#crying crying screaming sobbing BABY BABY!!!!!!!!
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you get me. you GET me. you get me so much i screamed when you laid down what you got. UGHHH. literally i hope to write more fics that will interest you because UGHHHHH you just get meeeeeeee its sooo goodddd
i also i too use girl as gender neutral sLAYYY.
I'm so happy you love the cargyll twins 🥺🫶🫶
The way we always see her as *herself*, beyond her ailment, beyond her concerns of putting up an act, both as a Hightower daughter and/or a Targaryen wife. She's just herself, without being worried that she's disappointing Otto or Daemon.
this is it. this is literally how i envisioned their dynamic to be yknow. when you commented on this once before i leapedddddd for joy it LEAPED really. you get me. you get meeee.
she's just a girl when she's with them. just a girl who loves to swim and pick flowers. did you actually sob cos of the scene with erryk? 🫂🫂🫂 but also... love that for me HAHAHAH.
(I don't even want to think about the fact that the last time she experienced something like this was probably in old town w gwayne when they were children)
dw. i like to think the sibs snuck out to go for a swim for the last time before she was married to daemon. to cheer her up yknow. alicent was there too <3
I love the way you portray Otto's relationship [...]
THISSSSSSSS. THISSSS. YOU JUST GET MEEEE T_T SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP. I literally JUST ranted about this to my friend that everyone is like 'daemon is trying' WHAT ABOUT OTTO I WROTE HIM THAT WAY TOO AND YOU JUST 😫😫😫😫😫 FUCKK YOU GETTT MEEEEEe
[...] with the reader because he's not black and white with his motives, only using his daughter to raise his House's standing. Rather, he's a complex character with layers, he's still a father - albeit a shitty one at that.
YOURE SOOOOOO ON POINT WITH EVERYTHING LITERALLYYYYYYYYYYYYY i thought it was really important to expound on this because DAEMON IS LITERALLY OTTO TO HER!!! BUT IN A WAY BETTER BECAUSE AT LEAST DAEMON IS CAPABLE OF SOME SORT OF AFFECTION. she's like 'ok my dad treats me this way, ergo my husband treating me this way is fine' !!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is so important fr fr because we accept the love we think we deserve.
He loves his daughter, in his own twisted way. How he ensures that she's not having a fit before dropping the baby bomb on her. He worries for her, knows her ticks.
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But it's the way he uses his love and knowledge regarding her to get his own way and to get the reaction he wants out of her that's the most twisted.
THIS!!!!!! ok im so fucking excited i just want to tell you BUT ALL WILL BE REVEALED IN THE NEXT CHAPTER IVE BEEN BUILDING THIS SHIT UP FOR SO LONG IM SO FUCKING GLAD YOU CAUGHT ON IM GOING TO FUCKING CRY.
Also, I love how we're seeing mc slowly but surely starting to stand up for herself. WE LOVE GROWTH IM SO PROUD OF HER, I COULD CRY.
<3 but also..... who's gonna tell her (not me)
Day 173822 of begging daemon to just be normal for once in his life.
ur so me fr bestie
Honestly speaking, I was one of the few that voted for reader to prioritise herself and not go after either gwayne or daemon but ohh!!! I loved loved loved this scene.
🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣💯💯💯 AS YOU SHOULD. AS YOU FUCKING SHOULD. I WAS AND AM STILL ACTUALLY VERY GAGGED THAT THAT POLL WOUND UP THAT WAY. SERIOUSLY CONSIDERING TOTALITARIANISM BECAUSE THIS DEMOCRACY AINT WORKING FOR ME CUZ WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNNN COMFORT DAD BOI DAEMON???????? YUCKKK i mean i get it but DAMNNNN?????
her whole arc with gwayne was rough. spolier? i dont plan on bringing him back at all so </3 if he comes back well 😬😬 shits about to go down
ALSO DAEMON YOU LITTLE RAT,
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAH YOU LIKE ME FR FR FR I TOO CALL HIM RAT HAHAHAHAH AND EVERYONE ELSE THAT FUCKING PISSES ME OFF
YOU HAVE NO RIGHT BEING MAD AT MY GIRL FOR NOT BEING THERE WHEN YOU DEGRADED HER THE LAST TIME AND NOT IN THE SEXY WAY!!!!
😬 yeesh fr.
Her telling him to speak what he wants and not twist his words is soooo real. YES GIRLL SET IT STRAIGHT WE DONT WANT EXTRA HEADACHES IN OUR LIVES!!
🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯 AGAIN AND AGAIN YOU GET ME YOU DONT MISSSSSSSS
I just remembered that she still thinks that night was a dream and I'm heartbroken again </3
dw. she'll find out it wasnt a dream.............. eventually
Pls daemon why do you have to choose aggression and rage every fucking time. Just be cute for once ugghhh.
UR LITERALLY ME FRRR HAHAHHAHHAHA
EVEN THE LINE YOU QUOTEDDDD i feared people might overlook it BUT YOU SAW. YOU GET ME. AND THATS MORE THAN ENOUGH.
I am so honored to have gotten your lovely reblog. i will 100% tag you my love. i'm glad you like my fic and my brain and my words. i love you so much. literally if there is something you want to see in this fic, just tell me and i'll make it happen for you fr fr.
Tormented Spirit | 7
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"Is it such a sin to stand up for yourself?" you mutter as tears blur your vision. The way he reacted was visceral, instinctive even. "You never have to stand up for yourself ever again," says Daemon, reaching a hand to you, "come."
Daemon Targaryen x Hightower!Reader | 5k+ | cw: fem!reader, reader has brown hair, wife!reader, twin!Gwayne, arranged/forced marriage, canon divergence, alternate universe, slow burn, smut (cunnilingus, piv, choking, degradation, slight sadism), DD:DNE, panic/anxiety attacks, daddy issues/child abuse/family problems, mentions/depictions of mental/physical/psychosomatic illness, ye old misogyny, angst, typos, etc.
A/N: again the high valyrian is internet translated so lol. please consider leaving comments/reblogs because they really help me with the fic. might make another poll for next chapter stay tuned. | cross posted on ao3
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Taking you to the hidden stream was simultaneously the best and worst decision Erryk's ever made in his life. The look of you was holy. His intense focus on your form was to ensure your safety, but, by the gods, it felt sinful to behold your dark hair and light fabric ebbing in the water.
He had hoped a swim would lift your spirits, just as flower picking did, but he did not know it would draw such a tempest out of you. It was as though you were reborn. You plunged into the water and shed all your inhibitions. Your voice became brighter, as did your eyes. You were flooded with more than a dozen memories of you and your twin swimming in the river near your home in Oldtown, and you recounted all of them so excitedly to Erryk.
"Oh!' you exclaim, flipping in the water to get to your feet. You point to something behind your ward, making him turn around. In that split second, you hold in your laughter and grab something from the mossy rocks. Innocently, you say, "that reminds me of something."
Erryk turns back to you, brows knit in confusion. When you you make your way towards him, he clenches his jaw and averts his gaze. The shift you were swimming in was stuck flush on your body, leaving little to his imagination. He was glad to have the foresight to bring you a change of clothes and a towel, and, my, was the pattern on the said towel so very interesting.
"What is a frogs favorite game?" you ask so suddenly.
Erryk turns to you, brows furrowing, "pardon?"
"Tell me the frogs' favorite game, ser," you repeat as though it was the most obvious thing in the world.
"Frogs favored game?" he repeats slowly, realizing now that your expression was mockingly innocent. He hums, "I cannot say I-"
"HOPSCOTCH!"
A frog comes leaping into Erryk's face, nearly causing him to topple as he dodges it. He's so flabbergasted by the turn of events, he calls out your name in offence. He is doubly offended by your laughter. His eyes go wide as you hunch forward, leaning on your knees.
"Villain," your ward mutters, scoffing far too many times.
You can barely catch your breath. You fan your face, "frog-ive me."
Erryk's face only contorts further.
"I could not-" you gasp for air, "could not help it."
In truth, if it was any other who did such a childish thing, he'd have shoved them in the water. Alas, you appeared only more beauteous as you made him a fool.
"Forgive me," you repeat in more serious manner, "Gwayne used to scare me this way often. I wished only to know how it felt, and now..." you giggle, "I can't say I blame my brother for constantly pulling tricks on me."
He huffs and shakes his head, "well. I'm glad to have pleased you, my ever-so-kind princess."
You offer him a guilty smile, "apologies."
Erryk shakes his head, "no. Truly. I am glad to see you in such a state."
You fidget with your fingers as a shiver runs down your spine.
He is quick to unravel your towel. He places it on your shoulders, "perhaps we should go back. The sunset is nigh."
You nod, taking your change of clothes from him next.
He turns around offering you your privacy. It takes a while, but you manage to dress yourself. Once you had your shoes on, you dry your hair with your towel and take his arm, "would you please lace up my dress?"
He nods, avoiding your gaze as he feels his face burn. He quickly laces you up then you return to the Keep.
You both had been laughing, up until you made it past the castle gates, promptly being silenced by the loud shout, "PRINCESS!"
Arryk runs over, charging for his brother. Their steel plates collide as Arryk yanks his twin, "where in gods name did you take her?"
Erryk furrows his brows, "we visited a stream-"
"The Keep is in disarray!" Arryk grits his teeth, hissing under his breath, "everyone's looking for her. Everyone."
You watch the twins huddle close and bicker. As it escalates, you try try to come between them, "Arryk. I was the one who asked him to take me outside the keep."
Arryk does not hear you at first, dead set on arguing with his twin. When you repeat your words the second time however, he turns to you, face softening a fraction. He knits his brows turning back to this brother, whispering something that makes Erryk turn to you with wide eyes, "fuck."
"Why?" you look at them in concern, "what it is?"
Arryk opens his mouth, but Erryk grabs his arm and says, "wait."
"There's no other way to say it," Arryk snaps, ripping his arm out his grip.
"Say what?" you knit your brows.
Arryk turns back to you, then lowers his gaze, "the queen... the queen has passed."
Your jaw drops. Your eyes widen. Your hand immediately covers your mouth. The three of you do not speak for a prolonged moment.
You feel your stomach roll, "w-what happened?"
"She could not deliver the babe herself. The maesters... had to intervene."
Intervene? You could not possibly understand what that could mean, and you find that you do not want to. You shake your head, "and her babe? Is- is her babe well at least?"
Arryk clenches his jaw, "she sired a prince named Baelon... he apparently grows weaker by the hour."
You feel bile rise up your throat.
"Your father and your siblings have been looking for you since news broke."
You shake your head, and gather your skirts.
"As has the prince."
Your face twitches at the thought. You do not delay and make your way inside the Keep.
As you tread the halls, you think about what the queen told you just mere hours ago. There is a sharp twinge in your belly as simultaneously remember how Aemma told you to go cheer for Daemon at the tourney and realize you will never hear a word from her ever again. The thought washes over you like water on the beach, sobering but thankfully not overwhelming.
You hadn't realized you had your head bowed until you hear your name called. You still as you look up, the twins halt behind you.
Otto marches over, brows and jaw tight as ever, "where in gods name have you been?"
You straighten your back as he stops before you, "I-"
"Your wards are double," he turns to the kingsguards, "and doubly useless, it seems."
"Father," you step into his line of sight, "do relieve your rage on them."
Your father turns back to you, expression softening a fraction at your referral. You had not called him father since your argument in the maester's office. He looks at you— takes a good look at you and your sad eyes, your knit brows, your frowning lips. Your hair was darker than it was normally, and as he reaches out for it, he found it was, in fact, damp, "where have you been?"
"I..." you gulp and take a deep breath, "went swimming."
He releases your hair, tilting his head, "with whom? Gwayne has gone."
You pull your head back, "G-Gwayne's gone?"
"The tourney is over. The road is long. He has no reason to stay," Otto says.
Your brows tighten as you shake your head, "he... he didn't... wait for me?"
Otto watches your lips quiver. He watches your nose twitch. When your chest begins to visibly rise and fall, he shakes his head, "what did I tell you?"
You stare blankly at him.
He takes your hands, "what is it I always tell you?"
You clench your jaw and huff through your nostrils, "do not waste your tears on things you cannot change."
Otto rubs your knuckles as he shakes his head again. He gives the Cargyll brothers a look before walking off with you. They make sure to keep their distance before following after.
You turn to your father as he links your arm into his. You are certain, with how he cannot look at you, that he means to tell you something grave. You look front and mimic his demeanor— distant, cold. You are his daughter, face and temperance.
"You enjoyed your swim at least?" he starts, "you are calm?"
You gulp, mentally preparing yourself for what will surely come next. Your voice still falters though, "ye-s."
Otto nods, still not turning to you, "many has occurred since your marriage to Daemon. You admitted you did not consummate your marriage on your wedding night and I was deeply concerned you would fail your duties in producing heirs, especially if your husband was not interested in you."
Your jaw clenches.
"But with the apparent... change of heart your husband has shown, you should know I've had the maesters closely monitor your state."
You knit your brows at that, "you mean my affliction?"
He speaks your name slowly before continuing, "as of yesterday, they have confirmed to me that you are with child."
You whip your head to him and pull away.
Otto does not look at you with the same sense of urgency.
"W-what?"
He sees the fear on your features. He offers a solemn expression and takes your cheeks when your eyes water, "this is good. You should delight, not tremble."
You try to speak but nothing coherent comes out.
"The Queen is dead. Go to your husband and comfort him with this news."
Your mouth goes dry and your father wipes the tears that fall from your eyes. He your name softly. Your sad face looks the exact same it did when his wife died. My baby is having a baby. He frowns and pulls away.
You try to take his hand, but he slips away.
"See her off," the Hand instructs your wards.
Erryk is quick to go to your side, whereas Arryk stares at the back of Otto's head, his lips curling as he did.
"Princess," Erryk says, cautiously reaching your arm.
You turn to him with wide eyes before scratching your tears away, "I-"
"Perhaps you should sit down first."
You pull away from him before he can touch you. The action makes Erryk pull back, an unsavory sensation spreading in his mouth and belly.
"I want to- I—" you take a breath, "I need to find-" you shake your head and begin speeding down the hall.
You were nearly about to break into a sprint, and your wards had to jog up to your side to keep up with you. You don't really know where you're going, but you're getting there, fast.
"Princess, please, slow down," one says.
You can feel your breath and your pulse in your ears.
"Princess."
You find yourself in the halls near one of the gate of the keep. The only reason why you stop is because you hear the voice of your twin. Your breath catches as you lurch towards the window. Gwayne was laughing with one of the guards, already on his horse. Your brows furrow, he couldn't possibly be well enough to be riding on horseback.
You realize quickly this is your last opportunity to go be with your brother, to pull him into an embrace, to worry on him, to tell him your worries, to kiss him goodbye. You know you have to act now and swiftly, but you cannot seem to move.
Your mind is heavy as you think about how your brother is set to leave regardless of your desire to keep close; he said it himself, his place can never be at your side. Though he is the only person who've ever relied on, you know now— you rub your belly, that can no longer be the case. There is only one person you can rely on now... yourself.
It is painful to pull away from the window, but you do, clenching your hands into fists before walking away.
You don't really walk away however, because then, you're frozen in place at the sight of your husband standing a few paces away from you, "Daemon."
He stares at you wordlessly.
You walk towards him, careful as you drag your feet.
He tilts his head and clenches his jaw, "he's leaving any moment now."
You nod, "I know."
"Go to him," he says softly.
"I-"
"Go to him!" he snaps.
You stiffen at his expression. You were adept with anger but he did not look angry. You stop in your tracks, trying to make sense of his restless figure.
Daemon watches you fidget with your fingers.
"If it is your command, I shall obey."
He chuckles dryly, pacing around his spot. He wipes his mouth then charges over, stopping just in front of you. He scoffs when you do not flinch, in disbelief of your constitution. His nostrils flare, "you know my feelings towards your twin."
You slowly shrug, "then you'll be glad to know I came looking for you."
Daemon does not move.
"You know how I feel about my brother..." you mutter, "but..." you lower your gaze, "I'm coming to terms with the fact I can no longer rely on him... it will be better this way."
It takes a moment, but Daemon chuckles. When you look up and his smirk fades. Your beady eyes make it hard to find satisfaction. "So, you will not go to him?" he asks.
You stare.
"You do not want to go to him?"
Your lips part.
He raises his brows.
"I... I do."
Anger rises up his belly, but as if on cue, the sound of horses and carriages moving is heard. You clench your jaw and lower you gaze to prevent yourself from looking back at the window. The prince cannot seem to win, for he should be pleased you did not see your brother off, and yet your sadness leaves sour jealousy in his mouth— he was your husband.
The Cargyll twins look upon you both, appalled by the cruelty of the prince to keep you here as Gwayne leaves for good. Erryk in particular feels restless, unable to stop shifting and fidgeting with his scabbard.
"Shall... shall we go?" you mutter, slowly looking up.
Daemon watches you place a hand on his bicep. He responds only by following you after giving your wards a dismissive look.
The brothers turn to each other, each as unwilling as the other to leave you, but they do anyway.
Daemon is acutely aware of the warmth of your cheek against his arm as you tread down the halls. When, you arrive at your marriage chambers, Daemon opens the door and you notice the bandage wrapped around his hand. He struggles because of this. Once you're inside, you take his arm, eyes trained on his injury, "what happened to your hand?"
Daemon's eyes are fixed on the line between your brows.
"Did you break it?" you turn to him with furrowed eyes.
He pulls away slowly. He wants to know what you'd do next.
"Did you wrap it yourself? It's badly done."
He faintly snorts, "it's on my right hand."
"I'll do it for you," you say, walking towards the vanity.
Daemon follows, watching you procure scissors and vials and other things. You turn to him, motioning to the chair. He sits down, gaze fixed upon you as you take his arm again.
Your eyes are focused on undoing his wrap, "tell me if it hurts,"
His are fixed on your focused expression, "you should sit down."
"I'm fine."
"I want you to sit down," he uses his other hand to grab your wrist.
You stop and turn to him. You turn to the chair across the room but Daemon prevents you from doing so and simply spreads legs, pulling you between his thighs. Quickly, you are sat on his lap and tense look at him. He offers you his injured hand again as his other goes around you, clinging to your hip. He pulls you in, leaning his head against yours to say, "it's a cut, by the way."
You furrow your brows at his admission. You allow yourself a moment to relax before continuing your task. You find it is, in fact, a cut, deep and ugly, "did your lance splinter very badly?"
"No."
You furrow your brows deeper as you turn to him,
"This is glass."
"Glass?" you brow raise, "how did you hurt your hand with glass?"
Daemon licks his lips as he looks at yours. He shrugs, "I broke a bottle."
You pull your head back, "on accident?"
"On purpose," he tilts his head.
You huff and start cleaning his wound, "was the violence in the tourney insufficient?"
He chuckles through his nostrils, "I did not fucking win."
You smear balm on his wound. You do not reply.
It makes him clench his jaw, "and you..."
"..."
"You were not there."
You do not tear your gaze from his injury.
He grumbles, "did you even hear me?"
You lift your gaze then raise brow at him, "you did not want me there. Do you not recall how you cursed at me?"
Your gall makes anger rise up his throat.
You continue wrapping up his hand.
"Well, you were being a bitch," he snaps.
"Why?"
His brows furrow.
"Why was I being a bitch?"
"..."
You spare him a quick glace.
He pulls his head back, "... what?"
"Did I not do my duty?" you turn to him, face blank, "I followed you, congratulated you, inquired of your injuries. I submitted to your desires. Where did I err?" You ask in earnest, "what do you want from me?"
His face contorts. Now that he was faced with such an opportunity, he finds himself unable to speak. What did he want from you?
You wait for him to reply. You prepare yourself for preposterous requirements but you are met only his silence. In that moment, you remember he was just a man. Many a man enjoyed making women suffer. You gulp, thinking about your father.
Perhaps your father was lying. Perhaps he wants you to believe you are with child to get even. After all, Daemon never... finished in you. How then could you be with child?
You secure the binding on his hand, "it is finished."
Daemon does not bother looking at his hand.
"How do you feel?"
He feels a strong urge to shake you... to pull you close.
"My deepest sympathies for the death of your cousin."
He freezes. Right. The queen was dead. He lowers his gaze.
You frown and reach for his cheek. You second guess however and bring your palm to his shoulder instead, "I am here for you, my prince."
His eyes meet yours.
"I am here to care and comfort you."
He leans back, taken by the thought.
You drink in his demeanor, the softness in his eyes, the tension that falls of his shoulders. You release a breath, "if that is what you desire, speak plainly, and do not repel me. Do not ask me to leave if, in fact, you want me to stay."
His throat tightens. He feels like he is ensnared in a bear trap. He rips at his collar, "I... I have other injuries." He pushes you off and paces around as he undoes his top. It is a struggle for him, but he cannot stop or stay still, "cuts and bruises."
You watch as he fidgets and slowly walk over.
"I don't-"
"Daemon."
He stills.
You come in front of him and undo his top yourself. You drop it mindlessly, and once he is bare, he feels conscious under your scrutiny for some reason. You brush your fingers on his ribs, making goosebumps form on his skin. He can't say that that has ever happened to him before. You notice and rub his arms, eyes locked on his torso.
He feels himself getting hard.
"Did you tend to these yourself as well?" you brush over a cut on his hip.
Oh. You were still examining him. He only hums in response.
You frown, "did no maester come to your tent?"
"I..." he starts.
You circle around him, inspecting for other injuries.
"...wanted you to come to my tent."
You come to his side. He finds the frown on your face. You take a moment before saying, "you tended to your wounds well at least."
"I want you."
You nod, "I will tend to you—"
Daemon takes your nape, lowering his head to kiss your lips. It takes a moment for you to relax, and his belly burns at the sound you make when you do. Your hands come to his sides and your nails graze faintly into his flesh.
He pushes you back until your laid on the bed beneath him. His kisses trail down your skin as he works to get you naked. He kisses your shoulder, then your sternum. He makes sure to lick your breast and leave a mark on your rib before peppering kisses down your belly.
Your breath grows heavy when he lingers by your womb, sucking kisses on your skin. Your throat tightens think of your father's words again. It makes you tense, and Daemon feels it. Of course, he doesn't know about your conversation with Otto, and thinks your tension comes from your self-consciousness.
You lift your head, pulling a pillow beneath it, and look down at your husband. You reach for him, tangling your fingers in his silver hair, "Daemon."
He hums, nipping your flesh in response.
You try to sit up, "D-Daemon, I-"
He shushes you, pushing down on your hip bone. He looks up at you, muttering something in High Valyrian.
"Please, Daemon, wait-"
"Be still," he says, violet eyes hooded, "do I not take care of you?"
Your breath hitches as he sinks down.
"Do you not enjoy my mouth?"
"I- that's not-"
"Do you or do you not?"
"I... I do—"
You are not able to speak after he buries his face between your thighs. You are reduced to breathy cries and a twisting spine. Daemon, though he continues to hold you down, relishes every second of it and feasts more ardently. He sighs, securing your thighs on his shoulders, nudging his face deeper into you, his nose brushing against your pearl.
He relishes how quickly your wetness builds, and soon, he feels your arousal dribbling down his chin. He moans, nails biting crescent moons into your skin. Your belly rises and falls in sync with the crescendo of your mewls. At this point, both your hands are tangled into his hair, and your pulling and scratching only further inspires his tongue.
You call out his name, screwing your eyes shut as you throw your head back and arch your body. Quickly, your belly tightens and you sequentially dig your heels into his shoulder blades. He squeezes your thighs enough to make them bruise, and yet the pain is what pushes you into orgasm, garnering a lewd and loud sound from your mouth.
Daemon hums, lifting his face just enough to see yours as he brings you to peak. He moans at your expression, grinding his hips into the cushion, desperate for friction.
Your body trembles, unable to settle as his burning mouth persists on your molten mound. You begin to squeak and he catches the moment you open your eyes to look at him all teary. It drives him mad. With a deep inhale, he pulls away, wiping his chin before he undoes his breeches.
You relax and catch your breath, hands dropping to your sides.
Daemon watches you, your trembling legs glistening with the pleasure he's drawn out. He can feel himself throbbing in his pants. You watch as he hastily frees himself. Though your head was hazy and your body was tried, your belly burned at sight of the sticky liquid dripping down your husband's neck.
"Fuck, Daemon," you reach for his belly. You trace his defined muscles with your finger tips. He snatches your hands when he finally pushes his pants down.
You squeak when he pushes you to your side, one hand on your shoulder, another hiking your leg up by the knee. You whine as he folds you into the sheets just before sliding his hardened cock in your wet cunt.
He hisses, leaning down to your neck. His words are hot against your skin, but you understand nothing.
Whatever tenderness he had before was gone, now he was just fucking you like a rabid animal. Daemon could not help himself, he loved how supple and pliable you were, and twists you into a form that keeps you prone. When the bed begins to creak because of his thrusts, he holds you down where your neck and collarbone meet. He puts enough pressure to restrict your breathing, but not enough to choke out your pretty noises.
At some point, he decides your leg is getting in the way and pushes you flat on your chest. He then gathers you by the hip, hiking you up enough to fuck you nicely from behind.
His thrusts are more intense now. You scream into the cushion as you find your elbows. Before you can prop yourself up though, he's pinning you down by the shoulder, saying something in High Valyrian again.
"D-Daemon," you whine, left cheek smushed against your pillow. You could feel your next climax building quickly.
He responds by rubbing your clit, drawing tears and another scream out of you because of your sensitivity.
You feel yourself helplessly clenching and unclenching around him, absolutely boneless under his vigorous intrusion. You could feel your knees slipping but Daemon's grip on you would not see you move from your position. Your toes curl. Saliva drips out your open mouth.
"Māzigon va, riña," he snorts, "sepār mirrī angotan tolī." Come on, girl. Just a little bit more."
You do not understand, so you only whine out, "Daemon."
Daemon growls and rubs one side of your ass, "you're doing so good for me."
He spanks you, but that's not what makes your eyes open.
"Milk my cock with your tight cunny, come slut."
You begin to grit your teeth.
"I want to see my seed dripping down your thighs," he groans, mind unable to focus on anything but the hot, wet slapping of your skin.
It's unsurprising that you come first, as Daemon always assures you do to underscore his control and dominance over you. He yelps out a sharp fuck, nearly coming in your cunt because of how your body seizes up around him. Your orgasm overwhelming, yet your eyes water for more than this reason. His words make you aware your husband sees you nothing more as a vessel for pleasure, and your pleasure is regretfully cut short because of how sharply he pulls out, his load spraying on your already dripping labia and pubic hair.
He strokes himself a few times, feeling his cock twitch in his hand as he watches your mixed come trickle down your legs. He sighs, "fuck," then scoops the cream in two fingers, plunging it in and out your still spasming cunt.
You squeal when he finger fucks you, body unable to remain upright. You are grateful he loses interest rather quickly and crumble into the bed as he stands.
You watch him walk over to the drawer, where he then pours himself some wine. You gulp, remembering your dream from last night. It sobers you out your high. You clench your jaw and roll over to clean yourself up. You head to your vanity and wipe yourself down, grabbing your robe was you do.
Daemon, whose thirst was now quenched, turns back to you with a towel. He is confused to see you standing. He watches you flip your hair behind you, pulling it out of your robe, which you then secure around yourself. He knits his brows as he walks over, "what are you doing?"
You turn to him, sitting on the vanity chair, "getting ready for bed."
Daemon stares, and you take his prolonged silence as an indication to proceed with your nightly routine.
The prince squeezes the damp towel in his hand as he watches you brush your hair. You catch his stillness from the mirror and turn back to him, "oh."
You drop your brush and take the towel from him, "I'll help you clean up."
Normally, he enjoyed this, but right now, he can't. He is offended when you begin to pick up his clothes, so much that he scoffs, "the fuck are you doing?"
You halt midway picking up his trousers. You stand and turn to the closet, "ah. Did you want new clothes?"
He pulls his head back, no longer offended, but hurt, "you want me to leave?"
You are caught off guard by his question. You stare at him for a moment, unsure if he was serious. You could not identify his expression, so you did not know if you tell him the truth. You would not survive being berated after confessing you wanted to sleep with him. You dodge the answer altogether, "weren't you leaving anyway?"
Daemon's cheeks tense. He huffs, stepping forward, yanking his clothes out of your hands, "no."
You are bewildered by his actions, for to you, his actions are sudden. You are petrified in fear, which is why you instinctively begin to apologize, "f-forgive me, I-I-"
His nostrils flare and his jaw sets.
"I-" you motion with a hand, "- you always leave."
His clenches his jaw, "do you want me to leave?"
"I—" your throat tightens and soon you can no longer look at him. You want to beg him to stay, but you recall how you did that with your father, and your mother, and your brother— begging does not make people stay. You whisper, "I... I'm terrified."
When you lift your gaze, Daemon shirks and decided to dress. He gulps as he pulls his trousers up, turning back to you. He clenches his fist before reaching out for you.
Your heart races as he takes your hand.
"You've served me well. If you are terrified... I'll leave you."
You whimper when he pulls away, holding him tighter than he did before your hands part. Your lips quiver. He knits his brows. You shake your head, "I- I... I do not want you to go."
He is taken off guard by how you suddenly embrace him.
"Please," you beg, though you knew it would not serve you well, "stay."
He turned to stone. He cannot seem to move at all but your arms are determined to stay around him. You begin to weep against his skin and he can feel your breath grow ragged. Only then does he manage to return your affection.
He brushes your dark hair away from your face and cradles you against him.
"Daemon."
He leans into you, enough to be able to brush his cheek against yours, "kesan umbagon." I will stay.
You sniffle then sigh. After a while, you ask, "what does that mean?"
"I will stay."
You sigh again, pulling away to look at him. You offer him a sad smile, "thank you."
He frowns, wiping your tears.
When you go back to bed, you offer him space in case you've made him uncomfortable. He stares at you, awaiting your embrace. You are mere inches apart but it feels like yards and yards.
"Good night, husband," you say before turning over.
He chuckles dryly, staring at your dark hair. He turns to the ceiling, "good night."
#prettybiching cutie#prettybiching my beloved#tormented spirit#daemon targaryen x reader#daemon smut#you can have my heart#n my kidney
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ot7 vampire — human blood bank
s2, part 6
master list here
accepting requests and ideas
adult content featured, read at your own discretion
it was past 2 am. silence all throughout the neighborhood. all throughout the house. you slept soundly next to sunghoon, you occasionally twitching in your sleep.
“come to me.”
your eyebrows knitted confusingly in your sleep. behind your eyelids, you saw a dark shadow loom over you. it’s like seeing yourself in third person—an out of body experience.
watching yourself sleep next to sunghoon while this unknown figured stood over you quietly. just observing. just staring.
you couldn’t speak or make any movement.
but the figure’s outline was similar to ni-ki’s build. you gasped. it was ni-ki!
except when he turned around from your sleeping figure, he was ni-ki but he didn’t look like ni-ki.
blood covered his mouth, dripping down his chin. shirt covered in blood. fangs extended, pointy and ready to pounce on his next meal.
irises red and dark as the blood worn on his clothes. hair a mess, as if someone had been tugging at it. like pushing him away. his smile, eerie, unsettling, and nightmarish.
it gave you chills.
before you could react, ni-ki had you pinned against the wall, you unable to move. you couldn’t scream. you couldn’t move your limbs. you were helpless.
ni-ki’s nose ran against the length of your neck, teasing his fangs against your skin. ni-ki smiled against your skin, his teeth poking through your flesh.
you awoke with a scream, so blood curdling, you sure it woke up any sleeping animals nearby.
sunghoon sat up quickly, ready to fight and protect.
your hand rested on your chest, sobs breaking out of you, your chest heavy, you hyperventilating.
“calm down, baby, it’s okay, i’m here!” sunghoon tried to soothe you, but you fought him. he tried to hold and comfort you, but you pushed him away, thrashing at the covers, still fighting the demon you saw in your nightmare.
it didn’t take long before the 5 boys came running to sunghoon’s room—jay, heeseung, jake, jungwon, and sunoo.
all with confused, frightened, and terror written all over their faces.
you knew it was them, but all you could see was ni-ki’s frightening smile.
you started pulling at the shirt you was wearing, suddenly feeling claustrophobic as if you were being choked.
“love!” jay’s voice was deafening. his tone deeper, more authoritative to get you to snap out of this state of pain from your nightmare.
soon you stopped any screaming, yelping, crying, or any other noises. your face hid behind your hands as you sobbed quietly.
the boys were at a lost of words and what to do. how to comfort you. they didn’t want to startle you.
jay turned to some of the guys, “heeseung and jungwon, come with me. we’ll look over the premises to see if anything got too close to comfort on our property that shouldn’t have.”
jay was now worried. worried that something had also gotten to you. because sakura had reached out again, worried out of her wits.
jungwon and heeseung went with the older, as sunoo and jake stayed behind to keep you company with sunghoon.
“i’ll go get her some water and wet rags.” jake offered and walked out the room. you were a sweating mess.
sunoo observed you carefully, his sensitivity meter going way off. he felt so many emotions from you.
fear. anxiety. sadness. despair. confusion.
sunoo went to whisper your name as gentle as possible but you flinched.
flinched at sweet, innocent, caring sunoo.
sunghoon and sunoo exchanged a glance of puzzlement.
what or who got you so worked up?
outside the home, the three others found nothing. no footprints, no smells that didn’t belong, nothing.
“there’s nothing out here, jay!” jungwon called out.
jay nodded in agreement and the three went back in the house to check on you.
meanwhile ni-ki hid in the shadows, his powers masking his scent from anyone he was trying to hide from.
he didn’t mean to scare you. he promise he didn’t. you were just so alluring.
meanwhile behind ni-ki stood sunwoo. sunwoo with a sinful smile.
soon, you would belong to sunwoo and his kind.
︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶
you awoke with a pounding headache the next morning. you were alone in sunghoon’s bedroom. for no reason at all, your heart started to race.
fear.
“sunghoon!” you yelled scared.
in no time, sunghoon had his door open, running to your side asking you what was wrong.
“i—i don’t know why im so fearful all of a sudden. im sorry!” you sobbed out an apology.
“no need to be sorry, babydoll. you’ve had a terrible night.” sunghoon comforted you and was happy that you finally let one of them do so.
you sobbed in his shoulder, gripping onto his body tight, afraid he might leave you to become a victim of something.
“babydoll, jay is going to want to know what happened.” sunghoon said patting your head. he used a thumb to wipe away a tear of yours.
you nodded in understanding. “i know, but how do i even explain something that i don’t even understand myself?”
sunghoon looked at you lovingly with worry. “what do you remember?” he whispered.
“i just remember being scared and fearful for my life. uncomfortable, like i was being watched from every angle.” you tried to explain.
sunghoon listened carefully, but it didn’t help that you didn’t even know what you saw.
“where is jay?” you asked.
“he went to talk with sakura and the other girls. something happened last night.” sunghoon explained.
you gasped. “what?”
sunghoon sighed. “garam, one of the girls claims she woke up in the middle of the night and found some guy standing at the edge of eunchae’s bed staring at her.”
“oh my!” you got goosebumps all over your body. “does she know who it was?”
sunghoon shook his head. “no, but sakura is worried it might’ve been ni-ki, although she can’t be sure.”
“why would she think that?”
sunghoon shrugged. “she just said that garam felt vampire vibes and the dude had dark hair but that was it. jay went to see if he could feel a linger of ni-ki in their house.”
“jay has to believe something if he even went to their house.”
“you’re right. jay does believe something is going on. he said the other day, he just unconsciously tried to read sakura’s thoughts and he could. that could only mean the tea they’re drinking isn’t working anymore.”
sunghoon explained more how the girls started to have personal items go missing and feeling sick more often. mainly eunchae. eunchae has became sickly the past week, paler each day, losing energy and being less like her self.
“what is jay going to do?”
“we have a guesthouse in the back. it’s still within our boundaries we’d be able to feel anything out of the ordinary. he’s gonna have them stay there.”
you nodded. this should be fun.
︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶
later that day, you peeped from the back window of the library, watching jay, heeseung, jake, jungwon, and sunghoon move in the seraphim girls.
jay laughed at what sakura was saying. sunghoon making intense eye contact with zuha with a smile.
you swallowed a lump in your throat, suddenly feeling many emotions at once.
mainly jealousy.
but why? could it be because of jay and sunghoon’s past with sakura and kazhua?
but you knew those girls were no longer interested in those boys, at all. however, you couldn’t say the same about the boys.
“watcha looking at sweetheart?” ni-ki’s deep voice sounded from behind you.
you ignored him, continuing to stare out the window. jay could feel something, and when he looked up, he saw you staring back at him.
but what he saw behind you nearly terrified him. a dark shadow figure with red eyes, but then, it turned into ni-ki.
now he was seeing things. jay waved up at you, but you didn’t wave back. ni-ki did, with a smirk.
“worried your boy toys will find new play things?” ni-ki teased, “mhm, maybe now you can leave and get out of this arrangement like you wanted years ago”
you turned around, rolled your eyes at ni-ki, and pushed past him, out the library. sunoo was leaning against the wall, opposite of the library door way.
he smiled when he saw you, but then frowned seeing ni-ki.
sunoos radar was going off with ni-ki, but the worst thing was, he couldn’t pinpoint what it was.
“hey, you excited for the seraphims to be our new neighbors?” sunoo smiled brightly.
“not really.” you mumbled. sunoo frowned once again. your energy had gone down tremendously, jealousy and anger becoming a strong emotion of yours. it wasn’t like you at all.
ni-ki stayed silent behind you with a smile.
“are you okay?” sunoo asked carefully.
“not really.” you sighed. “i’m going for a walk—alone. i’ll be okay.” you quickly stated before sunoo could offer to come with or mention talking to jay or sunghoon first.
quickly making your way down the steps, you went out the front door, and made your way down the road for a quick walk.
you needed to try and get your emotions under control. you didn’t understand why you were feeling this way.
it’s not pregnancy hormones—they can’t get you pregnant.
it’s not your menstrual cycle—you honestly haven’t had that in a while (thank heavens!)
could it be a mental health thing? you were never officially diagnosed, but mental health did run in your family.
maybe anxiety? depression? bipolar? you didn’t want to diagnose yourself, knowing it was more complicated than some symptoms.
you were too in thought talking to yourself, you didn’t notice yourself being followed.
you hadn’t even noticed you made your way to the tree line near the forest were you caught ni-ki and those other vampires feeding.
“how the heck did i get here?” you gasped. it’s like you subconsciously came here.
a shadow stepped from behind a tree. dark hair, full lips. it was one of the vampires you saw that day.
you went to step back once, but he easily caught up to you, wrapping an arm around your waist to keep you still.
he tsked, “don’t think about it. you scream, i rip your throat out.”
you inhaled deeply. “i—i wasn’t.”
you was.
“ni-ki was right, you are a terrible liar.”
then the boy scolded down to you like you were a child. he even addressed you by name.
the thing was, ni-ki never told them your name. but you didn’t know that.
“who are you?”
“my name is sunwoo.” he smiled, slightly showing off his fangs.
“hi sunwoo, can you let me go now?” you asked trying to pull away but failed.
“mhm, no, i think i’ll keep you.”
“ni-ki knows i went out for a walk. he’ll notice i was gone too long and notify the others.”
“you sure about that?” sunwoo stated, your full name ending the sentence.
once again, you gulped. “huh?”
“how do you think i knew your name? this was all part of ni-ki’s game. i knew you followed him that one day to the woods.” sunwoo rattled off. he unwrapped his hand from your waist, instead circling you like prey.
“that’s—a lie!”
“it’s not, pretty. you saw what ni-ki does with us. did he tell you he killed a poor runaway the other day?” sunwoo laughed.
ni-ki killed someone? no, no that can’t be! you couldn’t believe it. you didn’t want to believe it.
but you saw what he can do. the damage he can do when he’s out of control.
“what does this have to do with me?”
“oh sweetheart, you’re gonna be my new favorite feeding station.”
“to hell i am!” you yelled. you went to push him, but he quickly caught you by your wrist.
“not a smart move.” he gritted, his irises turning red, the rest of his eyes, black.
sunwoo quickly wrapped his elbow against your neck and began choking you. not enough to kill you, but enough to make you pass out.
#fanfiction#engene#enhypen x reader#enhypen fanfiction#enhypen ot7#enhypen au#enhypen#vampire enhypen#enhypen vampire au#ot7
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crying because of my SATs
can ellabs reassure me 😞
you don’t know how many hours you spent studying, the amount of caffeine you consumed to keep you awake, and the amount of practice tests you took to be sure you’d finish the entirety of your SAT on time.
ellie and abby had taken time out of their schedules to help you study and quiz you for each section. your brain was practically on fire.
your girlfriends could notice how easily stressed out and overwhelmed you were, on the brink of tears when you didn’t get that perfect 1600. this time, you got 1540 — you just simply couldn’t tolerate that.
“what is wrong with me!” you screamed, breaking down into hysteric sobs, and laid your head on the kitchen table. “i need that high score, i need it, or no universities will accept me!”
abby hastily moved to you, softly speaking your name. “hey sweetheart, come on,” she said, having to practically move your head up, and forced you to look at her. “there’s nothing wrong with you. you’re the smartest girl in our whole year. scratch that — in the whole academy.”
“but i won’t be if i fail my SAT,” you frowned, bottom lip quivering as you continued to cry. “my parents will mad at me.”
“your parents don’t even know you have this coming up, baby,” abby said, and without any notice or saying, you were suddenly being picked up by the blonde as she tossed you into her arms bridal style. “what we are going to do is turn your brain off for rest of the night, and me and els are going to take care of you. how does that sound?”
ellie put down her computer, and smiled at the sight of you. “there’s our girl,” she cooed out as abby laid you down on the couch, your head on ellie’s lap and your legs resting on top of abby’s thighs. “you’re going to do so good, angel. but it’s important you let your brain rest for a while so then it can be awake and ready with you. and no matter what score you get, we’ll still be so proud of you.”
abby rubbed your thighs, and ellie stroked your hair. “turn your brain off, and just rest. we’ll take care of you, sweet girl,” she stated, and you nodded, finally feeling like you could breathe. “you’re so so smart and incredible. you can do absolutely anything, even absolutely scoring high on this SAT.”
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SFW and NSFW what dating Jeff would be like <3
Dating Jeff the Killer would include
Both SFW and NSFW
You can find the rest of the creeps here
Nsfw CW: P in V, unprotected- slight breeding kink?
SFW
Jeff's been stalking you for quite some time before introducing himself
Watching over you as you walk to school
Peaking from the window as you were fighting with your parents
Every now and then, he would find himself coming back to your neighborhood, your street, your house, you.
How many times were you looking aimlessly out the window, having no idea your eyes met his
Until he finally decided to introduce himself to you, on a random Tuesday months ago
Your usual night routine was interrupted by a soft repeating tapping sound coming from the window
Your dates only happen at night
He either helps you out the bedroom window, inviting you to roam the streets in the dark
The two of you are hanging out in empty playgrounds, every so often some other creeps joining you
But most of the time, it was just you two fooling around
Jeff running wide circles around the Merry-go-round, pushing it faster and faster as you grip the bars tightly
You partially screaming at him through uncontrollable laughter as the carousel spins so quick the world dissolves into a whirl of colors and shapes
Jeff spray painting you on random building
Its just a stick man with boobs
Being chased by the police, he runs faster than you
"I don't have to outrun them, I just have to outrun you!" He'd laugh.
You tripped him
Eating junk food in random parking lots
Talking about anything and everything for hours
You never met someone who understands you the way he does
He understands how everything that's happened affects you
He knows how you reacted before you even finish the story
You realise he has been through similar things before
Never getting to have a serious, emotional moment because he starts acting like a clown
When the nights grew colder you would invite him in your room
Cuddling in your bed as you watched movies
Falling asleep in his arms only to be awaken in the middle of the night by his snores
Trying to squeeze out of his arms to get out of bed
Only for his arms to wrap around you to drag you back in
His hands pulling you closer with your back against his chest
He squeezes you tighter murmuring sweet things in your ear
On mornings like this, you take full advantage
NSFW
Swaying your hips as you protest against his grip
Your ass brushing against his morning boner
Him groaning in your ear
"Come on, Jeff~ let me get up" you'd moan pushing your ass against his erection
Jeff getting excited, removing the layers between your soft skin and his eager hands
You act all innocent and clueless as he rubs his bare cock against your ass
One hand getting under your shirt squeezing your breast and tugging at your hardened nipples
You squirm against his cold touch
"Mhm- Stop moving so much!"
You barely register the words as you feel the fat, angry tip pushing past your wet fold
He's too big.
"It h-hurts!" you cry
"Why you moaning so fucking much then?"
He feels better than anything you've ever felt before, your walls stretching to accommodate his size
With a hard thrust he pushed himself inside you completely
He loves it when you scream, the sudden shock of him overwhelming you
"F-fuck, you're so wet, baby,"
He exhales heavily, cock twitching inside you
"No matter how many times I break this pussy, it's so tight every time,"
The moment of stillness passes and he starts pounding into you- slick, wet sounds fill the room
He pants against your ear, his hand creeping between your legs
He slaps your clit sending shivers through your whole body
"Such a pretty fucking cunt,"
His hips press in faster and his cock reaches deeper
You couldn't do anything but grab at the sheets beneath you
You're stuffed to capacity, a sobbing and blabbering mess
"Taking me so well, baby," he grunts. "You were made for me. For my cock."
You reach back to grab a fistful of his hair pulling him into a messy kiss, moaning into his open mouth
He loves feeling the way your gummy walls stretch every time his thick cock enters you
His grip on you tightens, his strong arms caging you
His thrusts get sloppy and needy, his teeth biting your lips
Your eyes roll in the back of your head, toes to curled as your slit tried to squeeze every last drop of cum
He pumps you full, his thrusts not stopping yet
"It's t-too much, ba~Fuck!" You cry as your own orgasm washes over you, but Jeff's not stopping fucking his cum into you
"Deeper," he murmurs like a prayer. "Just take me deeper..."
#jeff the killer#jeff the killer x reader#jeff the killer x y/n#creepypasta#creepypasta x reader#creepypasta x you#marble hornets x reader
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HANDING HER RIPTIDE!! AND THEN USING IT TO SWITCH PLACES TO SACRIFICE HIMSELF AND SAVE HER!!!!!
I AM S C R E A M I N G OH MY GODS I LOVE THEM
#percabeth#pjo#pjo series#pjo tv show#percy jackson#annabeth chase#i love them your honor#(whilst aggressively sobbing) THEYRE SO SMALL#BABIES#screaming crying throwing up#i am unwell#pjo spoilers
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do you deserve to be loved?
#*smashes thru the wall like the kool aid man* im fucking back#we're so back. it's joever. i'm screeching into the sun i'm ILL i fucking sobbed last night i cried during work#i sat and drew during my lunch i finished the lore drop at 7am and didnt sleep and drew until work started at 9#i. um. i dont even know where to start for making shit. i feel adrift i feel lost in the sauce of misery#the way he screamed at his baby self that he didnt deserve to cry. that he didnt deserve to be loved. im fucking ILL#ive talked before abt his bad relationship w his own mortality but ngl i REALLY underestimated how deep this ran...esp w the new dad knowle#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#silver vanrouge#ch7 spoilers#book 7 spoilers#he got a new rigged expression!!! all the new animations!!!!!! as a rig animator by trade i was v impressed and pleased#silver nation. fuck every other book like im sorry this one wins u cant deny it#suntails
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Max via Kelly's Instagram stories
#I AM SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP#THIS IS SO CUTE#HIS SMILE!!!!!!!!!#HIS GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!#im gonna sob#THANK YOU KELLY#kelly how does it feel to be gods favorite#kelly piquet#mv33#baby p#i know karri will love this#f1
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THEM
#crying sobbing screaming#babies#sweet little boyfriends#jere pöyhönen#käärijä#jere from vantaa#joost klein#käärija#jere poyhonen#jeest#jeest infection
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people are sleeping on post-canon laios and mithrun. man who feels no desire and man whose desire can never be fulfilled? the stories write themselves...
#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi#mithrun of the house of kerensil#mithrun#laios touden#i think i am one of the maybe 12 ppl on this site that is obsessed with laios/mithrun and labrumisu#i like to imagine they work through their dungeon lord trauma together in deeply unhealthy ways#like carefully reconstructing their most traumatic experiences to trigger each other in some weird sexually charged form of exposure therap#afterwards laios will be like. that was awful! see you next time mithrun :D#and mithrun will just nod and walk past the guards outside the door who r just standing there like 😀#what the fuck did i just listen to 😀#(crying and screaming and sobbing)#labru and kabumisu ppl staring at my tags in horror rn. baby you dont even know how deranged i am. just walk away 👍🏾#bogposting#bog rants in tags
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fiona gallagher // "i bet on losing dogs" by mistki
#fiona gallagher#shameless#fiona and her kids#fiona and monica#parentification#fiona gallagher’s childhood#parentified child#ami weaves a web#another sad fiona edit sorry!!!! SORRY#except not sorry. not really. lol#i have had this rattling around my head for days just needed to put it out there#mistki#mitski lyrics#making myself sad with this one folks!#also oh my god this was so hard to color match sorry if the editing looks shitty#EVERYTHING FROM SEASONS 1-3 ARE BRIGHT YELLOW AND EVERYTHING ONWARDS IS TWILIGHT BLUE KICKING AND SCREAMING#WHYYYYY#anyways!#particularly emotional about this fi and debbie scene oh goddd the way she’s cupping her cheek just makes me want to cry#GOD I JUST ..#TELL YOUR BABY THAT IM YOUR BABY !!!!!!!!!#i bet on losing dogs is just SO fiona gallagher coded#but also?? ELDEST DAUGHTER CODED IN GENERAL#GODDDDD#i always want you when i’m finally fine too#for a while i’m just. this is okay. everything is fine. and then BAM#I WANT TO BE MY PARENTS CHILD AGAIN PLEASEEEEE PLEASE PLEASE LEKALSLLLSLSLSLKDDK LET ME BE YOUR BABY !!!!!!!#PLEEASASSEREEEEEEEE#SOBBING AND CRYINF
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BABE???!?!??!!!?!!????
#yeah safe posts stuff#toffee of septarsis#toffee svtfoe#star vs the forces of evil#svtfoe#“JUMPSCARE JUMPSCARE CRYING SOBBING SCREAMING GAVE ME A FUCKIN HEART ATTACK WHAT THE HELL”#“HE NEVER EVEN SMILED LIKE THIS IN THE SHOW HE LOOKS SO GENUINELY HAPPY IM IN TEARS”#“BABY WHY ARE YOU HANGING WITH A GENOCIDIST”
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they weren't kidding, those bears can be in trees
#me listening in 2021: yeah sounds nice whatever#me now looking back at stuff i completely forgot that i wrote in 2021 and listening to the same music again: FUCK#bears in trees#bluebird.txt#heard three different songs with lines that made me pause in the last fifteen minutes jesus christ#little cellist..............shit im not crying i promise#also. mossy cobblestone made me laugh and also like haha. yeah#ARRAY OF LIGHT KINDA CAME FOR ME TF#'my weekends used to consist of loosening nooses' is absolutely going to make me sob like a baby later and im not even exaggerating#also very transgender of them in general (outside the binary a fine array of light so real)#but. SCREAMS CRIES.#music to cry with your inner child to
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"There is no place for magic in Camelot." NOOOOOOOOOO MERLIN NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
#THE CRY OF ANGUISH I UNLEASHED AAUUUGGGHHHHH MERLIN BABY NOOOOOOO#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I NEED THE CANON DIVERGENT FICS NOW PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GOD MERLIN YOU FOOL#crying sobbing screaming#MERLIN YOU ARE A FOOL A FUCKING FOOL YOU FUCKING IDIOT YOU ARE A FOOL AND I NEED TO GIVE YOU A HUG#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#ok its ok im ok its ok im okay its all fine im normal we are back we are swell its okay#AUGHH I CANT TAKE THIS FUCKING SHOWWWWWWW AAAAAAAAAAAAA SCREAMING CRYING AGAIN#im. so. okay.#bbc merlin#merlin bbc#merlin emrys#merlin#emrys
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This isn’t a new Au, but I am a sucker for wholesome sparda family content. So take some wholesome Toddler!Nero and Sparda family
#nero dmc#dmc nero#dante dmc#vergil dmc#dmc#devil may cry#dmc au#devil may cry au#vergil is a good dad#screaming and sobbing#i love them#i will die for them#my art#jay art#I am aware of how small nero looks#idk how to draw children#nero is a toddler/baby
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shangque really is just a soft sunshine dragon who loves friendship and loyalty and wants his bb demon lord to be the happiest
#[ yvonne talks ]#love between fairy and devil#lbfad liveblog#shangque#‘why would I kill you? you’re the most important person to me’#‘do you want to come to the banquet too? it’ll be good for morale! :D’#‘if it isn’t loyalty why would she save you’#oh my god somebody wrap him in a blanket 😭🥹😭🥹😭#a soft baby who sees loyalty and love as the same thing i’m crying screaming sobbing
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