#conversation and i got two very delicious (and overpriced) tacos. so i think thats a good day reguardless. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

wurmwizzard · 8 months ago

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I went to a little pottery festival in a small town close to mine this morning, and I obviously understand I'm a visually alt/queer looking person living in the deep south. Yes. I get that. But the whole time I felt like a horrible fart everyone was desperately trying to pretend they didn't smell. I had a lovely conversation with a Spanish lady I bought a mug from, but many of the vendors desperately avoided my eye contact, and a few flat out ignored me. Which is baffling, do you even want my money?? my scary gay money?

#these feelings are compounded on by the fact ive been feeling awkward about how i move through the world lately so im probably more #emotional about it than usual (most of the time i try to harness “if you cant stand looking at me pluck out your eyes!!!) but it makes me #feel very excluded 😔#on a brighter note i did get an amazingly soft dark umber corduroy shirt and the lady was sooooooooooo sweet and we had a great #conversation and i got two very delicious (and overpriced) tacos. so i think thats a good day reguardless.#also last thing an insanely elderly man infront of a shop exclusively about baby dolls said to me “you look like youre handing out money”#and i have no idea what the hell that means!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what!!! he croaked it at me and i just went “well im just looking around”#anyways who knows. may have been an evil wizards curse #goober.txt

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