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[querenciaofmelancholy]

Hi.

I am facing a tumultuous time in my life. My future lies in my hand, yearning to be with me. But am I bringing my hand closer? My brain wants it, my heart aches for it, but no god damn muscle in my body is working for it. Everytime I decide to bring the hand closer, my hand catches a distraction- the future forgotten.

And yes, I know future me will regret if I don't work right now. I want to get my father's health fixed, my mother the chance to sit in front and buy all the Saris she wants and my sisters to be proud of what they have made of me. Where is the motivation lacking though, I fail to discover. Every bone and muscle in my body is aware that this is one of the most crucial defining moments of my life, yet and yet everything collectively in me is watching the hourglass flick away, fascinated by the motion, the devotion lost. While I do write this, I ask myself repeatedly every night, every time someone does better than me, every time I wish I could be what I want to be, will I ever get out of this loop?

I know CLAT is in mere 100 days, September and December exams just within days, college applications to be filled, CUET and SET to be prepared for, and I know I have been a bad example of what I can handle in my past few years, but I also know I can do it. I have every single capability of getting into NLU banglore, topping in all subjects in my September, December , pre-boards, boards and getting my goddamn name on that honor roll and getting into top DU colleges + getting full in General test for Mass Media/Polsci, history, and getting into Ashoka on 100% scholarship. I just know I can do it all. And I know I have the mental capability to handle all this.

But, because there's always a but, what if I falter? What if I miss one day of studying because I slept the entire day, what if I want to watch one more episode of the bear, what if I want to go out with my family what if what if what if what if. But what if I give it my all for this one goddamn year, get my future on the right path, enjoy my entire life through. How beautiful would that be? Or how beautiful would living my life right now be? I won't regret enjoying right now, ending up in a medium college because I know I will kind of find my way out. But what if I start carving out my future right now, like I see the people I want to be doing, what if I put in more effort than them even if it doesn't give me even 3 hours of sleep? Real question is, what if I become what I want to be? Will the struggle of one year be worth it? The answer, is something I will confirm after one year. However for now, as a 17 year old kid in her bedroom declaring this to herself, yes. I know it will be. I know I am scared of putting in so much effort and it accumulating into nothing. What if I die tomorrow? Will all that newspaper reading for clat do me good? will all that black coffee I drank to be awake for my paper do me good? will that vein bursting stress I had on 6am of my 10th board sst paper while still in the process of completing the syllabus do me any good? What if I only remember the few fun times I had in my life because I was busy doing this?

I am fully making up this positive answer so this leads somewhere, because I don't know the very truth. But I kind of think I will be goddamn proud of myself for the struggle. For trying to get somewhere. For trying my shot, for trying to be what I want to be, for being demeaned by herself everything she fails and yet, and yet still trying till the very end. The trying part itself is the hardest. Because, what if they succeed again? Because what if their hard work is more than mine, yet again? I work hard at working hard, but I don't do the working hard.

Even if I happen to die tomorrow, future sniggie, just so you know, I gave everything a god fucking damn chance. And I am a fucking soldier for that. Nobody, nobody can beat me in trying. And if that's the only thing I will ever be good at, let that be. I am a worker, and I will always be one. Trying is my thing.

Alright bye!

(written on 15 of August 2024)

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Practicing PYQs is an excellent way to familiarize yourself with the exam pattern, question types, and difficulty level. It helps you identify your strengths and weaknesses, allowing you to focus your preparation more effectively. for CUET 2024 Preparation Strategy Click:- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKH4KTF1zEI&t=33s

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