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greppelheks · 1 year ago

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Healing and growing and experiencing new things is so great, but it's also so damn overwhelming. I'm feeling so overwhelmed with all the decisions I have to make, all the things I need to think about, all the setbacks and joys I need to process, all the emotions that are a part of that. All I wanna do today is cry and sleep.

#Which is exactly what I'm gonna do tonight #I'm just gonna have a few drinks and watch a movie and CRY because my body needs the release #personal #I just got texted that there's an apartment opening up and that I should call TONIGHT if I wanted it #and I just started Sobbing because I can't make another decision at this moment #Gonna let go of all my responsibilities for tonight and just have fun #I cancelled my plans for tomorrow 'cause I can't deal with the chaos and worry and depression at my sister's house right now #'cause I've been overwhelmed and worried about her for the past few weeks on the daily #I hope I can put some stuff on paper and figure some stuff out #I miss... a few weeks back when I was optimistic about it all #I'm just insecure and worried now #I'll be FINE but the process is... a process #couch! blanket! fall food! alcohol! period drama with keira knightley!

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