to build a wattle-and-daub thatched medieval house! (Quantum HD)
- Why tomatoes suck now: mechanical harvesting (The History Guy)
Links I Keep For Arguments
I'm opinionated. These are the scientific sources that my opinions are based off of.
🐺Wolves & Wildlife
See the citation library here.
❤️🔥Human Rights & 🔥Climate Change
Includes climate change, LGBTQIA2S+, women's/uterine rights, economic survival, discrimination & weird religion/cults. Main citation list here!
- NASA: the sun isn't causing global warming, we are. (The sun is actually in a cooling trend; humans are warming up the planet so extensively that we're countering this cooling trend by over 100%.) Also see 'it's the sun, stupid!' episode of the podcast The Climate Denier's Playbook.
- How to identify a CULT (and avoid recruitment.)
- How Trump abortion bans hurt and kill women.
❤️🩹Human Medicine & Nutrition
See the citation library here. (Coming soon.)
- Current scientific understanding of dying, near death experiences, and the afterlife.
- Vaccines are VERY safe, they do NOT cause autism, and there's more aluminium in breast milk than there is in vaccines. GET VACCINATED!💉💉💉❤️
- How viruses mutate and all about influenza!
🐶Neurodivergence
- Struggling to Get Stuff Done? Maybe it's More than Motivation. (How to ADHD)
- Times I Should've Realized that I was Autistic (Illymation.)
- Spoon theory explained! (Washington Post)
- Comorbity with Autism - having multiple neurodivergence diagnoses - explained. (AutismBC)
- Dyspraxia/difficulty in motor movements explained - common in neurodivergent folks. (NHS)
- Job hunting strategies for autistics. (AutismBC.)
- Why High Masking Autistics Struggle (Chris and Debby) - I feel all of this so much it's painful, and I desperately wish that I could have shown it to my dad while my mom was still alive, because maybe then he would not have stressed the crap out of her so badly.😣💔
🐈Mammalian Pets (Mostly Cats)
- A global synthesis and assessment of free-ranging domestic cat diet (keep your cats inside)
- Why You Should Adopt Another Cat (Jackson Galaxy)
- How to Introduce Cats (Jackson Galaxy)
- Why kittens are adopted out in pairs (Kitten Lady Hannah Shaw.)
- The Problem with French Bulldogs (thoroughly explained by veterinarian DVMCellini!)
- How to Kill a Shelter Dog
- How to clean a wound on a dog or a cat.
- How Cats Purr
- Why cats go nuts for tuna even though it isn't natural for them to eat.
- How to Make Your Dog Puke in Emergancies
- DIY Senior Feed for Horses
- Evidence of domestication of P. bengalensis (Asian Leopard Cat) in ancient China means that cat domestication goes back earlier & that there were once two domesticated species (but not anymore - modern cats descend from Felis sylvestris lybica,) plus that the modern bengal cat isn't a new idea!
- Both dogs AND cats will eat your corpse if you die and they are desperate. (And there's actually more historical evidence of dogs doing it!)
- Domestic cats are obligate carnivores who eat meat and only meat. Hannah Shaw, aka the Kitten Lady, explains this beautifully (and adorably,) here. Do not feed them a vegan diet, doing so is cruel. Cats do not need carbohydrates in their diets; carbohydrates' only use in kibble (dry food,) is as a binder which holds all the other ingredients together. Cats have just one copy of a gene which codes for starch (carbohydrate consumption) meaning that biologically they really haven't changed from their African Wildcat ancestors.
- Dogs are not wolves and therefore are not carnivores; they are omnivores. While dogs do descend from wolves (sorry, your chihuahua does not descend from coyotes or foxes,) wolves possess just two copies of a gene that codes for an enzyme capable of digesting starches (which carbohydrates contain,) dogs can have up to 22 copies of it. Dogs who do not consume some type of grain as part of their diet can develop serious health problems which can become life threatening. (Note that legumes like lentils and peas do not count as grains. Neither do root vegetables like potatoes, yams or sweet potatoes.)
🐍Non-Mammal Pets
- Reptile and amphibian keepers are NOT an animal rights issue (and actually are developing better husbandry for these largely harmless animals, are NOT contributing to invasive species, and are even helping to save endangered ones. Most reptile and amphibian pets are captive bred and the community is constantly advocating for ALL species to be captive bred! Additionally, since most species are TROPICAL, they simply cannot survive outside in northern climates. Far more endangered reptiles are killed for their skins than are ever captured to be pets.)
- How To Treat Freshwater Fish Diseases - can apply to marine fish too but avoid copper in any tank with invertebrates (Keeping Fish Simple)
Reef Cleaners Information and How-To Database (very helpful on a miriad of topics!)
- DIY aquarium fish trap!
- Ethical keeping of ball pythons with gentle transitioning to properly mentally engaging vivariums (do NOT keep them in racks! These are sentient, emotive animals which need to be given choices in their existence such as multiple - not just two - hiding places and clutter to help them feel safe!)
- Snake Discovery Reptile Keeper Cleaning Hacks (works for aquarists too, and keepers of anything with a water dish!)
- Reptifiles - concise and well-researched reptile care sheets!
- How to safely free small animals, especially snakes, from glue traps - use mineral oil! (New England Reptile)
- AVOID deep heat projectors for reptiles, they are unsafe!
- Harmful ball python myths! (Spoiler alert: racks are bad for them.)
- How to get your snake to eat.
- Budget small scale mouse breeding!
- Safe rocks & materials (and their chemical properties/effects on PH) to use in hardscaping terrariums and aquariums (including wood too!)
- DIY Plywood Aquarium! (King of DIY)
- DIY effective Hamburg Mat Filter (King of DIY)
- DIY rear sump filter - basically DIY AIO aquarium (King of DIY) This is basically what I did with mine haha.😅
- Cheap household algae control! (King of DIY)
- DIY Reef Dry Rock! Yes, you can make your own! (Australian Aquarist)
- Scaping vivaria with concrete and foam board! (Serpa Design)
- Use pool sand in your (freshwater) aquarium instead of expensive aquarium sand or play sand! (Palmer Aquatics)
- Use medium grit blasting sand in your freshwater aquarium. (Palmer Aquatics)
- Use frameless glass picture frames for glass panels in DIY terrarium builds (Terrarium Designs - video shows how to safely cut it and everything) or Ikea UTRUSTA glass shelves for the same job (Serpa Designs) or balustrade glass for aquariums (Australian Aquarist - this glass cannot be cut but it is super strong so it is worth it to design your wooden aquarium around it!)
- Male and female bettas CAN be kept peacefully together so long as their water has tanins, tonnes of plants to block sightlines, the water is kept slightly colder, and one avoids red specimens as these are more aggressive. (Fishistory)
- Snake Body Language (a twitching tail only means 'I'm happy' in dog language!)
- Budget hacks for rats (and mice)
- Safe and dangerous foods for rats (and mice)
- Scatter feed rats and mice for foraging behaviour (never use a bowl)
- Rat diet options
- Rat and mouse-safe woods for chewing and habitat
Permaculture!🍇
- Easy DIY coddling moth traps that work just as well as pesticides for protecting tree fruit! (Alternatively: bag each fruit with a large organza bag!)
- Permaculture orchard design - far more efficient land use which equals more food and less effort in maintenance!
- Program your seeds by starting them in poor soil for two months then switching them to better soil for much stronger, more vigorous plants!
- Canadian wild plant collecting guidelines (by Garry Oak Ecosystems Recovery Team)
- Municipal rainwater reclaimation in Seattle via rain garden - brilliant, cheap, and far better for the environment!
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Opinion: Internet censorship is irresponsible
A Commentary by Ash Spectrum
In recent years conversations about censorship have become more mainstream than ever. In December 2018 Tumblr banned sexually explicit content, in January 2020 Twitter restricted sensitive content, including excessive gore and explicit content, and once again there has been a growing number of people who want Archive Of Our Own (AO3) to more heavily moderate the content being posted to the site. AO3s current content policy is dictated by the laws of New York, and AO3s Terms Of Service focus on how users interact with the site rather than restricting any content from being posted. I believe that trying to increase censorship on the site is irresponsible and misunderstands or ignores the history of other websites that have tried to ban similar content. This vocal group has been focused on the site's allowance of content that many consider questionable or illegal, and on the many works of “Trauma-Fiction” on the site. The focus on these works is based on a lack of understanding of how the website functions, and banning this content will have a much different effect than expected.
“The Archive of Our Own is a place for fanworks, including fan fiction based on books, TV, movies, comics, other media, and real-person fiction (RPF).” - Archiveofourown Terms Of Service Agreement
The current systems that AO3 has in place allow users to both include and exclude tags from the search results, allowing users control over what content they want to see. Banning genres of content from being published at all takes this control away from the user. Historically these bans do not work, as users will find ways to publish restricted content regardless, but without the content being tagged. This can cause many readers to be shown works that make them uncomfortable, and that they otherwise would have avoided with the current filtering system. The restrictions that are being proposed would also heavily censor “Trauma-Fiction”, which are works written with the purpose of helping the writer to process or cope with a traumatic experience. Some of these works contain graphic depictions of violence, gore, self-harm, abuse, and other topics that many find uncomfortable to read about. These works are not meant to be read the same way as other forms of fiction, and banning this content is a fundamental misunderstanding of why these works are created in the first place.
Now, onto the biggest issue within this debate. With AO3s current Terms Of Service, as long as the content is not breaking New York State law, it is permitted to be published on the site. Under this law written depictions of sexual content involving minors is not illegal, and thus, this content is allowed to be published on AO3. Many arguments to increase content restrictions focus on explicitly banning the publication of sexual content that involves minors on the site, alongside other written forms of sexual content that many believe should be illegal, such as bestiality, sexual abuse and assault, and depictions of non-consent. Many of the works in these categories are incredibly uncomfortable and upsetting, but outright banning any content that falls under these umbrellas will not solve any of the issues that are often brought up. Users on other platforms have found ways around similar content restrictions in the past, and AO3s current tagging and filtering system is very effective at removing unwanted content from search results. The ban of this content would also not take into consideration the complexity of the situation. There is a large gray area of content with no agreement on if it is acceptable, and removing these works without considering the context they were written in is irresponsible.
Censorship requires a set morality of what content should be allowed, but morality can never be broken down into a list of “good” content and “bad” content. For many people “bad” content includes any group that they don't think is “socially acceptable”, whether that be queer identities, racial minorities, religious minorities, kink, furries, or any of the many other groups that are often not included in mainstream media. Allowing the censorship of any content opens the door for groups to censor any media they don’t find acceptable to society. For many users AO3 is a form of escapism, and to try and censor any aspect of the website is a fundamental misunderstanding of why it was created in the first place.
“Practically any attempt to sort works of fiction into tidy piles of acceptable and unacceptable material, of course, is likely to invite controversy.” - Declan McCullagh, CNET, May 31st 2007
To prove that censorship is an ineffective solution, we need to go back to 2007 and look at a website called LiveJournal. First started in 1999 LiveJournal is a social networking website that allows users to create diaries, blogs, and of course, journals. In 2005 the company was purchased by Six Apart, and in 2007 over 500 groups were deleted from the site in the hopes of protecting children. Many of these groups were created with no ill intentions, such as support groups for victims of sexual assault and abuse, fan-fiction groups that included darker topics such as rape, and role-playing groups that included discussions of illegal activities that were being done by fictional characters. Many users responded to these bans by creating petitions, creating new groups to replace the ones lost, and trying to contact support and get the groups restored. Many others left the site entirely, having been discouraged by their months or years worth of work being deleted for a reason that they felt was completely wrong. LiveJournal was a website that was home to many LGBT+ users and the decision to remove content because it "encouraged illegal activities" pushed users away from the site because in many places their identities were illegal. The site deleted their content, and so they left to find places they felt more safe expressing themselves in such as Tumblr, Twitter, and AO3.
Historically no website can set a hard boundary on what content is acceptable and what content is restricted. Groups will use these restrictions to try and remove content that they do not like, and others will publish content regardless by using euphemisms and acronyms to bypass the moderation on the site. The only way for the website to keep running as intended is to allow the community to self-regulate content on the site and allow people to write what they want to write. Some of the content on the website may be harmful, but attempting to restrict and censor the works that the community fought so hard to publish will not solve any problems, it will only hurt the users who helped to create the website in the first place.
#Ash Writes Things#Spectrum Of Ashes Articles#Commentary Article#i wrote this back in october for my schools journalism class but never published it#thought i should post it here since im pretty proud of how i did and think its still an important topic to be educated on
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Ami Ami Ami Ami Ami Ami, pls pls, take this as an invitation to go absolutely off about your magnus studios AU because I am in love and I need everyone else alive to also love the idea
You came jusssssssssssst after I posted about it!
BUT! I'll take the chance to rant some more because the idea of Melanie and Georgie engaged in this very dumb, very chaotic dynamic while Jon and Martin peer from the sidelines at their two friends is HILARIOUS.
I also have a lot invested in the fact that the Movie they meet in is THE movie of their carreers, all of theirs-- the only time when Jon's script came through without major changes, where the female leads are complex, multidimensional and interesting to act. It's UNNERVING and everyone is deeply afraid of making the wrong move and - when they meet on set - Melanie and Georgie feel so stressed and pressured by the already watchful gaze of the media (who expects full blown diva drama) that they take it out on each other.
And that's not good! That makes them more stressed! it makes the crew incredibly uncomfortable! It makes Jon see the nuances of his script get lost! Plus the director is a studio puppet and an idiot and won't step up (and keeps encouraging method acting bs :/) !
They both decide to step up and apologise to Jon after a particular day on set where he just. breaks down at the sight of his work being so throughly torturing for everyone involved. and that's where Melanie and Georgie meet - truly see each other - on the doorstep of Jon and Martin's home, where they went to apologise.
I'm very inspired by Joan Crawford and Bette Davis for this. It's very interesting how the media was obsessed with pitting them against each other when... they never hated each other with the passion fiction says? Bette had her own feud going on with the studios, while Joan was kind of trying to adapt and survive to an industry that kept wanting to spit her out. Here's a really good video on the subject.
As a film student, even though the fic has 40s vibes for its star system and the such ... I kind of think more of critiquing the current state of cinema, specially Hollywood. Not only it keeps perpetuating the same bullshit over and over (or creating new stereotypes after it tries to redeem itself for old ones), the industry is stifling for any creative working under it. It censors, it cuts, it rejects.
The work enviroment in film- from crew member to actor to scriptwriter - insists on trapping you in a box, a role and inhumane work hours. Not unlike the fears!
(And that's not only in Hollywood. If I start talking about the argentinian film industry... I won't stop).
But people have always been revolting against that, yknow? It's interesting to think of how this enviroment affects the characters, their relationships, their friendships and romances!
#magnus studio au#u wanted me to go off mad im so sorry#babbling babbling#my writing#tma#the magnus archives#magnuspod#jonmartin#wtgfs#georgie x melanie
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what's the reason you like Freddy Krueger enough to list him as one of your favorite villains? do you actually feel bad for him and think he didn't deserve what happened to him? or do you just think he's a well written character and that's why you enjoy him? i don't mean to nitpick but i think it's important for some of us to know the reason in order to determine whether your blog is a safe environment for CSA victims/survivors or not. i mean no disrespect i just feel like context here is key.
I grew up with his movies. It wasn’t about the backstory or the deeper analysis - just like with Friday the 13th and Psyko and all of those. Freddy was just another horror movie monster who killed people in whacky ways for me and to be honest, I neither remember, nor ever really cared about where he came from. He was just a dream-monster man to me, who gives me nostalgia today.
Only later in life did I read that Wes Craven initially intended for Freddy to be a predator - something which was dropped and turned to “just” a child killer (emphasis on killer) due to an at the time current criminal case going on in America.
I know they brought the initial backstory back for the reboot, but I neither knew about it as a kid, nor do I consider it as canon for those original movies, since it wasn’t at the time. Though, that isn’t to say that I’m not uncomfortable with this additional bit of the story of the making of him. I am, very much so. But I keep my fondness for those old time movies separate from the knowledge of where this figure came from, because I don’t want my memories tainted.
As far as I knew growing up with the movies, he was a dream-monster who would bleed into the real world to try and kill you with whacky practical effects just because. Me being very big on dreams only made it cooler. It was my father who introduced me and my brother, and when we were growing up he’d make this goofy sound effect and open his hand as if he had a clawed glove on, and pretended to stab us in the guts - to our laughing delight. Freddy bleeds into a father figure for me (which, yes, made me even more grossed out and sad when I read about the franchise beginnings). I never had the heart to tell him where the idea for Freddy started, he doesn’t know.
It was a mark of pride and achievement when he declared that we were old enough to watch this and that volume. It also was a bonding experience that I appreciate, because he’d tell us about him watching it with friends, how he’d scare them afterwards and what practical effects he admired the most.
So yeah... I remember the franchise fondly, though not the details of the story. Learning later that there was an extra malicious backstory made me very uncomfortable, but I view that aspect as separate to the goofy practical horror movie childhood I had and cherished.
Of course I don’t appreciate Freddy as a person. And of course I don’t condone what he did - in any version of his character. But it is as I said in my lengthy villain post - how much I look at morals in fiction, depends on how much I’m invested in its realism. A nightmare on Elm street isn’t something I take very seriously (unlike real life CSP, as I can think of no worse thing).
The big mistake I have made, though, is not taking into consideration that others don’t have the same relationship to those old movies as I do. I have also taken for granted that not everybody sees those pop culture horror icons - Freddy, Jason, Myers, Leather-face, Pinhead, etc - as lightheartedly as their constant referrals in pop culture makes it seem like everyone does. I forgot to consider that even fiction that I consider “not deep/meant to be taken seriously” can still trigger. And I’m sorry for that ignorance on my part. I’m sorry for not prefacing Freddy on the list with some sort of explanation to easy those of you who look at Freddy and only see that. It simply did not occur to me, and that embarrasses me.
Now, I won’t lie. The A nightmare on Elm street franchise will always mean a lot to me, regardless of how others see it. Even regardless of whether that makes you uncomfortable with me or not. I cannot undo the impact it had on me growing up. And I will not censor that fact here. If I for some reason want to talk about it or reblog a gif set of it at some point, I will. I still have to be true to me. I know my own intentions. I just want you to know that.
However, I WILL tag Freddy from now on. I’m always open to receive tag requests. Always! And I’m very appreciative of inquiries like these, rather than people assuming things and holding those ideas in their mind as fact without asking. So thank you for asking, anon.
I hope that can give you some ease - or in the very least clarity in where to place me.
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betts, you've always given amazing writing advice in the past, so I'm coming to you with a question that legitimately keeps me up at night. I really want to write literary fiction. the only issue is - whenever I start writing that kind stuff, it immediately starts turning into porn? like, obviously, there is plot and stuff but it feels like ultimately all I want to write is people fucking and all the fall out that comes with it. is there a way to make this more ~literary? or is it just erotica?
i actually have a real, serious answer to this!!
so, before the MFA, all i’d written was porn. it was all i knew how to write. i got to the MFA, and my first semester i decided to workshop candy tongue. bad idea. i was so comfortable writing for my fandom audience that i wasn’t aware of the stodgy nature of non-fandom audiences. my cohort was fine reading the incest stuff and the gratuitous sex, but they had trouble giving me feedback because they didn’t understand the point of it. and truly, there was none. i made maggie a gold-star submissive because i wanted to, even though it had no real function in the story. i wrote like 4 graphic sex scenes into a 25k novella, and i workshopped it, and made everyone, myself included, deeply uncomfortable.
i decided i could not write porn in my MFA. i was allowed and even encouraged by my thesis advisor, but ultimately i didn’t want the stress of it hanging over my head. so i started writing about money, and picking through my resentment toward my decade spent in finance. in fact the working title of my thesis was Sex & Money. i workshopped each story without being nervous at all, and realized i was taking no risks. by the end of my MFA, i really thought i was pulling my punches.
and let me share the results of this sex/money content divide -- i’ve sent five stories out for publication. the two that haven’t picked up are the ones about money. the three that have been picked up are about sex. in one, a middle-aged woman buys her first dildo. that one won an award. in another, a 22 year old woman pursues her middle-aged boss. that one got nominated for a PEN. and in my most recent publication, an asexual masochist falls in love with his professional sadist.
what i’m saying is, sex and stories about it are important. i’ve since separated my thesis collection into two -- zucchini, which is about (a)sexual exploration told through realism/absurdism, and dotted lines, which is a collection of fabulist stories about commodification and regulation. will they ever be published? probably not. will they ever even be finished? who knows! i’m a novelist, not a short storyist.
the resolution to your problem isn’t in how to avoid porn. rather you should ask, why do you write porn in the first place? and that answer is most likely: it’s the easiest conflict to write, and it exposes the characters’ true colors and intentions most easily. it’s a tool to uncover the story you are trying to tell. when you write two characters banging it out, you are resolving their conflict of desire in a tangible way. moreover, it’s an extremely high stake. when characters have sex, they’re at their most vulnerable, their most exposed. they’re literally laid bare for you, the writer, to see. if you think about the highest possible stakes in a story, it boils down to creation and destruction, sex and death. writing about death is a fucking bummer, so you’re left with sex to figure out who your characters really are.
with porn, so many of your decisions -- like what and why, you know, conflict and motive -- are made for you, and you can focus on the important stuff, like pacing and voice and character. i firmly believe that when you begin any major project, you can’t make all your decisions at once. you can only make a few at a time, draft over draft, until eventually you’ve created an entire world. if all character A wants is to bang character B, you can get him across that distance without figuring out the make and model of the car he drives, or how often he calls his grandmother. those are decisions that can be made later, after your characters boink.
i have accepted that nearly everything i write will have what i call a “prime draft” in polite company but which is actually a porn draft. this isn’t even a first draft, it’s the 0th draft, where anything goes, and my id can run wild. the entire purpose of the porn draft can be frivolous nonsense with no depth or complexity. completely pressure-free and all for funsies. but i have to tell the story the fun way, the story i want to tell, to figure out what the story even is, what work it’s doing, and what i maybe want it to become later. in the porn draft, i’m allowing myself to focus on certain decisions, and sacrifice others for future drafts.
when i sit down and think of a novel i want to write, and that novel is Real and Important and tackling Difficult Topics, my boner flags. that’s not fun. i’m not inspired by seriousness or profound meaning. i may have all these important things i want to say in my writing, but in terms of the actual act, i mostly want to entertain and engage myself. and call me shallow, but the fastest way to do that is by giving me a hot character who is pining over another hot character, and they fuck a lot.
once i’ve written the porn draft, i can go through and uncover the ~literary work i’m trying to do and the messages i’m trying to convey. usually i’ve figured out the major beats of the story, the voice, setting, motivations, etc. -- all things that are hard for me to figure out on the front end -- and i rework it into something more palatable for major audiences, that actually is Real and Important and tackling Difficult Topics.
the thing is, often the work i’m trying to do is about sex and sexual exploration, identity and its discovery, so usually i can’t take out all the porn. but i can make sure each scene is focused not on the pleasure or arousal i intended in the porn draft, but what i mean to uncover in my characters and plot by having it occur. that’s the difference between literary fiction and erotica -- in erotica, you’re trying to arouse your audience’s body; in literature, you’re trying to arouse their heart :’)
sex is allowed to and should exist in literature. some of my favorite literary works have tons of sex in them. it is not something to be shied away from or self-censored. if you want to write about sex, you should. but let the story tell you its underlying intentions, and in future drafts, pull those discoveries to the forefront of the story.
i wrote training wheels solely for the detention scene in chapter 8. everything that happened up to that point was leading to that scene that i desperately wanted to write. and now, in the original fiction version, it doesn’t exist. it was scaffolding, an illusion i was chasing to lower the pressure on myself and convince myself i didn’t have to take anything seriously. but once the story was built and i saw what it really was, i could remove that scaffolding because the piece stands stronger without it. now, on the fourth draft, it’s no longer the story i originally intended it to be. it’s its own beast. there’s still a ton of sex in it, but it’s more subtle now, less over the top and gratuitous. it still ends in overt bdsm. i didn’t sacrifice any of that, because that was the work of the story. what i did sacrifice was descriptions of enormous throbbing cocks and characters coming 5 times in a row.
same goes for some of my km prompts like coping skills and shut up and kill me -- stories that have way too much sex in them right now but have literary merit yet to be uncovered. coping skills might currently be a noncon pissplay fic, but it’s also a world in which character A has given blanket consent to character B, and B takes advantage of it, and beneath all that, they still somehow love each other. it’s an interesting space to explore, ripe for a story in which maybe nobody pees on anybody else, or maybe they do and it’s described in a different way. whatever might happen in that space, i needed the porn draft to even see those characters in that world with that conflict. and now i have it, and i can build something else with it.
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Psycho Analysis: Yoshikage Kira
(WARNING! This analysis contains SPOILERS!)
“You can call me Yoshikage Kira. I'm currently 33 years old. Not that you'd care, but I reside in northeast Morioh's villa district. Also, I've yet to marry. In order to make a living, I work for Kame Yu department stores. After a long day's work, I return home no later than 8 PM. I don't like smoking, but do enjoy the occasional drink. I'm always in bed by 11 PM, and I make it a point to get no less than 8 hours of sleep each night. Before bed, I drink a warm glass of milk. It's always coupled with 20 minutes of stretching to decompress from the long workday. Sweet dreams are the usual result of this. I then awake as refreshed and recharged as a newborn child, ready to take on the day's challenges. And after my last checkup, I was given a clean bill of health. For as long as I could remember, I've done everything in my power to live a productive life that allows me to pursue a lasting inner peace. This may be a foreign concept, but I choose not to concern myself with winning or losing, life's troubles, or enemies who bring sleepless nights. That is how I cope with this backwards life we find ourselves living. It's what brings me happiness in a world fraught with hardship and misery. Of course, if I were ever to engage in combat, I would win the battle without question.”
JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure is an absolute wealth of fantastic villains, some of the absolute best fiction has to offer. Villains like Dio and Funny Valentine and Diavolo and Pucci have become iconic among fans for their crazy personalities, quotable lines, powerful stands, unique designs, and overall character. But one villain stands out as perhaps the greatest creation of Hirohiko Araki, the villain of what is arguably the best part of the franchise: Yoshikage Kira of Diamond is Unbreakable.
Kira is the remorseless serial Killer who has been living in plain sight in Morioh for years, killing women and taking their hands to be his “girlfriends.” He miraculously was never caught despite being active for over a decade, due to a combination of sheer luck and his incredibly dangerous Stand Killer Queen. The utterly terrifying part is that for the most part he seems like an absolutely normal, average guy who otherwise wouldn’t stand out too much in a crowd (well, by JoJo standards anyway, he does dress a bit too colorfully to fit in to a crowd in the real world). This is also what makes him so great as a JoJo villain: even among the others, he stands out. Kind of ironic, all things considered.
Actor: The dub chose to grace Kira with the voice of D.C. Douglas, who you may know as Albert Wesker or Legion. To say that his voice work is perfect would be an understatement; he truly sells Kira as a normal guy while at the same time leaving an air of uncomfortable dread around every word Kira says. And when Kira snaps… brrrrr. Douglas really outdid himself here.
Motivation/Goals: Yoshikage Kira simply wishes to live a quiet life, free from the worries that the common man has. He just wants to live and brutally obliterate women until the end of his days, never being caught or facing justice. This is the gist of his character when first introduced, but of course, things change when Josuke and the gang get on his tail; he then goes out of his way to escape them by stealing the identity and life of a man named Kosaku Kawajiri, and when even that fails due to Kawajiri’s son catching on to him he gains a new ability so he can simply obliterate them all. The long and short of it though is that Kira is very much your typical serial killer pushed too far, though with his abilities, Kira is a lot more than “typical.”
Personality: Kira’s personality when compared to other villains like DIO is actually very subdued. For the most part, he is very calm, collected, and doesn’t really ham it up to any great extent. But when he does, it’s usually extremely terrifying; just look at the scene where he invades the couple’s apartment and kills them if you need evidence of how utterly terrifying Kira can be when he raises his voice
All that being said, once Kira gets Bites the Dust all bets are off. He becomes a lot hammier, though none of it feels like a betrayal of his character; it more feels like after all his desperate attempts to escape and all the fear of being caught, he is finally winning. And then when he starts to lose… it does sort of bring back memories of DIO after drinking Joseph’s blood, with how unhinged and even maniacal he starts to become.
Final Fate: Kira has the honor of dying twice within the span of a single episode. First comes when he is pushed into the path of an oncoming ambulance, which accidentally backs up over his head, killing him. Kira’s spirit ends up on Reimi’s street, and together with Arnold she succeeds in making Kira turn around and face the hands of the wicked spirits that live there, who proceed to tear him and Killer Queen apart and drag them to oblivion.
Both deaths are fitting and have a sense of irony to them. An ambulance reverses over him and tears off his face, just as he did to Kosaku Kawajiri; there’s also the fact that his face being mangled by the wheels of the ambulance technically gives Kira the anonymity he so craved. Then of course there is the fact that Kira is dragged off by the object of his desires, torn apart and brought to a place where he will never again experience a quiet day.
Best Scene: For Kira in his original appearance, it’s almost definitely his brutal murder of Shigechi. When he’s Kosaku Kawajiri, the final activation of Bites the Dust and his final fate really take the cake.
Best Quote: You know there is only one quote that could possibly go here. The single most famous thing Kira ever said. And while the dub unfortunately had to censor the line because there are some words you just can’t say on TV, the line still managed to be as epic as promised even if it did have a bit of unintentional hilarity to it:
“When I was a young boy, I remember discovering Leonardo da Vinci's enigmatic Mona Lisa while leafing through a tome of the master's works. It was my first time laying eyes on her! The beauty before me, well, it aroused something in me... it gave me a rock hard cock!”
The “cock” was bleeped out in the broadcast. I just love how this drops all the pretense and subtlety of the manga’s translation, it’s really beautiful and really showcases just how desperate and unhinged Kira has become.
Final Thoughts & Score: As has been noted and alluded to, there is a hilarious irony to Kira. By being a JoJo villain who does his best to appear as average and mundane as possible, he stands out compared to his garish, posing, flexing, hammy peers in the series. Of course, this really does just help make him all the more intriguing and unique… which, if he were real, would just frustrate him all the more.
Frankly this is the easiest 10/10 I have ever given to a villain. I hardly even have to think about it. Kira is just my absolute favorite villain subjectively speaking, and even objectively he’s just a fantastic character who fits the story so well. The ultimate enemy of a man who can fix anything is a man who can blow up everything, it’s pure brilliance, like a shining diamond perhaps. Then there’s his design, which just oozes cool, as well as Killer Queen’s design and myriad powers, which are likewise insanely awesome. Is it any surprise that he’s my go-to inspiration for when I design serial killer OCs?
There’s also just how he contrasts with the part as a whole. Diamond is Unbreakable is very relaxed and laid-back, plot wise. Compared to the previous three stories, which were all about fabulous muscle-bound vampires trying to take over the world, this is just a simple story about a gang of teens trying to find a killer and protect their town. There’s a lot of wacky situations and side characters, and overall the tone manages to stay fun and lighthearted… until Kira steps on the scene. Kira’s every appearance brings in a lot of dark, terrifying, and truly gruesome moments, and even with some of the levity provided such as his rambling about the erection he got from the Mona Lisa he still manages to be incredibly creepy and unnerving until his dying breath.
Kira is just an utterly fantastic villain with cool powers, a great voice actor, and two really fun playable appearances in All-Star Battle (Kawajiri’s Great Heat Attack is one of my favorites, it’s so funny). And while it’s obviously sad but still expected such a fantastic villain has to die, we can all take solace in knowing that some day in the distant future we will see him again (sort of) in Part 8. Still, it’s doubtful it will fill the hole Kira has exploded in the hearts of JoJo fans everywhere.
#Psycho Analysis#Jojo's bizarre adventure#diamond is unbreakable#kira#yoshikage kira#kosaku kawajiri
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Like it or Not-Chapter 24
Taglist: @itsausernamenotafobsong, @sea-blue-child, @iaminmultiplefandoms, @princeanxious, @uwillbeefoundtonight, @zaidiashipper, @arandompasserby, @levyredfox3, @falsett0, @error-i-dunno-what-went-wrong, @scrapbookofsketches, @podcastsandcoffee, @helloisthisusernametaken, @amuthefunperson, @michealawithana, @yamihatarou, @heck-im-lost, @unlikelynightmareconnoisseur, @idkaurl, @bubblycricket, @fnp-alizay, @neonbluetiefling, @comicsimpson, @a-little-bit-of-ace
Summary: Logan, Patton, Roman, and Virgil are all struggling in their recovery. Their doctors, Thomas Sanders and Emile Picani think they can help each other out.
Aka Group Therapy AU
Trigger Warnings: discussions of anxiety, fictionalized body horror/monsters
Read it on AO3!
Paisley wants to interrogate her son. She wants to know why she didn’t hear him sneak down last night, wants to ask if he didn’t or if he’s just gotten better at hiding it. But the second she takes a look at him, she swallows her questions.
Patton has dragged himself out of bed and down the stairs to sit at the kitchen table with great effort. The dim lights are usually nice, but right now they feel like they’re too bright.
“Honey, you look exhausted.”
“I just had a lot going on yesterday,” Patton says, which is the truth. Emotionally, he’s drained. “I couldn’t fall asleep last night.”
Technically, he fell asleep fine last night. The first time. Then, as always, he woke up at 1:28 in the morning. And he sat there. He thought about all the steps he had just made, and he felt...different. Usually he felt hollow when he snuck down to eat. But then, he just felt tired from everything he had gone through emotionally during group. He decided he wanted to sleep more than he wanted to eat, so he turned his back to his phone, and tried to go back to sleep.
He couldn’t.
Leaving him here, exhausted and trying to pull himself together for school. From what he could tell, he wasn’t doing a good job, because his mom kept shooting him concerned glances. Eventually, she walked over and gave him a kiss on the head.
“You’re doing so well, honey,” she said.
Patton winces. The last thing he wants is for people to know. He doesn’t want to let them all down when he inevitably messes this up.
^
“No!” Roman says, resisting the urge to hit the table to emphasize his point, “No! No! No!” In front of him on his desk is Remus’s sketchbook. It’s a green cloth covered notebook filled with sketches from his various projects. It’s flipped to the sketch that’s supposed to be anxiety. Remus is sat in the seat next to him, with his body turned in the chair to face Roman. The entire classroom is white, save for the show posters hung up around the walls.
Remus rolls his eyes at Roman’s theatrics. “And why not? These sketches are great.”
“These sketches are disturbing-” This one in particular is a hunched over creature, with bloody scales covering the body. There are a few stray lines, but overall it’s very clean and nicely done. Roman is still impressed that such talent could come from such a mess of a person.
“They’re monsters, Roman, what did you expect?”
“You know what I expect? A well thought out piece that makes people think, not some cheap scares that take advantage of the neurodivergent community!”
“Maybe you’re expecting too much.”
“Clearly! I don’t know why I thought you would actually care about this project-”
“I care about this project, I just don’t care to bend to these rules you’re pulling out of your ass!”
“How dare you, I’m just trying to-”
“Guys,” Suddenly Mr. Hurley is standing in between their two desks. “What is going on here? I can hear you arguing from my desk.”
“Roman is making up rules to try and restrict my creativity.”
“Remus isn’t listening to me.”
“Well, maybe you should come up with something worthwhile to say.”
“Maybe you-”
“Guys!” Mr. Hurley repeats, “Remus, is there something you can work on without Roman? I need to talk to him at my desk.”
“Me?!” Roman says. Remus just smiles.
“There sure is, Mr. Hurley,” Remus says, pulling his sketchbook back onto his own desk.
“Roman,” the teacher says, nodding to his own desk in the back of the classroom. Roman stands up and walks over, followed closely by him.
“Now tell me why you can’t get along with Remus,” he asks as soon as they’re out of earshot from the other students.
“I’m just trying to take this assignment seriously!” Roman says, frustrated.
“And what makes you think Remus isn’t? When he told me your guys’ plan he also told me he’s the one who came up with the idea, I think that shows dedication on his part.”
“But we’re dealing with real conditions here,” Roman says, desperate for his teacher to see his side, “Real people in the audience will see our representations, we don’t want to upset them!”
“So you’re worrying about censoring yourself?”
“No! Yes! I don’t know!” Roman yanks his hand through his hair. “I don’t care if people are uncomfortable with our portrayals, but I want them to be accurate and thought out, because I don’t want to hurt people’s feelings.”
“They’ll get over it,” Mr. Hurley laughs, “Besides, you don’t even know if people in the audience will have these...conditions.”
“Do you know how common they are? Of course there will be!”
“You don’t know that,” Mr. Hurley says, “And if I were you, I’d watch my tone when talking to an authority figure.”
“Sorry, sir,” Roman says automatically. His father has taught him well, “I’m just...passionate about this topic, is all.”
“Aren’t you passionate about everything, Prince?” his teacher laughs. “If you can, try and dial it back a bit. Remus has some good ideas. That’s why I assigned you two together. You could create something great here, you just need to step back a bit.”
“Step...back,” Roman repeats.
“Yeah!” Mr. Hurley says, “You’re brand of creativity can be a little...sweet. Like cake with too much icing. I think working with Remus and creating this story will be good for you.”
“Okay,” Roman says. Maybe he could be a little much. Maybe he was making a big deal out of nothing.
The bell starts to ring and everyone starts packing up for their next class.
“This was a good talk, Roman,” he says. Roman nods. Mr. Hurley smiles and claps him on the shoulder before going back to his desk.
Roman grabs his books and heads to lunch.
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“But why does the anxiety monster have bloody scales?” Virgil asks.
“Because it looks cool,” Roman responds, shrugging.
“But...that’s not a good reason,” Logan says.
“Well, Mr. Hurley thought I should be more open-minded, therefore, cool monster.”
“A monster can be cool and still make sense,” Virgil says under his breath.
“How?”
Virgil tries not to shrink back in his seat at that. He had plenty of experiences with anxiety, and all its many symptoms. He was sure he could find one to elaborate on.
“Ha!” Roman takes his silence as a victory, “It’s not that simple, is it?”
“Of course it’s not simple, nothing about mental illness is simple,” Virgil says, a little harsher than necessary. He regrets it immediately when Roman pulls back, but before he can say anything, Roman continues.
“Look, I don’t really like it either, okay? But I’ve got nothing else to offer, so I don’t know what to do.”
“I’m sure you can think of something, Roman!” Patton speaks up.
“But will it even be a good idea?” Roman says. “Who’s to say my ideas are better than Remus’s? His are valid too.”
“Valid, but also stupid. If he’s just going to make whatever monsters he wants, then why even base them on mental illnesses in the first place?” Virgil says
Logan looks across the table at Patton. He’s been uncharacteristically quiet to day, and their friends’ current fight is doing nothing to help that situation. Right now, Patton’s eyes are looking at the whiteboard, the bookcases, the desk in front of him, anything but Virgil and Roman.
“Because this is what Remus wanted, and what Mr. Hurley wanted, so maybe it’s the right choice after all!”
“What about what you want?”
“I want...a good story,” Roman says, “But I think...I think I’m getting in over my head.”
“I don’t,” Virgil says, “I think you can do it, Roman. But it’s going to take work, because you don’t know the first thing about anxiety.”
Roman sputters. “I am trying-”
“How?”
“I-I,” Roman pauses, “I care! That’s-that’s something, right?”
“Of course it is,” Virgil says, softly, “But you need to put a little more work into it than just caring.”
“Virgil’s right,” Logan says, jumping in, “We know you care, you just need to show it.”
“How do I do that?”
“By doing research, so you can accurately represent the monsters,” Logan says.
Roman wrinkles his nose. “Research?”
“Yes,” Virgil says, “You really want to write a good story? You have to put more effort in.”
“Okay, okay,” Roman says, “I get it. You guys are right. But it’s just going to be so hard.”
“You’re right, it is,” Virgil says, shrugging.
“But I’m sure you can do it, Roman!” Patton says, snapping his head up from where it was trained on his lunch.
“I am, too,” Virgil says, “I really do believe you care, Roman, and that does count for something. And I think that passion will make it easier for you to write this story.”
“Thanks,” Roman says, slowly. “So...Virgil, can I ask you a question?”
“Sure,” he says.
“What is anxiety actually...like? What are the worst parts?”
Virgil snorts. “Everything,” he says automatically. Then he leans back, contemplating it a little more. “It’s like I’m afraid, but I don’t know what I’m afraid of. My body is constantly on high alert even though I don’t know what the threat is. I’m always looking out for what’s going to go wrong.”
“So if you’re always looking for something to go wrong…,” Roman says, “Maybe we could do something eye focused? Like multiple eyes?”
“That makes sense,” Virgil says, “More sense than bloody scales.”
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Support AO3, or don't, but leave it the fuck alone
(I wrote this rant quite a while ago and never posted it, but seeing as people are On That Bullshit again, I figured it was time.)
I feel like people (you know which) who bitch about AO3 holding fundraisers to support their business, even though said business hosts content they don't approve of, are rather analogous to anti-vaxxers, or anti-unionists.
The online fanfiction world before OTW/AO3 was much more dangerous and much less regulated and much harder to control, and innocent people were getting hurt all over the place.
Content creators could destroy other people's work with impunity under "copyright infringement" claims that weren't even valid. Web hosts could discover that a fic writer was posting written erotica or fanfiction in general (see copyright infringement above), on their servers (usually after being alerted to it by someone with a grudge) and respond by taking down their website, deleting their work, and banning their IP. They didn't even have to tell you if they did this, you could discover it by accident. And this happened a lot, because companies were skittish about anything even potentially legally problematic, so they erred on the side of enormous banhammers.
And on the fan creation side, there were no real content standards. There was no way to know whether what you were reading was potentially triggering. Tagging wasn't a thing. Warnings weren't standardized. There was no system, no way of either protecting yourself OR your work. And trying to find things you wanted to see was sometimes even harder, and involved associating with people you might not want to. I entered fandom (at 17, I might add) at a time when the primary way to get fanfic was through Yahoo!groups. Message boards. I had no control over who I did and didn't have contact with. I honestly don't even remember if there WAS a way to block people. And there were definitely some creeps. There were definitely some people I would never want to associate with.
When the OTW was created, it set out to fix both of these problems at once. The legal side dealt with the fair use and transformative aspects of fanwork, and AO3 dealt with the content moderation aspect. And I think they've done a damn good job with both. Of course it's not perfect, nothing is perfect, but the fact that I can go to AO3 right now and filter out just about anything I don't want to see with extremely good results tells me that they've achieved what they set out to achieve.
But people who weren't here for the before don't see the former world. Anti-vaxxers don't think of disease as a threat because they haven't been exposed to it. Anti-unionists think unions are worthless because they weren't there for life before the 40 hour work week and child labor laws. They only see what they can criticize now.
And beyond that, they come to their criticism with misinformed, ignorant, and harmful ideas about how the whole thing works. Like anti-vaxxers and their autism myth, and anti-unionists and their worship of capitalism, these people have a worldview that, frankly, scares the shit out of me.
They seem genuinely convinced that writing about something means fully endorsing it. That only the sick and twisted and perverted would ever, could ever, write offensive or gross things, write about characters who enjoy those things, explore scenarios that would be horrific in reality. That fiction not only influences and is influenced by society, but creates reality, IS reality. That abstract concepts in a story are, themselves, crimes against humanity equivalent to rape and murder. That these things ARE rape and murder. That writing a story that doesn’t explicitly condemn rape or abuse is not only endorsement but incitement. As if fiction writers were causing these things to happen in real life, to real people. They’ve said as much. If you write rape fantasies, you’re a rapist. If you write incest, you’re a pedophile. Period, end-of, no gray area, no exceptions. Though of course, the only writers for whom this is true are fanfiction writers.
Funny how they’re not going after the published authors like this. Is anyone seriously going around calling Stephen King a pedophile because IT has a weird, uncomfortable and frankly unnecessary child orgy in it? Because it totally does, for some weird fucking reason. (Coke. The reason was lots, and lots, of coke. Also the 70s.) He made thousands of dollars off of that story, he will collect royalties on it for the rest of his life. But no, he’s fine, we can leave his career alone, his book can stay on the shelf. We should definitely instead destroy the unpaid passion project of some 40-year-old housewife who writes out her fantasies to feel just a little less alone, some 16-year-old abuse victim trying to make sense of the things currently happening to her, some 25-year-old receptionist whose only escape from her soul-crushing job is exploring the inner workings of human dynamics through the characters she most resonates with, or finds the most fascinating, or most inspire her to write. These are the real villains, am I right?
AO3 protects ALL OF FANDOM and yes, this includes the unsavory and the distasteful, because it must. Because content censorship is creative death. Once an authority is allowed to decide what is and isn’t acceptable subject matter, it’s a matter of time before those subjective, arbitrary decisions start affecting people it shouldn’t. What happens when one of the decision makers goes power-mad? When they get into a disagreement with a writer and decide, oops, all their shit is banned, and anyone who commented positive things on their stories is banned, too. When somebody gets hired to do the job, and you know what they really find inappropriate and gross? Interracial dating. When somebody decides to erase all the stories involving the “wrong” kind of trans person. Or all trans people. It’s not remotely farfetched to imagine something like this happening. One trip to Fanlore and you can find dozens of incidents like it in the past. Over, and over, and over.
And the thing is, once these tools are put into place, they are never, ever only used as intended. They are never, ever only used to the benefit of the “good guys”. We don’t want censorship on AO3 for the same reason we don’t want a leftist president with unlimited power - because the people in charge today might not be the people in charge tomorrow. Because no one should be allowed that kind of authority, even people we agree with. Because humans are fallible and make mistakes and make bad choices, and we have no choice but to let them, but we sure as hell can prevent them from doing too much damage.
Writing down a rape fantasy that someone is already fucking having because they are among the most common sexual fantasies on the fucking planet does not cause tangible harm. Destroying someone’s creative outlet? Tangible fucking harm.
These people want to take away the only bastion against the wider world that fandom has, because a small percentage of it contains upsetting, triggering ideas. Not calls for action, not instruction manuals, not advocations - just ideas, put together to make stories. The site HAS self-censoring mechanisms, that's one of the reasons for its existence, but the ability to actively avoid the content they don’t want to see isn’t enough for them. That scares me, and it should scare you, too. Because once they decide you’re “problematic”, you’re next.
Because they are advocating for authoritarianism, and authoritarianism is not your friend.
#this might be the first post that loses me followers#we'll see#I'm okay with that tbh#fandom#AO3#protect fandom#support AO3
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1. Michelle drew child porn!
No she didn’t.
2. Aging up characters for porn is child porn!
No it isn’t. It literally takes away the one thing that makes it child porn.
2a. If you age characters up for porn, it means you were “thinking about minors in sexual situations”, and that’s pedophilia.
This is a really fucking weird one but I’ll try to dissect it anyway. When someone picks out their favorite character, it’s usually because of a relatable trait. In other words, they identify with and relate to the character. When people write fanfiction or draw fanart of certain characters, especially doing non-canon things or things they wouldn’t do as they are canonly written, what it amounts to is the fan artist having a little wish fulfillment (also applies to when they request art or fiction pieces because they don’t feel they can draw or write). They want those things to happen to them. The same applies to porn. The person who requested the art piece in question obviously was okay with Ava being aged up because they were more into Ava as a *character* than Ava as a *body type*, as evidenced by the person who commissioned it NOT throwing a fit because she didn’t look like the Ava in the current comic.
2b. Adding titties doesn’t make a character 18!
Maybe not, but in the case of this flat-chested (in the current story), literal-chest-of-drawers Ava, yes, I think adding titties would indicate a good amount of time has passed to where she is now an adult.
2c. Ava still looks too young / basically 18 in name only
Well, first off, no—and secondly, rude? The censored version of the art in question conveniently had her adult titties blacked over by a huge circle so you couldn’t see whether or not anything was different. As for the second point, plenty of adults have small titties ANYWAY. Their relationships are not pedophilic and literally all of us would be fucking pissed if anyone dared try to say so. People trying to compare it to Nowi from FE are way off base here because the Ava in the commissioned piece doesn’t look too young. Have you seen an 18 year old standing next to a 15 year old? A senior next to a freshman? How about an 18 year old next to a 23 year old? Trust me, the development into what LOOKS like an adult doesn’t stop at 18. The Ava in the piece is a far cry from Nowi.
3. But think of the children!
The one person in question who started all this is the only one who exposed any minors to the porn. It’s behind an 18+ pay wall. All reasonable precautions were made to keep anyone who shouldn’t see it out.
You’re allowed to feel uncomfortable because YES it’s a weird thing for a person to commission and not everyone is ok with porn. BUT calling Michelle a pedophile or a pedophile caterer is stupid at best and cause for legal action at worst because it isn’t true and it’s harmful to her reputation, which she depends on as a self-employed artist.
Also all the people jumping on her dick for her being willing to pony up money to get rid of a group of people who’ve been harassing her for years, and literally have a dedicated chat for it, are fucking stupid. An IP address isn’t doxx you fucking newfags, lurk more.
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Ah this RPS thing… I don't think there's anything wrong with having little "headcanons" as long one can tell fiction from reality. And I don't think there's anything wrong with fan fictions/arts since they're fictional and creativity shouldn't be censored. But of course not everyone is comfortable with this kind of content, so warnings/tags are necessary to make sure people who don't want to see them do not come across them by accident. (1/2)
So it’s definitely not okay to straight up ask the person involved about it since that would be shoving it under their nose. So yeah… That’s my take on this matter… Sorry for spamming your asks… Have a lovely weekend! X (2/2)
for the most part i totally agree with you, i think most of it is harmless and isn’t meant to ever reach the people involved and is just fans having a little fun. the problem with gramon is that it is RELENTLESS and people constantly bug graham about it bc he is uncomfortable and the fans don’t want that to be true. even in the post from last night the person asked graham directly, he said it made him feel uncomfortable and shitty, and the person still came to the conclusion that he was wrong. and he always is fielding questions about it, he keeps saying, “no you don’t understand, it wasn’t like that, we were like brothers” and people won’t take that as an answer bc in the 90s they made out and stuff, WHILE HE WAS SHITFACED. it is so inconsiderate in context, he is a recovering alcoholic and ppl keep showing him this shit that happened when he was using, jumping to conclusions about things even when he says flat out that it wasn’t like that.
i think it is completely inconsiderate of both graham and damon’s current relationships, especially graham’s bc he is so obviously not okay with it. there are ppl who will say every song graham wrote was about damon, which is simply untrue, i can honestly only think of one that might be. graham has this whole life away from blur, he has worked so hard for it, he and essy have such a lovely little family, and yet the fans don’t want to celebrate that as much bc it isn’t damon? he is so much happier now! i also think that something really sad about fandom culture that a relationship is only seen as meaningful if it is sexual. damon and graham DO have a really lovely friendship and it doesn’t have to have been sexual for that to be true. there are a lot of things about their friendship that is about pure love that is just as sweet and meaningful seen platonically, perhaps even more so! there is so much to celebrate about gramon even without the sexual component.
i don’t think graham is going on AO3 to check or anything and i know a lot of people who write fics that are actually quite lovely (even the sexual ones) and dont want graham EVER to find them bc they know it upsets him. i think that these fans are trying their best to be considerate and that writing fics is just a fun thing that is meant to be harmless. they always write warnings and are clear about the it being pure fiction. but continuing to insist that what he says isn’t accurate isn’t cool. and fanart is fine too but if you are gonna send it directly to graham then don’t make it reflect the parts of the relationship he has said are untrue. i don’t believe censoring ppl is okay but constantly harassing someone about something they have explicitly said is untrue and makes him uncomfortable is not.
ahhhhhhhhhh sorry for the rant!! thanks for your input and i do agree with you for the most part, the fans just really need to chill about gramon and stop bugging graham about it. i hope you have a lovely weekend too!!
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25 Questions Tag
Thank you @rosecorcoranwrites for tagging me! :)
1. Is there a story you’re holding off on writing for some reason? I’ve been holding of a murder mystery novel I was planning about year? two? ago. At some point I realized I’m not ready for it, not because it would need better writing than fantasy, but more like I felt I didn’t understand our own world good enough yet (does that make sense?) and didn’t yet had the means and patience to do enough research to get the understanding.
2. What work of yours, if any, are you embarrassed about existing? Oh boy... Many. The bright side is, I’m so bad at finishing anything I start that I have never finished a full length novel. (Though I’ve written many and many terrible things that only counts as short stories because of length.) I remember writing starting a fantasy story in high school or primary school where main character was a prince of tyrannical kingdom and suddenly he changed to a black panther (not the superhero) and couldn’t change back. Of course he came across the shape shifting rebels and there was of course this girl that turned into a tiger and of course they didn’t get along but we all know how that ended up. I’m pretty sad that it was so many computers ago it is lost forever.
3. What order do you write in? Front of book to back? Chronological? Favorite scenes first? Something else? Chronologically. As character exercises I tend to write my favorite scenes as I invent them, but usually they don’t end up in the novel or at least without some changing.
4. Favorite character you’ve written? Would you pick a favorite of your own children??
5. Character you were most surprised to end up writing? I’ll go with Valeri. He is not the usual type to end up my main character and that is the precise reason I made him. I don’t want to limit myself with writing only characters I would like in real life. I definitely wouldn’t like him if I met him, but I like him as a character. 6. Something you would go back and change in your writing that it’s too late/complicated to change now? There are no such changes for me. I have started my current wip three times from the scratch. If I feel there is such a big change that should be made I drop the project for a while and think about it. If I still want to write it, I make the change, if I have fell out of love, I move on. (Also as I’ve never get so far as the finish, it is possible.)
7. When asked, are you embarrassed or enthusiastic to tell people that you write? Embarrassed... Usually I’m not shy and I’m pretty confident in myself, not caring really what other think, except when it comes to writing. I’m not really sure what is it, but I think it’s that I’m pretty private person and writing is something I do right from the hearth.
8. Favorite genre to write I like historical fiction so much too (also mystery), but I have to say fantasy. I just love the world building!! At same extend you can’t do that much world building in any other genre (except scifi), and I love it.
9. What, if anything, do you do for inspiration? Read books and read especially non-fiction. Most of the time reality is stranger than fiction. 10. Write in silence or with background music? Alone or with others? Definitely alone and mostly in silence. Though sometimes instrumental music (ambient, classical or movie music)
11. What aspect of your writing do you think has most improved since you started writing? I don’t know, I had so many flaws (still do) that I can’t really say what I was worst at.
12. Your weaknesses as an author? Firstly: finishing the god damn thing. Secondly: action scenes and writing action overall 13. Your strengths as an author? Characters and world 14. Do you make playlists for your work? Sometimes but rarely use them as I prefer silence :D 15. Why did you start writing? I had so many things in my head I wanted to put on paper. It’s my form of self-expression. 16. Are there any characters who haunt you? Currently Valeri. I can’t get him of my mind :D
17. If you could give your fledgling author self any advice, what would it be?
Do and outline, decide ending before starting. Outlining isn’t for everyone but it is sure worth trying. And you start with FIRST draft, it is something like a sketch, so just write it, don’t think too much. Then you can write second, and third and as many drafts as you need.
18. Were there any works you read that affected you so much that it influenced your writing style? What were they? I would argue that everything that I’ve read have affected my writing style, some more than others. Nothing very clear, I think. Of course Harry Potter, almost anyone my age can say that, but I’ve read so little lately that I really don’t remember how each author writes. 19. When it comes to more complicated narratives, how do you keep track of outlines, characters, development, timeline, ect.? With Drive. I have docs where I write all the names of the characters, no matter how unimportant they were, and tell in few words who they are. I organize the docs by area. Then I have a docs named ‘timeline’. There I have all the historical events as well as main events of the story listed by year and month. Also I have list of character arcs and subplots for every main character. And then of course I have list of chapters and events in each, also some notes on the chapter. As you can see I like listing things. I fill all the lists as I go along. 20. Do you write in long sit-down sessions or in little spurts? I either don’t write at all or I sit down straight seven hours and write non-stop. I don’t have in between mood
21. What do you think when you read over your older work Depends how old :D If its a few years old, it’s surprisingly good. If its about five years old it’s in the awkward zone where it is bad, but not bad enough to be funny, reading them makes hurt inside. Everything older than that is just super funny. 22. Are there subjects that make you uncomfortable to write? Not really. I’m not planning on (at least yet) showing my writing for anyone but here in internet where no one knows me and for my boyfriend who know me inside out and I have nothing to lose :D so I feel I can write literally anything. Only thing I can think of is sex scenes. I really like smut but I’m pretty bad at it, as I don’t want it to feel erotica but also I don’t want it to be censored or too vague. 23. Any obscure life experiences that you feel have helped your writing? Hard to name anything specific as I believe that all life experience helps writing. You know, when you write about people and life, I really helps to be people and live. 24. Have you ever become an expert on something you previously knew nothing about, in order to better a scene or a story? While starting to write Saga of a Shieldmaiden, I became kind of a expert on Finnish mythology and life and history of Vikings. My knowledge was very limited on both subjects before that. Also for a murder mystery novel (that I mentioned in the first question) I read a criminology book.
25. Copy/paste a few sentences or a short paragraph that you’re particularly proud of. I answered same question before in another tag game, and I’m now too lazy to translate another paragraph. So this one is from the original Saga of a Shieldmaiden (that I’m now revising). It might be a bit too long though.
Something big was moving around me as I felt the water flowing differently. In the thickening darkness I couldn’t see anything. Or maybe I had my eyes closed, I couldn’t be sure.
It is not the sea that is suffocating you. It is the fear. You reek of it. You are so full of fear, it is dripping out of your throat. So full, your breath cannot flow.
I felt a touch on my throat. It was not a touch of a human. It was not a hand of a human. Massive crooked claw rested on my neck. The claw was rough and stony hard, full of scales. Sharp end of the nail pressed against the skin of my throat without piercing it. I felt a breath of a warm current behind my back. One breath caused so strong tide, it would have wiped me away, if the claw wouldn’t have kept me put.
Let the water into your lungs. Let the salt clean you of fear.
Every moment without air led me deeper into the dark, closer to death. Maybe he was the Death. I turned to look over my shoulder. To my horror I was faced by great, scaled, sharp-fanged head. A head of a dragon. It’s long serpentine body seemed to extend twisting into the endless blackness. The silvery scales glowed in the darkness of the sea and the deep-blue wells that were his eyes looked at me without blinking.
I’ll tag @lady-redshield-writes, @coda-wolf, @alittle-writer, @starlitesymphony and @plaguecraft! :)
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Why are teenage rape survivors considered criminal for saying mean things on the internet while adults creating media with which they can be re-traumatized or backslide into their abuser's arms with can send harassment campaigns and try to intentionally trigger people? Why can adults excuse their behavior with the arguments IRL child rapists use while teens are considered to be saying nonsense because some of them are mean?
You can say “I’ve never seen this happen”, but I can say that 90% of shippers in the discourse do this, and you wouldn’t have the power to contradict me, because that’s proving a negative. It’s virtually impossible to say “most antis/shippers would never do this and those that do are a vocal minority”.
Let me be a little more clear here. I was raped as a child, repeatedly, and as a teenager, shippers made rape jokes and drew adorable rape shota porn. This made me think what happened to me was fine. This made me stop IDing red flags in the people around me, made me stop hearing about a 15-year-old dating a 20-year-old and thinking ‘that’s awful’. This is my experience. A lot of people have the same history. To contradict this is to say 'the danger you were put into doesn’t matter’.
You can’t say that it’s okay something is a danger because call out culture is bad. I’m not participating in callout culture. I’m sending asks you can reply to privately calmly explaining that I’m aware there is a danger and being angry on the behalf of grown adults not being able to post whatever they want and not on the behalf of survivors and children being unsafe in fandom is narrow-minded. Shippers constantly tell me that being raped is no reason to be mean just for saying so.
ARE they being harassed? Or are they just nervous and attacked because too many people at once dropped by to tell them that they hate what this artist is doing, for very valid reasons? You don’t know. You aren’t there to see what the actual proportion of harassment vs calm discussion on either side looks like. I see shippers harass more than antis, and you see vice versa. We can only judge based on what little we do know. What I know is something I have personally experienced.
You don’t have to try to stuff words into my mouth to prove that yes, there are always negative, hurtful people in the world who do terrible things, shipper or not, anti or not.
However, it’s not my responsibility as a creator if a rape survivor sees my work that contains rape. It’s not my responsibility to protect you or bend to your triggers in what I produce, though I will always advocate to give someone the ability to avoid your works through tagging or similar. That is up to the person viewing the content to protect themselves and their internet experience, as it always have been.
I’m deeply sorry for the trauma you endured in life–that is however, the fault of your rapists for doing that to you, and nobody but the people who did the acts to harm you or contribute to such abuse and trauma. It does not give you the ability, nor anyone else, to censor someone’s work, written or artistic. Do I enjoy rape shota porn? Absolutely not, but I can’t stop someone from creating it–but I can sure as fuck blacklist that shit so I don’t need to. Adult creators aren’t excusing anything, because they haven’t committed any such act. A creator of content containing rape does not equal a rapist. A creator of age gaps does not equal pedophile. A creator of incestuous works doesn’t equal condoning of rape or nonconsentual incest.
Again, I’m sorry you went through such an event, but you can’t place the blame on others, especially very self-aware creators in the current creative culture, in something like that. It’s not that children or survivors are unsafe in fandom, it’s that they need to learn how to filter their viewing experience of the internet. That’s how the internet works. You tailor your own experience of the content that you seek, and no matter what, it’s not the responsibility for a creator to do that for you. It sounds really harsh, but that is the raw truth to the internet in reference to the consuming of fictional creation. This is true for children in fandom, though many things are already in place to protect them–safesearch, tagging, filtering. Especially with the new implementation of tumblr censoring nsfw content for underaged bloggers–regardless, the user is always responsible for curating their own internet experience, and not for a creator to be obligated to curate to or worry about.
Also yes, creators are being harassed. They have been doxxed. They have been threatened (you can see plenty of that with someone like @lvtro, who is probably one of the most prolific in gaining hate and harassment for enjoying ‘problematic’ content). Some have had their lives ruined, a couple simply for having their name accidentally mentioned in massive rumor-spreading or callout posts. What I know is also what I have experienced, and I am not nor ever obligated to use my past emotional or sexual abuse as a weapon against creators. There is content I don’t like, content I will never be able to look at because of my past experiences, but that doesn’t give me the right to demean or vilify creators because they happen to create content that hits far too close to home for what I’ve been through.
I’m not responsible for the media that you consume; you are, and saying that does not dismiss or contradict sympathy to someone’s trauma. If you don’t like it, if it hurts you, if it makes you uncomfortable, then do not consume it.
#sukianswers#you didn't specify that you wanted me to post privately#i tend to post most all my asks publicly#i will delete if needed#discourse#micronecro
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Sensor Sweep: Skullsplitter Dice, Fantasy divisions, Future Firearms, Samson Pollen
Fiction (DMR Books): I have a real attachment to the supernatural tales that appeared in what is often called the golden age of the English ghost story. Ranging from around 1880 to somewhere in the 1920s its boundaries are as vague as its achievements are remarkable. For a time, in that difficult to imagine world in which fiction had yet to solidify into specific genres, any author might try his or her hand at a tale of the supernatural, writing primarily motivated by the desire, as M.R. James put it, to make the reader feel “pleasantly uncomfortable.” While dozens of authors who would later distinguish themselves
Genre (Perilous Worlds): Sometimes it seems like the myriad sub-divisions of the fantasy genre cause more confusion than clarity. Terms like Epic and High Fantasy are often used interchangeably, labels like Sword-and-Sorcery and Dark Fantasy are commonly applied indiscriminately, and books with seemingly nothing in common can be found right next to one another in the fantasy section. A novel set in modern times featuring a heroic, magic-wielding protagonist and one set in a medieval-flavored secondary world devoid of the supernatural and concerned with the selfish adventures of an amoral rogue are both works of fantasy – but if only one of those sounds like a book you’d want to read, it helps to be familiar with the broad categories of contemporary fantasy.
Weapons (Future War Stories): Any leap forward in design, fashion, and/or technology can be greeted as the harbinger of the future or a laughing stock by the masses. While this can be applied to personal electronics, clothing, and architecture; it can also be applied to firearms. During the 1980’s, the western nations invested heavily in advancing weapons technology to overcome the numerical superior of the Warsaw Pact. This was the time of cutting edge weapon system like the Apache attack helicopter, the M1 Abrams, the Steyr AUG, night vision, laser sights, and the H&K G11.
Weapons (DMR Books): Hank Reinhardt would have turned eighty-five today. Though I never knew him personally, Hank affected my life in some unique ways and he shall receive due honor from me for that. If you don’t know who Hank Reinhardt was, check out the hyperlink above or read on.
I first learned of Mr. Reinhardt when I bought the DAW sword and sorcery anthology–quite possibly the greatest ever published–Heroic Fantasy. Hank was co-editor of that book along with Gerald W. Page.
Art (CBC News): Semi-nude women, sadistic soldiers, and animal attacks aren’t exactly high art.
Yet those were themes that appealed to the millions of men who read “sweat magazines” — adventure digests sold across North America from the 1940s to the 1970s.
Publications like Man’s Story, World of Men, and Man’s Epic weren’t exactly pornographic — but were the opposite of politically correct.
Authors (Socialist Jazz): Theodore Sturgeon was by all accounts a confounding personality, genial, personally irresponsible, questioning many of the more basic matters of human relations, perception and emotion, and a man who could certainly write a sentence…and then be hung up by how badly he’d done so for years-long writer’s blocks. And yet managed to be very prolific over a long if troubled career.
Art (Mens Pulp Mags): Simply put, Samson Pollen was one of the greatest of the many artists who provided illustrations for the men’s adventure magazines (MAMs) that flourished from the early 1950s to the late 1970s.
My publishing partner Wyatt Doyle and I had the good fortune and the honor of working with Sam on two books featuring his artwork before he passed away in December of 2018.
The first, POLLEN’S WOMEN: THE ART OF SAMSON POLLENwas published last year. It quickly became one of the best-selling books in our Men’s Adventure Library series, which features classic MAM stories and artwork.
Fiction (Perilous Worlds): If you love The Hobbit and The Lord of the Ringsand want to follow the third road of the J. R. R. Tolkien fantasy triad, these first words of The Silmarillion might trick you into putting the book back on the “May Read … Someday” shelf, right beside War and Peace and Les Misérables.
I’m making a plea for you not to shelve it. Or for you to reach up to the shelf and take down Professor Tolkien’s 1977 volume of the Elder Days of Middle-Earth and try again. Too many people have let The Silmarillion’s reputation for difficulty—and its actual difficulty—keep them away from discovering what may be one of their favorite works of fantasy.
Fiction (Tellers of Weird Tales): A month ago I wrote about Vikings and other medieval subjects on the cover ofWeird Tales, and out of that I received a couple of comments from readers about Viking fantasy stories. That got me thinking that there may be a missed sub-sub-genre of fantasy and science fiction dealing with those men and women of the north, with their winged and horned helmets, long, braided hair, conical breastplates, and raiments of hide and fur. So here is a first shot at stories of Vikings and Norsemen, with some also of Saxons, Geats, Goths, and other early northern Europeans thrown into the mix.
History (Men of the West): The Turk has long been known as the “sick man of Europe,” and the story of the Ottoman Empire for a hundred years has been a tale of gradual dismemberment. Thus it is no easy matter for us to realize that for centuries the Ottoman power was the terror of the civilized world.
It was in 1358 that the Ottomans seized Gallipoli, on the Dardanelles, and thus obtained their first footing in Europe. They soon made themselves masters of Philippopolis and Adrianople. A crusading army, gathered to drive the Asiatic horde from Europe, was cut to pieces by the Sultan Bajazet at Nicopolis in 1396. On the day after the battle ten thousand Christian prisoners were massacred before the Sultan, the slaughter going on from daybreak till late in the afternoon. The Turk had become the terror of Europe.
Authors (A Shiver in the Archives): The legend* has altered in the retelling, from a slip found in Robert E. Howard’s wallet after his suicide in June 1936, to it being the last thing Howard typed on his typewriter before going out to his car where he shot himself in the head. The couplet is now legendary:
All fled, all done, so lift me on the pyre; The feast is over and the lamps expire.
Rusty Burke published an article “All Fled, All Done” in The Dark Man: The Journal of Robert E. Howard Studies (Winter 2001), in which he identified Howard’s source for the final line of the couplet, a poem titled “The House of Cæsar” by Viola Garvin, which appeared in a poetry anthology Songs of Adventure (1926), edited by Robert Frothingham. Each of the five stanzas of the poem ends with the line “The Feast is over and the lamps expire!”
Gaming (Table Top Gaming News): These little gems are one of my favorite things, and so when Skullsplitter Dice asked if I’d like to review one of their sets, and not only that, their first-ever limited edition set, I was like, “(censored) YEAH!!” So, they sent me some dice. I rolled them around a bit, and I’m here to let you know about it.
It’s time for another TGN Review. This time, it’s the Huntress Limited Edition Dice from Skullsplitter Dice.
Cinema (Kairos): In my work as a freelance editor, I’ve noticed a common tendency among the current crop of science fiction authors to write books as if they’re writing movies. That practice is understandable since most science fiction and fantasy novels published after 1980 suck, and therefore today’s authors are disproportionately influenced by film.
However, writing a novel by playing a little movie in your head and transcribing what you see in your mind’s eye hobbles the final product. Because this generation of authors don’t read as much as their forebears did, few of them realize the storytelling advantages that books have over movies.
Fiction (Cirsova): Per Michael Tierney, the original fragment that Burroughs wrote was just found this morning.
Apparently, Danton Burroughs had sent it to be transcribed by Bill Hillman of ERBzine.com, who has announced today in a thread on the ERBzine facebook group that it is still in his possession!
Danton sent me this ERB handwritten script. I typed it out and returned the typed copy to him. He offered it to a few writers to see if they would be interested in finishing it. I still have the handwritten copy plus my transcription.
We have updated the copy in the original piece.
Cirsova’s spring issue featuring Young Tarzan and the Mysterious She is available for digital pre-order now and physical pre-order in February.
Fiction (Glorious Trash): I had a tough time with this third volume of Conan. In fact I read it over a year ago, but at the time I found myself skimming the collected stories, to the point that when I “finished” the book I didn’t have any idea how to review it! So I waited a while until getting back to the series, only to find my interest again sagging at times.
Sensor Sweep: Skullsplitter Dice, Fantasy divisions, Future Firearms, Samson Pollen published first on https://medium.com/@ReloadedPCGames
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