#cool ? nauuuuur

[dreamtydraw]

My FIRST impression of you was that you seemed nice/chill bc we talked VERY briefly in the GBPatch discord server - you did a bunch of chibi drawings of people's OC's and I still have it/use it as my discord profile haha - I found you on Tumblr not long after - (I was a LITTLE afraid of you the entire time but that's just because you seemed really cool and confident and I'm scared of talking to people and I feel nervous about messing stuff up bc im NOT chill and confident🧍‍♂️)

My impression now/Once I started following you on here you became a lot less scary lmao purely because I realised you're just a silly little guy /pos - I still think you're vv cool though and I love being able to see your fun art

😭 i chickened out and deleted my post cause i was getting no answer and I felt cringe, bro i’m the least cool person of this app- i’m nervous about all of you guys, so at least mood.

But thank you for taking the time to answer ����💕 Man I can’t believe some peeps remember when I used to make lil chibis of their mc. That was my way of trying to befriend people but i failed horribly, glad you still like it, it was made on my phone with my finger and lots of love.

[boxdstars]

seeing people who are famous in the fandom in my notifs never fails to make me fall over and die on sight

[saetoru]

nauuuuur your theme!!!!! THE fight of the century PERIOD

IT WAS SOO COOL EVEN THO IT MAKES ME SO MENTALLY ILL 🥲🥲🥲 my sweet boys :(

[heeracha]

utang ng philhealth/10 best person ever !!

alam mo ba ikaw ata first na like ,, friend q dito sa dumblr 😞 LIKE nahihiya kase ako sa iba tas then naging moots tayo tas now i get to scream and cry sa asks mo ☹️☹️ nakakatuwa palagi whenever i see ur replies kc #ynnuf ka mami 😮‍💨‼️ you’re such a cool person in my eyes tas ang galing mong magsulat tas alfjalfjskfj kinilig aq nung finollowback moko 🥺😭💧 EE UUU U 😭🥺💧Eu💧💧E E😭😭 E EUE🥺🥺😭UUUUE😭🥺💧🥺

tas i’ve always liked your work 😭 like i saw some of your writing before kita finollow tas huhu napakanice so much TAS AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK BINABASA KO YUNG SINULAT MO NA ABT 5-YEAR OLD JAY 💔💔💔 MY KILIG SOURCE

laview mami have a great day today and have a heebaby

UTANG NI PHILHEALTH— HAHAHAHAAH BWISET KA RYL HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA

awww im so honored na ako first friend mo dito huhuhu wiE IM YNNUF OMG KELEG AKO RYL ANO BA OMG KA SO MUCH but like nauuuuur i always get excited when i see you in my inbox kasi ang sAYA MO LANG KAUSAP HAHAHAHAHA NATATAWA AKO LAGI HUHUHUH ILYSM

OMG THE DRABBLE HAHAHAHAHAAH PLS THAT JAY DRABBLE IS MY QUEEN NGL HUUHUHUH THANK YOU SO MUCH RYL ILYSM TALGA HABSHGHS

laview more mami mwa <3

[toffeeteria]

I'm not sure how my phone managed to load up all 19k of this fic without crashing but it did. So here I am, writing the review to this fic on my tab instead of the other way around. I prepped a bit because I know for sure this review would be long one.

Normally I would stray away from Hyuck fics that are marked explicit but since this was recommended on angst week (and I desperately need good angst right now) I gave it a shot.

Disclaimer: This not so comprehensive review includes spoilers and other miscellaneuos chatter (and a lot of swearing hehe). Oh, and these are live reactions which is why it seems like my thoughts are all over the place. You have been warned.

I am at their first meeting and I would normally cringe at love at first sight scenarious but I, too, would be this smitten on first sight.

Nevermind, this wasn't as corny as I expected it to be. I thought MC would just let him off.

I don't always like the way the Dreamies are written. Sometimes they're too mature and they come off as unrealistic but the way you write them is one of those rare times that they feel real.

Poor Jaemin 😞

I would twist fate just to be Xiaojun's soulmate if it meant that I had the same dragon mark on my back. That would be so fucking cool.

Maybe MC only had one mark bc Haechan would be her soulmate but would also give her immense pain. Oh God, I can't do this. I'm so sorry I chat too much.

Oh God they looked it up I was right.

NAUR THAT PULL OF A SOULMATE 😭😭 MC IS SO WHIPPED EYE

I thought about Jaemin's situation too. Didn't he get hurt in the end? So did that mean that he met the one who was meant to hurt him most? If so, then who did the person on the other end meet? Jaemin doesn't fall under star-crossed love of their life nor under the one who hurt them most? Or is Jaemin still set to hurt them in the future? I haven't checked if there's a side story for this tho so forgive me if there is.

You capture Hyuck's character so well. This barely happens :((

Also Renjun AAAA the RenHyuck dynamic feels so real

MCs so cold damn 😭

Hyuck fr tho I would NEVER do this to you

Real name privileges fuck yeah go MC

Half expected him to go "My friends call me Haechan, but you can call me yours."

I know I still have a long way to go with this fic and I'm sure I'll take so long reading it because I write every single thought down but LET'S DO THIS.

Cold ass bitch didnt even shake his hand smh

HELP I KNEW HE WAS BOUND TO TRIP AT SOME POINT WIIIII THIS IS SO CUTE 😭😭💔

Hidden pond scene AND I ACTUALLY STOOD UP AND CELEBRATED THAT HYUCK ALREADY GOT HURT SO LETS GET IT MC

I have to remind myself that this isn't real damn it

I want to hop into this fic and slap Hyuck's dad :)

BUT HOW IS HE ALL SMILEY AFTER BEING TOLD THAT. MY RESPECT FOR PEOPLE WHO GET TO LIVE ON DESPITE SUFFERING IMMENSE PAIN JUST SKYROCKETS EVERY TIME. I COULD NEVER.

AAAAAAAASLDJDKJDKDFJ <— hug scene bc yes i wld do the same

Not Xiaojun complaining about Accounting while I have pending assignments on the same subject right now that I set aside just to read this fic.

If I was Xiaojun, I too would throw a pillow at MC. This fucking bitch.

Yo I'm someone who thinks too far ahead into the future too lmao why is Xiaojun giving me an indirect reality check :D

No commeng about Hyuck's outburst because that's kind of a redflag behavior for me. But seeing that he calmed down easily made me change my mind.

How are your fillers also god-tier. Like they still steer the story even when they're just side plots. Teach me how to write this well.

Help I'm laughing way too much at this fic that I think I'll cry bad in the end.

Drunk Hyuck 😭💔😭💔

"-gently picking out each ball of cement in your palms..." 😭😭😭💔

"I'm sorry I keeo hurting you." NAUUUUUR BABYYY 😭😭😭😭😭

6:01 pm and crying over drunk Hyuck's thoughts 😞

BABY YOU'RE NOT A BAD SOULMATE AT ALL 😭 MC IS!!! WHAT THE FUUUUCK

Damn, author. Not sure if I'm just too whipped for Hyuck but i picture everytjing in this fic so well that my heart hurts.

"It's not just a 'you' or just a 'me' now. It's an 'us'. And I will do everything I can to not hurt us." 😭💔😭💔😭💔 (toffee from a few paragraphs later: man, this shit hit different now tho)

RENJUN AEGYO 😭😂😭😂

I can't stress how much I love this fic. What a rollercoaster of emotions.

Also Hyuck trying to hold MC's hand = devastate

"I think I would've fallen in love with you even if we weren't destined to be together." 😭😭😭😭😭😭 *bangs head against wall*

Yes Hyuck vocals superiority highlighted even in fiction. This fic is everything I ever wanted in a Hyuck fic and more.

Still anxious with what will happen in the end but at this point I'm beginning to forget that this was an angst fic in the first place.

HYUNJIIIIN???? 😭😭😭 (Sorry, reading this in the middle of the Hyunjin fiasco)

Also WOW. I half expected MC to bring sunflowers but the flowers tied down to their shared mark 😭💔 author, YOUR BRAINCELLS.

Did you write this fic for me? Why do you know that my work ethic comes in random bursts of energy as well?

👁👄👁😗 <- no context

OK MY GOD I THOUGHT SOMETHING WAS GONNA HAPPEN. THANK GOD FOR A TIME SKIP.

oh dear god... why are they talking about soulmates and lovers being different people...

I think i have an idea with what might happen. Im just not sure if I'm ready for it.

Oh my god are they getting married??????

WAIT WHAT

Oh you misled me with that one. Great job.

.............. 👁👄👁

I knew this was too good to be true.

AND LEAVING WOULD MAKE YOU A GOOD ONE???? LEE DONGHYUCK????

"You knew jumping off a bridge would kill you, so why did you jump?" SLSJSKSJSKSJSKDJ

AND IT ENDS LIKE THIS?????? WHAT THE FUUUUUCKDJDKDKDKDN

And because I couldn't be silenced with the way it ended, I decided to continue to the epilogue. After seeing it's still a semi-long read, I decided I'll read it after dinner because I've been reading for the past two hours and I am starving. I am still in disbelief and struggling to process what the fuck just happened. I just didn't expect the plot twist to come that late into the story and end so abruptly.

A part of me wishes I never read up to that point. But then again, I hate angst fics with happy endings. How was I so aware of what was going to happen because of the fic warnings but still be this shocked when I finish.

I can't.

Review for 'For Life' will also be up in a few and I hope it'll be better than this mess. I hope I'll be able to collect my thoughts properly and shorten the review for both fics.

109 Steps To You

this is a part of the “almost” collaboration hosted by @hyucksie​

Pairing: Haechan x Reader Genre: romance, fluff, angst, mature content, soulmate!AU, college!AU Length: 19k Summary: Everyone is born with two marks on their body: one that is identical to your soulmate’s, and one that is identical to the person who will cause you immense pain. No one knows which mark means what until they live out their life and meet the people destined to bring them love and hurt. However, you were only born with one mark. Out of all the places you thought you would meet the person with the mark identical to yours, you never thought it would be on your first day of college. Warnings/Details: female reader, mentions of other nct members (and yuqi from g-idle), explicit sex (unprotected + the consequences that come with it), mentions of a dysfunctional family, swearing

— read epilogue here

a/n: if you’re a minor: beware! there is explicit and mature content in this fic.

“I want to thank you guys, again, for helping me out today.” You shyly announce to the table, swirling your spoon through your froyo and glancing back and forth between the other people sitting before you.

“Oh, it’s no problem, we weren’t doing anything today anyway.” Xiaojun softly knocks his elbow into yours, sending a reassuring smile your way. If it wasn’t for Xiaojun, an old childhood friend, you weren’t sure how moving into your dorm room and getting settled into campus would’ve gone; you would probably still be a mess right now.

“He’s right. Plus, I really wanted to meet the girl Jun kept raving about, he wouldn’t stop talking about how much we would like you-” Mark’s comment is quickly cut off, a thud under the table and a pained look on Mark’s face giving away that Xiaojun just kicked him.

“I just hope I lived up to the hype.” You laugh at their antics.

“Oh, definitely,” Yuqi quickly buts in before Mark can retaliate back at Xiaojun, “And I live a few floors below you, so just let me know if you need anything at all.” She adds on, her warm deposition and all around friendliness from today making you let out a small sigh of relief, some stress falling off your shoulders when you realize just how many people around you are here to help you out.

“I appreciate it so much, really.” You lean away from Xiaojun and Mark, closer to Yuqi and Lucas who are sitting on the other side of the table, “By the way, I love your guys’ marks. They look so good on both of you.”

At your comment, Lucas puts down his phone and gently grabs Yuqi’s hand, their matching chamomile flower marks touching as their fingers intertwine. You almost didn’t notice their matching marks earlier today when they were helping you set up your dorm room, but when you did, you couldn’t help but stop what you were doing and stare at their hands. Such a simple mark has never looked so pretty to you, maybe it’s because Lucas and Yuqi made such a good pair that their fated marks looked so right for them.

“I still wish I got a cool dragon mark down my back, but I’ll let Jun be the one to deal with that in this life.” Lucas smirks at Xiaojun, who just rolls his eyes at Lucas’ fake jealousy. “Yours looks good, too.” He finishes and glances down at your left hand. There, a dragonfly mark stains your skin, the long tail trailing over your thumb and the wings spreading out over the back of your hand and your wrist.

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