#convey it well enough so they'll know. they'll see n understand.
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noxtivagus · 2 years ago
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i'm fine phew
#🌙.vents#calmed down thankfully#still hurts but like#hope yk? tomorrow#promises for the future#flying above that flowery path.#hope that i'll meet you irl someday to say thank you personally#hdskfbsk it's a bit of a burden to remember n think n feel so much but#i'm. glad to be that kind of person to remember what others havr done#for me n then#i just. rlly hold it dear to me yk. w all my friends i rmb those promises i rmb the conversations#i really love each of the little things i rmb about each of them :c n i rlly want to#convey it well enough so they'll know. they'll see n understand.#hhhfhsgfjs i'm so sentimental rn :<< i miss a lot of things so much#wish i cld just relive some memories again#i. want to know so badly#what i mean to others. what they think of me n what they remember of me#one of the most beautiful n intimate yk abt being human is#the way we connect n relate w others. it adds so much meaning to life too#maybe its unpredictability scares me in such a way that i find myself in awe of it. intimidated.#sometimes i think myself to be content with just watching from the sides but then i remember the times i've been happy at your side#like just. beside all the ppl in my life. being a part of it just seems so unreal at times.#i shld sleep soon tho i'm rambling sm 😭 i'm rlly glad i managed to calm down at least bcs#really wldn't be nice to go to sleep w a heavy heart yk. so i made it through another day n#i'll make it through so much more. & it will be enough for me each time. enough for me to accept the reality of life#so long as i'm me. so long as i stay true to that.. i can live freely.
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