#covid 💥 family emergency so bad i straight up couldnt even be in school for a semester 💥 going up to full time to get more grant money | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

toss-a-coin-to-your-stan-account · 1 year ago

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when you live/have spent your life in a "school IS your job" household so not only are you unsure of who would be willing to hire you when you're out of school bc you're already over 20 w/o prev work experience yet but you've seen so many ppl complain about ppl who didn't work while in school that you judge yourself so much you can hardly enjoy free time without trying to use it to make yourself useful/profitable

#before I can even think about that Ive got to learn to drive #so ik there's no point in judging myself #and yet.#mine #'no bc why didn't you have a job in high school' autism 🔥 couldnt drive 🔥 too much going on in family to balance a job 🔥#shitty stepdad who prided himself too much on being the breadwinner for me to do that and also used our only car for his job 🔥#and then #when i started college #covid 💥 family emergency so bad i straight up couldnt even be in school for a semester 💥 going up to full time to get more grant money #even though it meant staying up til 4 for assignments when I get up around 8:30 💥#still cant drive 💥

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