#crackedfaith

[bluntache]

do you think i’m some kind of monster?

"monster? nah - self righteous prick with wings, yeah." dean pops off without considering the consequences . something about castiel makes him feel raw, like he's being seen too clearly. [ he doesn't like it anymore than when his dad would come home and KNOW that dean had snuck out to the diner for scraps. ] he felt moments away from reprimand. his skin felt tight in response to his fight or flight triggering at the very thought of castiel knowing him without anything more than a touch.

[adversitybloomed-a]

🌸┊ @crackedfaith​​ asked:     munday asks ! pick the five questions you most want to answer :3 (or do all of them ♡)

munday asks !!!

i want to thank you for sending in the ask, but 40 asks is waaaaaaaayyyy to much. so i will pick the five top I haven’t answered ??

🌸 3) on what platform did you start RPing ?  🌸

i started to RP actually in real life with some friends, mostly all OC characters, but then moved it to Skype. But then i met a few people && i decided to give tumblr a try && i have been in its clutches for years since ( almost 9 years to be exact lmao ) 

🌸 9) did you have muse you tried to play, but ended up dropping for various reasons  ? (the rpc wasn’t active, you lost interest, etc) 🌸

yeah i played disney descendants mal for a while, mostly got a few of my friends from SW to RP with her, but the fandom itself from what i have seen, is very closed off && i kinda just lost the muse for her ? 

🌸 11) would you be interested into playing with doubles ?  🌸

so while i have no issues with duplicates or doubles, I am very particular with my mulan on other mulan’s following && RPing with them because i put so much history && depth into my headcanons, that i have a slight fear that they will be taken ( which is terrible i know ). 

its funny because i have in the past with no issues, RPed with other Anakin’s, Jace’s && of course any female && male muse i had. but mulan is like my personal OC that i put so much time into... that it becomes a bit tricky. 

i do actually follow a multi-muse that does have a Mulan on there, who is also lore based as well. && i follow because they are a fantastic writer && honestly i just enjoy reading good quality shit && i wouldn’t mind RPing with them in general, let alone with our two girls. 

🌸 12)  what do you think about AUs ?  🌸

for anyone that knows me, all my verses thus far are based off AU’s && i do AU’s off of the AU’s so i legit adore them to bits and pieces. SOOO many different time lines, so much plotting material... UGH they are just soooo much fun !!

🌸 14) what do you think about roleplaying with personals ?  🌸

i am not going to lie to you. this blog is a MUTUAL ONLY blog for a reason. && personals are welcome to send in anons, but i will not RP with them because it is a personal blog && this is an RP blog. 

i’ve had this rule for years && i don’t plan on changing it. mostly, it is to help keep a peace of mind && a stable foundation of knowing what && who to write too. 

[failedhero]

          “Dude- you can’t just- pop up like that” Dean’s exasperated and taking a step back. He looks around the room as if everyone in there would be focused on them which- they aren’t- Dean’s just, jumpy. 

[smokedanced]

@crackedfaith​​ said: “  stop doing that— stop trying to hide your emotions from me.  ” @ dean

memes for that specific brand of ships    /    ACCEPTING ↷

               ❝ I’m not  —  I mean, just... ❞    That’s not even something that could be lied about. It’s blatantly obvious to anybody even remotely close to Dean that he doesn’t really  do  strong emotions, unless it’s anger (everything negative always turns into anger), and there’s no point claiming otherwise. He just wishes Cas wouldn’t... put it out there so directly. It is, in all honesty, one of  Dean’s favourite things about the angel,  the... the straightforwardness. But when it’s directed at him like that? It’s too serious, too deep, he doesn’t want to get into it. Yet it being Cas, Dean feels like he owes him better than to shrug it off with a self-deprecating line or two.

               He still tries to evade the topic.    ❝ You don’t wanna hear about what goes on in my head, trust me, Cas. Don’t worry about it. ❞

[bnnrs]

* ⟋⟋ @crackedfaith​​ ♡’𝙳 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝚂 ❪ 𝙿𝙾𝚂𝚃 ❫ .

          ❝ what a delight ⸻ a real ⸻ well , anyways , can you read minds like jean or , i know , you probably live on asgard like thor ⸻ yeah ? ❞

[skjebne-a]

crackedfaith what is rpf ?

Real person fiction. Like example would be jensen and misha fucking, or dating or things of any context like that. basically celebrities or real people being written to be made into a fic or shit that isn’t true that people wish would happen.  it’s creepy and makes me super uncomfortable as hell.

[absentisanima]

@crackedfaith So I know it’s supposed to be anonymous but I was scrolling right, and the universe answered your question.

[arc-sunsymbols]

crackedfaith┊liked for a little starter—☼

       “Dean isn’t picking up his phone and I have a lead to check out about an hour outside of town. You wanna stay or come?”

[failedhero-archive]

🍓 pls ?

I’ve been following you for what seems like forever and I am glad for it! You but such detail into Castiel and you’re so very approachable that writing with you is easy. I can’t wait to write more with you and it’s always just so lovely to see you on my dash <3

[saltnburn]

“how long has it last been since you slept?” @ dean

   he counts on his fingers, loses track, tries to start again, blinks, then just gives a large shrug of his shoulders. “who needs it anyway, right?”

[bluntache]

@crackedfaith​ , you can have whatever you want !! 

      ❛ what are you wearing ? ❜       a laugh threatens to break the seriousness of the moment . 

[cruelgcd]

@crackedfaith​​ [Lyric starter call]

“I notice everything you do or don’t do...”

[adversitybloomed-a]

🌸┊ @crackedfaith​​ liked 🌺  for a starter !

         ❝  as much as i would love to help, ❞   she stated softly, while leaning against her chair with a     ��𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐘 𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐇    upon her lips. blinking twice, she looked away from the ANGEL, a darkness flickering within her gaze as she turned to stare at the fire watching the swirls become people of her past, LOST soldiers in a war that seemed so far away from an era long ago.  ❝  i am long since retired from that life, i am no longer   𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐎𝐑   i once was. ❞

                            shaking her head, the figures retreated, the flames once more simply DANCING within the room, bringing forth    𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐓𝐇   rather then memories that she longed to forget.  ❝  besides, i do not wish for HUNTERS to come after me again, they seem to enjoy coming but always seem so SHOCKED when i cannot die from their blades and in truth, i am in no mood to MOVE once again. so please, just allow me to enjoy my solitude, where no one will be hurt from    𝐌𝐘 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒. ❞  

[mieczlw-a]

“  there’s no way that  EVERYBODY  was kung-fu fighting.  ”      /    @crackedfaith​

          “   no  ,  cas   -    “    fingers  pinch  the  bridge  of  his  nose  as  a  sigh  is  forced  through  his  nostrils.   he  has  to  remind  himself  that  the  angel  has  no  real  idea  of  earth  and  what  it  means  to  be  human.  pop  culture  and  the  like  completely  lost  on  him.    “   it  -   you  know  what  ?  you’re  right.  there’s  just  no  way  dude.   “

[smokedanced]

@crackedfaith​ said: 'make me feel'  @ dean ofc

send the thing for a randomly generated number starter / my muse takes care of yours after a sunburn / NO LONGER ACCEPTING ↷

               ❝ You really got to be more careful, buddy. ❞    Apt fingers spread the salve on the peeling skin of the angel’s forehead & nose, gently; Dean’s had a lifetime of practice in patching people up, not only after hunts gone wrong, but before all that, as a kid, having a younger brother. To be honest, sunburns usually go untreated these days  —  must’ve been decades since he’s last taken care of Sam’s, when they were kids. Doesn’t seem to matter when injuries much more painful are everyday for them. But this is Cas, for god’s sake; Cas, who’s to his knowledge never been without his angelic powers before, never been stuck in a human body & left to the mercies of nature  —  it‘s got to feel different. Sure, Cas has been wounded and injured and, hell, killed, before, but like this? No power to heal himself, missing the essence of what makes one an angel, it’s got to sting. So yeah, Dean’s feeling a bit protective, sue him.    ❝ Just don’t scratch it, OK? Your skin’s gonna start peeling when it heals, that’s normal. Put something cold on it if it burns. And no more direct sunlight, got it? ❞

[greenchristmas]

@crackedfaith​ - Now is the time ! Santa is here to say goodbye, Vix. I have enjoyed reading your blog and sending you these little messages. I have to tell you, while Santa may not be strong in the Supernatural fandom anymore, it used to be all that I thought about. I was a fan of the show when it aired and I met the person who is my best friend, room mate, and role-play partner because of it. The last 15 years of my life were forever changed because of Supernatural. Reading your blog not only showed me what a creative writer and role player you are, it gave me the gift of reflecting on a fandom and a show that changed my life so much. So thank YOU for that and for signing up for this Secret Santa exchange. I hope that we can be friends now that we have revealed ourselves.Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, and wishing you a Marvelous 2021 ! Your Secret Santa - @cheeseburgersandwarbirds​