#crafts. i can contribute to kofis. art. tasty beverage without feeling monumentally guilty. saving up to move somewhere i want to be
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i have finally landed a job interview and i have Such mixed feelings about it
#on one hand: fucking finally i will be making my own money#on the other hand. sigh.#cant wait to do something i dont enjoy for at least eight hours per day five days a week#clenching my fist and thinking about the things i can buy to convince myself this is worth it#crafts. i can contribute to kofis. art. tasty beverage without feeling monumentally guilty. saving up to move somewhere i want to be#absolutely unprompted#i would add on the pro that id be less of a family disappointment#But that ship has long since sailed. any pride my parents express will just make me uncomfortable/mad so technically its a con!#'finally youre contributing to society' i dont WANT to contribute to society#society is a capitalistic hellscape. society needs a fucking reform#fuckign... biting people...#i belong in the paleolithic area. i would kill it at hunter-gathering. everyone would want me in their hunting/foraging group#id live so bright and fast and then die of eating the wrong mushroom... as nature intended...
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