#ctrldchaos

[cruelangcls]

@ctrldchaos

The party in the sorority house was in full swing and yet Foster was still outside- checking each person who came through. She wasn't alone- there were other sisters out there with her. But she was responsible. She led the house. She needed to make sure that the only people who got in were not going to harsh any atmosphere already in there. It was the beginning of the year and they needed to start it on the right foot. But all of those thoughts, those ideas, went right out the door when she saw the other walking up the house steps. Maybe a part of a group, maybe not, but Foster couldn't tear her eyes away. "IDs guys. We're not getting shut down for the first party of the year," She made a point to reach for the stranger's hand, beyond the rest who offered, to see her name, to see her age. To be nearer.

[sunliights]

a closed starter for @ctrldchaos featuring tamsin and graham.

"hey!" was that too enthusiastic of a greeting? tamsin didn't know but the second it left her lips it left her internally cringing. it had been easy enough shooting messages with graham back and forth and she hadn't felt too worried about actually meeting up with her. until now, that was. the few other times they'd spent time together had been happy little accidents and there was something in her that felt — embarrassed by the idea that she was going out of her way to see her. swirling the straw around in her drink, she took a rather hefty sip and then offered a smile. "how are you? you look good."

[sketchonista]

mood

[felteverywhere]

closed starter for @ctrldchaos

"do you think you could — i really need a distraction right now."

[sunliights]

thea actually doesn't even know what to say to that. she's sure there have been other people that andrea has found attractive and considered beautiful. they haven't been together for some time now and she isn't naïve enough not to think there haven't been others — others who may have been beautiful in their own respective moments with her. instead, she only offers a smile and a small shake of her head. she's sure it's better that she says nothing. "not as often as you might think. i suppose when i'm surrounded by beautiful flower arrangements all the time, it's easy to fall to the background." it's not much of a save for either of them but she hopes it stops things from becoming too awkward. "i don't know, dre. she was... something else, i swear. sometimes i think i should start writing a book about all the bat-shit quotes i hear. i'm sure i could collaborate with other vendors. maybe make enough i don't have to hear them anymore." except, thea actually loves her job despite the complainers. "i suppose as long as you're not getting too much of a hard time, that's what matters right now though. i know weddings can bring out lots of different feelings and sides to people." they can even scare people off, she thinks. "looks like things are really working out though, right? for the both of us. that's... nice."

Andrea falls silent for a moment, everything she wanted to say feels like it's far too much for this impromptu coffee outing but she also doesn't know when she'll have Thea alone again. Sure, Thea was her friend's wedding florist but it could be strictly business after this moment and maybe this was her only change. She's so torn, everything that she's been feeling since the two of them had split up was slowly bubbling up to the surface. "You'll always be the most beautiful person I've ever met, no one can even begin to compare." It's a little too honest, especially when her words are paired with a look that's reminiscent of how she used to look at Thea when they were together, a look that's full of adoration. "I'm sure people tell you that all the time," she jokes to cut the moment. She can't help but chuckle at the bridezilla, it really was wild how some people would act around their weddings. "Natural blue roses? How does someone even say that phrase without knowing that isn't a thing that actually exists? Her friends sound like saints, I can only imagine the trouble she was giving all of her other vendors."

[softdrabbles]

something short for @ctrldchaos

"this is by far the most romantic thing someone has ever done for me, you know that, right? sometimes i don't even know if you're real, aren't you tired from your show?"

[cruelangcls]

@ctrldchaos

"I may have gone a little far decorating your apartment-" First words out of his mouth once West walked through the door. Indeed, the place was suddenly Halloween central. "We g-got a...a big tip from our last graveyard video so I bought it all with that."

[sunliights]

a closed starter for @ctrldchaos featuring zora.

"before you head home there are a few little things i want to catch up on — some notes i have from the meeting today that i need typed up as well as a few changes i need you to make for my schedule next week. you don't mind hanging around a little late with me, do you? i promise i won't keep you too late."

[cruelangcls]

@ctrldchaos

[distantxdaydreams]

closed starter for @ctrldchaos​

“I know I’m not your girlfriend but are you always going to flirt with other girls in front of me?”

[gothwives]

closed: @ctrldchaos  plot: x who: eden rockwell, she/her, 30, investigative reporter

nearly as soon as she’d leaned in to close the gap between them, pressing her lips against theirs without even being fully conscious of her actions, eden felt filled with regret. “oh— oh god.” just as quickly as she’d leaned in, she recoiled, a hand covering her mouth as if she could physically wipe away the evidence of what she’d just done. “i’m so, so sorry, i don’t... i shouldn’t have done that. i didn’t mean to.” the most confusing aspect of all was that it hadn’t been a mistake. staring into their eyes after having poured her heart out to her boyfriend’s best friend, eden really had wanted to kiss them. and, more than that, she’d liked it.

[softdrabbles]

closed starter for @ctrldchaos feat. charlie&duncan

with her heart pounding in her chest, charlie looked up at duncan, completely in awe of their talent, in awe of them. to be the first to hear a song that was a work in progress was something extremely special to her. they hadn't long ago had their first date, a first date that had meant to be a few hours yet seemingly lasted an entire weekend. it wasn't like any experience charlie had ever had before. the brunette was completely captivated by the young musician, one she had come to meet by complete chance through her community work and the pair clicked instantly. "you make it look so easy. i'd ask you to teach me how to play but i'd have a really hard time concentrating on anything but you."

[vclkyries]

@ctrldchaos​

it had been a few days since the last time riley had seen her best friend. in true riley fashion she had been avoiding them because she didn’t know how to break up with her boyfriend and didn’t want to see the look on their face when she told them that. trembling hands and shaky breaths have her wearing her anxiety like a badge - she knows reilly will be here tonight. they wouldn’t miss lilah’s birthday party for the world, even if it meant seeing riley with mason again. the blonde had gotten to their mutual’s friend’s place early to help clean, decorate, and get ready together - mason met them their with some alcohol and food. slowly, everyone had started to arrive, and riley was beginning to wonder whether reilly was going to show up at all. the more time passed, the more she could feel the tension inside of her building - was reilly really so upset with her they wouldn’t come? she’s trying not to hyper focus on the door - her head snapping around to look every single time someone walked through it - but it was hard. a small wave of relief washes over her when she sees the familiar red hair come breezing into the apartment, a look of confusion quickly flashing across her features when she realized reilly came with someone. the blonde swallows hard, rage bubbling within her stomach like a forest fire. reilly had come to this party with her fucking twin sister as their date. she’s clenching her teeth down so fiercely the metallic taste of blood floods her mouth. her face gives nothing away, an entirely neutral expression wearing on it like she was playing a game of poker her life depended on. then she locks eyes with reilly, and she knows her eyes tell the other everything.

[bxdhabiits]

@ctrldchaos​  liked this for a wishlist starter

the night before had been...rough to say the least. jax had gone to a party that was a blur, a whirlwind. they could remember flashes. arriving, speaking to various people, then one in particular. that one in particular leading him to the bathroom, using his tits as a place to indulge in some...reprehensible things before turning them around and fucking their ass raw. god, he shook with just the remembrance of it. so imagine jax’s surprise when he turned his eyes up from his phone to look at the teacher who just arrived, only to see a familiar face staring back at them from the front of the class. “fuck,” they whispered. suddenly the deep v of their sweater felt like it had more weight.

[elleohve]

continued from here @ctrldchaos​

Blue eyes narrowed slightly at his comment, knowing that she had no rebuttal towards it. Prior to that night, Skye hadn’t had any issues with what they’d been doing. “Because I didn’t think that you were going to be whining about her finding out when you showed up,” Skye defended, looking him over as her body rested against the door, fully aware that she should be opening it for him instead. Brooks showing up to talk about it, mixed with the fact that his ex had called her prior to that - cursing her out until Skye had eventually hung up and blocked her number, made her feel even more on edge. Maybe there was a dash of jealousy mixed in there as well, but she would never admit to that. “If you miss her so much then go be with her.” 

[cruelangcls]

@ctrldchaos\