#could maybe like video chat but i also dont want to bc im more articulate in a text
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what am i supposed to do
#i dont know how im supposed to like continue on#i mean i want to#but i also wanna talk about it#and i know he doesnt want to#but ive thought of other questions as the days have gone by#and im just really sad and like i wanna talk about it#but i also dont wanna talk about it on text#but i cant see him again until maybe this weekend but probably longer#and i dont wanna wait that long to bring it up#could maybe like video chat but i also dont want to bc im more articulate in a text#but then i cant see him when he responds or hear him#i dont even know what my problem is really#which is another reason i want to talk to him about it#bc its like u said all this stuff when we got together and then you fucked it all up#were u doing that all along? whyd you do it now? are u just tired of me?#and he said some of that yesterday but like. i need it again#bc all i ever think about is the stuff he said to her#and who are u really#do u mean that or do u mean what u say to me#i dunno. i have to talk to him i just don't want to bring it up again#rebeccaspeaks
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crankgameplays outlast 2 stream 4/28/17
(((missed it again bc i was on the road uGH)))((iâm mostly jotting down ethans comments while playing the game rather than the game itself)
âIâm not slightly late its 9:29â (hello to you too ethan)
âLet me know if the volumes goodâ -new single buy it on itunes (he sang that for a good minute)
Turns off lights to make things more scary :o
He hasnt been able to record for the last couple of days, so he decided to streamÂ
Hes talking a lot softer bc its night and he âshouldntâ be recording apparently
âOhh ohh tiiiittiesâ -ethan zooming in on lynnâs boobs :p
âItâs 6:07 guys you know what that fuckin meansâ (what does it mean ethan??)
*hallway floods with blood* | âoh wonderful, wonderfulâ :)
He feels weird and unnatural to be talking so softly as opposed to his usual loudness
*dies one second into the game* :))))
Heâs not scared of the jumpscares at all this time around :o
Ppl in the chat telling him to look at the tapes | â*heavy sigh* okay,,,, gee whilikers,,,,â
âThat didnt do nothin for meâ
Blake: oh this is fucked up | ethan: wait why is this fucked up *sees dead bodies* oh oh yeah,,,,,
âMy name is mike yuckerton and welcome to the zoooo,,,,,, what the fuck am i talking aboutâ
*gets attacked, doesnt really fight back or run* âoh wait⊠oh wait i dont think my balls were supposed to be taken from me,,,,,â
âHow come i cant like,,, beat her up with that shovel,,,â
âIts 2017, this guys gotta have a phone, there has to be lte up hereâŠâ
*running scene* âOk ok we gotta go fast,,,, like senickâ (he said it like that idk how to articulate it) :p
His grossed out face when he was âlickedâ in the game was priceless
Ethan ran into ethan :D
â...you missed meâŠâ -ethan after watching ethan get killed
âPoor ethan you had a cool name and everythingâ
*saves and quits game*
I just noticed hes wearing his own merch like a neRD (im jk he should be proud to wear his merch :â))
Wasnt super impressed by the game so far, maybe bc heâs stressed or something
Likes his new apartment, only limit is recording bc he cant be too loud at night
Has yet to get acoustic walls for recording set up, they got damaged in the mail apparently so now he gotta wait even longer :/
Also says he needs a haircut :/
Hes yawning a lot poor bby must be tired :(
He got tickets to dodie!! She dmâd him and said she could get him in :)
Put on that one tune he usually plays in the streams bc ppl were asking
Teamiplier livestream tomorrow!!
Hes probably gonna continue streaming outlast 2, not sure if heâll actually finish it, but he does want to give it a chance
Talks about how much he really loved resident evil 7
There was a point while recording it where he had to take a break bc it was so unsettling
Played paranormal activity vr game, but he got really motion sick so he couldnât record it :/
Thanked everyone for coming and hoped they had a wonderful time
Feels bad that he hasnt gotten a video out this week  :(
And with that, the boy is off to bed
#crankgameplays#ethan nestor#sweetheart writes#mine#should i do this more often#are these useful at all
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