#cries in hsbjksb

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Richard Papen:

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When I have to study Static, I become a woman in the 1800s rural Austria who wasn’t allowed to study nor was that much of an option in her tiny village. But all is changed when on a hike to collect herbs she meets the “crazy” engineer who was rumored to pass through their village years ago.

Then when I have to make models and I don’t want to, I am a runaway noblewoman in a fantasy world whose life is filled with lessons of etiquette or possibly wars, she runs away and sits on tree barks and spends her time carving wood with her pocket knife.

And in times when I don’t have it in me to clean but I have to, I become an apocalypse survivor who’s rummaging through wrecks of houses trying to find things that could be of use to them. Either that or I imagine Im in a rom com in the scene where the female lead decides to stop wallowing in self pity and get their life together or get revenge by becoming better or something…

This is how I live

romanticizing your life is such a powerful tool and it’s a shame that it’s mostly used by people on tiktok to justify the purchase of expensive breakfast smoothies when there are few better ways to force oneself through unpleasant shit than imagining a cinematic backstory for your extremely quotidian suffering

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How do I find a real life Marius Von Hagen, he doesn’t have to be a CEO or have an undergrad at 21 either. Just be like him

Where and how

And why can’t i find one

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I got back into journaling again so here’s a list of the very random and mostly unaesthetic prompts i have used / will be using during the summer 🪐

All I felt about spring

Best buys of spring haul

A comparison between my current relationship with someone versus what it was like when we were younger

A list of mental health achievements I made so far into the year

What I want for the next half of 2024

Summer bucket list

Vacation planning

Analyzing the epilogue of the book im currently reading and leaving a page to leave a review for when I finish the book

General venting and getting things off my chest

Clafouti recipe

Do I actually believe in those tests that assign you a drink or fruit? + things I would associate with myself and why

Why do I do makeup?

Getting my first cat: expectations vs reality

Current trends and my personal opinion on them

Current events and my personal opinion on them

Feelings about graduation

New additions to my list of fictional crushes

Love letter

A day in my life during summer ‘24

Is toast better sweet or savory?

New haircare routine update

Things people have said to me, what I replied, and what I actually thought

Reasons why buying a new swimsuit is a bad idea

Am I a narcissist or just a bitch? -In depth discussion-

Recent updates with writing projects

Games im playing + games I want to play

Two pages to defend a questionable crush

Ranking rom coms

Updates on my 2024 vision board

Who was the worst friend? Pros and cons list for serena and blair

A funny/interesting thing I recently read about + extra things i went to find about it

Role model update

Why news outlets are stupid

Arguments about why grapes are the best summer fruit

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WHEN ARE THE THIRD ANNIVERSARY CARDS COMING THIS SUSPENSE IS KILLING ME SOMEONE HOLD MY HAND

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JudyDoll x Tears of Themis custom makeup gift box

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It’s such a funky little feeling when I scroll through a blog i like and see my own posts

It’s like your favorite celebrity telling you they love your work or something

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I dont think i have it in me to go to class tomorrow… will update in 12 hours-ish

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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

BECAUSE I LIKED X MEN BUT I COULDNT LOVE THE VIBES AND IVE BEEN A LIFELONG ASOUE FAN AND I LOVE UMBRELA ACADEMY SO MUCH BUT TBH I ONLY WATCHED IT IN THE FIRST PLACE BECAUSE I LOVE GERARD WAY?

The Umbrella Academy really is just X-Men for A Series of Unfortunate Events fans

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I bought the little friend and the goldfinch too

This is a donna tartt fanclub blog now

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Bestie I woke up to like 30 modmails

People on discord are just fucking stupid <3

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My friend, an F1 fan and me who played F1 games as a teen talking about this season:

Her: Monaco got cancelled, damn. Have you seen the tracks? they’re so cool and iconic.

Me: yeah but kind if a pain to drive on cause it’s basically just the streets.

Her: …

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Time to actually get out of bed and deal with the fact that this day has actually started.

I should make my mom soup;

And myself coffee

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Today I learned that cattle isn’t just all farm animals :D

Apparently it’s only used for cows.

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Updating in 14 hours instead, from class. Proud of myself

Also I packed the most amazing lunch haha, diced turkey pieces I cooked with herbs garlic and tomato paste, baked potatoes and some leftover fruit salad I made the other day~

I won’t be home before 8 pm but then I will have to work on a presentation and also study for an exam tomorrow…

I dont think i have it in me to go to class tomorrow… will update in 12 hours-ish