#curlymermaid

[alexiel-art]

🇮🇹 "segui il tutorial, dicevano....sarà semplice e divertente, dicevano..." 😤😞 Il dramma di tutte le ragazze ricce davanti ad acconciature e a #fiocchi espresso nell'illustrazione di oggi per il #mermay 🤗🐠 Quante persone ricce come me patiscono questo problema? 🤔 🇦🇺 "Follow the tutorial, they said.... it's easy and fun, they said..." 😤😞 Every curly girl's drama facing hairstyles and #bows expressed in today #mermay illustration🤗🐠 How many people like me suffer from this problem? ° ° ° Inspired by @the_curly_girl_lely 's adventure ° ° ° #mermayprompt #mermaychallenge #mermayart #mermaidsofinstagram #mermay2020prompts #mermaid #mermaidsketch #jbmermay #artisthub #sirene #mermayartist #mermaiddrawing #curlyhair #curlygirl #curlyhairstyles #curlygirls #curlymermaid #illustrationoftheday #traditionalart #curlys #curls #curlyproblems #milazzoartworks #alexieldraw #doodle #pencildrawing (presso Messina, Italy) https://www.instagram.com/p/CANxoFAKigD/?igshid=rh9nxug6cypv

[shittyzevra]

Day 1 - Ada Di Sana

There was no pictures that would remind us of these 3 days.

Of the talks, cuddles and laughters, the memories will probably the only things that remain.

This writing will be another one that will go unnoticed and unspoken between us.

Let me remind you of what happened.

On Friday, we met during snack time and it made me very happy how you called me to you and how you told me that you wanted to share your peanut butter and banana sandwich with me if I had come 15 mins earlier. I didn't bother to notice that, nor was I worried about it because I knew you'd be there again in the days to come. I asked you if you'd be going for strength training later that night and you said "no, I'll be going home right away, wanna go back together?". It was a statement that made my whole week, I was so bummed by whatever happened the whole week and you turned it into something awesome with just one question.

We went to our favorite waffle's place near our place after and we had a great time. I remember looking at your smile like crazy and I grinned my ass off everytime you talk about something.

It was such a cute sight to behold, us trying to reach out to each other physically and emotionally but we were both restrained by our thoughts.

I put my hands on the table and you'd reach out to my watch and fidget your hands there as if you want to hold my hand but felt like you shouldn't.

I'd reach my hand to your arms as if to pull you in closer with each touch, how can I not? You looked amazing that night and I missed talking to you like this for the whole week, I hated being this close to you only on weekends.

On our way to my place, we sat on the backside of the Grab and you put your hugeass backpack on your right and you sat in the middle. The space was very cramped for both of us and I put my right hand on ur left thigh, I noticed that you were trying to grab my hand and I said "hey, ini apa nih tangannya?". You immediately pulled your hand away and sat in silence. Nonetheless, we somehow ended up holding each others hand by the time we got to my place.

We got into my place, went to my car and played our playlist before I took you home. To my surprise, you took me by the arm and held it tight.

It was bliss, such an honour to have someone I hold in such high regards to show love to me in ways that I want to be loved. 

We had a long talk, we started talking about the things that we talked about the first time. Remember the night in Total? The night when I called you downstairs when you were already in your room, you were sick af. 

How all this feels like it’s not going to go anywhere, how this is just not going to happen, how you want to not have anything to do with me to get rid of the pain of being around me.

I reminded you that I don’t want to, the reason why I wanted to open up to you was not so that I could be in an exclusive relationship with you. I just want to be comfortable when I’m around you, and that’s fucking it. I can’t imagine losing you, I can’t imagine not being around you, I don’t want to.

I still look forward to going to places with you, have endless nights to talk about stupid stuff and enjoy your company when I go with my friends and yours. I feel like that is such a great way to spend my time.

Tam, I feel great when I’m with you. I feel like I’m the best me when I’m around you.

By the end of our talk, we decided that we’ll go forward with less time spending time with just the two of us. We would like to spend time more with our friends too, so that we feel more like homies than lovers.

We agreed on going with that, but we ignored our deal for the night and continued with cuddling in the car more.

You caressed my hair while we were on our way home and it was such a heavenly way to drive. I told you about the night we met, how I was starstruck by your whole being. goddamn.

The curls of your hair, the smile, the way you talked, everything. I told you about how starstruck I was, and Tam I would tell you how starstruck I was that first night to you a thousand times over.

Then after 2 hours that felt like 5 minutes, we reached your home.

I didn’t want to let go, I wanted to kiss you so bad.

We hugged with our heads touching each other’s and my lips were close to yours.

I wanted to kiss you so bad.

We let go and you gave me a peck on my left cheek. 

I asked for more

you gave me more

I asked if I could kiss you on the cheeks as well

I kissed your right cheek by your lips and I wanted to kiss your lips really bad.

you let go, and said no

we let go

you surprised me with a peck on my lips

Goddamn I smiled like stupid on my way back home

[alexiel-art]

🇮🇹 "Niente è più dolce delle ciliege, tranne te" ❣️🍒 Per il tema di oggi ho ritratto una persona molto speciale e bellissima a cui tengo molto! Spero vi piaccia 🤗 🇦🇺 "Nothing is sweeter than cherries, except you," ❣️🍒 Today I portrayed a very special and beautiful person that I love so much! I hope you like it ❤️❣️🤗 ° ° ° Model: @__april__ ° ° ° #mermaidsofinstagram #mermaidsketch #watercolorart #artisthub #sirene #mermayartist #alexieldraw #milazzoartworks #mermay #mermay2020 #mermayart #jbmermay #bestfriends #illustrationoftheday #ink #colors #traditionalillustration #traditionaldraw #traditionalart #cherry #cherry🍒 #cherrydrawing #friendship #portrait #friendportrait #curlygirls #curlyhair #curlymermaid #lettering #artistsoninstagram (presso Messina, Italy) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAQescYK1C6/?igshid=1flgjeg81ygr3