#current obsession check: I always watch svu on hotel tvs because it's almost always on
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my goooooood I hate hate hate 5 am flights
#I always get too anxious to sleep#and then my ocd kicks in and it feeds into my obsessions and I wanna think about them instead of sleeping#and I have to fly on 2 hours of sleep the next day and feeling like an absolute loser lmao#current obsession check: I always watch svu on hotel tvs because it's almost always on#and then they aired the new season and I saw rollins and carisi together and I was like. what. when did this happen. how.#and I decided to watch seasons 16 through now to find out lmaaaaao#like of COURSE there was an easier way to do this but my ocd needs to EAT. I need something to obsess over or I'll die#it was much easier and less embarrassing when I could just join fandoms and shit#but now that I don't have time for that anymore#and no fandons have actually interested me in the past year#I kinda just have to cling onto random TV show characters that I find cute#honestly the level of obsession is the same... but not having a fandom to hide behind just makes it a bit more humiliating lol#not having fanfiction to read also makes everything harder as well#but anyways.#just ocd things#rambles*
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