#coping with humor rn sorry ๐Ÿ˜‚
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guinevereslancelot ยท 10 months ago
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this eye care routine is a lot
#sooo many steps#but in a week or two i can step it down a bit once my eyes aren't so dry i think#they said treating the symptoms wasn't gonna help the cause but i feel so much better already and im only half a day into the routine#so that's nice at least#if i go blind i go blind but at least my eyes will be moisturized and not itchy and uncomfortable for once#i will go blind in comfort ๐Ÿ˜Œ#coping with humor rn sorry ๐Ÿ˜‚#also sprry if there's typos i cant see shit the warm compress made my eyes so blurry lmao#anyway ๐Ÿ˜ฌ#hopefully the chances of going blind or losing part of my vision aren't super high but i wont know until i see the specialist probably#but i genuinely dont know what i would do if tbat happened. lol โœŒ๏ธ๐Ÿฅฒ#i do not live in a public transportation area idk what kind of job i could be qualified#and being dyslexic has made it impossible for me to wrap my brain around learning new alphabets including cyrillic and ecen reading notes#so i think i might have a very hard or even impossible time learning braille ๐Ÿ˜ญ#anyway#this is simultaneously stressful and scary but also does not feel remotely real <3#ugh if i go blind it will not only ruin my ability to live but even my hobbies are all visual#i couldn't gif or draw or paint or even garden ๐Ÿ˜ญ#i couldn't even look at my cat and see how cute she is ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”#okay i need to calm down and not obsess over the worst case scenario#goodnight friends in my phone i love you#this has been a shitpost
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