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sigmarette · 6 months ago

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Being discluded from things because I'm a transmasc is a really uncomfortable situation to be in.

I'm not allowed into any sort of "safe space" because apparently identifying as any form of masculine is inherently predatory and worthy of shunning.

"You should be happy! I'm acknowledging your gender" ...by calling me a predator? When I've never done anything wrong? I'm a survivor of sexual violence- like many other people- but the moment I came out as trans that disqualified me from group support?

I don't really feel safe anywhere, now.

Enough of a man to be considered scary, but not enough of a man to be treated like a person. There is no winning. Really tired of being "othered" by other people because of my identity, I'm rarely actually judged based on my character as a person.

If you're gonna hate me; at least get to fucking know me first? Maybe you won't hate me in the end- or is that what you're afraid of?

#vent #transgender #transmasc #getting discluded from things I *previously* had access to fucking grinds my gears #non-binary #enby #ouuughhhh im angry #got kicked out of a support group the moment they found out I identified on the masculine spectrum #i know it was an online environment but it is still fucking heartbreaking #there were several people I enjoyed talking to there...#Probably all shit talking about me now that im not there to defend myself...#i never really had a steady father figure in my life either... i had to learn most things on my own... my mom tried her best #crying on my mom this morning wasnt on my bingo card #im supposed to be going out and doing fun shit today and now im just depressed

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