#cry with me bc this is beautiful and i love them sm

[milkbreadtoast]

My baby brother...☺️🤏💖

[bbrabbits]

WAIT STOP SHUT UP IM REWATCHING THE FINAL TOTK TRAILER AND REALIZING HOW LIKE... GENUINELY BEAUTIFUL IT IS THAT LINK GETS TO FIGHT W THE DESCENDANTS ON NUMEROUS OCCASIONS... HE SPENT THE ENTIRETY OF BOTW ALL BY HIMSELF... ALL ALONE... HE WAS PROBABLY SO LONELY... AND ONCE HE GOT HIS MEMORIES BACK HE PROBABLY FELT SO MUCH GUILT AND REGRET OVER NOT BEING ABLE TO FIGHT WITH THE CHAMPIONS TO SAVE THEM... BUT NOW HE GETS TO FIGHT ALONGSIDE THE DESCENDANTS AND JUST THE CITIZENS OF THE KINGDOM IN GENERAL.... AND PROTECT THEM.... IM ACTUALLY GOING TO FULL ON SOB... THE WAY THEY LITERALLY SAY ‘YOU ARE NOT ALONE’ IN THE TRAILER.... I WONT MAKE IT THROUGH THAT CUTSCENE WITHOUT BEING A COMPLETE WRECK I SWEAR

[norrisainz33]

beauty and brains || cs55

☆ summary: carlos’ long term partner is an engineering student, victoria’s secret model and all around fam favorite. him and a few others surprise her ahead of the singapore gp!

☆ pairing: carlos sainz x model!student!reader

☆ fc & warnings: kelsey merritt & none

☆ requested: yes!! thank you sm for the request and for your patience🤍

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user1: beauty and brains fr

user2: you are everything

yourbff: i can’t even imagine the stress of exams and the show

ynuser: i am so stressed but we shall persevere 😭 last time i ever have to do this!!

yourbff: you have GOT THIS GIRL! you gonna be a graduate so SOON!!!!!

ynuser: going to need some drinks after this is all over

yourbff: say less baby

carlossainz55: my gorgeous girl i can’t wait to see you 🤍

ynuser: i can’t wait to see you in singapore mi amor 🤍

carlossainz55: counting down the minutes. i am so incredibly proud of you

ynuser: 🥹🥹🥹🥹 don’t make me cry carlos

alexandrasaintmleux: you’re going to crush these exams mon ami

ynuser: thank you best friend 😘

user3: vs fashion show?! that is huge! im so proud of you 😭

user4: omg i’m going to the singapore gp too!!! i hope i see you

user5: you are the blueprint

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user3: YAYYYY CONGRATS TO OUR FAVORITE PRINCESS

user5: how she managed to get a degree and be a full time model at the same time is so impressive

landonorris: yessssss that’s our girl let’s gooooooo

carlossainz55: could not be more proud!

landonorris: i am having the hardest time keeping my mouth shut abt the fact that we’re going to her show. she keeps talking about how much she misses you and all of us

carlossainz55: if you tell her i’ll drive you straight off track in singapore

landonorris: understood

user6: carlos are you going to the vs show??????

ynuser: i love you so much 😭 thank you for the flowers, im so glad to have gotten them this morning. i wish you could be here!

carlossainz55: it is the least i could do!! i love you more than words could express. i’ll see you soon 🤍

lilymhe: you should’ve gotten her more flowers

carlossainz55: 100 roses is not enough?

lilymhe: nothing is enough when you’re dating the most perfect woman in the world

carlossainz55: i suppose you got me there

scuderiaferrari: we are so proud of y/n!!

user8: begging to know if you’re going to make an appearance at the victoria secret fashion show king

user10: simp ☝🏻

user11: you’ve moved me with this carlos

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ynuser: new york city - it’s time 🪽

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user6: ahhhhh it’s vs time!!!

user8: gUYS is carlos going to be there to support her 😭

user12: i feel like no bc singapore is right around the corner

user8: ugh yeah true but this is so important and he already missed graduation 😭

user12: ik!!! crossing fingers he can make it

user10: the footballers in her likes lol

carmenmundt: so effortlessly beautiful

ynuser: that’s you carmen 😘

carlossainz55: that’s MY girl

ynuser: yes it is 🤍

user9: i’m literally so excited to watch the show later

victoriassecret: can’t wait to see you later y/n 🩷

yourbff: so glad to be here with you 🫶🏻

ynuser: you’re my rock

oscarpiastri: time to shine

ynuser: 💎

user10: that’s our engineering graduate!!! look at her go!!!

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f1gossip: 🚨 breaking: carlos sainz, lando norris, charles leclerc, george russell, carmen mundt, and alexandra saint mleux have all been spotted arriving at the victoria’s secret fashion show in support of y/n y/l/n who will be walking in the show tonight

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user12: user8 he’s there 🥹

user8: i fully screamed this news made me so happy

user12: we love to see the support 😭

user15: no bc i’m about to cry. what do you mean all of them flew out to new york when they’re supposed to be in singapore in 3 days to support their girl y/n/n?????

user22: no because they clearly love her so much im sick

user16: this is an elite pull by y/n

user4: this is everything to me i hope you understand

user19: praying this brings good karma to carlos in singapore

user18: y/n is so loved

user8: she really is 😭

user5: things i will never shut up about: this

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lando.jpg: even though carlos told me to close my eyes more times than i could count at the show, i wouldn’t have wanted to spend 24 hours in nyc with anyone else. congrats to y/n - we all love you muppet

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user3: he revived lando.jpg to congratulate his friend this is so sweet

user55: CARLOS TOLD ME TO CLOSE MY EYES IM CRACKING UP

carlossainz55: thanks for coming with me mate! and yes don’t look at my girlfriend

lando.jpg: my bad mate! i forgot i went to the fashion show to not look at any of the fashion

ynuser: carlos 🙄

carlossainz55: 🤭

user9: who is gonna tell carlos that his girl is a model and it’s literally her job to be looked at in crying

ynuser: landito!!!! i can’t express how happy i was to see you all there. thank you for coming my sweet sweet bestie

lando.jpg: y/n/nito!!!! ofc always happy to support you

user8: the way carlando and y/ncarlando are so close is so incredibly important to me

user43: the second pic of y/n and carlos just called me single in 55 different languages

lando.jpg: same

user43: LANDO

oscarpiastri: lily and i wish we could have been there!!! still so proud of you ynuser

ynuser: you were there in spirit, i felt it

use13: i’m not gonna be normal abt this, sorry in advance everyone

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ynuser: last night was unreal, a total dream come true. ever since i started modeling it was a dream of mine to walk in the victoria’s secret fashion show and i did it!! but what made the night even sweeter was all the amazing people who came to support me. to my carlos, thank you for making that happen 🤍 see you all in singapore!! i need a nap 😴

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user2: you were radiant

user5: the peoples princess fr

carlossainz55: anything for you mi angel

ynuser: i’m the luckiest girl in the world

carmenmundt: i’m so glad i got to be there!!! you are a STAR

georgerussell63: what carmen said!

ynuser: thank you carmen and georgie!! i love you both 🫶🏻

alexandrasaintmleux: proud is an understatement

ynuser: 🥹 i’m so thankful for you

user7: she is the moment

user10: i hope you get the best sleep of your life on that trip to singapore

sabrinacarpenter: gorgeous gorgeous gorgeous

ynuser: 🤍

user9: i’m going to miss you when i scroll

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user3: you need a rest ms girl idk how you’re still standing after exams and the vs show and now traveling to singapore

lilymhe: yayyy lemme come find you

ynuser: yesss please!!! i’m with carmen and alex

lilymhe: yay yay yay yay

user6: praying you bring him good luck today! i am SICK of the dutch national anthem

yourbff: did you sleep the whole flight?

ynuser: omg yes thank GOD. pays to have a bf with a private jet

yourbff; GOOD you needed that

lilyzneimer: i’m so glad you’re here with us 🫶🏻 i missed you

ynuser: i missed you more lils

lilyzneimer: truly not possible

user5: i’m here too!!! hoping to see you ms queen

user9: thank god you’re back in the paddock i missed seeing pics of you there

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ynuser: carlos sainz!!! el matador!!!!! oh my god i am speechless!! you did that baby 🤍

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user55: CARLOOOOSSSSSSSS

user6: carlos sainz winner of the singapore gp!!!! breaker of the mv win streak!!!

user8: tell me you all saw the clip of her crying while watching him on the podium

user2: might have been the cutest thing i’d ever seen

user8: i hope a love like that finds me

carlossainz55: you brought me some luck mi princessa 🤍

ynuser: no luck needed with a drive like that 😍

landonorris: i made the photo dump 🥹

ynuser: of course you did mr podium man

user9: carlando podium is so important to me

yourbff: congrats carlos!!! truly amazing stuff from you

carlossainz55: gracias y/bff

scuderiaferrari: ❤️❤️❤️

user11: i never thought i would care so much about vroom vroom cars but y/n you have shown me the light

user10: oh i love you two so much

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a/n: thank you for reading!! likes and reblogs appreciated. i do be slow af on here with these requests,, my apologies y’all

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disclaimer: pictures are not mine and everything i write is fiction

© norrisainz33 || please do not rewrite, translate, or copy any of my works posted here on to any other platform

[noxtivagus]

looked through some notes n i've been reading some stuff that i've been meaning to about ffxiv. drk.

[harrysfolklore]

plsss can you make a fake instagram where the reader is a lawyer

you know how to ball, i know aristotle - op81

i really liked how this one turned out ! we love sino oscar 🥰 make sure to leave your feedback

MASTERLIST | MY PATREON

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yourinstagram greetings from the library 🧐 keeping an eye on my angel boy who started kindergarten (aka formula one) last month

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username1 serving cunt in the library we love to see it ♥︎ by author

username2 fellow columbia student right here 🙋‍♀️

↳ yourinstagram omgg we should hang out soon

username3 since when are you into f1 bestie

↳ yourinstagram since i’m dating one of the drivers 🤔

oscarfan1 THIS IS OSCAR’S GF??? SHES GORGEOUS ♥︎ by author, oscarpiastri

username4 i’ve been following for ages now but i just found out that she’s dating a famous athlete 😭

oscarfan2 i was ‪hoping that oscar was single but now that i found out that he has a beautiful AND smart gf i want them to adopt me

logansargeant I’ve been taking care of him in the playground, don’t worry

↳ yourinstagram i wouldn’t expect any less from you

↳ landonorris We haven’t met yet but I’m also taking care of little Oscah ♥︎ by author

↳ landofan1 OFC HE HAD TO COMMENT

↳ yourinstagram well thank you, little lando norris

mclaren When will we see you in papaya gear at a race? 🧡 Ps. The last picture is so real

↳ yourinstagram omg when college stops kicking my ass

↳ oscarfan1 i love her already

oscarpiastri I miss you so much, but I’m so happy to see you in your dream school, smart girl🤍 ♥︎ by author

↳ oscarfan2 IM SOBBING THIS IS SO SWEET

↳ yourinstagram i love you 🥺

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oscarpiastri The smile on my face could only mean one thing: It’s home race weekend 🇦🇺

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oscarfan1 BABYYYYY

oscarfan2 he looks so kissable

mclaren Australia’s National Treasure 🧡

oscarfan3 MANIFESTING A PODIUM SO HARD

logansargeant Good luck on your home race bro 🙌 ♥︎ by author

↳ oscarfan1 bestiesss

username1 i’m still waiting for his girlfriend’s paddock debuttt

alex_albon The superior papaya boy ♥︎ by author

↳ landofan1 LANDO WAS FOUND CRYING

↳ oscarfan1 i love them

landonorris I’m going to categorically ignore what alex albon just said

↳ landofan1 HES SOOOO😭

landonorris Don’t to fool your audience, your smile is because your girl is finally coming ♥︎ by author, yourinstagram

↳ landofan2 OMFGGGGGGGGG

↳ oscarfan2 OSCAR AND YN PADDOCK DEBUT CONFIRMED BY LANDOOOO

↳ oscarfan3 goddd i was praying for this

↳ yourinstagram but can you blame him? ♥︎ by author

↳ username2 I LOVE THIS RELATIONSHIP SM

yourinstagram i can’t wait to see you, squish 🥺 ♥︎ by author

↳ oscarfan1 SQUISH I COULD SOBBBB

↳ oscarfan2 they’re so adorable i can’t do this

↳ oscarpiastri ❤️❤️❤️

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yourinstagram took a break from law school to finally go to my first race 🕺 SO PROUD OF YOU @oscarpiastri

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username1 AWEEE your wag era finally

oscarfan1 QUEEN OF THE PADDOCK ♥︎ by author

carmenmmundt It was so lovely to meet you ✨ ♥︎ by author

↳ yourinstagram likewise beautiful carm 💓

↳ username2 i just want to be one of them

oscarfan2 thank you yn for giving us a weekend of blushy and smiley oscar and the best boyfriend content ever

oscarfan3 COME TO EVERY RACE PLEASEEE

↳ yourinstagram i would love to but i have to get my degree 🥲

mclaren You’re officially a papaya girl now 🧡

username2 they make the best couple ever bc she’s all brains and he’s all muscle ♥︎ by author

landonorris Go get that degree now, I need someone who can get me out of jail for free

↳ landofan1 WHY IS HE LIKE THIS 😭😭

↳ yourinstagram 🫡🫡🫡

username3 she’s stronger than me because is oscar piastri was my bf and i had the chance to travel around the world with him and look pretty u would drop out of college already

↳ yourinstagram just a few months till graduation i can do it okay

↳ oscarfan2 I LOVE HER

oscarpiastri Having you here made this weekend the best ever. I love you ❤️ ♥︎ by author

↳ oscarfan1 BOYFRIEND OSCAR I CANT

↳ username1 why can’t my boyfriend simp for me like this

↳ yourinstagram i loveeee youuuu

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oscarpiastri The perfect home race weekend 🇦🇺 I miss you already @yourinstagram 🤍

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oscarfan1 AWEEEEE

oscarfan2 MY HEART

georgerussell63 I need more of those grandma Piastri cookies ♥︎ by author

↳ danielricciardo Same

↳ username1 LET ME INNNN 😭

mclaren We love Australia 🦘🌏

oscarfan3 yn and oscar shouldn't be separated that's like a crime ♥︎ by yourinstagram

oscarfan4 THE THRID PIC MY HEARTTTT

landonorris Your girlfriend is cooler than you btw ♥︎ by yourinstagram

↳ landofan1 and teammate of the year award goes to lando norris

↳ logansargeant I agree

↳ username2 imagine the entire grid loving you

↳ oscarpiastri You're supposed to be my friend

↳ landonorris And she’s going to be my personal lawyer soon so

↳ yourinstagram 😭😭😭

yourinstagram i love you so much, angel. thank you for this weekend 🥺 ♥︎ by author

↳ username2 their relationship is the purest thing ever

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oscarpiastri Little mid season recharge. Visiting my favorite future lawyer 🤎

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oscarfan1 AWEEEEEE

oscarfan2 we love softie oscarrrr

username1 oh to be a columbia student

landonorris My kids ❤️❤️

↳ landofan1 lando is the biggest shooter for this relationship

↳ yourinstagram you’re just two years older than me..

↳ landonorris And? You’re my kids

↳ oscarfan2 I LOVE THEMMMM

username2 yn’s curls are so prettyyyy omg ♥︎ by author

nicolepiastri Our smart girl ! 👩‍⚖️ ♥︎ by author, yourinstagram

↳ oscarfan1 aweee mama piastri

↳ yourinstagram love you 🥺

username3 imagine chilling in the library procrastinating some homework and you turn around and oscar piastri is there

yourinstagram i love you so much squish 🫶 ♥︎ by author

↳ oscarfan1 why are her pet names for him so damn adorable

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yourinstagram i can’t believe it’s my last week here and i’m going to be a real lawyer soon 😳

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username1 GRADUATION IS SOOOON OMG

username2 i’ve been following you since you graduated high school and posted tips about college applications and now you’re about to finish college omg ♥︎ by author

oscarfan1 OMG OSCAR MUST GO TO HER GRADUATION

lilymhe congratulations smart girl 🤍🤍 ♥︎ by author

↳ yourinstagram thank you lovely 🫶

oscarfan2 THE LAST PICTURE IM YELLING

username3 she has the coolest life ever

mclaren Everyone in the papaya department is super proud 🧡

↳ yourinstagram ilysm mclaren admin

logansargeant How come you’re still dating my friend, who barely finished high school 😂 congrats!

↳ yourinstagram he’s cuuuuute 🥺

↳ oscarfan1 oscar’s friends are always dragging him help

↳ landonorris And can’t win a GP

↳ oscarpiastri You surely got confident after Miami, Lando Onewin ♥︎ by author, georgerussell63, alex_albon

↳ landofan1 STOOOOOP😭

oscarpiastri I’m always proud and in awe of you, but specially now 🤍 ♥︎ by author

↳ oscarfan1 I LOVE SIMP OSCAR

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f1updates “My girlfriend graduating from Columbia Law School next week so as soon as the job is done here I’m heading to New York. I’m really proud of here and I wouldn’t miss this moment for anything else.” - Oscar Piastri for SKY Sports

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oscarfan1 OMFG IM CRYING

oscarfan2 smile heart eyes and blush make an appearance again

oscarfan3 he’s super proud you can tell by his eyes

oscarfan4 flexing his lawyer girlfriend as he should

oscarfan5 SO HIGH SCHOOL IS ABOUT THEM

oscarfan6 my definition of a simp

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oscarpiastri My girlfriend is a lawyer 💙

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oscarfan1 I LOVE THISSSSS

oscarfan2 WHAT IF I CRY

username1 that cake is too iconic i need it

georgerussell63 Congrats YN! ♥︎ yourinstagram

oscarfan3 the cake is that tiktok audio 😭😭

nicolepiastri We’re all so proud of you @yourinstagram 👩‍🎓🤍 ♥︎ by author, yourinstagram

↳ oscarfan1 mama piastri loves her they’re getting married

↳ yourinstagram love you! thank you for the unconditional support 🥺

charles_leclerc Well done 👏👏 ♥︎ by yourinstagram

lilymhe 💓💓💓 ♥︎ by yourinstagram

username2 imagine having a columbia degree AND a hot boyfriend i can’t relate

mclaren Our favorite lawyer 🧡 ♥︎ by author, yourinstagram

↳ oscarfan2 the mclaren intern just loves yn

oscarfan4 good time to remind everyone that oscar barely finished high school but he somehow bagged a lawyer girlfriend

landonorris Yooo congrats @yourinstagram I can speed while driving and pass red lights now that I have someone who can get me out or jail for free

↳ landofan1 LANDO PLEASE 😭

↳ yourinstagram please do not do that i beg you

landonorris You’re welcome for the cake idea btw

↳ oscarfan1 I KNEW oscar could never come up with that

↳ yourinstagram so it was you ! huh

↳ oscarpiastru Shhhh

yourinstagram i love you so much ❤️❤️ ♥︎ by author

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yourinstagram you know how to ball, i know aristotle 🤍 proof that we’re both awkward for pictures

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username1 CUTIES

oscarfan1 I LOVE THEM SO MUCH 😭

oscarfan2 they really said 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♀️ ♥︎ by author

mclaren 🧡🧡 ♥︎ by author

oscarfan3 they match each other’s freak

alexandrasaintmleux ❤️ ♥︎ by author

username2 you look so cute together

nicolepiastri My babies 🥺 ♥︎ by author, oscarpiastri

landonorris Hug your girlfriend wtf @oscarpiastri

↳ landofan1 😭😭😭

↳ oscarpiastri Don’t tell me what to do thank you very much

oscarfan4 that lyric is literally THEM

username3 pretty, smart and a swiftie we love to see it

oscarpiastri I’m the trophy boyfriend 🤍 ♥︎ by author

↳ username1 ugh i need a man like him

↳ oscarfan1 exactly oscar know your place

[diorkyeom]

‘✷’ : CHAPTER NINE “venus and sun”

<< prev chapter | ao3 fic | next chapter >>

chapter word count: 6k+ (ur welcome)

chapter warnings: swearing, alcohol consumption

summary: "lately, seokmin had come to a realisation. joshua hong, seokmin thought, was a little bit of an enigma." - in which seokmin has known joshua for years, but he's always been a bit of a mystery to him. and as the days go by, he finds himself falling further and further for the enigmatic man, wanting to find out who the real Joshua Hong is behind his polite smiles and warm eyes and sweet words.

notes: this chapter is sooo fun everyone :DD also heads up that the first scene is kinda flashback-esque!

Joshua wanted to go home.

He didn’t even know why he’d been invited to this party in the first place. It was a birthday celebration for someone he’d never met, a celebration choked full of drunk young adults, giddy on freedom and eager to finally rebel. 

But all Joshua could think about was how much he wanted to go home.

Truly home.

The air was chilling against his skin, goosebumps raising on his forearms as he wrapped his arms around his knees, shoes scraping awkwardly against the roof tiles. It wasn’t exactly the most comfortable here, out on the roof of this person’s house, but it was where the noise was the most muffled, and Joshua wasn’t surrounded by the sharp smell of alcohol and sick.

And as he looked up at the clouded sky, tears blurring his sight as he watched the moon glow gently above him, he could almost imagine he was home.

Abruptly, there was a scuffling sound coming to his left, and Joshua whipped his head around to see someone pop their head through the open skyline window that he’d climbed through a few minutes earlier.

He and the person locked eyes, and Joshua floundered a little, panicked at having been caught in such a vulnerable state, torn between dredging up a polite smile or simply turning away and ignoring them and hoping that they’d go away without noticing the tears spilling out of his eyes.

“Oh! Goodness, are you alright?”

Joshua didn’t have time to make a choice before the boy scrambled through the window frame, banging his knee against the tiles as he pulled himself upwards, letting out a small “oh, shit” before somehow managing to kneel right in front of him, cupping Joshua’s face so suddenly that he gasped, tears welling up further.

The boy’s brow was furrowed in worry, big eyes darting back and forth between Joshua’s, glowing with such earnest concern, hands warm around Joshua’s face, his right thumb gently rubbing circles against his cheekbone.

He was beautiful.

“Don’t cry,” the boy said softly, his voice such a dizzying cerulean blue while his thumb continued to paint peach coloured stains into Joshua’s cheek. “Whatever you’re crying about, I’m sure it’s not worth your tears.”

Joshua's lips quivered, unable to stop the way his eyes blurred even more, filled to the brim with liquid silver, threatening to spill over at the gentleness with which this boy handled him.

“No, no, don’t cry,” the boy said again, almost panicked. “Don’t cry! Please don’t cry, my roommate is going to murder me if he finds out I snuck out to another college’s party and made the prettiest boy there cry.”

It was such an absurd statement, and probably not the most comforting one, but the oddity of it made Joshua blink, laughing a little, and the boy’s eyes positively lit up at the sound.

“You laughed! Oh, good, that’s good. Please don’t cry anymore. My roommate says that I’m stupidly empathetic so if I see someone cry then I’m gonna cry too, and then he’s gonna murder me again because not only did I sneak out and make a pretty boy cry, I’m also gonna embarrass myself in front of that pretty boy by crying too.”

The boy spoke so seriously, like he really was going to get murdered, and it made Joshua laugh again, and he couldn’t tell whether it was just his tear-blurred eyes or if it was actually the boy himself, but for a moment, the world blinded him with gold as the boy beamed.

“If you don’t tell your roommate, then I won’t either,” Joshua said, smiling, and the boy’s eyes widened before he beamed even brighter. “That way, you won’t be murdered.”

That made the boy laugh, a full and bright sound as he tilted his head back, warm hands falling away from Joshua’s face as he sat back on his heels. “Let’s do that,” he said, eyes crinkling. “Thanks for helping save my life.”

He crawled a little clumsily across the tiles until he was sitting next to Joshua, shoulder to shoulder, looking up at the sky.

“I’m glad you’re not crying anymore,” he said after a moment, and Joshua, wiping his eyes, turned his head to look at him. “I don’t know if you were crying over someone or just in general, but I’m sure that whatever it was, it really wasn’t worth your tears.”

Joshua sat silently for a moment, rubbing away the last of the tears from his cheeks. He thought of his home, of his mother sitting in a house all by herself, thousands of miles away, and swallowed down the uncomfortable lump that rose in his throat.

He looked down. “I miss my home.”

There was a beat.

“Oh,” the boy said quietly. 

Joshua could feel him looking over at him, his gaze oozing something painfully like pity, and for a moment, he contemplated pulling up a mask and just smiling and waving this whole conversation off. It would be so easy: painting a gentle pink over his lips, crinkling his eyes just so, making sure his voice came off smooth and unaffected, like a pane of glass.

But for some reason, he just couldn’t.

“I’m guessing this isn’t just some early-semester homesickness,” the boy said, his words still bleeding bright and gentle blues into the air. “You know, one of my best friends came here all by himself without his parents last year, because he wanted to make them proud.” He swallowed. “For seven months, he cried himself to sleep. I heard him across the dorms every night. But he never told them anything about it, because he didn’t want to worry them. And then, he and I finally met, and we became friends, and he no longer felt so homesick anymore.”

Joshua bit his lip, breathing in deeply and then slowly exhaling. 

“That’s the kind of thing you’re going through, right?” the boy asked softly.

Without saying a word, Joshua nodded, and then looked up at the sky. The moon was covered, no longer glowing silver down at him, but there was something strangely comforting about the shoulder pressed against his, a coppery warm glow of a presence that made him relax.

“I’ve been in Korea for quite a while, though,” he said, chuckling a little. “Guess that’s just how pathetic I am. It’s just… it’s so hard to show people who I really am. Everyone already has their own preconceived idea of what you should be like based on how you look, you know? And it’s just easier to play into that. To be who they think you are.”

The boy hummed contemplatively. “I don’t know. That sounds more difficult to me. To be someone who isn’t me…” He shook his head. “I can’t do it.”

Joshua smiled. “You’re a better person than me, then. But also it just makes me feel so lonely. I mean, all these different ways that I talk to people… they’re all still me, but still. No one really knows me. And I know it’s of my own making, but it still makes me feel alone.”

“No, no, I get it,” the boy said. “It’s okay. But I think it might be good to talk to people about this. Find someone, and make yourself lower your defences. Get rid of the mask. Find someone you truly love and trust, and just talk to them as yourself. It’ll help you feel less alone.”

“Hm. Maybe.” Joshua sighed, looking over at the boy only to find him already looking at him, and quickly lowered his gaze. “Who’d want to talk to the real me, though?”

The wind whistled, cold and biting, ruffling Joshua’s hair and stinging his eyes a little as he looked up, the boy suddenly scrambling around next to him so he could face him properly. His eyes were wide, honest, as he stuck his hand out in Joshua’s direction.

“My name’s Seokmin,” he said, and then grinned, a brilliant flash of sunshine bright warmth. “I go to a different college in the area, and while I’ve never met you before, I'm someone who wants to get to know the real you. You don’t need to put up a mask around me.” 

Joshua looked down at the outstretched hand, and then up at the boy—Seokmin, and found himself almost to be melting into his gaze, so wide and open and welcoming, looking at Joshua like he was the prettiest, most incredible thing that Seokmin had ever seen. 

And that was when Joshua fell. 

He smiled, and even though the angle was weird since they were sitting so close together, he grasped Seokmin's hand and shook it firmly. And he realised, then, that he didn't have a mask on at all at that moment. He'd been talking to Seokmin as his real self this entire time. 

Before he had a chance to open his mouth and return Seokmin's greeting, however, there came a screech from down below. 

"Lee Seokmin!" a voice screamed, sounding incredibly exasperated. 

And then, a moment later, a louder voice boomed, "Lee Seokmin! Where the fuck are you?"

Seokmin flinched, letting out an adorable, surprised squeak and immediately let go of Joshua's hand, shuffling backwards towards the window. 

"I gotta go," he said regretfully. "That's Minghao and Mingyu. They're gonna murder me if they don't find me within the next thirty seconds."

Joshua blinked, and then pouted a little, not attempting to mask his disappointment at Seokmin's abrupt departure. "Your friends sure do sound like they love murdering you."

"Yeah," Seokmin said with a laugh, all glistening ivory and sunny skies. "Maybe I need new friends."

He swung his legs over the window frame, ready to descend, before he looked back at Joshua again. They stared at each other for a long moment, before suddenly Seokmin was scrambling back over to him, reaching into his pockets and fishing out his phone, kneeling in front of Joshua with the device unlocked. 

Joshua blinked down at the open phone, and then up at Seokmin. "What?"

"I need to go now before I get my ass beat, and to be really honest, I'm a little too drunk right now to remember if you just told me your email or your number or anything at all, so…" Seokmin nudged the phone in Joshua's direction again, smiling all shy and sweet. "Could I have your number instead? Maybe?"

Behind Seokmin's head, the moon had reappeared from behind the clouds, but all Joshua could focus on were the golden rays of sunshine right in front of him.

"Yeah, of course," he breathed out, inputting the digits into a blank contact and, after a moment's hesitation, put a pink heart in as the contact name. "Of course you can."

Seokmin looked down at the contact once Joshua had finished, and smiled so heart-flutteringly wide that Joshua had to blink rapidly and breathe shallowly in an attempt to slow down his rapid pulse. 

"Lee Seokmin! If you don't appear within the next ten seconds, I'm telling Seungkwan where you are right this second!"

That made Seokmin grimace, and he pocketed his phone, immediately shuffling back towards the window once again. "That's my cue to leave. Knowing Minghao, he'll probably carry through with his threats."

"I’ll pray for your life," Joshua says solemnly, watching as Seokmin lowered himself through the window until only his head and shoulders were visible. "Hopefully you'll still live to see another day."

Seokmin laughed again, ripples of blue velvet and golden threads intertwining together. "Hopefully." He gave Joshua a little salute, beaming. "I'll text you."

And with that, he was gone. 

Joshua stared at the open window for a moment longer, before turning back to the sky. Everything felt a lot colder all of a sudden, but he just exhaled slowly, mulling over Seokmin and his words. 

Maybe it was time for him to text Jeonghan again. See how his old friend was doing after so long. 

Seokmin never did text him. 

Joshua smiled a little, mind drifting to the boy's last words, an inexplicable warmth spreading through his chest as he remembered his smile. He looked forward to that text from Seokmin. 

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After three weeks, Joshua gave up waiting, and did his best to forget about him entirely. He had Jeonghan now, anyway, his recently reconnected friend, and Jeonghan wouldn't allow Joshua to be anyone other than himself around him. 

He'd known Joshua back when they were small, after all. Before Joshua moved to the States. Joshua didn’t need another person to lower his mask around. He already had Jeonghan, and that was all he needed.

He was fine. Joshua was fine.

Every night, he tried not to think about sunshine smiles and cerulean blue voices, and gradually, the ache in his chest eased.

And then, Jeonghan had introduced Joshua to the rest of his (weirdly huge) friend group at their housewarming party a few months after graduation, and he'd been stunned at the sight of Seokmin, smiling and laughing and entering their house with his arm slung over a taller man with glasses. 

They shook hands, as Joshua had done with all of Jeonghan's friends, and he'd waited for that spark of recognition in Seokmin's eyes, for his sunshine smile to turn sky blue, but none came. 

So Joshua pursed his lips, and gave a smile, and buried his real self away. The one that Seokmin had inadvertently helped create, where Joshua laughed brightly and freely with a golden sort of openness that Seokmin's own warm earnestness had somehow influenced. He buried it away, and hid behind something softer, gentler. More distant. Something that was almost his real self, but wasn’t. 

Because Seokmin didn't seem to remember. 

"Myungho-ya," Seokmin cried, distressed, the moment he burst through the man's apartment door. He stopped for a moment, took off his shoes and put on the slippers by the front door, before carrying on his frantic journey across the hallway until he flung open the door to Minghao’s studio, breathing heavily. “Myungho!”

And there was nothing that Joshua could do. 

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Minghao didn’t even flinch, continuing to frown down sceptically at his canvas before squinting at his reference photo again. “What’s up,” he said, completely monotone.

“Myungho,” Seokmin whined, and ran his hands through his hair again. It was practically standing on end at this point, due to the amount of times he’d run his fingers through it. “I have a dilemma.”

“You always do.” Minghao didn’t look up, and pointed his pencil at the couch pushed against one wall of the room. “Have your meltdown over there. Close the door, too, you’re making the room cold.”

Seokmin dutifully closed the door, and then strode across the room to fling himself dramatically onto the couch, flailing around. “Did you know? That— that—” He squirmed a little, and then managed to haul himself upright, eyes wild. “Myungho.”

“Seokmin.”

“Remember that house party you, Mingyu and I snuck into once? During our second year?”

“Of course I do,” Minghao said dryly. He carefully continued sketching lines on his canvas. “Mingyu busted us into some random college party, and you managed to get so drunk that you threw up into three different plant pots. Then I forced you to drink water, and without even thanking me, you disappeared.”

“I did thank you!” Seokmin argued. And then he shook his head, waving his hands. “That’s not the point. I told you about the really pretty boy that I met at that party, right?”

Minghao squinted down at his canvas, pursing his lips and then huffing, grabbing his eraser. “The pretty boy that had your drunk ass rambling about pink and silk and colours and shit the entire way home?”

“Yeah! Him!” Seokmin pointed a finger excitedly. “I wasn’t that drunk. I was rather sober, actually! Especially since you gave me water.”

“No you weren’t,” Minghao said, dusting rubber crumbs from his canvas. “You didn’t even remember who gave you their number and made the contact name a pink heart.”

The mention of the contact had Seokmin’s eyes lighting up impossibly bright and then he deflated, groaning and curling up into a ball on the couch, tugging at his hair so hard that he was practically tearing it all out.

“That was Shua hyung,” he cried, impossibly distressed once more. “Shua hyung gave me his number, all those years ago, and I forgot about it! How could I have forgotten? This is horrible!”

Minghao laughed a little. “Wow, I would have been so hurt if I was Joshua hyung.”

Seokmin didn’t even seem to hear him, groaning again. He remembered seeing Joshua during Jeonghan’s housewarming party and just thinking that the man was so pretty and how did it not click in his head that Joshua and the pretty boy that he met on the roof were the same person?

This was awful. Utterly awful. Seokmin was such an awful person.

“There, there,” Minghao said, in what was truly a terrible attempt at comfort. He still wasn’t even looking in Seokmin’s direction. “Don’t worry. Knowing that hyung, he’s probably forgiven you already.”

Seokmin settled on the couch on his stomach, head on the armrest, slippered feet dangling off the other. “He was chill with it,” he admitted. “But I still feel so bad.”

Last night, when Joshua had told Seokmin that he already had the elder’s number, Seokmin’s eyes had widened and he’d scrolled through his contacts, trying to find what Joshua meant before landing on the only unnamed contact that he had.

The pink heart.

Seokmin’s memory of that party was spotty at best (maybe Minghao was right and he had been incredibly drunk) but the moment he saw the contact again, his entire conversation with Joshua came flooding back suddenly, so pristine and so sharp it was like it had happened yesterday.

“It’s okay,” Joshua said, smiling, but the colours in his eyes were wavering, floating between something candyfloss pink and celestial gold. “You did say you were rather drunk that night. I probably should have put my name, rather than that heart.”

Seokmin blinked rapidly, his heart racing fast for some unfathomable reason. “No, no, it’s my fault. I should’ve— I don’t even know how I forgot.” He looked down at his phone for a long moment, before up at Joshua again, holding his hand out. “This won’t do. Hyung, let me give you my number too. This way, if I forget again, you can be the one to pester me.”

Joshua had looked down at his outstretched hand, before his eyes crinkled and he’d beamed, bright and pearlescent and reminding Seokmin of something so rose gold in happiness. He set down the guitar and handed his own phone to Seokmin, smiling all the while, and Seokmin was sure that it was the happiest he’d ever seen Joshua look.

“Well, good for you,” Minghao said. “I’m very, very glad that Joshua hyung has your number, and you have his too. It’s the best thing in the entire world.”

Seokmin pouted, ruffling his hair and burying himself into his arms, eyes peeking out. “You and your sarcasm are gonna get you into trouble one day, you know.”

“It’s okay, Junhui hyung will bail me out,” Minghao said, beginning to draw the finishing touches to his sketch layer again. 

“He really would,” Seokmin huffed. “I wish I had a boyfriend to bail me out whenever I mess up.”

“He’s not my boyfriend.”

“Sure.” Seokmin dangled his feet, watching Minghao sketch before shaking his head in disbelief. “Wow. I still can’t believe it was actually Shua hyung.” He lifted his head slightly, resting his chin on his arms. “After we exchanged numbers, he made me go back to bed, but the entire time, I was just internally tearing my hair out because I just couldn’t believe it.”

Minghao hummed, looking down at his reference and then up at his canvas again.

“And I feel so terrible that I didn’t recognise him,” Seokmin continued, whining. “How did I even forget I had his number in the first place? How did I not remember anything?”

The pencil stilled across the canvas, and Minghao set his things down, finally standing up from his stool to fetch his paints, looking over at Seokmin. “I think you should stop wallowing in your past regrets and make use of the gifts that the present has given you,” he said. “You thought you’d never see that boy again. And now he’s your friend. Just be grateful that the gods seem to love you so much.”

Seokmin thought for a moment, before grinning, rolling over onto his back. “They really do seem to love me, don’t they?” He sat up, leaning forward conspiratorially while Minghao reached for his paint tubes. “You know, a while ago, I asked the gods if they could help me see more of Shua hyung, because I realised I didn’t know anything about him and I wanted to get to know him better.”

“Let me guess, you suddenly started seeing him everywhere?” Minghao asked amusedly.

“I did!” Seokmin said, eyes wide. “It was—It was insane.”

The other laughed, shaking his head. “Your life is like a kdrama, Seokmin.”

“I dunno what kind of kdrama has the main character forget their first encounter with their prettiest friend,” Seokmin sulked. “A trash drama, maybe. Besides, don’t you think that Seungkwan would make a better main character than me?”

“No. He’s too bossy.”

Seokmin chuckled at that, tapping his chin. “Okay, how about Junhui hyung? The funny, awkward, handsome guy who’s pining over his best friend and roommate who won’t admit that he likes him back.”

Minghao was silent for a moment. “I think I’d be a better main character,” he said finally, standing up and walking over to the couch, pinching Seokmin’s cheek. “The long-suffering artist with a chaotic friend group who plots his friend’s deaths in his spare time.”

Seokmin had feared that, after that, his relationship with Joshua would change for the worse, but quite the opposite happened.

“Hey!” Seokmin laughed, swatting Minghao’s hand away. “That’s a terrible kdrama plot!”

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Seokmin still felt incredibly apologetic for forgetting their first encounter, but Joshua just smiled and waved off his apologies, saying that it didn’t matter and he was just happy to have Seokmin as a friend, right now.

They still saw each other at school, and accidentally mixed up their stationary with one another’s, and went home together at the end of each day. They still met each other at night, except now the encounters were all planned, with one of them texting the other ‘wanna meet up?’ whenever they couldn’t sleep. 

Sometimes, Joshua would bring his guitar, and he’d sing for Seokmin, all dizzying soft melodies that made Seokmin’s head spin and he promised himself every time that one day, he’d sing for Joshua too.

Everything was as comfortable and relaxing as before. Seokmin made nonsensical jokes and Joshua laughed all the same, and Joshua would do something totally unexpected and Seokmin would find himself grinning in disbelief. 

It was nice.

More than nice, actually. Everything with Joshua was always more than nice, more than just good, and things now were… were something, something that Seokmin couldn’t quite explain. Every time he looked at Joshua, or made the elder laugh, there was this thing, these words, this feeling just on the tip of his tongue, butterfly-light and sugary and soft, but he didn’t know what it was. 

He wanted to, though. It felt important.

“Remember that time I gave you flowers and then ran away?” Seokmin asked abruptly, and Joshua stopped mindlessly strumming his guitar to look at him, eyes twinkling even in the darkness.

“I do,” Joshua said, his voice ruby-coloured with amusement. “I asked if you were okay, and you just shoved flowers into my arms and sped off.”

Seokmin laughed as Joshua acted out the brief scenario, exaggerating his own confusion as he pretended to watch an imaginary Seokmin zoom away after giving him a bouquet of flowers. “Ah, those were the days. I don’t even know why I did that. I just panicked, I guess.”

“Aw,” Joshua said, pretending to be dejected, “did you just give me flowers in a panic? Were they not originally for me?”

That made Seokmin grin, and he bumped his shoulder against Joshua’s playfully. “No, no, of course! You’re totally right, hyung. I bought them for you. I know how much you love flowers, you know?”

Joshua laughed at that, tilting his head back and covering his mouth with his hand, eyes crinkled so that they were nothing more than delighted crescents, and Seokmin watched him, slightly amazed. They were squished together on the bench, Joshua’s side warm against his, and it made him smile even wider. 

Honestly, it was kind of incredible how much they’d changed since that Game Night many months ago, where Seokmin had first wondered at how much of an enigma their Joshua hyung was. 

Joshua had been totally elusive, then, with his cotton kindness and gentleness that felt real but also reserved, like he was holding back something. He’d been constantly hiding, albeit very well, but Seokmin had somehow known all the same, and slowly, slowly, as they grew more comfortable with one another, Joshua smiled more and talked more and the cotton melted into gentle, beautiful rose gold.

It was kind of incredible how Joshua had gone from being ‘Jeonghan’s pretty housemate’ to one of Seokmin’s closest friends.

“Oh, Seokmin,” Joshua said, setting his guitar down as a thought occurred to him, “you saw the music video for ‘To You’, didn’t you?”

Seokmin smiled. “I did.”

Seungkwan had burst into his and Soonyoung’s apartment the day it was released, insisting that they watch the MV premiere all together, before promptly dissolving into tears once the video had ended.

“It’s such a good song,” Joshua said. “Jihoon really outdid himself this time.” He smiled a little. “It still didn’t sound half as good as when you sang it.”

That made Seokmin scrunch his shoulders, ears pinkening in shy. “Oh, I don’t know. These guys are professional singers, you know? I could never beat them.”

Joshua smiled wider. “I wouldn’t be too sure. Anyways,” he hefted his guitar, strumming a familiar-sounding opening chord, “I learnt it.”

“No way,” Seokmin said, mouth falling open. “Already?”

“Already,” Joshua confirmed. “I wanted to play it for you.” He smiled at Seokmin again, this time a little softer, shyer, and Seokmin watched him attentively, eager, and so he took a deep breath and began to play.

The melody had already sounded gorgeous, courtesy of Jihoon’s genius, but sung in Joshua’s voice, it was something else entirely.

Seokmin’s mouth fell open as Joshua sang the first two verses, his voice a twinkling array of tiny glass crystals in the air. It was a slower tempo than the original song, and it sounded almost like some sort of romantic serenade, making Seokmin’s heart thump even harder in his chest.

And then Joshua looked up at Seokmin as he neared the second verse, almost at the chorus, and time seemed to slow down as his eyes crinkled, warm and patient and waiting to see if Seokmin wanted to join in, and without even realising what he was doing, Seokmin opened his mouth and sang along too.

Joshua’s smile only widened, and Seokmin found himself beaming too as their voices blended together in the night air, silver and gold, crystals and velvet. 

The harmonies, amazingly, seemed to come easily to them, and Seokmin laughed a little in disbelief at how in sync they were, how they glided across the pearlescent melody effortlessly, Joshua’s guitar a beautiful, ringing sound between them, and for as long as the song continued, Seokmin felt like they were being encased in their own, delicate bubble, with rainbow walls and muffling the sounds of the rest of the world.

“If an eternal love exists, then that is what you are,” Seokmin sang softly, and Joshua let the last chord unfurl itself in the air, threading pale violet and ivory into the night before eventually dissipating into nothingness.

Neither of them said anything for a long moment, too afraid to shatter the sacred, tranquil atmosphere between them. And then Joshua lowered his guitar, letting it rest comfortably in his lap, and leaned back against the bench with a sigh.

“Beautiful,” he said simply, turning to look at Seokmin, and Seokmin was reminded of when Joshua first heard his recording, and the only thing he’d said had been ‘pretty’. “That was beautiful.”

“I know right,” Seokmin said, his voice still hushed with wonder. “You played so well, hyung.”

Joshua chuckled, and his eyes were bright. “I meant your singing.”

Seokmin’s eyes widened. “Me? Oh, hyung, what about you? Your voice was just so…” He clasped his hands together. “It just fits the gentleness of the song so well. Your voice is so pretty. You’re so pretty.”

He blinked in surprise at his own words, but Joshua didn’t seem to mind, simply laughing and looking down.

“Thank you,” he said, and then nudged Seokmin gently. “You’re so pretty too. You and your voice.”

Seokmin stuttered, a flush instantly dusting his cheekbones and he looked out at the river, unable to even glance in Joshua’s direction. “Um. Thank you.”

Joshua chuckled, and the sound was endlessly fond, even to Seokmin’s own ears, and he wondered what could have evoked such an endeared laugh from him. He breathed in slowly, keeping his eyes fixed on the darkened river, and after a moment, Joshua looked away from Seokmin to look out at the river too. 

The wind was still, almost hushed, and there was no sound, save for the rushing of the water. It was quiet, and for once, Seokmin’s own mind was quiet too, and it was gloriously calm in his brain, so beautifully calm that he looked over at Joshua, and beamed.

"Shua hyung," Seokmin said, and Joshua turned to look at him, his gaze all open and golden, "you really are so pretty."

Joshua tilted his head, and then laughed. "Thank you, Seokmin."

Seokmin frowned. Joshua didn't sound like he understood. "No, really," he insisted. "You're so, so, pretty. Pretty like Aphrodite, you know?"

“Aphrodite?” Joshua was still smiling, like Seokmin had told him a joke.

“Like Aphrodite,” Seokmin confirmed. “I think you have the kind of prettiness that would make people want to start wars over you.”

Joshua hummed thoughtfully. “Wouldn’t that make me Helen, rather than Aphrodite?”

Seokmin blinked. “Oh! You’re right. It would.” For some reason, he felt strangely… touched, that Joshua knew exactly what he was referring to, and was able to make his own links to the Iliad that Seokmin was studying for work. “It still applies, though. You have the kind of prettiness that makes the gods fight over you too.”

“Do I?” Joshua said, and his fingertips lightly traced along the face of his guitar. “I’m not sure. I don’t think I’m all that special.”

Seokmin clicked his fingers, leaning into Joshua’s space. “See, that makes you even more like Aphrodite. Or, love. Because you’re really pretty, hyung. Like, objectively pretty. But you kind of downplay it? You don’t seem to realise how pretty you are. You’re soft and bashful but also also undeniably pretty, and don’t you think that that’s what love is?”

Joshua blinked, Seokmin’s fingers inches from his nose. He smiled a little, relaxing. “Love is something soft and gentle and pretty, huh?” he said, and Seokmin beamed, leaning back.

“Exactly! That makes you exactly like the god of love, then. Because you’re the epitome of that.”

That made Joshua’s eyes widen slightly, and he looked at the river for a moment before eventually turning his gaze back to Seokmin, face softening.

“Perhaps you’d be Apollo, then. Multi-talented, as bright as the sun, and incredibly beautiful too.”

“Me? No way,” Seokmin pffted, waving a hand. It did remind him of what Jeonghan had said once, and he paused, thinking. “Though, Jeonghan hyung said a similar thing.”

“What did he say?”

“That I’m a Sun,” he said, pointing a finger at himself, looking thoughtfully out at the river, “and I ought to be loved gently. By a Venus.”

He turned to Joshua, and in the low light, he saw the way the elder’s eyelashes fluttered as he looked down, casting soft smudges against his cheeks. Neither of them said anything for a moment, but then Joshua looked up, and the smile was back on his face.

“Did he really? That’s so interesting,” Joshua said. “Do you agree with Jeonghan, though?”

“I think I do,” Seokmin said after thinking a little. “It would be nice to have someone treat me like I’m precious. Like I really, really matter.” He chuckled a little. “But then again, I guess everyone wants that, you know?”

Joshua’s lips curled upwards weakly. “Yeah.”

“But I think I want to love a Venus too,” Seokmin carried on, still talking to the river, and he missed the way Joshua’s eyes widened. “I want to love someone… greatly, you know? I want to give them all my love, give them an eternal love. A Venus, as the being of love, would be shy and soft and bashful, a little reluctant to let themselves be loved, because they’re meant to simply observe and guide others who fall in love, right? They don’t think that they should be loved.”

Seokmin nodded his head resolutely, turning his gaze back to Joshua again, eyes wide and earnest.

“I would love them, though. I’d give them all the love in the entire world.”

Joshua looked at him for a long moment, and for a moment, there appeared to be a thousand stars sparkling in his irises as he gazed at Seokmin, before he blinked and the stars were gone. “I think the Venus would be endlessly grateful to be loved by you.”

Seokmin laughed. “I’d be endlessly grateful to be loved by that Venus too, you know.” He pouted a little. “I wanna be treated gently like that. I’m a mess, though. I’m too noisy to be loved like that.”

“No you’re not,” Joshua said softly. “Your heart is the softest and most precious thing ever.” Then abruptly, he leaned over, taking Seokmin’s frozen hands in his own, tucking one into his coat pocket and the other kept interlaced with his own fingers. When Seokmin blinked at him, he just shrugged. “You called me Aphrodite, didn’t you? I’ll treat you gently, Seokmin. I’ll be your Aphrodite until you meet your Venus.”

Seokmin leaned his head against Joshua’s shoulder, melting into him with a laugh. “Aphrodite and Venus are basically the same thing, hyung.”

“Are they?” Joshua hummed. “Well.”

And then he didn’t say anything after that.

Seokmin waited, seeing if Joshua would elaborate, but when he didn’t he simply snuggled further into the elder’s side, making sure not to jostle the guitar on Joshua’s lap. He was always so, so warm. Seokmin thought it was kind of unfair. His own hands became so cold so, so quickly.

But then again, now that the weather had gotten colder during the nights, Joshua had always been quick to hold Seokmin’s hands and warm up his frozen fingers. It was sweet.

Joshua was sweet.

Instantly, Seokmin’s eyebrows shot up as he found the perfect word to describe Joshua. He was sweet: not just nice, not just kind, but sweet. He was always so, so lovely and sweet with everyone he met, and especially with Seokmin, and it made him feel all fuzzy and warm.

It would be so, so easy to fall in love with someone like Joshua. 

Seokmin paused, eyes wide. He glanced up at Joshua before averting his gaze forward once more, trying to pretend like he wasn't having a crisis while the elder stared out at the river contentedly. 

But he couldn't help his eyes wandering back up to Joshua once more, the thought that he'd just had ringing around in his head. 

It would be so easy to fall in love with someone like Joshua. 

Seokmin's stomach dropped. 

Shit. 

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dior.n.goodjohn good now hurry up and get here im bored

→ yourinstagram omg hello? can i get a hi?

user22 OMG WAIT IS Y/N FILMING IN PERCY JACKSON!?🤨🤨🤨

→ user37 WAIT MAYBE??

user11 guys don’t be quick to assume she could just be seeing her friends who r filming percy jackson…

_xochitl.gomez NOOO COME BACK I MISS YOU ALREADY😭😭😭

→ yourinstagram I MISS YOU TOO BABY I WAS LITERALLY GONNA CRY ON THE PLANE

→ user77 xochitl and y/n are so adorable 😭

jennaortega miss you already, have fun!

→ user44 dude jenna and y/n being friends is insane when did that even happen

yourinstagram

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yourinstagram at the hotel!

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user222 y/n listening to sade is honestly a vibe, she’s literally wife material

→ yourinstagram yall flatter me sm🤭

user11 the messy get ready aesthetic is so real😭

→ yourinstagram i really be making messes like they get on the floor too

dior.n.goodjohn girl ik ur not making a mess in that hotel room already…

→ yourinstagram …i’m getting ready.

yourmom make sure you clean that up, AND BE SAFE!

→ yourinstagram i will‼️

user0 y/n’s mom caring for her over insta comments is adorable omg I WISH MY MOM DID THIS

user33 literally jealous☹️

dior.n.goodjohn

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iamcharliebushnell those are my shoes?🦼

→ dior.n.goodjohn you can share

→ yourinstagram sharing is caring🤲🏽

→ iamcharliebushnell OHH so when i asked for your food you threw paper at me..riiiight😒

user77 DID Y/N, CHARLIE AND DIOR JUST COMMENT ALL TOGETHER??

user2 nah guys i think y/n is filming in percy jackson…idc what yall say this is official

user66 nah bc ik something was going on when y/n posted she was flying to vancouver 😗🤲🏽

used82 THIS is insane and i’m so here for it all

leahavajeffries so beautifullll

→ dior.n.goodjohn AWH TYY<3

user01 throwing paper is so real when it comes to food‼️

yourinstagram

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yourinstagram these yellow pants are probably my fav by far, thanks walker for letting me hold your dog<3

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walker.scobell your welcome😭

user81 IF Y/N IS HOLDING WALKERS DOG AND WALKER JUST LIKED THE POST THEY DEFINITELY MET!!!

user11 i can practically smell the shipping edits through my phone right now

user68 guysss let two opposite genders be just friends they don’t have to be dating 😭

jennaortega is thought you said you’ll never come in a three mile radius of a chihuahua

→ yourinstagram just spill all my secrets it’s okay

dior.n.goodjohn my beautiful girll 💛

→ yourinstagram KISSES KISSES KISSES!

user19 their friendship is something i live for

iamcharliebushnell you wanted my sandwich so bad you took a pic

→ yourinstagram i meannnn…you can make one for me if you want i don’t mind at all🤲🏽🤭

walker.scobell

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walker.scobell y/n recommended i wear blue striped shirts to embody percy what do you guys think?

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yourinstagram if you guys disagree with the blue shirts BURN IN HELL—IM JOKING OMG IM JOKING

→ walker.scobell Y/N YOU CANT SAY THAT ON HERE YOUR GONNA GET US IN TROUBLE

→ yourinstagram IM SORRY IM SORRY OMGGG😭😭😭

user22 y/n forgetting she’s like thirty million famous on insta and on nonstop movies is so comforting

user110 literally living for the walker and y/n duo hello?

user60 love them sm, LOVE THE BLUE SHIRT WLAKER KEEP IT ON KEEP IT ON

leahavajeffries guys walker listens to y/n regardless

→ walker.scobell leah it’s okay…you don’t have to act like annabeth anymore we’re off set

→ leahavajeffries this is me on a daily 😭!?

→aryansimhardi it’s true

→ yourinstagram literally rolling in the deep

→ argansimhardi STOP

user45 THEY KNOW GUYS THEY KNOW

user71 THATS INSANE Y/N OMGGGG😭😭

user51 GTFO OF HEREEEE AHAHAHAH

leahavajeffries

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leahavajeffries y/n let me try her ice cream it was mid

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yourinstagram that’ll be the last time you take anything from me…food wise

→ leahavajeffries IM SORRY BUT WHAT? U ADDED TWO SEPARATE THINGS ON TOP OF ONE ANOTHER LIKE NO

→ yourinstagram last time.

walker.scobell i thought it was good?

→ yourinstagram thank you walker<3

→ iamcharliebushnell simp bro..

user17 THEY’RE SO CUTE?

user210 walker backing up that y/n’s ice cream combination to say it’s good was so cute to me idk why😭?!

dior.n.goodjohn see? i’m not the only one saying you guys are cute?!

→ walker.scobell i mean🤷🏼

→ user710 DIOR ALREADY SHIPS, ITS OFFICIAL AND WALKER NOT DENYING IS OMGGGGGGG

user619 WALKER DIDN’T DENY IT GUYS I REPORT HE DIDN’T DENY IT

user373 EVERY ONE STAY CALM

jennaortega y/n you’ve got some explaining to do🤨

→ yourinstagram WHAT?😭😭😭

yourinstagram

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yourinstagram walker wanted to be posted soo @ walker.scobell are you happy now? also thanks for dinner<3

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walker.scobell so happy 🤭

→ yourinstagram bro😭😭

dior.n.goodjohn THATS WHY YOU DITCHED ME AT THE HOTEL? u went to dinner with walker instead of me☹️!?

→ yourinstagram IM SORRY I THOUGHT YOU KNEW? — conrad fisher

→ dior.n.goodjohn not the time to be REFERENCING TSITP

iamcharliebushnell the ship is almost sailing guys 🏂

leahavajeffries they’re literally always taking pics of each other

mckennagraceful WHATTTTT

aryansimhadri guys literally help they are with me rn and they’re laughing so loud at a cat vid.

_xochitl.gomez Y/N AND WALKER WHAT? BRO BRO BRO BRO

user623 WHAT DID WE SAYYYY WHAT DID WE SAYYYYYY WERE RIGHT WE WERE RIGHTTT

user80 walker reminds me of a clingy pet the way he’s slapping y/n’s face like that😭

user100 HELP Y/N SHES BEING SLAPPED BY WALKER😭😭😭

user103 THEYRE SO CUTE I KNEW IT

user71 MAKING EDITS RN

dior.n.goodjohn

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dior.n.goodjohn i cannot express how much i love taking 05’s of everyone

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yourinstagram i’m glad u didn’t post the one of me sleeping bro.

→ dior.n.goodjohn never do u dirt like that<3

iamcharliebushnell she never can take mine bc i slap her phone she knows better — luke c.

→ dior.n.goodjohn CORNY AHHHHH

→ yourinstagram charlie that wasn’t it im sorry to have to inform you that your plate has been stolen.

walker.scobell bro send the one of y/n 🤲🏻

user148 WALKER WANTING Y/N’S PICS AWH

User189 yall get handed a snack and turn it into a meal😭

user1047 lowkey living for walker and y/n and the percy jackson family<3

_xochitl.gomez they’re all too cute im ngl

→yourinstagram YOUR CUTER

yourinstagram

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yourinstagram literally filming and i fell in dirt. walker gave me his jacket tho to it’s okay

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dior.n.goodjohn she fell so hard that her shoe half broke guys…

→ yourinstagram ALRIGHT ALRIGHT CALM DOWN

walker.scobell it’s okay y/n we can get more shoes tmr

→yourinstagram u better wake up too

user391 them going to the mall where i live while im at school is killing me

user616 they’re too cute, (shipname) for life

iamcharliebushnell I WANA GO?

→ aryansimhadri ME TOO!?!?

→ leahavajeffries SAME HERE

→ walker.scobell 🧍🏼…

user637 them tagging along when walker wanted to be alone with y/n is hilarious

yourinstagram

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yourinstagram they took my phone SHOUT OUT TO ARYAN’S DAD BRUH😭

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leahavajeffries i wish i was there omg 😭

→ yourinstagram I WISH YOU WERE HERE TOO!

aryansimhadri my dad scared me so bad

walker.scobell who are these handsome men in your phone!?

user637 they’re too cute ALL OF THEM

user111 aryan turning around so fast is literally me

user7191 jealous ashhhh

[smeemos]

smeemo accolades compilation (i.e. rotting everyone's brains) below

#smeemo. their name is smeemo

#SMEEMO#THIS CATS NAME IS SMEEMO??????#AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

#smeemooooo

#smeemo…

#Smeemo is quite possibly the best possible name oh my gosh !! <3 adorable shirt :3 :3

#SMEEMO

#SMEEMO.

#SMEEMO

#SMEEMO ⁉️ OH MY GOD

#THEIR NAME SNEEMO

#SMEEMO

#🥺

#smeemo :)

#Almost crying voice: smeemo!

#SMEEMO!!!!!!

#SMEEMO 🥺

#smeemo??

#omg smeemo

#smeemo…

#Smeemo is an incredible cat name are you KIDDING me

#smeemo…….

#i said ''smeemo'' outloud and one of my bandmates looked at me funny :(

#smeemo…..

#SMEEMOOOOOOO

#yeah they look like a smeemo

#SMEEMO

#smeemo!

#…the smeem

#smeemo

#smeemo :]

#SMEEMO

#smeemo….

#smeemo…

#SMEEMO MY BELOVED

#SMEEMO

#SMEEMO??#“smiling friends character name” - my bf

#SMEEMO?????? /POS

#smeemo has gotta be like the top cat name ever

#smeemo……

#i love that rhia cat is called smeemo

#smeemo‼️

#Smeemo 🥺

#their name is SMEEMO? so cute

#smeemo…

#smeemo

#smeemo 🥺

#smeemo…

#smeemo

#SMEEMO? SMEEMOOOOOOO🥺

#smeemo 😢😢😢😭😭😭

#smeemo

#SMEEMO

#SMEEMO I LOVE YOOOOUUUU

#smeemo

#smeemo…

#SMEEMO????#I love smeemo

#smeemo!!

#smeemo…

#SMEEMO MY BELOVED#I LOVE YOU SMEEMO

#SMEEMO….. BEAN SHAPED.

#smeemo…

#smeemo!!

#smeemo…#that's such a cute name i like them

#SMEEMO!

#SMEEMO?????!?!!!!????

#smeemo…

#smeemo :)

#smeemo

#smeemo…

#i love you smeemo!!!!!!!!!!

#I love you smeemo!!!!!!!!!!

#i love smeemo. tell smeemo i said hi

#i believe in you smeemo!

#i would die for smeemo

#SMEEMO <#<3<3<3<3<3<3#3#<3<#<#<3<3

#smeemo is precious baby#smeemo deserves every love and happiness forever and ever

#smeemo!! my beloved#they're so so precious ..

#SMEEMO………..#cat foods smeemo…….

#smeemo smargitt smallsmack sme smell smomen

#yayy!!!#smeemo

#smeemo..

#is ttheir the infamous smeemo ive been hearing so much about….

#SMEEMO I LOVE YOUUUU#HAPPY HANUKKAH SMEEMO. and op i guess

#i love you smeemo

#<3#hannukah sameach smeemo

#i ❤️ u smeemo

#SMEEMO!

#snorrrk…smeemeemeemeem

#SMEEMO

#mf smeemo…!!!!!

#ohhhhhhhhhhhh smeemo……

#s…sm…smeemo…

#SMEEMO

#their name is smeemo….

#uhh…#what the smeem?

#smeemo!!!!!!!!!!!#fav

#smeemo is me mo!!!!#i love the name smeemo

#smeemo!!!

#me. mo

#SMEEMO

#smeemo…

#🥰 hi smeesmo!!!!!!!!

#SMEEMO !!

#HI SMEEMO I LOVE YOU SMEEMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#would die for smeemso

#i love smeemo

#I love you, Smeemo…

#one million hearts and hugs and kisses for smeemo!!

#wee woo#luv smeemo

#i heart smeemo

#I am love smeemo :]

#we love smeemo in ttheir house

#i love you Smeemo we all cheer in unison !!!

#they shall be our new god

#omg smeemo you're so little and soft!! hello!!! :3

#i love smeemo

#YES HAHAHA YES!!!!

#i cant stop saying special smeemo sitting spot#ive been walking around my house saying it all day#bc ttheir post keeps popping up in my for you tab#my special smeemo sitting spot…

#excellent work smeemo. five star⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

#im a big special sneemo sitting spot fan

#i love it#i love smeemo

#smeemo….

#smeemo…#they smeem so smeemingly

#smeemo one piece#i love them so much

#smeemo

#smeemo#if that’s the cats name that’s the most beautiful sequence of phonemes I’ve heard in my life. perfect name

#Smeemoo is so cute i am gpnna cry

#fuck yeah smeemo

#ricky smeemos mentorship continues#great job Smeemo for getting such a prestigious position

#the smeem quiet from slay the smeemo

#HI SMEEMOS????!!!!? :0

#i love you smeemo

#good fucking LORD

#they are still beautiful and they deserve to know

#ohhh… i love you smeemo…

#THE DELICIOUS FRIED SHRIMP!!

#hell yes smeemo

#smeemo deserves one million trillion followers#all hail the babie

#rarely does a little guy reduce me to incomprehensible babbles and yet#the oilgnly the beebo the smeemo#thebvm. love them forever

#ouuh… smeemo big paws…

#SMEEMO!!!!!!!!!!

#smeemo big paws………….

#smeemo big paws….

#smeemo!

#new smeemo!!

#smeemo…..

#NEW SMEEMO SPECIAL SITTING SPOT FOR SMEEMO

#hello cute little smeemo!

#i love smeemo

#official smeemo post

#smeemo!

#smeemo….

#Smeemo added!!

#dont cry have a smeemo

#awww hi smeemo

#smeemo special sitting spot for smeemo………

#smeemo……

#smeemo!

#SMEEMOOOOO

#OOH MY GOODNESS#BABIES….

#hi smeemo…..

#smeemo…

#smeemo!!!

#i remember smeemo from smeemo's perfect dacula. i hope stella and her smelly sniff are also in good health.#i love all of these words

#smeemo..

#Smeemo…

#idk what a smeemo is but im following because ttheir is kind of beautiful and sort of a magnificent work of art and i'd like to see more

#wonderful smeemo update

#smeemo.

#SMEEMO‼️‼️‼️

#aaaaaaaa safenyaaaaaaa bag of peaches mamaaaaaa windbargoooooo#cat!!#smeemo

#smeemoooooooooooo

#kitten tolerance….smeemo can do what smeemo wants#smeemo baby privilege uvu

#lowkey smeemaxxing rn#smeempilled#smeemoder

#Smeemo is an amazing cat name

#smeemo i love you

#ily smeemo

#smeemo is me fr

#ok#been there smeemo

#LITERALLY ME!!!!!!#me and you smeemo. we get it

#dont owrry smeemo we still love you and will always lvoe yuou i love smeemo

#stinky face.

#smeemo!!

#meemo

#smimimimimos

#smeemos dreamos

#SMEEEEMOOOOOOOOO

#the loaf is still proofing

#Smeemo

#it ok smeemo, you doing your best

#smeemo

#smoomo i love you!

#smeemo.

#smeemo…

#They chew her ear smeemo style…..

#s…smeemo

#Let’s all be fair to Smeemo!

#waiter! waiter! more ugie smeemis on my dash please!

#they are not ugly they are BEAUTIFUL#smeemo

#the little freak ❤️

#Wonderful smeems<3

#peak smermos

#straight up sharing it. and by it. heh. well. lets justr say. my smeemis#is ttheir anything

#i love you ugie smeemis

#ugie sneemis omg…

#ugie smeemis

#i love them….#smeems…..

#smeemis. amazing

#beautiful smeemis….

#heheheehehrhehhre

#beautiful smeemis

#smeemis!!!

#ugie smeemis…….#personally i think they’re rocking and rolling just doing it ugly style

#NOOOOOOOO SHE'S BEAUTIFUL

#jorkin it and by 'it' I mean my smeemis

#high quality beasts#ugly smeemis edition

#ugly smeemis aka every image of them

#oh god smeemo im so sorry

#smeemo

#smeemo help me smeemo

#sMEEMO YOU ARE SO CUTE

#sleepy smeemo what will they do

#flat smeemomis monday tuesday#hm ive been informed it’s#in fact wednesday today. oh whot ever

#SMEEMIS!!!!!!!!#oh i love smeemo. i love you smeemo

#flat smeemo theory

#SMEEMOOOOO

#cognitohazarding their way into my heart

#ooh scary smeemo

#ohmy god guys its smeemo

#smeemo basilisk stare#i would die for smeemo

#i was killed instantly thank u smeemo

#SMEEMOS

#smeemo you’re doing great#you guard that shoe with your life ok

#they're literally just a little guy. I'm going insane

#Soon they shall encompass the earth….

#smeemomomomo

#hi Smeemo 🩵

#i love you extremely out of focus little puffball kitten

omg smeemo on my dash! hello wat beast smeemo!

#i would like math if ttheir was the pemdas

#HEEHEE HOOHOO#smeemo#i might be smeemo's number one fan disregarding smeemo's moms

#smeemed so good

#smeemo u are so siwwy

[hyunjins-orange-slice-too]

skz texts as waterparks lyrics

pairing: ot8 x reader

genre: texts, angst, comfort, fluff

warnings: pet names, mentions of anxiety

an: this is so incredibly niche. lol but it was something fun for me to do and i am falling not so gracefully back into my waterparks obsession. im just a fan girl doing fan girl shit. but you don’t have to know anything about waterparks to read these texts. you can enjoy them either way. :) though i’ve linked all the songs i’ve referenced.. yk if you’re curious hehe (i love awsten sm don’t get me started omg im just a sucker for a goofy talented man with a big beautiful smile ugh)

masterlist

chan ﹏ high definition (this song screams chan to me. idk. i won’t be explaining)

minho ﹏ lucky people (my first parx song and i still love it sm - video has flashing lights)

changbin ﹏ telephone (his little giggle and the guitar solo at the end? kill me.)

hyunjin ﹏ fruit roll ups (the song that inspired this whole post. i’m a little bitch for hyunjin fs)

han ﹏ powerless (i think this is my favorite parx song. oh it makes me almost cry every time)

felix ﹏ sneaking out of heaven (i had to pick this one. felix i love you in all caps)

seungmin ﹏ funeral grey (i promise i didn’t pick this one for seungmin just bc awsten is wearing a collar and on a leash in the mv)

jeongin ﹏ just kidding (or is this my favorite parx song bc it speaks to me the most?)

thanks for letting me combine some things that i love :) i hope they weren’t too bad lol i had fun writing them

♡ pls reblog if you liked it! it truly helps a lot and makes me smile :) ♡

©hyunjins-orange-slice-too i do not give permission for this work or any of my work to be translated, copied, or reposted.

[f1rodrigo]

the mclaren boy mystery | part two

l. norris / o. piastri

summary: in which your boyfriend is a formula one driver for team mclaren and when you finally decide it's time to start hinting to the world, the internet is confused on exactly which driver is your boyfriend. pairing: social media au || lando norris / oscar piastri x reader fc: jazmyn makenna

a/n: sorry this took a little longer than i expected! it was so fun to make though. i didn't want to say who she's actually with because i feel like it's fun for the readers to have to figure that out too! so please share any guesses you have lol i'm interested to see what people think the outcome will be. hope you enjoy and thank you sm for reading<3

part one | part three

sweet relief series | valentine's day drabble

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yourusername happy birthday to my favorite brother, i love you and am so grateful to know i have someone in my life who looks after me like you do<3 here's my fav pics of us of course they're all racing related lol, our first love

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yourbrother "my favorite brother"... As far as I know I am your only brother 😐

⤷ yourusername 🥱🥱🥱🥱 technicalities

yourbrother Thank you least favorite sister, miss those days. Have to get back out on the karting track, been too long since I've beaten you

⤷ yourusername been too long since you've been beaten, you mean?

⤷ yourbrother Yeah, yeah we'll let the track times speak for themselves

⤷ user1 ok but we have to admit the brother sister banter is kind of adorable

⤷ user2 no bc she seems so sweet 😭

user3 nah because what is max verstappen doing in this girls likes now????

⤷ user4 and the plot thickens 😯

user5 she saw everyone calling her a fake f1 fan and said take a look at this

user6 yn hater club how you guys feeling right about now

⤷ user7 🤡🤡🤡🤡

user8 honestly kind of hope she's dating one of them

⤷ user9 yall switch up so fast please 😭😭

user10 seriously..... you HAD to only post f1 related photos lmfao so totally pandering to the landoscar fans

user11 f1 school of wags next graduate

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landonorris DOUBLE PODIUM!!!!!!!! couldn't have asked for a better race, congrats @/oscarpiastri and a huge thanks as always to @/mclaren 🧡

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user1 I SAY THATS MY BABY AND IM SO PROUD 😭

user2 mclaren double podium... oh i used to pray for times like these

user3 oscar piastri you are insane omfg

user4 MY POOKIES LOOK AT THEM !!!!!!!!! 🫂

user5 save me landoscar SAVE ME

yourusername jumping up and down screaming and crying losing my mind

⤷ landonorris you should probably get that checked out....

⤷ user6 THATS IT, ITS YN AND LANDO IM CALLING IT

⤷ user7 nah nah nah this is so giving gf of the bestie banter

⤷ user8 agreed hopping on the oscaryn train 💪🏻

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yourusername added to their story

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oscarpiastri added to their story

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yourusername qatar gp smiles <3 practice timeeee

📸 @/kellypiquet

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kellypiquet so beautiful

⤷ yourusername all you

landonorris eye spy a mclaren car down there?

⤷ yourusername ? i just see a tractor

⤷ landonorris not funny. 😐

⤷ yourusername i certainly laughed

⤷ oscarpiastri same actually

⤷ user1 i dont know how much longer i can take this

⤷ user2 GUYSSSS i am telling you its so oscaryn

⤷ user3 WHAT literally look at the Proof its so landoyn 🥱

⤷ user4 i am giggling we're literally in a shipwar

user5 she's so pretty i'm sorry guys i love her 😵‍💫

⤷ user6 well yes!

user7 patiently waiting for one of the mcl boys to main feed post her then we know for sure ‼️

⤷ user8 at this rate it still won't clear anything up

lilymhe miss u beautiful

⤷ yourusername omg i miss u more ms lily

⤷ user9 she has The wag stamp of approval WE MOVE!

user10 theres four e's at the end of 'time'....... landos number is 4 i've got it guys 😃😃

⤷ user11 seek medical attention STAT

⤷ user12 bro thinks this is a taylor swift album release

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yourusername oscar piastri sprint race winner AND mclaren double podium, better start calling me the good luck charm

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user1 nah bc you're onto something.....

user2 she can't be serious 😐

⤷ user3 well no shit it's just an instagram caption

user4 i cannot be the only one who finds the caption extremely weird

⤷ user5 nah i'm with you i've never liked her 🙄

⤷ user6 its just so odd like forcing yourself into the mclaren narrative completely taking away from the boys achievements writing it off as your own doing...

⤷ user7 omfg yall are so dramatic just say you're jealous they're not dating you lmfao

⤷ user8 no fr because it is not that serious it's clearly a joke like she loves them cmon now

mclaren BRB getting your paddock passes for the duration of the season

⤷ yourusername i'm giggling, i love you guys 😙

⤷ user9 see mclaren is fine with it so yall should be too

⤷ user10 now i'm going to need all the haters to sit DOWN and shut the fuck UP

oscarpiastri wait can you send me that picture

⤷ yourusername i literally did already but okay

⤷ oscarpiastri ok could do with less attitude

⤷ yourusername you have not seen real attitude piastri

⤷ oscarpiastri 😧

⤷ user11 i think this just converted me to team oscar

⤷ user12 nah this is literally landoyn confirmation

landonorris 🍀

⤷ user13 i am picking up what he's putting down

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part one | part three

sweet relief series | valentine's day drabble

taglist:

@landoscar-f1 , @urfavnoirette , @imsiriuslyreal

[vinylmango]

On our own terms

Nicholas Alexander Chavez x famous!black!reader

Description: What married life is like for Nicholas and (y/n).

Parts one two three four FIVE

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nicholasalexanderchavez

Tagged (y/n)

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nicholasalexanderchavez It’s my favorite holiday! Happy birthday to the funniest, kindest, and most beautiful woman I know. We love you 🤍

user1 are they fr?

no1nacsupporter OMG THEY HAD A BABY

(y/n)ismother She’s literally mother 😭 HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOTHER!!! Adopt me pls 💗

itswes let me babysit again pls

> (y/n) you’re literally across the room from me rn

(y/n) my favorite people 🤍 i love you so much it’s unbelievable 🥺

(y/n) dilf 🫣🤭🥵✨

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nicchavezismine she definitely baby trapped him and the baby is lowkey ugly

> user2 you’re unwell

> user3 you’re actually such a weirdo

> cocojones why are you bullying a baby???

cooperkoch literally wearing my uncle shirt rn but happy birthday (y/n) 💗 you are my second fav Chavez!

> (y/n) 🥺💗 love youu Coop…wait why am I not first?

> nicholasalexanderchavez lol bc I am 💁‍♂️ also are we matching rn?

> cooperkoch you’re my third fav 😓 sorry not sorry it’s Baby Chavez actually

> (y/n) understandable

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sofcruz Happy birthday (y/n/n)! 🥺💗 i love you sm and you are the best mom.

> (y/n) Thank youuuu Sof i love you so much 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

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(Y/n)

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(Y/n) daisy 🌿✨

(y/n)ismother her face card never declines

user1 her face card is LETHALLL

nicholasalexanderchavez you are everything 🧎

zendaya love seeing my girl on screen 💁‍♀️✨

> (y/n) 💗

nicholasalexanderchavez i love you mwah mwah

> (y/n) i love youuu 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨

nicholasalexanderchavez daisy snuggles are the best snuggles

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no1nacsupporter Nick as a dad is everything omg

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no1nacsupporter you guys are so hot

cooperkoch awww I miss daisy 🥺😭

> nicholasalexanderchavez you saw her yesterday?

> cooperkoch yes exactly

goddess(y/n) OMG (y/n) ACTING PROJECT?! (Y/N) PRESS TOUR???!

sofcruz I can’t financially have a baby yet I can’t financially have a baby yet 😭

> user2 real

user3 awww they’re matching 🥺🥺

user4 ooo parent date night

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nicholasalexanderchavez

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nicholasalexanderchavez behind the scenes

user1 this is not a drill this is not a drill they’re in a movie together 😭 I’m already seated

no1nacsupporter finally cooper and nick in a romcom 🙏

(y/n) wear the suit home

> nicholasalexanderchavez 😏🙂‍↕️

> user2 AYO CHILL yall just had a baby

goddess(y/n) I’m so jealous…of both of them like I can’t make up my mind if I would rather be him or her

user3 screaming crying throwing up you’re literally telling me I get to watch all three of my favs on screen?!

cooperkoch I look dead inside

> nicholasalexanderchavez shut up you look fine 🙄

cooperkoch why did you choose that pic 😭

cooperkoch daisy tho 🤩🤩

> zendaya she’s knocked out 😂

> nicholasalexanderchavez she’s a daddy’s girl 😌

> user4 I am also a fan of her daddy

> ilovenicchavez girl get in line

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nicholasalexanderchavez my girls

(y/n) ugh she’s so cute 🥺😭

(y/n) I couldn’t help myself

user1 omg her cheeks are so squishy 🥺

tomholland2013 she’s getting so big already 😭

> (y/n) stoppp omg don’t say that you’re going to make me cry

nicchavezismine why are its eyes not dark?? Nick’s eyes are brown and so are (y/n)’s…just proof she cheated.

> user2 get off his page omg it’s been forever

> user1 brain broken loser

> nicholasalexanderchavez blocked & reported 🤭

itswes Sof, Z, Tom, Cooper, and I are on our way

> (y/n) wth?

> zendaya daisy asked us to come

> nicholasalexanderchavez she doesn’t speak yet 🤨

> zendaya so we’re actually on the same wavelength hope this helps

> nicholasalexanderchavez 😀

> sofcruz I think your third eye chakra is a little off

> (y/n) did you just…

> user3 yes. yes she did.

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….and that’s a wrap :)

[ am i manifesting that cooper and nick act in a romcom or play brothers again? yes. yes i am.]

taglist:

@hockeyboysarehot

@jukeboxsweethearttt

@writtenbyhollywood

[imjustdelusionalok]

yandere dc: meeting camgirl! reader <3 pt. 2

Yuppp, this is the part two of my previous post <33 but this time she'll be meeting the rest of the batboys and kon! (reminder she has met some of them even from before!!)

if you get into the 'terry mcginnis' part and is confused on who he is, watch batman beyond bc hes the new batman and its sooo good and hes underrated <3

Anywho here it isss

BIG warning: this may more or less have the same amount of clownery as the last one so prepare my sweets and also my brain is fried so some parts might not make sense but i tried😔💔 please repost to support me i spent sm timee 😭

tim drake aka 'red robin':

Also one of your most biggest and creepiest faithful fans that you've ever had in your stream!

Hes a frequent donor AND victim to your relentless charms just like jason and dick.

Has met you before you decided to even become a cam girl, as you two both go to the same school AND classes too 🥰 (he may or may have not gotten bruce to manipulate the principal or some higher up into changing classes...)

he's like a lovesick highschool student who developed a crush, but this time more extreme.

While you on the otherhand, saw a weird looking boy staring at you with the most fullest smile you've ever seen. toothy, cheshire grin, and all-- (he ran away almost IMMEDIATELY when you saw him)

(...you also chased after him when he ran 💀 he was shooked, but stops once your hand grabs his shoulder and you ask him who he was)

"You >:D i saw you looking at me, who are you >:)"

...my, he never knew you were this bold... you really need to stop being so cute or your further fueling his delusions i swear--

You shake him. "Ow- okay-- my name's Tim--"

You then smile and drag a stunned but intrigued timothy with you.

...Are you perhaps some social butterfly, darling?...

From that moment on, tim's interest in you increases and a friendship between you and him bloomed! Hes so proud of himself for making the first move even though you did it first...

(Again, dont ask how darling lives in bludhaven, but meets tim and jason whose in gotham 💀 either think of her as having teleportation powers being the reason for the frequent back-and-forths or tim being so obssessed, he moves in bludhaven just to see reader--)

When i said creepy, i said c r e e p y. Even worse than klarion, thaddeus, and even dick who i said before was on another level 😦

Tim is both sweet, nervous, and shy... or at least, is how he shows himself for you.

he must look decent for you or how else would he make you reciprocate his feelings?

He's capable of changing in a blink of an eye so anybody who isn't his beloved, dont test him, okay? <3

He sits in the back with darling in class. In the back. You heard me.

Normally he'd be in the front to be able to see and listen better, but darling is a slacker so--

He sighs, looking at his rushed and poorly written notes. He doesnt even know what the topic is anymore, and it kinda looks like hieroglyphics--

Meanwhile, you on the otherhand, was cooking instant noodles with the others... with a pot AND a stove... D: (he loves you but damn he wants to cry rlly bad on how screwed you two are--)

As for the part where he finds out about your part-time job as a cam girl, this man was seething.

No honey, not at you, but at your parents-- how could they let their beautiful daughter do this?! Do they even care?!-- oh? What was that, darling?... Your parents were gone? i guess that explains it...

proceeds to feel bad for you, and wishes to look after you. But you being you, you remain so hardheaded. Why cant you let him love you?? why cant you quit that stupid job?! >:( (hes a bit hypocritical on this one since he literally donates thus further fueling you to go on)

Sigh... nevertheless, he realizes a bit that he can't persuade someone like you for now, so he donates in your live like the good friend he is...

Yeah, 'good friend'...

In the darkness of his room, he watches with unblinking eyes the way your body moves on his screen. You look so enticing, the way a bit of pink colors your cheeks, how every moan you give were light and breathy... simply fantastic. He sighs.

"Oh baby... what am i going to do with you?... <3"

Yandere rating: 100% on money, 38% for nuisance, 70% for humor (80% as red robin)

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conner kent aka 'superboy':

Ah yes, another top donor and one of your most perverted watchers out there.

Cocky, rebellious, womanizing... doll, you're just another girl for him to use in order to piss off tim since he loves pushing that man's patience so much.

Has probably met you through him too, as this man follows his best friend that has been, in his eyes, acting a bit too strange lately.

And he now knows why. You.

thinks you're absolutely adorable. the way you act out of impulse to the way you speak so brazenly to him, intrigues the kryptonian so much.

Hm, your going to be so much fun to play with <3

But unfortunately, the boy of steel did not know who he was up against.

"...Doll, what did you just say?--" it was 8 at night and he was in his best attire holding a bouquet of flowers. Not just your average red roses, but a well-thought out blend of daffodils, carnations, and tulips. just for you.

But right now, you're breaking his heart.

"Yeah Kon, i love you but no. i'm not dating you. Sorry."

...you don't have the right to say you love him.

"a-and why can't we date?--" he was so confused, these months spent trying to court you, all wasted.

"erm... im not interested, kon. yeah you're hot and you support me and all, but im gonna be honest with you... you're not my type. and plus..."

he feels his heart break even more when you continue.

"...I'm interested in someone. I've known them for so long Kon, and i would hurt them if i get with you."

...

"...sorry." you run away.

things with kon has never felt the same since. he no longer visits tim just to see you, only him. he ignores you too, not even a single glance being spared. but you swear you could feel cold blue eyes watching your figure sometimes...

...and then that happens. you see a message notification from him. conner.

'im sorry if i made things awkward between us. forgive me, doll? :('

your thumb hovered whether or not to answer. you made your decision.

'kay. wanna play dti? :3'

he's so glad you cant see him right now... crying pure tears of joy, and complete relief that you took the bait.

'okay :)'

just because he got rejected by you once that doesnt mean he's immediately gonna back down <33 and about that boy you like, who was it? can't you tell him and he'll give a quick visit to the very lucky guy...

Yandere rating: 100% on money, 49% for nuisance, 80% for humor (95% as superboy)

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damian wayne aka 'robin':

...knows the guy that you like.

he's genuinely angry at you, but mostly at your taste.

seriously, him? why not him instead...

frequently donates money and is also very dedicated in line.

(to save you trouble, most of the batfam is a big fan to you and are often your biggest donors. they wish to stop you from pursuing such a... scandalous, line of work but cant help but further support you the more they give money and get addicted to the content you make 😞💔)

discovered you on accident when a certain someone, *cough* tim, *cough* left their computer on without closing the tabs.

you cannot simply imagine the sheer shock that painted his face during that time, seeing someone, you, getting it on with another guy that seems all too familiar.

...and he cant help but get angry. (you'll all understand soon enough why he and kon hates reader's man and possible bf sm 😭)

meeting you face to face... thats a whole situation. tim immediately regrets bringing damian to see you because this man already went off on how much of a 'hoe', you are.

you can take a lot of things, but this boy rubs you off wrong.

"seriously, drake? your new friend is a prostitute? you drew the line making friends with that kryptonian clone, but this takes the cak--"

*slap.*

...that hurts. damian's hand slowly makes its way up to his cheek, where the red was starting to spring.

he looks at you like you were mad. you are, thanks to him. "...you... you little---"

he was held back by an angry but calmer kon despite being also insulted, whilst tim holds you comfortably.

"hey don't listen to damian over there, alright? :( he's just a bit--"

"I'm speaking facts here!-- hmpfh!" a hand covers his mouth.

"seriously tim, does he ever shut his mouth?" kon says.

he huffs. "no. and that's why i was considering bringing duct tape earlier, Kon."

...okay, maybe his first impression forever got him labelled as a bitch in your eyes, but damian tries to make it up to you in any way he can since he actually finds you decent after getting to know you. (think of those asian parents that after scolding you till you cry, they give you food but instead money in damian's version)

"...ahem."

no response.

"...AHEM."

you finally look up at him, and a bag was thrown straight at your face. "you stupid ass-- wait a minute." you look inside the bag and it was filled with... money.

you look up at damian, only to see his figure quickly dashing off and hide behind a wall where he would secretly try and take a peek for your reaction. you smile and give a thumbs up.

"...you aren't that bad, but try shutting your mouth most of the time, okay? :3 <3"

...the green in his eyes glinted... and he scoffs. typical damian wayne.

"...sure, prozzy-- HEY STOP CRYING--"

fierce but protective. rude but caring. that is what damian is towards you.

and that is how he'll always be as long as that man is around...

"i'll be with you. and i shall do everything in my power to ensure you do not end up with him!--" too late.

Yandere rating: 100% on money, 25% for nuisance, 78% for humor (89% as robin)

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terry mcginnis aka 'batman beyond':

...is the man that kon, damian, and the others have beef with.

how he's part of the main timeline in this is that all of the events before batman beyond happens earlier. (i also tweaked a few things in canon here so dont mind me)

terry's dad died before the entire 'Powers' situation, leading to Terry living with his mom earlier.

...terry also suffers from something.

at a young age, terry cannot feel any sort of emotions. remorse, empathy, such things were removed from him. he could only feel empty, comparable to having a large gaping hole inside his chest instead of a beating heart.

the boy ponders why he was cursed with such a thing, and why he could only feel pity and sadness. just a little.

...he thought he was unsavable. until--

his eyes lands on you, the girl who was playing on the playground's swing. (note: darling used to live in gotham as a kid)

...he gulps. pretty...

"you there, what's your name?" you asked. always the first one to make a move...

...and you sound nice.

"hm? well? :3"

...he decided to speak. "...terry. i'm terry... you?..."

you smile. "they call me (name), pretty right?" he could only nod. yes, it was very pretty...

i think everybody could guess how things go from then on.

he meets you, grows up with you, falls in love with you, and in the end lives happily with you... if only it weren't for his tendency to maim just about anyone who gets near you.

he's a dog, honey. but he's your rabid, vicious dog.

by the time he grows up, he's learned how to hide what he truly is from you, and the terry that we all come to know and love is now here.

charming, witty, humorous... terry mcginnis is nothing but an amorous boy for you... and you love it. (u match his freak sm)

in his eyes, you two are together <3 and its not even a lie you two are but you're too much in denial since you firmly believe he deserves better :( (tho thoughts like that dissapear when he and you yk ;))

absolutely hates it when you spend time with anyone, especially with his adopted siblings. dick, jason, tim, and damian? fuck no. (if you read the batman beyond comics, those two despise each other--)

...so expect those two to be at each other's necks.

and about the cam girl part, yup, this man knows. and like tim, he tries to persuade you to stop. you're a complicated person, he knows. either for money or fun, you do crazy shit like this every time... but this one's really serious.

"...look at me." you obey, eyes staring back at ocean blue ones. terry's eyes were always so pretty...

"...hehe, pretty eyed as ever, mcginnis..." and he can't help but smile slightly at your words.

"..." damn you, really. his soft spot for you is huge, and 99% of the time, you get off the hook easily.

in the end, he might have allowed you to do this... 'artist' stuff, but on one condition:

he gets to f*ck you on some parts.

you blink, cheeks starting to redden. "...what--" and just like that, your fate is sealed <3

...currently, you were on Live. the rest of your boy toys watched with envious yet very heated gazes as your pussy was getting demolished by his dick. the close up shots were so unnecessary, the way he roughly pummels into you was so--

'$10000 from GR4YS0N_68'

'GR4YS0N_68: ugh yea terry ruin that little bitches cunt'

terry grins, feeling you getting closer. the position you and him were in was perfect, babe... perfect for a pic.

his strong hand gently but firmly grabs your jaw, making you face the camera.

he whispers to you so closely."smile for the camera, sweetie."

you oblige, a broken smile on your lips. the stream abruptly ends.

no need for the public to know what you both are doing in private anymore...

Yandere rating: 100% on money, 0.0001% for nuisance, 90% for humor (100% as batman beyond)

(finally its finished 🤕 i have so many unfinished works huhu....)

(update: ill also try editing this too <3)

[pup-pee]

I LVOE I LOVE I LVOE I LOVE I LOVE OMGOMGOWMGKLDS LGJYTMS I TYU TYSMMMM!!!!!! FKLAHSKJFHAKJFHW AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AKLSHFKJAHFKJAHGWKLJFWH

First official post for the new blog, starting strong with a Wally and an au version of Wally lol the au belongs to Jay @pup-pee he showed me this au and like,,,,, stares,,,, got obsessed too like fdssbfjdhfjsdk Nirvana au my beloved

also kyle and him fighting for the same damn spot, but it a good one lol

[voxslays]

okay so I have an idea for a fic-

so basically reader is Charlie’s mom (Lillith exists but is like Charlie’s aunt or a family friend or sm). Anyways, the reader has Charlie and one of the angel shows up a short while later. Yeah, the angels are pretty pissed that Lucifer and reader had a child—because they don’t wan’t them to feel anything but negative emotions for the rest of eternity—and decided to punish them (more specifically Lucifer bc they hate him more) in fear that they would rise up against the heavens.

The catch is, instead of killing both you and Charlie on the spot or locking you away, they put a curse on the reader (could be any curse, but I’m thinking a sleeping curse or sm), however, (and fortunately) the curse doesn’t really affect you yet. The angels are like “haahahaha lucifer we are taking away the love of ur life hahahahaha.” But way more regal and annoying—Lucifer gets pretty protective over the reader and starts to get a little depressed. I mean he is gonna loose his wife after all! Thanks a lot heaven.

Also, if it does go the sleeping beauty route—idk if the reader would prick her finger on a spinning wheel, or how that would even work, bc let’s be honest, Lucifer would use his powers to completely destroy every spinning wheel in existence just to save his loved ones lives—the reader could be in a trance-like state and touch the spinning wheel unknowingly???

But one day the curse takes over your body, and you just fall asleep (like sleeping beauty 😝) and Lucifer can’t wake you. So that’s what causes his depression and isolation from hell. Fast forward to seven years later, you are still asleep—in some glass case somewhere (in the castle) for extra pizzazz—and Lucifer visits you, and it’s like super angsty. You may be asleep, but Lucifer makes sure there are imp or hellhound guards outside the room your asleep in 24/7.

Another fairytale kinda route is Snow White. Maybe one of the angels transforms into a Luci look-alike and gives the reader the apple, and she would take it because she obviously trusts her husband. And what kind of fruit is Lucifer associated with? Apples. She probably views it as a sentimental gift of some sort—well jokes on you, it’s poisoned. Like the sleeping beauty route, I think Lucifer would be trying desperately to find a cure to the poison—and maybe avoid apples??? Again, idk.

Also Charlie doesn’t know what happened to her mother, she just thinks you disappeared randomly one day, because Lucifer couldn’t bring himself to tell her, although when they reconnect in dad beat dad he would probably tell her then, also Charlie is 100% more stressed—not only trying to help redeem sinners—but to find a cure for her mom. After the season one battle, Lucifer (with the help of the hotel residents after they find out about the curse) to wake you.

HOWEVER, the angels that cursed you—who may or may not have been Adam and Sera (or maybe god?? Or micheal?? I haven’t thought that far ahead yet)—try to stop them. Maybe when the reader wakes up they don’t even remember they have a family…and for a dramatic turn, they fall in love with…ALASTOR!?? DUN DUN DUN?? Our poor boy Luci is super upset and tries to get the reader to fall in love with him again, which might take some time.

Overall, it’s super angsty but has a happy ending…eventually. Dw, I would NEVER write a story with an angsty ending. It would make me cry. However, I have seen a couple other Hazbin stories include alternate endings—which I could totally do if you guys were up for that. Anyways...

Sorry if this is too wordy, I wanted to get all my ideas onto this post and wasn’t sure the best way to format it. But oh well.

[djmaliksmix]

heyyyyyyyy, i would love to do a writing request about paul mescal x wife reader, paul and the reader have already had 4 children, but this last one was born about 3 months ago (it really doesn't matter to me), and the reader feels very insecure about her postpartum body, since maybe she has a little more fat in her stomach, legs, hips, etc,. She also feels very insecure about having her breasts much bigger and saggy, and she also has stretch marks all over her body. and paul makes her feel better, like saying "that she should feel proud since she gave him 4 beautiful babies” or idk🥺

OMGGG THIS IS SUCH A GOOD IDEA!! YES I CAN DEFINITELY DO THIS :) TYSM FOR THE SUGGESTION 😁

Paul Mescal x female!reader (postpartum)

warnings: fluff, crying, lots of reassurance LMFAO, and one curse word

A/n: Hey everyone!! I just wanted to first thank you guys for the notes on my last fic! Ily all sm and Im so grateful you guys liked the fic 😽 ! Anyways I wanted to write this fic bc it was quick and I’m still planning out my 2nd chapter for “where the light enters” but it will come soon I promise!! :) anyways hope you guys enjoy this quick Paul fic 😁

The soft hum of the baby monitor was a constant backdrop as you stood in front of the full-body mirror. The warm glow of the bedside lamp lit up the room, projecting a golden hue on the walls. It was finally quiet, a rare moment of stillness after another chaotic day.

The house had fallen into a calm hush, with your older children, Luca and Kai tucked in after a whirlwind evening of wrestling matches that left them both in fits of giggles, and Diana, your spirited three-year-old, snug under her blankets after insisting on yet another bedtime story.

Then there was Laila, your sweet three-month-old. She’d only just settled after separate hours of breast feeding and fussing, her tiny body finally relaxing in her crib.

With everyone asleep, the house should have felt like a haven of peace. Yet here you were, staring at your reflection, feeling everything but tranquil.

Your eyes roamed over the unfamiliar curves of your body. Your stomach was softer than before, a rounded reminder of Laila’s recent presence in your stomach. Your hips had widened, your thighs were fuller, and even your arms seemed different—softer, less toned. You ran your hands over the fabric of your loose shirt, tugging at the hem as though pulling it further down could hide the parts of yourself you weren’t ready to face.

You didn’t hear Paul enter the room until his voice broke the silence, warm and familiar.

“Hello love.” He said voice soft, and closed the door behind him gently.

You were startled slightly and glanced over your shoulder, forcing a small smile. “Hey” you replied quickly, smiling.

Paul frowned, his sharp blue eyes scanning your face as he walked toward you. He’d just finished his nightly routine of checking on the kids—making sure Luca wasn’t still messing through his toys and making noise, that Kai had used the restroom before bed, and helping Diana check“the monsters under the bed” so she could sleep peacefully and not climb into their bed at 2 in the morning. But now, his focus was entirely on you.

“What are you thinking about?” he asked gently, his brows furrowing.

You hesitated, unsure if you wanted to voice the thoughts swirling in your mind. “It’s silly,” you said finally, turning back toward the mirror and crossing your arms over your chest.

Paul stepped closer, standing just behind you. His hands found your shoulders, warm and steady. “If it’s bothering you, it’s not silly. Talk to me.”

Your eyes dropped to the floor, your voice barely above a whisper. “I don’t feel like myself anymore.” You said sitting on the bed.

His brow furrowed deeper, concern etched into every line of his face. “What do you mean?”

You gestured toward your body, unable to meet his gaze. “This. My body. It’s changed so much since Laila. I don’t recognize it anymore. My stomach, my hips, my legs—everything feels…different. Wrong.” Your voice cracked, and you swallowed hard. “I know I just had a baby, but…I feel like I’ve lost the person I used to be.”

“Physically and mentally”

“I feel unlovable and lonely Paul.” You sighed, not looking at him at first, just looking at the ground.

You knew if you looked into his eyes you would burst into tears.

Paul didn’t say anything right away, and the silence felt heavy. When you finally glanced up at him, his expression was unreadable. Then, with a tenderness that made your chest ache, he cupped your face in his hands.

“Y/N,” he said quietly, his voice thick with emotion. “First of all, there’s nothing on this earth, even in this universe, that I adore more than you.”

“You are the reason I am who I am. We were made for each other.”

You smiled faintly, your eye bags lessening as the corners of your mouth went up.

You frowned again as you stared at the wall.

Frankly, you were depressed.

You shook your head, blinking back tears. “Paul—”

“No, listen to me,” he interrupted gently. “This body of yours has carried and brought four incredible children into the world. Four. It’s been through so much—so much love, so much strength. How can you not see how amazing that is?”

Tears welled in your eyes, threatening to spill over. “I know that logically. I do. But when I look at myself, all I see are the flaws. The things that aren’t the same.”

Paul’s jaw tightened, and his thumbs brushed away the tears that escaped down your cheeks. “Then let me tell you what I see,” he said, his voice steady but fierce. “I see the woman who’s been my partner through everything. The woman who makes Kai feel proud when he shows her his art, who teaches Luca to find wonder in the smallest things, and who turns Diana’s tantrums into laughter. The woman who stays up all night feeding Laila, even when she’s completely exhausted. The woman who loves her family so much it shows in every part of her being.”

A soft laugh escaped you, shaky but genuine. “You’re just saying that.”

“You’re a good fucking actor.” You said chuckling, tying in all of this to his job.

Paul shook his head, a small smile tugging at his lips. “I mean every word, love. You are so much more than you give yourself credit for. You’re beautiful. You’re strong. And I’ll remind you of that every single day if I have to.”

Laila’s soft cries escaped through the baby monitor, breaking the moment. Paul glanced toward it, then back at you.

“You stay here,” he said, pressing a lingering kiss to your lips. “I’ll get her.”

Before you could protest, he was already out the door, leaving you standing there, your chest a little lighter and your heart somewhat fuller.

You stood up and turned back to the mirror, looking at your reflection with new eyes. The changes were still there—the curves, the softness—but this time, you didn’t feel the same weight of insecurity, but felt it all at the same time.

From the baby monitor, Paul’s soothing voice filtered through. “Oh, Laila, did you miss Daddy? What’s the matter, little one?”

You smiled at the sound of his voice, soft and meaningful. Wanting nothing but peace and love for his new baby girl that he loved with all of his heart.

Paul’s footsteps were slow and steady as he made his way down the hallway. The door creaked softly as he returned. When he finally stepped back into your bedroom, he paused for a moment, his eyes finding you standing up, putting clothes away, but still looking sad.

Laila’s cries had quieted, and the house was peaceful again, but the weight of your earlier conversation lingered between the two of you, unspoken.

Paul smiled softly as he approached, his hands finding yours, his touch warm and comforting. “She’s finally settled,” he said quietly, his thumb brushing across the back of your hand. “I think she just wanted a little extra snuggle tonight.”

You nodded, a soft smile tugging at the corners of your lips, but you didn’t meet his gaze right away. Instead, your attention was drawn back to your reflection in the mirror in front of you. You still couldn’t shake the feeling that you had lost something within yourself—that your body, the one that had carried your four children, had somehow become foreign to you.

Paul, sensing your unease, stepped closer, his hand gently cupping your chin, lifting it so you could look at him. His eyes, full of love and understanding, locked with yours, and you saw the tenderness that had always been there. The tenderness that you had come to rely on through every change, every challenge.

“You know I see you, right?” he asked softly, his voice low and full of emotion.

You blinked, surprised by his words. “What do you mean?”

“I see you,” he repeated, stepping even closer, his presence radiating warmth. “Not just the way you look. I see you for everything you are—everything you’ve been to me, to Luca, Kai, Diana, and Laila. You’re more than just a body. You’re a soul. I’ll never stop seeing that.”

You felt the weight of his words settle deep into your chest. His love was unwavering, always. And even in your most vulnerable moments, he had a way of reminding you just how much you were worth.

He stepped back for a moment, giving you space, but his hand didn’t leave yours. He tugged gently, pulling you toward the bed. “Come lay with me,” he said, his voice soft and inviting. “I’m not going anywhere. We’ll figure this out together.”

You nodded, getting in on your side of the bed. Once you were laid down, Paul took off his shirt and was just in sweats. He laid beside you, his arm wrapping around your shoulders, pulling you closer into his side. The warmth of his embrace comforted you, a silent promise that no matter what, you weren’t alone in this.

“I know things are changing,” he said after a beat, his fingers gently brushing through your hair. “But change isn’t a bad thing. It’s a new chapter. One where we continue to build something beautiful, something bigger than ourselves.”

The silence that followed was comfortable, a peaceful lull that wrapped itself around you both.

You leaned into him, feeling the steady beat of his heart against your own, and for the first time in a while, you allowed yourself to believe his words. You let yourself trust that the love you shared with him was enough to see you through the changes, enough to remind you of the strength you carried within.

With a soft sigh, you closed your eyes, feeling the exhaustion of the day settle over you. Paul’s hand gently rubbed your back as you let your mind quiet. Your body on his bare chest. In that moment, you felt the peace that had been missing—a peace that came from the knowledge that you were loved, exactly as you were.

“I love you, Y/N,” Paul whispered, his lips pressing softly against your temple.

“I love you too,” you whispered back, your voice soft but steady. And for the first time in a long while, you believed it—every word, every emotion, every piece of the love you shared.

In the silence of the night, with the sound of your children breathing softly in their rooms and Paul’s arms wrapped around you, you finally allowed yourself to rest. You were enough. And in his eyes, you definitely always would be.

a/n: I hope you guys loved it! Next time (after the Lu cius series ofc) I think I should write one shots of Paul and his gf (y/n) doing activities and doing couple stuff! I think that would be adorable!! But anyways chapter 2 of “where the light enters” will be coming soon! Ty for the support ! Im so grateful. 🙂🤍

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fluff alphabet ౨ৎ leon s kennedy x gn!reader

𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄 || working on sm leon fanfics at once ! i made this in like 20 minutes so it prolly sucks but idc!! nsfw alphabet coming soon :3

𝐁𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃 || fluff (obvi), not proofread or read by betas

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 || deinking mentioned, none

𝐗𝐎𝐗𝐎 || leon s kennedy mlist 🎀 @starzu

Activities - What do they like to do with their s/o? How do they spend their free time with them?

leon really loves just kicking back and relaxing with his s/o. after soo many life-threatening missions, he just wants to kick back on the sofa with his s/o in his arms and binge watch some tv. however, he also really loves taking they all the places they want to visit, whether it's a concert or a museum

Beauty - What do they admire about their s/o? What do they think is beautiful about them?

everything, literally finds every inch of his s/o perfect and beautiful. but, he really loves their hands, especially if they are soft and smaller because it's the opposite of his hands that are rough from so much fighting and training. also finds their eyes beautiful, will literally hold contact for hours if he could

Comfort - How would they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack etc.?

refer back to re4r how leon comforted ashley. he's really good at comforting you and will do anything to help cheer you up. 2 am emotional binge sesh? he's driving to the shoppe and buying you ice cream and frost and drizzle or syrup and sprinkles and brownie bits and cookies and and potato chips and and cheeseburgers and fries and tater tots and cheese and everything (i'm on a rlly strict diet so this is deadass just me listing foods i want rn) 5 pm cry sesh? he already has the tissues, blankets, stuffies and tear-jerking movies ready

Dreams - How do they picture their future with their s/o?

in 1998, leon would dream about having a totally normal relationship with you. big suburban house, a couple kids. but after the raccoon city, he kind of changed his dreams. he still craves the normal, domestic life, but now he kinda envisions it as just you and him. not that he doesn't want kids, he just doesn't want them to be in such a dangerous world

Equal - Are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive?

i think he'd be more dominant in relationships when it comes to most things. not dominant in a weird, controlling way. but he would want his s/o to come to him before making any big decisions simply bc he probably brings home the bacon with his government paycheck. but other than financially, he's pretty passive, he really doesn't care what you do as long as you don't do like porn or like cheat

Fight - Would they be easy to forgive their s/o? How are they fighting?

depends honestly; most fights he will forgive you, but sometimes he really holds it against you and just shuts you out for a while before resuming as if nothing happened. however, when he snaps and lets words he doesn't mean to get out, he will apologize so much. even if you forgive him, he doesn't believe it and will buy you everything

Gratitude - How grateful are they in general? Are they aware of what their s/o is doing for them?

very grateful! in 1998-2013 and after vendetta specifically. he realizes that you help keep him happy pretty fast. if you're in raccoon city with him then he probably felt a lot better and more confident. (def not bc he wanted to show off in front of his partner!!) in 2004 he is soo grateful you were willing to stay with him even with the job he ended up with and with all the training he had to get. in vendetta i think that's when he might seem ungrateful cuz of his drinking.... but yeah after all that he's back to normal

Honesty - Do they have secrets they hide from their s/o? Or do they share everything?

a lot of secrets :(

mainly about work though, cuz unless you're an agent he literally cannot legally get into the details with you. he keeps secrets abt his drinking too, like you know he drinks but you don't know how much he drinks.

Inspiration - Did their s/o change them somehow, or the other way around? Like trying out new things or helped them overcome personal problems?

yes! he became more confident in himself because like being in a relationship makes him feel like somebody wants him, so he gains sm self confidence and actually wants to be stronger so he can return home from missions !

Jealousy - Do they get jealous easily? How do they deal with it?

i think he gets jealous pretty easily. he will get a bit jealous if a person look at you twice, or somebody flirts. but part of him thinks you deserve somebody better so he doesn't ever tell you about his jealousy, you gotta hring it up first

Kiss - Are they a good kisser? What was the first kiss like?

a very good kisser!! every single kiss is filled w sm love and affection and passion <3 mainly bc he doesn't really know when it will be the last kiss :(

first kiss was really special even though it was spontaneous. it was in the late hours of the night, the whole apartment dark except for the tv light. and you were slow dancing to some random song when suddenly the mood felt right and he kisses you MANSBSHH (this is based on my first kiss with my ex ....)

Love Confession - How would they confess to their s/o?

he doesn't really confess first, he drops subtle hints that he has feelings for you and just gopes you catch onto his words

Marriage - Do they want to get married? How do they propose? What would the marriage be like?

yes, going back to dream. he thinks about marriage all the time, he likes the idea of having a cute lil spouse to come home too after grueling missions

he proposes totally out of nowhere. he originally had a plan, he was going to take you on a romantic vacation before proposing to you while there. but he chickened out last second, so after several other attempts (that he backed out of last minute) he finally had enough. and then one morning he got down on one knee after buying you a ton of donuts

marriage is really good. he's such husband material. overprotective but not too overprotective. possessive but not too possessive. you know what i'm saying?

Nicknames - What do they call their s/o?

sticks to the classics most of the time: babe, baby, love, sweetheart, etc etc. lots of italian pet names

however when he's sweet he really branches out: sweet girl/boy, lovie, lovebug, cuddlebug, pretty

On Cloud Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?

oh my gosh, this man is so lovey-dovey. literally heart eyes for you. but he forces himself to stay serious even thought other people easily know he's all your's. he doesn't talk much when it's just you and him, preferring to just sit silently across from you and listen to you. and that's what makes it obvious to others since normally he doesn't pay attention and always says his dad jokes or says something stupid

he expresses his feelings by like... yeah.... not being annoying i guess

PDA - Are they upfront about their relationship? Do they brag with their s/o in front of others? Or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?

hmm, he doesn't really like pda due to his job. he knows he has enemies who are after him, but most don't really know about you since they don't really look into that. however, when he's off work, he'll take you into cities and his hand in always on you, whether he's holding your hand, or his hand is planted on your hip/waist. just makes him feel better

he brags about you to all of his friends. chris hears about it nonstop while leon is drunk (and he sobs after bc the redfield bloodline.) "sure that looks nice on them but you know who would look better in it? my s/o." "oh, my s/o has that same necklace, i bought it for them in paris." (😭)

he doesn't really care after the missions. esp if he got close to death, he is all over you the second he sees you. he doesn't care who is watching or who sees, he is literally holding you as if you were dying

Quirk - Some random ability they have that’s beneficial in a relationship.

he knows whenever you are upset. doesn't even need to hear you speak. literally can just tell from your footsteps or your posture

also, he's really quiet so when you are having your moments he's able to sneak around withhout setting you off (please i get so annoyed when people are loud when i'm mad)

Romance - How romantic are they? What would they do to make their s/o happy? Cliché or rather creative?

yes

he will do everything to make his s/o happy

Support - Are they helping their s/o achieve their goals? Do they believe in them?

it really depends on your goals. if your goal is to become famous on onlyfans (aimed) then he probably wouldn't really help cuz well why would he?

he believes in you to an extent, he's brutally honest sometimes so... yeah... if you're dumb he will tell you that you're dumb (in a nice way) but he tries his best to support you 💀

Thrill - Do they need to try out new things to spice out your relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?

there's no such thing as routine with this man other than his exercise routine 

Understanding - How good do they know their partner? Are they empathetic?

he knows you better than you do. this man literally buys whatever you're craving like a week before you even ask fo it. he knows exactly what album or movie or video game you're going to beg him to buy so he already got you it

Value - How important is the relationship to them? What is it’s worth in comparison to other things in their life?

literally his top pirority. it goes you, his friends, him. he always puts you ahead of himself in everything and values your life sm more than his own :(

Wild Card - A random Fluff Headcanon.

everytime he returns from his missions, he always comes home with your favorite snack and an expensive bouquet of your favorite flowers (if you get the expensive bouquet reference jtm)

XOXO - Are they very affectionate? Do they love to kiss and cuddle?

yes, he is so touch starved and can cuddle all day if you let him. he kisses you a lot as well

Yearning - How will they cope when they’re missing their partner?

he always carries a little polaroid of you snd him cuddles together on the sofa (taken before 1998 for draamtic effect) and just looks at it for a little bit

he also bought a small bottle of your fav purfume/fragrance and always takes it with him on missions, aweet boy :)

Zeal - Are they willing to go to great lenghts for the relationship? If so, what kind of?

this man would literally take a bullet for you !! A BULLET !!

reblogs appreciated always ♡

i'm making a ghost ver of this as well since i love him sm !! :))