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Fandoms/Crossovers: Saint Seiya, Bungou Stray Dogs, Genshin Impact, Kimetsu no Yaiba/Demon Slayer, Pokemon, etc...

Primary Muse

Leo Regulus - Leo Gold Saint of Athena

“I will become stronger! Even if I need to go beyond my capabilities and surpass even the gods!"

Secondary Muses

Portrayer Phantasos - Greek Goddess of Surreal Dreams

“Rest in Peace. Even if your body rots, I’ll ensure your heart’s happiness. I’ll give you a wonderful dream.”

Ember Bi Fang - Multifandom OC

“A Bi Fang is an omen of fire. Beware of the destruction she brings as her ominous & ferocious flames burn down everything in its path."

Sasha/Athena - Goddess of War and Wisdom

"Humans with light and humans with darkness do not exist. All humans who live desperately are the same. Sin and suffering are not reasons to destroy humanity. No matter how godly you are, your ignorance of love and human strength disqualifies you from judging humanity."

Tertiary Muse

Kunikida Doppo - Member of the Armed Detective Agency

“No matter how much I struggle, no matter how desperate I am, people will still die. The cruel and merciless shadow that is reality forms the limits of an ideal. However, I will not let my ideals fall! With this life as fuel, I will fly for eternity!"

Test Muse - None

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Credits: Regulus', Phantasos', and Sasha's Dividers done by Stella

[arcgeminga]

Which type of love interest would you be in a dating simulator?

tagged by @starlightofdream​ (Thanks darling!) 

Gemini Aspros & Defteros

Necromancer Byaku ( @albisnecromantia

Aries Avenir ( @crysomallos

Sea Dragon / Gemini Kanon ( @kryomonaxia

Gemini Aspros

The socially awkward brains of the team Socialization doesn't come easy to you. You might struggle to be heard or seen by the ones around you so you prefer to avoid it all together, as frustrating as it can be sometimes. For that reason you might be selective with the people you blend with, and at times it might seem that nobody will truly understand you. But when you find those who resonate with you, you're an extremely kind and loyal friend. Most importantly, you're smart, and people always value that about you. They will constantly rely on you, ask for your guidance and advice, and you're happy to provide it. You like being the reliable friend. You don't get crushes easily, but when you do you don't really know how to handle them. They feel overwhelming and like a waste of time. There's no way they like me back, is it? What if I ruin it? What if I'm reading way too much into it? Remember to relax enjoy the feeling once in a while, chances are that your crush sees that intelligent and kindhearted person everyone else seen in you as well

(brb mun is LAUGHINNNGG!! I mean, yes. He’s a weird thing because he is simultaneously a socially awkward fuckboy while also being able to navigate through social interactions quite flawlessly like a gentleman. He really has conflicting aspects that co-exists perfectly together. )

Gemini Defteros

The sarcastic fuckboy who secretly has a heart of gold Upon first meeting you might seem insufferable, but it's only because you don't have time for what others might think of you. You're independent, confident, and you know what you want. That intimidates people, and you know it. But deep down you know it's all a show. You desire to be loved as much as any other person, but you don't want to get hurt and thus it's difficult for you to appear vulnerable to others. You'll try to mask your feelings with humor and aggressiveness when you feel someone might be getting too close to home. But those who have the patience to endure your cold exterior will be rewarded with the most caring and loyal person in their lives. You're the ride or die kind of type, and once you fall in love, you do it deeply and unconditionally.

(I mean -- Tell me it ain’t true)

Necromancer Byaku

The childhood best friend who's been in love with the main character their whole life You're a loyal person to the core, and probably a hopeless romantic as well. You're full of love for those you care about, and that's both your biggest strength and weakness. You would do anything for them, even if it means hurting your own feelings. You will hide all your pain and your needs as longs as that means the rest gets to be happy. You biggest struggle is to clearly communicate your feelings, and you'll always try to avoid those conversations or pretend everything is fine (when it isn't). Remember you deserve to receive the same love you give.

(HAHAHA) 

Aries Avenir

The sweetheart with an enigmatic dark past You're always polite and kind with others. That makes people feel comfortable around you and many would consider you a close friend. However, you seldom feel connected with those around you. You feel like they don't know you, the real you, and they never will because you'll never allow them. It takes a great amount of time and trust for you to show yourself as you truly are, because you repress most of your feelings and desires, and mask them with a calm and collected personality. It just seems easier that way, safer. But remember that if you bottle everything up, it will explode one day, maybe in ways you aren't proud of.

(...oof...)

Sea Dragon / Gemini Kanon

The stoic team leader who doesn't trust the main character at first You often feel like you need to take responsibility for those around you and to protect them. You struggle to show your love through other means, so you take that task seriously. Your friends know they can always count on you no matter what. However that leads you to be mistrustful of others' actions before getting to know them, usually assuming the worst of them. On the exterior you might seem cold, calculating and distant. But those close to you know that's far from the truth, you just have a particular way of demonstrating it. When it comes to love, you'll probably try to deny it at first, bury it before it grows more than it should. Mostly because you're so accustomed to being the strong one, that allowing yourself to be vulnerable for once scares you. But it's exhausting to constantly keep that guard up, sometimes you need to take a rest and allow yourself to be the one being taken care of. Don't forget that.

(Honestly, seems like him. Although, ofc, it would never develop fully into ‘love’. Perhaps ‘deep respect’.) 

[eclipticis]

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[arcgeminga]

You look good wearing…?

Tagged to do all of my muses by @starlightofdream​

Thank you bby~

Gemini Aspros and Defteros

Necromancer Byaku @albisnecromantia​

Aries Avenir @crysomallos​

Gemini / Seadragon Kanon.  @kryomonaxia​

ASPROS.   ① Cheerleader Uniform.　② Clown costume.　③ Kung Fu clothing.

Aspros just heaved a very heavy, slow sigh.

DEFTEROS. ① Nothing.　② Nothing.　③ Samurai style.

Defteros chuckled suggestively. His stupid grin didn’t go away even after getting pinched by his brother.

BYAKU.  ① Nothing.　② Justin Bieber .　③ Waiter Uniform.

“...I’m a bit concerned,” Byaku couldn’t help the pained expression. He would rather die than to be caught with nothing on... and who the hell is JB?

AVENIR. ① Suit.　② Policeman uniform.　③ Kung Fu clothing.

“Well... that’s not too bad,” Avenir nodded in approval. He’s worn suits before, but he never considered a policeman uniform. 

KANON.  ① McDonald's Uniform.　② Nothing.　③ Rainbow Puke.

Like Aspros, Kanon heaved a big sigh. But after he deemed himself done with this trivial matter, he turned around and went straight back to his business - ignoring everyone once again.

[arcgeminga]

which aesthetic color are you?

Tagged by @starlightofdream (I’m so sorry for skipping this, dear!)

Muses: 

Gemini Aspros and Defteros

Necromancer Byaku

Aries Avenir

Gemini / Sea Dragon Kanon

     Gemini Aspros

      dusty rose My friend, you are hella aesthetic. Everything about you is thoughtful and intentional, from the way you present yourself to the way you've constructed your space. You'd probably make the most impressive cakes. You have a few close relationships that you've poured yourself into, and you both value the little every-day moments you have together. That said, sometimes you get a bit lost in the details and forget to take a holistic look at your life. Who have you left behind? Are you happy, or do you just look it? Remember to have an honest check-in with yourself sometimes.

     Gemini Defteros

tangerine You, frankly, are a goddamn delight. You bring light with you wherever you go, and whether you're aware of it or not, you're the life of the party. Despite your flamboyant nature, you're surprisingly soft. You give the sweetest gifts, and are probably the best amateur masseuse of your friend group. Those closest to you see this softness, and love you for it. Remember this when you are called "too much": there is no such thing as too much of you. People who say those things are just too small to have the space for your light. Don't tone it down, just find people who will treasure every piece of you.

     Necromancer Byaku

charcoal You're smart, analytical, and appear balanced to the people around you. You work hard not to judge others, and to listen carefully before giving advice. For that reason, the people in your life trust you deeply, and listen well when you express an opinion because frankly, you're usually right. This need to appear calm and well-informed can be a little crushing, though-- you don't need to hide your uncertainty quite so often. It's human to need help sometimes, and with all you've done for your loved ones, they would be more than happy to provide it.

     Aries Avenir

forest green You're in your own world, spinning fictions and building realities and finding the poetry in ordinary things. The people around you can tell there's something special to you, and you're well-loved by a some very good people. But even to your closest friends, you're a bit of a mystery. This always surprises you to hear, because you don't mean to put walls up-- you just get so caught up in things nobody else sees that you forget to let yourself be seen. You're complicated, and sometimes you get tangled in it. Don't worry, though, it's not off-putting; despite your accidental air of mystery, your warmth can be seen like a campfire through distant trees.

     Gemini / Sea Dragon Kanon

oxblood You are fearless, honest, and you stick to your guns. You pride yourself on your honesty, and on being true to your values even in difficult situations. Others admire your grit, and those who can handle it appreciate your bluntness. Your friendships are ride-or-die, and your loved ones would destroy the goddamn sun for you. To put it simply: you're lowkey punk. Just remember that softness is not the same as weakness, and that it's ok to be a little more forgiving-- toward others, but also toward yourself.

[arcgeminga]

𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑 𝐈𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐊?

Gemini Aspros and Defteros

Necromacer Byaku ( @albisnecromantia​ )

Aries Avenir ( @crysomallos​ ) 

Gemini/Seadragon Kanon ( @kryomonaxia​ )

GEMINI ASPROS

The color you fit most is Gold! Considered a lucky color to have, the gold soul color is never short of achieving their goals and prospering. Analytical, intelligent, and cunning, the gold soulcolor is alluring to even those who aren’t their soulmate. You either envy them or hate them, there is no in between, and they’re fine with that.

This color has expensive tastes and chooses to live in the world of high fashion. They aren’t shy about showing off their achievements and wealth, and they often lose themselves in materialistic things. Bigger and better is their motto.

Gold soulmarks can seem shallow and judgmental to those who don’t know them well. They’re not afraid to cut nuisance out of their life and don’t put up with different opinions than their own. They are known to indulge in self care often, and they avoid things that stress them out as much as possible.

Always knowing how to get what they want, the gold soul color surrounds themselves with people who are not going to stand in their way. They are usually surrounded by a small clique of people designed to lift their spirits with praise. They are also clingy to those who make them feel good, and they are known for bending for those they deem important.

GEMINI DEFTEROS

The color you fit most is White! Also known as the kinder soulcolor, people with white soulmarks are seen as innocent, childlike, and pure. Most people before they enter adolescence will glow white when around a soulmate, but they will grow out of it in their teen years. It’s the rarest color to have as an adult.

Many people who glow white are treated like children, so they present themselves in an adult like way. They are structured, focus on maturity, and distance themselves from things that bring them joy. They are least likely to share their interests around people they don’t know and are afraid of being patronized.

This type is highly intelligent and appears to prefer being single than in a relationship. They are often alone, preferring not to bog themselves with unnecessary drama, and have no patience for those who criticize them or their work.

Despite their tough exterior, these people are gentle souls. They often express their interests to a select few they trust, and they spend their time theorizing about or analyzing things they enjoy. They are studios and curious, especially when it comes to what makes things work, and have a childlike wonder to them despite being so adamant to present as a mature individual.

NECROMACER BYAKU

The color you fit most is Blue! Seen as the most popular favorite color, and for a good reason, the blue soulcolor is admired by many, even if they aren’t conscious of it. Friendly, loyal, and always there when you need them, the blue soulcolor is a people pleaser with a heart of gold.

People with this soul color are charismatic in a small way, choosing to speak as much as they listen, and take a genuine interest in people. They look past beauty and see the hidden soul under the skin. Loyal to a fault, they often downplay other’s negative traits as “quirks” and choose to see the best in everyone. They often miss social cues and overstay their welcome without meaning to.

While they might not seem the type to some, the blue soulcolor is likely to fall into fits of depression and self loathing. This is because they have high expectations and hold themselves to strong moral conduct, and failing that moral conduct means failing other people. Even if it’s not their fault, they will choose to take the blame.

When gathering a group of friends, this color likes stability and harmony. They hold onto friendships from their childhood, even if their interests shift, and have a hard time letting people go. Changes in relationships scare them. They will be the first friend to show up at your house when you need them, whether they live a short distance or not.

ARIES AVENIR

The color you fit most is Yellow! People with yellow soulcolors are perfectionists that strive to be their best. They are always analyzing themselves and others. If they feel dissatisfied with their work, they will reflect on how to make it better then change their ways to suit their needs. These people are often successful in everything they do since they set such high goals and strive to meet them.

Often cheerful, this type will crack sarcastic and dark humor behind a smile, making you guess if you heard them correctly or question their motives. They are fun to be around and often bring the “hey it could always be worse” ideology to the table, but fail to listen to it themselves.

Yellow soulcolors are constant worriers. They are always thinking about what’s wrong and making sure they double check everything. This can be tedious, as the yellow soulcolor will often spend hours making sure everything is practically perfect in every way.

Independent and limiting themselves to a select group of friends, yellow soulcolors are excellent for providing for their families and others. In fact, they feel unsatisfactory if they’re not the one bringing home the bacon. They need to feel important and get the support to do so, or they’ll worry they’re doing wrong and try to fix it.

SEADRAGON / GEMINI KANON

The color you fit most is Indigo! Often mistaken for having a purple or blue glow, those who have indigo soulcolors are serious, confident, and strong willed. They know what they want to achieve and set out to do so. They are often introverted and seek balance, setting a strong moral code for themselves and others.

This type admires respect over adoration. They are often social advocates for those who need it and believe peace can only be achieved when everyone is working together, not just a powerful select few. This makes them powerful enemies but a powerful group of close friends, as their charismatic personality to do what’s right attracts people to them.

Since they are constantly trying to differentiate themselves from blue and violet soulcolors, indigo soulcolors are often less friendly and nurturing on the outside, but on the inside, they’re tender and supportive. They prefer to keep those who break their outer wall closer than most.

Due to their uncompromising sense of justice, the indigo soulcolor often starts arguments that might not need to be started, uprooting things just because they don’t like them or playing “devil’s advocate” when unnecessary. Despite telling others to get over it, they rarely ever do so and hold grudges for a long period of time.

[arcgeminga]

Three Archetypes 

Tagged by: @starlightofdream​ (Thank you for the tag!) Tagging: @maighdean-ailceimic​ (For Sabriel and Athena!!), and whoever wants to do it!

List:

Aspros

Byaku

Avenir

Gemini Aspros

♚ 45% Royal ♚

When the Royal walks into a room, they command attention. They are the one in charge, and they enjoy reaping the rewards of their hard work.

☽ 35% Intellectual ☽

The Intellectual is the ultimate dinner-party guest. Engaging questions and thoughtful debate are their trademarks.

☠ 20% Rebel ☠

The Rebel is comfortable throwing caution to the wind—and bucking the system—if that means getting their point across.

Necromancer Byaku

♟38% Intellectual♟

The Intellectual is the ultimate dinner-party guest. Engaging questions and thoughtful debate are their trademarks

☤ 31% Caregiver ☤

Friendly, sincere, and compassionate, the Caregiver finds their reward in helping others. No one could ask for a better best friend.

♫ 31% Performer ♫

Taking center stage comes naturally to the Performer, whether at the water cooler or in front of an audience. They are magnetic and know how to inspire.

Aries Avenir

❅ 45% Advocate ❅

The Advocate is the one everyone wants on their side. In the name of justice, they are not afraid to challenge authority or speak up for others.

♡ 35% Caregiver ♡

Friendly, sincere, and compassionate, the Caregiver finds their reward in helping others. No one could ask for a better best friend.

✈ 20% Explorer ✈

The Explorer is drawn to the unknown, whether that’s a Himalayan peak or the road not taken, and have a thirst for adventure. They take journeys, not vacations.

[arcgeminga]

♚— Me trying to drink tea featuring my three muses:

[arcgeminga]

WHAT FLAVOR IS YOUR SOUL?

Tagged by: @starlightofdream​ (Thank you dearie!) 

Gemini Aspros and Defteros

Necromancer Byaku ( @albisnecromantia )

Ares Avenir ( @crysomallos ) 

SeaDragon/Gemini Kanon ( @kryomonaxia )

♕┊ Gemini Aspros - honey

"sugared mel e lingua serpentis." sugared honey from a serpent's tongue. oh dearest, look how you gleam. how the sunlight dances off your shoulders, how the heavens shine across your wingtips. but you are hollow, hollow, hollow. even the taste of nectar can choke a man. sometimes the sweetest flowers hide the sharpest poison. you lie to yourself, the worst lie of all. you needn't be so obsessed with perfect. the greatest beauty lies in our faults. do you think the moon apologizes for their mara? no, their craters add to their glow. my dear, breathe. you are not an island, breathe, before the honey drowns you. you wish to be lovely, you long to be loved. but did aphrodite trade her powers for perfection? she did not. you can be beautiful, and also whole. be whole above anything else dear. a heart of diamonds is worth nothing if inchor oozes from it. inward. look within and question how well do you know yourself? little petal are you trying to be a god? why? can a god bloom from sullen soil? no. you are whole as you are.

♛┊ Gemini Defteros -  cinnamon

oh child of spice you are bound to the core of the earth. can you feel the heartbeat of nature pulsing through your veins. you are the mouthful of autumn that scorched through your throat, you are the pepper of life that wakes up the weary. the foolish and shaking will attempt to dilute you with sickening sugar, do not let them. your spark is what keeps us alive my dear. keep burning, little star. you see the beauty and the light, but oh you have been fed poison and refuse to drop it onto other's tongues. be wild. I know what your heart is chanting. run. run. run. run dear, find your story. do not trade your spirit for safety. you are a child of the earth, forever seeking, forever dancing.

۞ ┊Necromancer Byaku -  rosemary

ah, the old soul, nice to meet again. the time of ages is etched into your bones, you see clearly. you've watched the heartache in this realm and sworn to solve it. but kindness without limits is self destruction. oh little leaf, strong and wise, you seek to bring peace with your presence. I'd be wrong to say you fail at this effort, but you mustn't set yourself on fire to keep others warm. you wish to please everyone, to protect them all. but if you shield the saplings from the sunlight they will never grow, and you one day will wither. protect yourself too. you know there are no happy heroes, so don't be one. be a friend. your loved ones will not forsake you for not being perseus slaying all their demons. you have your own monsters, why not meet them first before you conquer anyone else's nightmares. oh true-hearted paladin you are brave, and you are good enough. you know that right? be true to yourself, one cannot do anything saintly if they did not tend to their own wounds first.

♈︎  — Aries Avenir -  lavender

oh moon child, restless sleeper, tell me what it's like to dream? you float along the margins of reality, picking up the pieces of fallen memories to sculpt into your own realm. you are searching, but your tongue is quiet, quiet, quiet. open your mouth and sing my dear, silence only does you good for so long. and here you planted roots in the darkness, where not even the moon can reach your leaves. there is such a thing as being too practical, for you sail your ship on perpetually calm waters, and never have you spotted land. your mind has wings, uncage them! allow yourself to dream, you are not too far gone. there is no such thing! trust in yourself dear.

κρύο-μοναξιά ▾     SeaDragon/Gemini Kanon - cinnamon

oh child of spice you are bound to the core of the earth. can you feel the heartbeat of nature pulsing through your veins. you are the mouthful of autumn that scorched through your throat, you are the pepper of life that wakes up the weary. the foolish and shaking will attempt to dilute you with sickening sugar, do not let them. your spark is what keeps us alive my dear. keep burning, little star. you see the beauty and the light, but oh you have been fed poison and refuse to drop it onto other's tongues. be wild. I know what your heart is chanting. run. run. run. run dear, find your story. do not trade your spirit for safety. you are a child of the earth, forever seeking, forever dancing.

[arcgeminga]

What kind of stupid are you?

Tagged by : @starlightofdream​ (I honestly couldn’t stop laughing at the title. Thanks dear!)

Tagging: Anyone who wants to do it, feel free to steal it from my dash!!

Gemini Aspros & Defteros

Necromancer Byaku 

Aries Avnir

Gemini / Sea Dragon Kanon

Gemini Aspros

Smart until infected with stupid

You think you're safe don't you? You are probably the responsible one in the group, perhaps even the mom friend. You are relatively smart but all it takes is one little thing to suck all your braincells out. It could be hanging around your fellow stupid friends, it could be being left alone, it could be having a bit too much fun. The stupid lives inside you and it just takes the right environment for it to show.

Considering the fact that he’s with his brother, ‘m sure he’s already infected with ‘stupid’. 

Gemini Defteros

Confidently stupid

You think you are the smartest person on earth as you put your spoon in the microwave to make it easier to scoop ice cream. You give awful advice that sounds smart when spoken but terrible when executed. You insist on doing things yourself and are so absolutely sure you are doing everything right. Your confidence gives you charm, as well as the bravery to do the dumb things that you do

Is it bad that when it came to the forbidden snacks, my first thought was “Defteros would eat DnD dice out of anger on his shitty rolls”... and he would. He would. I love this idiot.

Necromancer Byaku @albisnecromantia​

Blissfully stupid

They say ignorance is bliss and by god you are living your best life. You skip merrily into a bear's cave to pet it as your friends scream at you to run. The world is beautiful and everyone is your best friend, nothing can possibly go wrong! You are incredibly curious and probably believe in magic. This isn't to say you're an innocent little baby, just that you see the world in a more positive light then most. You face danger with a smile, not because you are particularly brave but because you don't know there's danger to begin with.

Honestly it fits him LMFAO he’s the most babie out of my muses due to his young age and sheltered life.

Aries Avenir @crysomallos​

Smart until infected with stupid

You think you're safe don't you? You are probably the responsible one in the group, perhaps even the mom friend. You are relatively smart but all it takes is one little thing to suck all your braincells out. It could be hanging around your fellow stupid friends, it could be being left alone, it could be having a bit too much fun. The stupid lives inside you and it just takes the right environment for it to show.

Gemini / Sea Dragon Kanon @kryomonaxia​

BASTARD stupid

Swears are your language and crime is your profession. Your reason for doing just about anything is because you could, no matter how stupid it was. Why did you set that fence on fire? To watch it burn. Why did you put that bug in your mouth? To see what it tastes like. Why did you teach that kid to say fuck? Its funny. Keeping you around is like housing a cartoon villain but at least you know how to pick locks so that's a reason to let you stay

Me at the forbidden snacks: ...Kanon would eat a tidepod for two reasons. First one, for the memes. Second one, because he hates his life LMFAO (ofc Saga would slap it out of his hand before he actually eats it).

BONUS. 

Mun TrashArc

creature stupid

You are just a feral little rat but we love that about you. Keeping you around is like keeping a raccoon on a leash, you're definitely very friendly with your friends though. You are unhinged but you are free. Go put that dirt in your mouth! Go eat that bug! Go roll around in that mud! Go press that bright shiny button- actually wait don't do that.

[arcgeminga]

Tagged by: @starlightofdream

Thanks for tagging me!

What's Your Role In A Found Family Dynamic?

Gemini Aspros and Defteros

Necromancer Byaku | @albisnecromantia

Aries Avenir | @crysomallos​

Gemini/Sea Dragon Kanon | @kryomonaxia​

GEMINI ASPROS

THE BRAINS

people are not so much your forte. you are more at home with thoughts, ideas, hobbies, skills. as such, you probably have to learn how to work well with others--but once you do, hey, it has its moments. while you are treasured for your ability to solve problems, people also have this unique love of novelty. when you break from your schedule, when you say something no one is expecting--that's novel. you are as curious and lovable as the subjects you study. you are family. this place is not the same without your witty comments and wry observations. you definitely feel more comfortable when someone needs a straightforward answer than a shoulder to cry on, but it's not impossible to give both. know that your family loves you for more than that, though, and will (usually) remember to respect your boundaries.

GEMINI DEFTEROS

THE SILENT SUFFERER

you love your friends, but the truth is, you go through most of the real things alone. it's better that no one sees you like this. you'll be fine, really, because you're used to feeling this way. it'll pass. it always does. that's what you believe, anyway. you're more likely to give someone advice on a lesson you've learned without telling them how you learned it. you've come to realize that, if they're coming to you for advice, they'll be too preoccupied to ask. it stings, but it's... that's just the way feelings work sometimes. when you're around others, most of these problems seem to vanish, and you're better able to love the person you are. only on the worst days do you continue to hear that insistent whisper that it's, "all a lie because they don't know what's *really* going on." it's not a lie. you are loved. those moments together are real. there are times when you can afford not to be so strong.

NECROMANER BYAKU

THE BRAINS (? Here i thought it’d be “comic relief”... )

people are not so much your forte. you are more at home with thoughts, ideas, hobbies, skills. as such, you probably have to learn how to work well with others--but once you do, hey, it has its moments. while you are treasured for your ability to solve problems, people also have this unique love of novelty. when you break from your schedule, when you say something no one is expecting--that's novel. you are as curious and lovable as the subjects you study. you are family. this place is not the same without your witty comments and wry observations. you definitely feel more comfortable when someone needs a straightforward answer than a shoulder to cry on, but it's not impossible to give both. know that your family loves you for more than that, though, and will (usually) remember to respect your boundaries.

ARIES AVENIR

THE SILENT SUFFERER (???)

you love your friends, but the truth is, you go through most of the real things alone. it's better that no one sees you like this. you'll be fine, really, because you're used to feeling this way. it'll pass. it always does. that's what you believe, anyway. you're more likely to give someone advice on a lesson you've learned without telling them how you learned it. you've come to realize that, if they're coming to you for advice, they'll be too preoccupied to ask. it stings, but it's... that's just the way feelings work sometimes. when you're around others, most of these problems seem to vanish, and you're better able to love the person you are. only on the worst days do you continue to hear that insistent whisper that it's, "all a lie because they don't know what's *really* going on." it's not a lie. you are loved. those moments together are real. there are times when you can afford not to be so strong.

GEMINI / SEA DRAGON KANON

THE BRAINS

(I’m 100% convinced that this meme isn’t working lol) 

[eclipticis]

⊰ @crysomallos | continued from ⊱

☪❄┇❛ 𝔤𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔢𝔰𝔱 𝔢𝔠𝔩𝔦𝔭𝔰𝔢

❝ Maybe if you  BOW  I would think about it, ‘Sweetheart’. ❞

[eclipticis]

❝ Would you bleed for me? ❞ [[ Crysomallos ]]

⊰ @crysomallos ⊱» halsey lyrics meme

☪❄┇❛ 𝔤𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔢𝔰𝔱 𝔢𝔠𝔩𝔦𝔭𝔰𝔢

❝ ...Is this truly a question? ❞

[eclipticis]