#couch! blanket! fall food! alcohol! period drama with keira knightley!
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Healing and growing and experiencing new things is so great, but it's also so damn overwhelming. I'm feeling so overwhelmed with all the decisions I have to make, all the things I need to think about, all the setbacks and joys I need to process, all the emotions that are a part of that. All I wanna do today is cry and sleep.
#Which is exactly what I'm gonna do tonight#I'm just gonna have a few drinks and watch a movie and CRY because my body needs the release#personal#I just got texted that there's an apartment opening up and that I should call TONIGHT if I wanted it#and I just started Sobbing because I can't make another decision at this moment#Gonna let go of all my responsibilities for tonight and just have fun#I cancelled my plans for tomorrow 'cause I can't deal with the chaos and worry and depression at my sister's house right now#'cause I've been overwhelmed and worried about her for the past few weeks on the daily#I hope I can put some stuff on paper and figure some stuff out#I miss... a few weeks back when I was optimistic about it all#I'm just insecure and worried now#I'll be FINE but the process is... a process#couch! blanket! fall food! alcohol! period drama with keira knightley!
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