#crushmate

[ukininayu]

I WANNA BE YOUR BOYFIREND! —INO TAKUMA

SYNOPSIS. poor Ino, having to deal with the most blind and oblivious crush... Maybe think abiut getting your eyes n heart checked...

CONTENT. NB!reader. (sorry if it sounds closer to f!) Childhood friends to lovers. Cheesy. Got the photographer! Ino idea from @colonelarr0w ! I asked the anon question on may 4.. Wowzers

WC. 2222! That's so kewl! Ah! Finally reached 2k words and I'm stopping cause this has been in my drafts for too long and I can't seem to add any more words. A/N. Oh boy. I wanted to use his first name (takuma/) but I'm too tired to edit. So I just added tags and posted it.

Ino Takuma was and is your bestest friend.

And you were the person Ino Takuma was hopelessly in love with.

meeting him when you were six and was picked on by a group of boys calling you names. Poor you couldn't do anything but to sniff and feel the tears pooling in your eyes.

2003.

you remember when he rushed to help you, his two small hands occupied with a handful of pebbles, and with those pebbles he threw them as hard as a six year old could, aimed right at the back of the mean group of kids who were tormenting you.

you remember the shocked looked plastered on their faces before screeching and running away from the playground and back to their non-existant parents, too frightened to look back.

you remember your now-best friend walking up to you, acting as cool as he can while he helps you stand up, adding in an " 'r you okay?".

He remembers when you held his hand and asked for him to help you stand up. when you did, you rubbed the tears pricking on your eyes off with your forearm, and with your free arm, you used it to hug him. thanking him while suppressing your hiccups.

He remembers cheekily smiling as his pretty crushmate thanks him like he was their knight in shining armour.

He remembers offering ice cream while pointing at a nearby ice cream stand in order to cheer you up, as his mind believed, "ice cream would solve all problems!" even exclaiming it to you.

He remembers the way your eyes lit up when he did what he did and you nodded in agreement to all of them.

He remembers holding hands with you as you guys walk to the stand to buy twin pops, opening the popsicle and letting you pick what side you want first.

He remembers the two of you counting from one to three before pulling the side of your popsicles towards yourselves. unfortunately for you, your popsicle broke and you had the smaller side.

He remembers offering to switch popsicle sticks instead, sticking the hand holding the bigger popsicle out for you to get.

he remembers when you nodded happily, taking the offered popsicle and giving the smaller one to him, which he accepts as happily.

He remembers the two of you, holding hands once more, walking back to the playground and resting on the playground stairs, starting up a random conversation, exchanging names, then quickly changing topics every two minutes or so.

(he remembers starting a war with you the next day, the enemies being the said bullies.)

He smiles, in his own world— no, in the shared world you and him made, talking about the past with you was always the best.

You sigh and sit up, leaning on his bed's headboard, your eyes darting around his soft bed you both were laying on in search for the remote, but your eyes seem to scan around his room. oops. "enough talking, we should continue watchi— hey!" you shout a little too loudly and ino looks at you with a raised brow.

"what is it?" he calls your name when you don't answer. After another call of your name and you still don't, he decides to look at where you were looking at. and behold, it was his first camera. it was weirdly placed in the front and center of all his other cameras, placed so that it would be the center of attention.) that was placed on his wall shelf.

2007.

It was finally his birthday! he could barely get himself to sleep the night before, too excited for the upcoming event. but in honesty, he was excited on what you would do with him to celebrate! maybe have a food fight? go to the arcade? he doesn't care, as long as you were celebrating with him!

He rushes down the stairs and loudly pushes the door open to run to your meet up spot with him. the playground stairs, the one off-placed stairs that was hidden below the big green slide.

And there you were, sitting on the stairs, holding something behind your back, when you saw him, you waved at him, shouting for him to come quick.

"Happy Birthday, Takuma!" you excitedly clap, but his attention isn't really on you. "Whatcha hidin'?" he asks, not bothering to hide his excited expression. "oh! nothing!" you respond with the same look on your face, only more cruel. "C'mon! Is that a gift? maybe a gift for… you know, somebody's birthday?"

you nod your head up and down before grabbing the gift from your back and placing it on your lap. "I was planning to give this to you a little later, but you can open it now, if you want!" you give the signal for him to get the nicely wrapped gift.

In a flash, Ino sits next to you and grabs the gift, placing it on his lap. "I wrapped it for you! so you better not tear it apart." you warn when his hands start to open the gift. he only scoffs and continues opening the ribbon first. "Of course, madam. i'd never!" he jokes, though true.

After he opens the gift, he exhales out a "woah..". "do you like it, takuma?" you nervously ask as he now holds the small camera you saved up for him.

When he finishes admiring the camera, he wraps one arm around you. "I love it! I promise I'll always take pictures of you using this!"

"You still have this camera?!" all of the sudden you were jumping to reach the old camera. "Surprising how you still remember." Ino thinks aloud before walking over and getting the camera for you.

When he hands it to you, you take it in your hands. "Does it still work?" you ask, your finger hovering over the button that turns on the digital camera, and he only nods.

For an old camera, it barely took any time to load. You stop when it does, clueless. and he realizes that. "need a little help?" you hum, "..How do I see the gallery?"

after he tells you and you figure it out, you run back to his bed to sit and he follows before sitting beside you.

Starting from the first ever photo the camera took, you couldn't help but smile in nostalgia. and your smile infecting him.

The pictures dated from when it was his tenth birthday till the first year of senior high school. one by one you and him skim over the hundred photos.

Majority of the saved pictures were you, it seemed like Ino had a liking in taking stolen pictures of you, too. Whether you were going down the green slide or studying for senior exams.

You notice there were barely any pictures of him saved in the gallery. The few images that you found of him was when he was with you. You either taking the picture yourself and pulling him in the cameras view, or the secretly taken photos you had managed to take of him when he didn't catch you.

He really did take his old promise to heart.

While he and you enjoyed the feeling of thinking about the memories you had made together, the sudden ringing of your phone alarm disrupted you both.

"Ah, shit.. Completely forgot about that." You murmur. You reach for your phone and turn the alarm off as you stand up and take you bag, slinging it over your shoulder.

"Oh? Where 'r you going?" He asks out of curiosity, "sorry, that's a secret!.. Well, sorry Ino. I got to go, I swear we'll finish our movie marathon tomorr ow!" He only nods, and you rush out of his apartment, shouting a "bye!" Out the way.

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Ino was no idiot. He knew you were going back to your oh-so lucky partner. The alarm was probably a reminder for an upcoming date.

Talking about your partner..

when your relationship with your significant other went public back in your second year of senior high, you dropped the largest bombshell on everybody you knew or knew you.

on him.

If it wasn't crystal clear, Ino was sooo in love with you… it started from a "crushmate" years ago and is still going on as "one and only". heck, everybody knew! it was that crystal clear!

but you, sweet you, was sooo blind! sooo oblivious it even hurt for everyone to watch!

he blames it on himself somebody else confessed to you and took your heart away from his. maybe he didn't show what he felt for you enough. As much as he loved to talk the truth, he was petrified of telling you what he feels, petrified you'd reject him— possibly leave him, even. he knows you would never do that, but the thought that you might makes it that he doesn't want to take his chance.

This doesn't mean he didn't actually show his love to you, he did! he showed his love to you like a photographer would. If there was something people knew, photographers wouldn't waste their effort and time on taking pictures for somebody just for nothing! even if said person was a close friend or family member. but he, he gave his effort and time into taking pictures of you! he even has three cameras devoted to you!

He knows he should've stopped loving you after you were now taken, he knows he should drop the "best friend" title, as as people say, "your lover is your best friend.", that the fact you had a best friend and a partner sounded weird.. he knows he should have tried to kill his feelings off, but he couldn't. he just can't. after all, he was hopelessly in love with you, and when you're hopelessly in love with someone, said someone was the only one you would care about.

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What Ino expected the next morning when he had just walked out of his bathroom after a morning shower was the continuation of your's and his movie marathon, like you had swore. He definitely did not expect for you to call him, and when he heard your cracked voice silently asking— almost sounding like a plead— if he could come over, he was already going as fast as he could put on clothes while asking you to wait. his mind could only hope to believe thee sound of your voice was due to his or your's phone speaker.

After ten minutes, you hear a knock on your door. so you open your phone and message Ino to "come in, the door is open." the mental exhaustion infecting your body too much so that you don't have the energy to get up from sitting on your living room couch.

You hear him call your name. And there he was, concern clear on his face, his hand holding a plastic bag filled with your favorite snacks. "M' sorry for being late… jus' wanted to buy you a little somethi—oh." before you know it, he was sitting beside you.

When he asked what was wrong, you tried, really tried to tell him the story of it, but with the side effect of your cries, your throat would close, and when it didn't, it stung when you talked. Your best friend noticed and instead told you to tell him after you calmed down, but you 'calming down' didn't seem close. Even when you tried to stop the flowing tears, it was like a broken faucet that wouldn't close.

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twirling around your full-body mirror, you smile in confidence as you managed to dress and doll yourself up in just an hour, it was one of your biggest accomplishments, really. now all you had to do was to go to their apartment to meet up and go to the date they made for the both of you!

You walk out of your apartment and lock the door. the thought of you and your lover finally on a date after months made you happily walk like red riding hood to the elevator with the happiest aura people could feel and see. it was probably infectious, too.

Walking in the secluded park where your partner had texted you to go to, you were met with surprise when you saw them sitting on a patterned picnic blanket. with somebody else.

You call their name out with a wavering voice.

your "lover" looks behind when they hear their name, and to their own surprise their eyes meet yours. when they quickly stand up, the person besides them look to where they were looking at.

The stranger's face expression changes when your partner shouts out a pet name to call you and now said stranger was the one to shout, pulling and turning your partner to face them before spouting out curses.

you hear your partner exclaim they had texted the wrong number and "It must've had sent it to the both of you!" before everything blurs out.

you were thankful they were fighting instead of looking at you because you ran. you ran as fast as you possibly could, your mind panicking, only thinking of getting back to your apartment as soon as possible. too ashamed to let anyone see you in whatever state you were in.

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This was the note I put in.. I was stressinh

Not proof read

[tadssstrange]

I love word "mate" for some reason, so I thought why not use it more

here a list of ideas with more word "mate"

★Crushmate (when your crush is also your mate)

★Girlmate (when your girlfriend is also your mate/bro)

★Boymate (when your boyfriend is also your mate/bestie)

★Matefriend (when your partner is also your mate/friend or just genderneutral version of girlmate/boymate)

★Dadmate

★Mummate

★Sismate

★Bromate

★Fammate (Familly + mate - universal and genderneutral version for all from the familly list versions)

★Palmate

★Budmate

★Chummate

List will be edited with other ideas

[badongersxz]

04/23

Happy Birthday Crushmate!! HAHAHA ❤️

[euesworld]

"When two people have a crush on each other but don't know, that would be crushmates.."

If they do find out and get together, well they could be soulmates.. you never know - eUë

[aeriaan]

nakakatuwa naman yung mga elementary classmates ko sa muntinlupa, nagget together silaaaa; grade 4-5 ko lang sila kaklase. tapos dito na ako sa lipa nakatira, bigla naman akong nakasali sa gc nila dati pa hindi ko sure kung narerecognize ba nila ako or what since may nag add sa akin at nagmessage na "crushmate paaccept" hahahaha lmao

[maddox026]

"Good day. My name is Michael and I'll be your attendant today. Here is our menu and I'll be back after five minutes to get your order ma'am. We'll be serving your water in a while."

"Got it. Thank you Michael."

"You're welcome ma'am and thank you too."

Your eyes started scanning the menu card handed over to you by the waiter. This is the new Italian restaurant the two women at the washroom were talking about a while ago. Not really intending to eavesdrop, you overheard their conversation when you dropped by for a bladder break before the movie started. Both seemed to be on their early 30's reminding you of your own set of girl friends. The taller one of the two was telling the other one about her experience on the restaurant in that building which just opened two weeks ago.

"Imagine how shocked I was after seeing them there. I haven't had my usual coffee dose yet but my heart was palpitating already. Good thing I was done eating by the time they arrived or else I wouldn't have probably finished my meal. Awkward." 

"How was it? Did you guys had a little chitchat or did you just nod at each other? Did his partner smiled at you???" The shorter woman asked curiously while lathering her hands with the cucumber scented soap.

"I think he saw my eyes widen but I manage to do a quick smile both to him and to his, girlfriend or wife maybe before I went out. Sis, don't get me wrong. I've moved on and all but I think there will always be that slight feeling of awkwardness whenever you ran to your long time ex-boyfriend." As if wanting to put extra emphasis on her last statement, the woman responded while rolling her eyeballs.

“Ex-fiancee, sis. Hahaha! How was the food? I hope it was worth the run-in encounter with your past flame somehow.”

“Well in fairness the food was great. I read a review about it on Metro Story’s Foodtrip column and my expectations were met. You should visit it with Andrew one of these days.”

“I see. I’ll tell him about it. Sis, I just realized. Your ex-pectations were met indeed.Hahaha!”

“Sira.Let’s go.” The two women eventually left the washroom. You checked your seat number in the movie stub for the last time and headed out as well.

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Exactly after five minutes, the waiter got back to your table to take your order. As he walks away you close your eyes and tried to absorb the classical music being played on the background. You tried to remember the grocery list you mentally did last night. Funny how just a while ago, you were watching the full movie version of a 90′s cartoon series you loved as a kid. Now here you are, back being an adult thinking about the household items you need to buy and whether you’ll be doing your laundry tonight or delay it tomorrow.

“So what are the chances?”

Startled at the voice which was coming from your back, you turned around and saw an old face with a goofy smile. What is it with this place making people cross paths with their past? Is this included in their specialty or something? Muling Ibalik with a side of Multo ng Nakaraan pasta?

“Oi.Hi!” Although still a little off guard, you were able to somehow respond with a small smile.

“I knew it was you the moment I saw your hair and your back. Kumusta?“

You wanted to say you were doing just okay right before he came in but you knew it would be best not to. Knowing him, that would make his goofy smile wider. “I’m good. Ikaw? What’s up?”

His lips moved as he answers your question but you can’t catch on to what he’s saying. You told yourself you’re going to bring up to your close friend who majored in Social Science how and who started the social norm to automatically ask the other person how they are doing as well after being asked “Kumusta?”

“...also, I’m not sure but did you watch Dragon Gang before coming here? I think you were seated a few rows in front of me.”

“Really? Yeah I was at Cinema 3 a while ago.” Okay. Maybe you should have just lied to cut this conversation already.

“Small world.Hahaha!”

Small world. Two words usually said to show surprise when an unexpected encounter or connection between people happens. Yet, the very same people who tells you this can also make the world seem vast, big and empty when their presence is no longer felt.

“Hi sir and ma’am. Sorry for the interruption but I would just like to check if you will be sharing this table together? If not, I’ll be happy to assist you to a vacant table sir.” Michael politely asked, perhaps noticing how the newly arrived guest was not yet seated somewhere.

“Oh wait. I’ll ask her first if we can share this spot. Maya, okay lang?”

If you say no, will the people nearby including the kind waiter judge you? Will they give you the wrong impression if you decline?

“Yeah sure. No big deal.” You swallowed the lump in your throat which started forming the moment you saw this guy who’s clad in denim jacket. Making a mental note, you remind yourself to control your voice and expression now that your conversation is obviously nowhere its ending yet.

“So did you liked the movie?” He asked while showing you the yellow movie stub he have as well.

Three years ago and you would have immediately given a lengthy reply to his question.  You would have talked about all the highs and lows of the film perhaps even enough to impress Mrs. Tagle, your favorite English teacher back in college.

College, where you two first met as classmates in one of your minor subjects. You went out together one time but things didn’t took a romantic turn after that as there were other incidents that occurred. 

Three years after your graduation, your paths met again unexpectedly while you were looking for this popular bookshop. The two of you went out for two or three dates but just liked before, things fizzled out afterwards. Back then the term, “ghosting” wasn’t as known as it is now but it’s kind of how it ended. Or how he, ended. It’s okay though as you both moved on afterwards.

The years after that, you stayed connected through social media although mostly just sending each other simple birthday greetings whenever one is celebrating.

Three years ago though, your simple greeting turned into more casual chats and there were times when you would talk about deep issues about life. Bucket lists, goals and aspirations, lessons on past relationships etc., these were some of the topics you used to talk about. Random conversations you started looking forward to especially during weekends and eventually became the source of your heart ache when they no longer started happening. A phase worthy enough to earn you a live performance of this new hip band who’s debut song is entitled, “You foolish girl.”

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“Yeah. I liked the movie. It was not disappointing.”

“Haha! I have to agree. It wasn’t disappointing indeed. Although there were just some scenes which I think were confusing for some fans who haven’t read the entire manga series.”

You stared at him just politely smiling, not really in the mood to be your usual chatty self. Slowly, people at the restaurant started coming in and you wished Michael would be back already with both of your food.

“They did not show in the movie what happened to Brutly’s parents and also how all of a sudden Gozu became well after that serious illness he had. Those were just my two cents though.Hahaha! They did however still managed to bring justice to Teriyene’s masterpiece.”

“Batang 90′s. Hehehe...” That was all the response you were able to think of at that moment. You weren’t really nervous being there with him and all but there’s a cloud of hesitation in your head and you wonder if he can feel it.

“Yeah...By the way, I’m sorry if you felt obliged to accept my table request in front of the waiter earlier. I guess I was just really happy seeing an old acquaintance after a long time.”

“What? It’s okay. Long time indeed.”

That’s it? That’s all this guy is saying sorry for, you asked yourself. What about those times in the past when -

“Here’s your food sir and ma’am.” Michael proceeded to enumerate the order he took a while ago and asked if there is anything else he can assist you with. You both shake your head as you said no and he left you two alone again afterwards.

“By the way, I’m not sure if you’ve noticed but I think most of the moviegoers were around their 30′s to 40′s.” 

“Really? I didn’t notice it. Based from the occasional cheer the audience were giving though, I think it’s safe to assume there were a lot of dads or titos who were watching.” Maybe you can make the conversation going but just avoid eye contact as much as possible?

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“You know your eyes are very pretty. The color suits your complexion and your hair as well.” 

The 1st semester is about to end and he sent a text message after your class inviting you for a movie and dinner to unwind. Funny because for some reason your ex boyfriend and another male friend sent an invitation to hang out too that same day.

Maybe because you’ve been sharing a room together for more than three years already, your roommate Kris was able to read your bubble thoughts. 

“Maya? Go. Accept it.”

“Huh?”

“Go out with him. Not your ex and si other kuya. Your crushmate, I mean your “classmate”. I’ll wait for your post-date kwento.”

“But...I’m not really sure if...”

 “Why are you hesitating? Come on. Don’t you like him??”

“Hey! I admit he’s cute but - . Wait, why weren’t you this eager when I told you about the other two invites?”

“You know why? Because your facial reaction yesterday when you were telling me about it was your normal facial expression. But today, when you were reading his text message, your cheeks turned pink like this shirt I’m wearing.”

She’s right. You felt a thump in your heart after reading the text message. You’re hesitating though as you can’t get rid of the player vibes you’re sensing. The way he walks, the way he talks, his overall confident attitude gives off a feeling that he’s used to talking to or wooing girls that comes near him.

“They’re light brown, right?” Perhaps it’s because you were facing each 

[peaceangel-25-love]

I love you, Arvin

Nakakakaba pala talaga kapag umamin ka sa isang tao ng tunay na nararamdaman mo.

Lalo na noong binalak ko ito;

Magkatabi kami ng upuan ni arvin. Siya ang unang crushmate ko. (Crush+classmate)

Sobrang lakas ng kabog ng dibdib ko habang pasikretong inilagay sa loob ng bag ng crush ko ang kwintas na binili ko sa labas ng eskwelahan bago magpasukan.

Kwintas iyon na hugis bote na maliit. Pwedeng malagyan ng maliit na papel sa loob. Kaya ayon ginawa ko. Nilagyan ko ng maliit na papel ang boteng kwintas na iyon. At ang nakasulat ay “i love you, arvin”.

Kanang kamay ang nakasanayan kong gamitin. Pero, noong nagsulat ako ng “i love you, arvin”, ginamit ko ang kaliwang kamay ko. Para hindi mahalata.

Ayon. Nagtagumpay ako. Nanahimik ako habang hinihintay ang susunod na mangyayari. Iniisip ko kung ano ang magiging reaksyon ni arvin kapag nakita niya ang kwintas at mabasa ang nakasulat sa papel. Makikilala kaya niya agad ang sumulat nito?

😖 kinakabahan talaga ako kapag naiisip ko ang ginawa ko. Kaya, tahimik lang ako sa isang tabi. Sa tabi niya.

Matagal bago niya napansin ang kwintas sa loob ng bag niya. Nagtaka siya paano nagkaroon ng kwintas doon. Nagtanong siya agad sa buong klase kung kanino iyon. Hinala niya, may nawalan lang ng gamit na iyon.

Walang sumagot kung kanino iyon. Siyempre, di rin naman ako aamin dahil nakakahiya.

Kunwari, kinokopya ko yung sulat sa board. Pero ang totoo, pasimple ko lang siyang pinagmamasdan.

Ang cute niya talaga 😍

Napansin niya ang papel sa loob ng kwintas.

Binuksan niya ang bote, kinuha ang papel, at binasa ang nakasulat doon.

“I love you, arvin”

😳 Gusto kong mataranta. Kasi inisa-isa na niya ang mga kaklase namin!

Pati ako tinanong niya;

“Sa’yo ba’to?”

💗💗💗 my heart! My soul! I don’t know what to do. Siyempre, hindi ako umamin. Hindi ako direktang tumitingin sa mga mata niya. Baka kasi maramdaman niyang akin nga iyon.

Nagtataka pa rin siya kung kaninong kwintas iyon. At pinagpipilitan niyang akin iyon. Todo tanggi ako. Sobrang kabado. Palaging umiiwas ng tingin. Pakiramdam ko, hindi niya naman nahahalatang akin iyon.

Pero... nagulat ako sa isang bagay na ginawa niya.

Habang nakatingin sa akin,

Habang nakangiti sa akin,

Habang pinipilit niyang alamin kung ang kwintas ay akin,

Hinawakan niya ako sa ulo at bahagyang ginulo ang buhok ko.

“Ikaw talaga”

Ang sabi niya sa akin.

[ahdynide]

"Cesar! hahaha walang ma caption." ❤👍 #classmate #crushmate ni @kwenkwen0711 #vsco #vsccam #vscoph #vscophile #vscogram #vscodaily #vscography #vscofilters #igers #polaroid #instant

[superkaloykohan]

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[imjustagirlblog]

2016 backtrack

January  ▪ back from our christmas break 💕 celebrated Concierto Piyu for the 3rd time with my 2 besties (as usual)

February  ▪ Mama’s birth month gumawa ako ng video for her , (i’ll probably post it one of this days) ▪ Also PE Class was officially over as in no more PE 5ever hahaha (for someone who’s not into sport sobrang saya ko talaga hahaha) ▪ Celebrated Valentine’s day with my 2besties again (#singlelife) at MOA nanuod kami ng fireworks display and nagdramahan sa sea side hahaha March ▪ My Birth Month !!! Celebrated my #LegallyT 

April ▪  2nd year , 2nd sem was finally oveeeer ! Bye crushmate lol ▪  for some students Hello Summer , for us IAs Hello Quali :( ▪  Applied for a Summer Job @Convergys (Technical Support Representative) May-July  ▪ Summer Job (pagod bez , bye social life)

August  ▪ Hello Junior Life , Hello Shiftee Life , Hello Irregulars  ▪  Joined FEU-JMA org. Sept-November ▪  Walang masyadong ganap , aral ganern! Pero super dami ko nakilala (guess shiftee life isn’t bad after all December  ▪  End of class ▪  Walang Paskong Piyu !!!! (badtrip)

Habang inaalala ko yung mga ganap sakin nung 2016 sobrang dami ko palang 1st time experienced! Tapos ang dami na dagdag sa crushlist ko charot hahaha

[itstaten]

#CRUSHmate

[pilyongtorpe]

Sila punta TSAMU at 7am. Kami, may swimming kasama si long-term crush. Hoho. Sa wakas. Si torpe boy. Marunong na.

[longlost-witch-blog]

MAY CRUSH AKO!!! Punyeta di ko maiwasan. Pano ba naman kasi bukod sa gwapo, maputi, matangkad, at matalino (DL eh) e ang lakas pa ng dating! Putspa, unang kita ko palang na crush at first sight na ko, O well nung Saturday ko lang siya nakita dahil sa F&B namin malay ko ba na may ganun pala kaming kaklaseng pogi! Goodness. Sayang nga eh magkasunod lang kame sa ng Last name, PEREZ-POLLENTE! Sa totoo lang ngayon ko lang pinagdasal na sana Alphabetically arranged nalang yung upuan namin. Eh kasi naman sa lahat halos ng subjects na magkaklase kami hindi alphabetically arranged kaya ayun walang chance na makatabi ko siya. Pero kung kelan hindi kami magkaklase sa Front Office tsaka naman nag'alphabetically arranged yung prof namin. KAASHAAAAAR! Badtrip nga e lalo na sa F&B yun na e PEREZ na oh, POLLENTE na next e hindi pa kami naging magka'grupo, so technically nahiwalay ako sa kanya. After ng PEREZ tapos POLLENTE wala group 2 na ako nun. Siya group 1, swerte nila Gwen, Princess, Raussel, Kim at Ryuji kasi ka'grupo nila siya pero kami ni Rianne tsaka Gio wala, group 2! Yun na eh, ako na talaga next e, inaantay ko nalang yung last name ko na matawag para sa group 1 kaso hanggang PEREZ lang talaga. UGH. Badtrip pa ako kila Raussel at Ryuji, palibhasa alam nilang lahat (mga kaibigan ko) na crush ko si Aaron kaya masyado silang pahalata. Yung tipong kapag binabanggit yung last name ni Aaron titingin silang lahat saken with their mocking stares. GRABE! Grabe talaga, kaibigan ko talaga sila. MGA NANGLALAGLAG. Feeling ko nga nahahalata nako nung iba naming kaklase kasi di ko mapigilang mamula kapag inaasar nila ako eh -_____- Ikaw ba naman asarin ka sa crush mo tignan naten kung di ka kiligin noh! WOW. Great.! Masasabi ko bang ang swerte ko kasi nagka'crush ako sa snob!!!!Not really snob kasi approachable naman siya kapag ikaw yung unang kumausap. Nung nag'discuss kasi kami sa F&B about sa glass wares tapos nandun kami sa mesa para pag-aralan yung different glass wares nagtanong siya saken, so sinagot ko naman. Pero yun na yun! That's is, masaya nako. Eto namang si Ryuji after nung class inasar pako kasi nakita niya rin pala yung pagtatanong saken ni Aaron! Grabe lang talaga, Siya yung pinakamalakas mang'asar, palibhasa siya yung close dun (classmate niya last sem eh) Haaaayyy. Siguro ang malas ko lang talaga tuwing nagkaka'crush ako. Yun na kasi yun eh, magkatabi na dapat kami e kung alphabetical lang! LORD Please kahit isang subject lang. Makatabi ko lang siya kahit 1-2hours! Ang talino niya pa naman, baka kapag naging katabi ko siya mahawaan ako kahit pano, at sana kahit pano bago magapos ang sem na 'to nakakausap ko na siya ng matino, yung walang halong hiya porke crush ko siya. Haaaayy nagiging awkward lang naman kasi kapag inaasar nila ako sa kanya eh! Masama na ba magka'crush!!!!! Grabe naman ang malas ko. Lecheng front office yan di ko pa siya naging kaklase. Batch by batch pa kasi eh. UGHH. What a cruel world!

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can't tell you how much i love mutual crushes

there's no more tension or uncertainly because the truth is out; you've both confessed

now you can just be openly sweet on each other and everything about them is exciting and they're your crushmate

you check their blog regularly and send them good morning and good night messages

you reblog from each other posts you want them to see and you both know exactly what meaning you're trying to convey with each fluffy (or sexy) post and it's just

[lets-pretend-its-loveee-blog]

Cover photo & header 😍👍 Sorry not sorry 😂 Walang eepal pls. Hihihi :"> #ednal101 #crushmate #lol #hurthurt:(