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ismyteadoneyet · 17 hours ago

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How fortunate am I to have so many Things to love and be excited about, to appreciate and look forward to?

Things I feel so strongly about that they stumble into my mind, univited, at random times of the day? Things that spill into my speech and vocabulary without me noticing? Things that impact my vision to the point where everywhere I look, everywhere I go, I see ghosts of them?

How lucky am I to have so many Things I love and cherish enough for them to reshape my very person, change my beliefs and make me grow? Things that make my own loved ones see the Things out in the wild, and go out of their way to make sure I see them too?

How wonderful is it that I have Things that I love so much that the very act is deemed and dubbed "not normal", making my love for them seem like it's more than they are supposed to recieve? An out-of-the-ordinary and above-the-norm appreciation for the Things that make the people around me shake their heads, call me "silly".

My dear, beloved Things, may I always stay silly for you ❤️

#yes this is yet another post about legendborn lmao #but also one of my friends sent me a post with a reminder to log into Genshin today #just to get the birthday-greeting card for one of my/my favorite character #and they send me this because even though it's my favorite character #this person also knows I don't actually play genshin that much and knows that I would probably miss it if they didn't remind me 🥺��#and my friends let me yap about Legendborn the other day lol #and my fellow legendbornian-in-crime commented on my insta story about annotating the book that “noone loves this series more than you”#which ofc isn't *TRUE* true but it still made me feel all fuzzy lol #my parents also got me a few sets of silver earrings for christmas bcs I mentioned in passing I wanted more silver jewelry #and one of the pairs they got me was with owls because Owl City has been one of my favorite artists since forever #and I THRIVED in 2012-fashion bcs the owl jewelry was fkn EVERYWHERE and I got SO MANY because it made me think of Owl City lol #and my brother got me The Book Of Bill bcs both he and I love Gravity Falls SO MUCH #I just love ✨️ loving ✨️ things I guess #so this post is very much a love letter to my special interests and hyperfixations <333 #currently have had 'Tears Run Dry' by Patrik Jean on repeat for the past 2 or so days bcs it's fkn STUNNING #but it also makes me think about my friend's ArleFuri fic bcs it just fits so welll 😭😭#and at the same time (and the reason I have it so within reach lol) is bcs I have added it to an OC's playlist for a story I'm writing #I have so damn many things I love and I almost start crying thinking about how fortunate I am to have all these things I love so dearly #and live in a time where all of these things exist and I get to experience them all at a moment's notice #and just simply get to indulge in fandom behaviour and have people around me who also LET ME do that #i love hearing people yap about what they're passionate about regardless if I know what it is or not #like how beautiful isnt it to see someone's eyes sparkle and looking like they're itching all over because they simply can't help it #they just can't contain their love and passion for the Thing ??? absolutely incredible #tove rambles #oh and don't fkn get me started on how 'Dream Catcher' by Set It Off basically is the reason I'm so determined to become one #and it being part of how I made my 17-year old self believe I could actually do what I CURRENTLY DO nearly 10 years later

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