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feat. peeta mellark and annie cresta.

               ❝   how   did   you   get   in   here?      they’ll   find   you,   katniss   will   find   you.      she’s   going   to   get   us   all   killed,   annie.      get   out   of   here   and   save   yourself.   ❞

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omygosh tysm !   i love seeing u on my dash   &   ur hcs / portrayal of annie is   SO GOOD   to read n see !   can't wait to interact w you lovely   <3

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⎯⎯⎯⎯ @crest4 

finnick moves from his bed, through his room, and into the bathroom with little care for the loudness of his footsteps, or the power with which every door is pushed open. living alone for so long comes with that sort of carelessness-- not that he's in any state to think about any of it. he leaves the door open, he steps further in, and he cranks the shower handle to cold.

water rushes quickly, freezing and effective, over his head and then the rest of him-- clothes and all. hair sticking to his forehead, fabric to skin, he feels better under the weight of it, and more importantly he's wide awake. eyes shut, he feels some sort of relief in finding darkness, but as soon as they open the images come slamming on back. one after another, his nightmare rewinds like a sick capitol replay. even with water loud around his ears, it doesn't muffle the age old creak in the floor that he recognizes from the bedroom-- annie.

as quickly as he turned the water on, he twists the handle in the other direction, stepping out, and dripping water all over the floor in puddle amounts. they come face to face, each one on either side of the doorway to the bathroom.

❛  did you have another nightmare?  ❜

finnick pushes his hair back, hand smoothing it over as the water runs down his back. "what? a guy can't want a midnight shower?"

[hijckcd]

it was the desperation in her voice , the look of loss in her eyes. the war had been won , he was dead ( as was the woman who was merely the same. ) and yet , cora felt more lost than she had ever been. who would have thought , out of everyone left , it was annie she felt most open in the presence of. ❛   tell me , how am i supposed to move on ?   ❜

@crest4 sent 14 for a spotify wrapped starter ( wrecked by imagine dragons )

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serenity sets the scene before them. the waves fall into a graceful dance with one another before they make a rolling crash to the shore, framed by the gold - and - pink hues of the setting sun. the breeze whispers as though its sole purpose is to lull annie's darling boy to sleep ━━ arguably the only sight more beautiful than the sea itself. he looks so like his father as he rests in his mother's arms. it's almost as if finnick is out there, carefully crafting the perfect evening for his sweet boy's benefit. effie sighs peacefully as she takes it all in.

" what a beautiful life the two of you have made here. i'm only sorry i wasn't able to make it to see you sooner. you've been in my thoughts ━━ both of you. "

@crest4 : 001. seaside , at sunset

[careol]

LIKED : one liners / @crest4

               ❝   thank   you   for   letting   me   stay   here.      i   hope   i’m   not   inconveniencing   you.   ❞

[wasntfaira]

" when you really love someone , sometimes the things they need may hurt you. some people are worth hurting for. " peeta , post series in the world where katniss never romantically loves him again

@crest4 / peeta had become a fast friend. similarities between him and herself. the ability to sit in mutual silence , brush strokes on canvas. her paintings often of the sea , but never one that was quiet. grey skies , storms overhead. it was everything she was unable to speak. but with peeta , she had no need to. there was an understanding between them both , surviving the horrors that the capitol had given them and those they loved.

his words are spoken with a profoundness , how often had he gone overlooked as just the baker's son? paint stained fingers release brush before wiping clean on pants. paint had been rare and now that trade began to open between districts , everything had begun to change. hues of colors she had never been to see , excitement when the shades had been given as gift. back then , they would have cost nearly an entire year of food. ❛ but what do you do with your hurt? where does it go? ❜ it's not an easy question to answer or one she expects. sincerity plays in expression , brows soften as gaze drifts to him. another thing they have in common is loss , even if not in the same way. but still they both understood what it was like to have love and lose it. to have a heart that beats in ruins.

peeta knows loss. grief &* death &* guilt. he'd made a promise to himself before the games began that he wouldn't be changed ; even years later , he still feels the lasting poisoned grip of the capitol in his mind. still reels with the death of his family &* friends &* fellow tributes &* soldiers &* prim. every tally mark added up to an insurmountable weight on the jabberjay's shoulders. it bleeds out onto the canvas , though. drop by drop , something beautiful comes from it.

annie knows loss. knows torture , knows sorrow ; knows broken minds are worse than broken bones when it comes to healing. knows what it was to lose finnick -- the only person that stood up for the both of them when their minds were not their own. when no one trusted peeta , not even himself , finnick wrapped his arms around him to steady him -- certainly not in the same way he'd done for annie , but the love was there. family. &* while peeta has not lost katniss to the same degree of finality , it has long been put aside. so peeta has found other things to focus on -- tried to find a way to live for himself instead of desperately trying to just keep katniss alive.

he's found he likes annie -- likes ronan even more. reminds him of that dream he'd once had ; the one where he had a family of his own , growing up in a world that was nothing like the one he'd known. he sees finnick in him ; smiles when the little boy laughs &* runs into his mothers arms after she wakes from a much deserved nap. HE LIKES HELPING ; keeping annie company &* looking after ronan when she needed a break. it's as helpful to him as it is to her -- he needs to feel needed. gives him a rock to ground himself to when his mind slipped.

so now , as they paint &* ronan sleeps in another room , he speaks on a long weary topic : love &* hurt. he's opened up about katniss. what it was like to have to put his love aside at her wishes. after everything they'd been through , romantic love wasn't their ending. it had taken years for him to swallow that down. even now , she shows up in paintings of meadows &* sunsets. ❛ mine goes here. ❜ he taps his paintbrush into another dollop of orange , then dabs it against the dreamy sky he's painting. ❛ it goes into dough , when i bake. sometimes i overwork it &* completely spoil a loaf ... sometimes it goes into soil , when i garden. ❜ he sighs &* glances over at her , gaze sympathetic. ❛ i've also found it really cathartic to scream into a pillow. ❜ in this one , at least partially , he's teasing -- that shows in the lilt of his slight grin. ❛ i don't think there's any right way to deal with it. you just can't keep it inside. ❜

[roseguided-arch]

𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐒 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐆𝐄𝐓𝐒 𝐀𝐖𝐀𝐘 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐇𝐄𝐑—sat or standing, eyes fixated somewhere off in the distance, & katniss doesn’t even realize she’s checked out until someone gathers her attention or places a hand against her shoulder. often times, she isn’t even thinking of anything in particular while others katniss can barely quite her mind long enough to have a solid thought. ( so much to think about. so much she regrets, as many people she misses, things she feels could’ve been done differently. it could be endless if she allowed it to be, but if she did than the previous girl on fire would never be able to be a functional person. ) katniss has had to learn, is still, that carrying what happened to her or those around her is fine but she cannot let it consume her.

@crest4 said, “ I THOUGHT YOU’D LIKE SOME COMPANY. “

the utter of words is what grounds katniss once more. eyes shut for a few seconds before opening again, refocusing herself back into the present. head turns, watching as annie joined her on the steps leading into her home at victor village. peeta was in charge of dinner for that night & they had invited annie as a way to catch up. ❛ sorry, i- . . i was in my head a little just now. ❜ perhaps in a happier memory ? if only. one day. palms smooth against the fabric of her pants to sooth that feeling in her chest: ❛ peeta almost done ? whatever it is . . it smells really good. ❜ young woman smiles, ❛ & i’m sure he’s loved entertaining the baby. he’s always so good with kids. ❜

[abyssurvived]

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             blend wishes that she had soothing words for her, wishes for something other than a offer of a hand guided walk to the medbays— and she knows oh-too-well how haunted those bays have become; can still hear the steady beep-beep-beep, and smell the sickening the bleach from her own time, housed within them long ago. blend won’t admit to being starstruck ( if that’s even the word when facing someone who’s been through so much far too young ), won’t agree to herself fawning over the girl, but there’s a clawing need to comfort, to help that she can’t shift, that she blames for the way the words come tumbling out— ❛ - —tell me about your district; is it true that you guys used to use fish in everything? ❜

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character stat framework

name: stefan antonio salvatore. nickname(s): stef, steffy, ripper ( klaus only ) age: eighteen ( physically ) + 521. birthdate: november 1st, 1490. species: vampire + doppelganger. gender: cis - male. preferred pronoun(s): he + him. romantic orientation: bi - sexual. sexual orientation: bi- romantic. parents: lilian + giuseppe salvatore. ( both deceased ) siblings: damon salvatore. significant other(s): elena gilbert, klaus mikaelson, valerie tulle, betty salvatore, harry bingham ( - salvatore ), andromeda presley, annie cresta + finnick o'dair, enzo st. john, kate bishop, davina claire, delaney winchester, + like a million more, we stan all my ships here. all verse dependent. eye color(s): green. hair color(s): brown. body build: fit, muscled, tall. height: 5'11.

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ROMANTIC GESTURES — PETER !

holding hands (in public) · buying flowers · cooking · cuddles · writing a poem / song · holding door open · tying shoe laces · sharing a milkshake with two straws · offering their jacket when it's cold · kissing in the rain · publicly confessing love · long walks at the beach · doing the titanic pose on a boat · taking cute pictures in a photobooth · sharing a taxi / uber · kissing the back of their hand · slow dancing · getting tickets of their favourite artist / sports team / other · introducing them to their parents · lighting candles · flower petals on bed · love letters · star gazing · brushing / doing their hair · picnics · teaching them to play an instrument / sport while gently guiding their hands · compliments · late night drives swings · taking selfies together · drawing them · self-made gifts · massages · proposing with a family heirloom ring · lending them their favourite book to read · paying for dinner / coffee · mixtapes / playlists · surprise birthday parties · feeding them · handing them keys to their apartment · making space in drawer for their clothes when they stay over · sharing a blanket · couple costumes · tucking a hair strand behind their ear · running after them at the airport / keeping them from leaving · moving cities to be together · blowing a kiss · breakfast in bed · defending them in a fight (verbally / physically) · joint bubble baths · dropping the L-bomb ("i love you") · dedicating a song at the karaoke bar to them · wearing their clothes · yawning before putting an arm around them while watching a movie · grant them the last bite (from meal)

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[roseguided-arch]

𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐓 𝐃𝐈𝐆 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐃, 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 waves doesn’t calm her or bring her a sense of peace like she feels they should. lately, it’s been hard for her to enjoy anything. to feel like she has the right to. not when so many other people don’t get to look at this view, to sit somewhat at ease among sand knowing nothing bad would happen. certainly not when finnick doesn’t get to—is that why it feels so bad ? she wondered a few times herself. sitting beside the girl with the dark hair & their son who’s still so small. ( johanna might not say it out loud, but she feels protective over him. she knows, on the inside, she’ll protect him the way finnick would. )

@crest4 said, * SEASIDE, AT THE SETTING SUN

finger pokes into the sand, the grainy texture reminds her of the arena during the quell. you aren’t there anymore, her mind reminds her, & johanna sighs aloud. head turns toward annie, ❛ thanks for . . asking me to come visit. ❜ she says, tone not at all enthusiastic but the sentiment is there all the same. ❛ i don’t get out much since . . everything. i’m alone a lot, kinda like some fucked up a self punishment. ❜ it’s also the most open she’s been in what feels like an eternity. ❛ it’s hard, being somewhere that reminds me of him. knowing he isn’t here. ❜ her best friend.

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where to find evie : aur0ras, chrissy cunningham ( you're here ! ) @crest4 , annie cresta ( second main blog ! ) @selfruin , daisy jones ( temporary hiatus ! )