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[controllo-totale]

Young, thin and rich 🕯️💫

Reblog to cast 🕯️✨

[liberopensiero2019]

grande articolo di Robert Kennedy Jr. e Dafna Tachover, che fornisce una complessa panoramica attraverso l’accerchiamento di una figura chiave, Bill Gates. 

[rhomanife]

💖💛💚 hello #lovers put a #like 👍 RHOMANIFE @Reggae and Love Ciao 💖💛💚 #lovers #pace e tanto #amore 👍 I RHOMANIFE non sono ne di destra e ne di sinistra, di nessun partito politico, ma sono del cielo. Finalmente, sentite che bel discorso a favore del #popolo e dei #cittadini che fa la deputata Sara Cunial 🔥 Isaia 10:1 Guai a quelli che promulgano #decreti iniqui e a quelli che continuano a redigere #sentenze ingiuste, 2 per negare #giustizia ai #miseri, per spogliare del #diritto i #poveri del mio popolo, e far così delle #vedove la loro preda e degli #orfani il loro bottino. 3 Che farete nel giorno del castigo e della distruzione che verrà da lontano? Da chi fuggirete in cerca di aiuto e a chi lascerete la vostra ricchezza? 🔥 Giovanni 3,19-21 19 Ora il giudizio è questo: la #luce è venuta nel #mondo e gli uomini hanno amato le tenebre più che la luce, perché le loro #opere erano malvagie. 20 Infatti chiunque fa cose malvagie odia la luce e non viene alla luce, affinché le sue opere non siano riprovate; 21 ma chi pratica la verità viene alla luce, affinché le sue opere siano manifestate, perché sono fatte in #Dio». #verità #ingannoglobale #poveribambini #controllototale #compromessipolitici #falsifilantronpi #malattie #morte 💖💛💚 PLEASE LOVERS SUBSCRIBE LIKE AND SHARE RHOMANIFE - Rhomanife Pino Gianni PLAYLIST NEW VIDEO LIVE : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=La-EX44AE7Q&list=PL-Mw9jerqZJEa-2yeDU5xCrbwMfkfcO_d&index=1 INTERVENTO DI SARA CUNIAL: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fzdMKzO64Gg (presso Puglia, Italy) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAMygxKg6Sk/?igshid=1pjbna5e1agys

[ultimavoce]

A Pechino, più punti sociali si avranno e a più servizi si potrà accedere

A #Pechino il #governo cinese vuole introdurre un #sistema di #punteggio che premi o punisca il #comportamento dei #cittadini.

Un punteggio per regolare la vita dei cittadini. Questa è l’idea che sta alla base del programma che il governo cinese vorrebbe introdurre nella sua capitale entro il 2021. Come funzionerà

In breve, il piano – presentato dall’amministrazione locale e che interesserà ben 20 milioni di persone – avrà conseguenze sulla vita di tutti i giorniperché, con questo nuovo programma, coloro che “si…

[controllo-totale]

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[controllo-totale]

I need to drop 4,3kg in 3 days, here's my plan b*tches:

2 to 3 hours of gym everyday for all the 3 days

Food below 800 calories, because on Wednesday there's going to be the dinner with my colleagues

Try to do 16:8 IF and do healthy amounts of sprints of exercise all the time (i.e: 10 squats every time I go to the bathroom)

Be on Tumblr religiously

Unpinning with my final update on the "all in" plan

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Anytime you want to go eat, remember every time that you did and felt

Guilt

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I Need to wake up 15 kg less

[controllo-totale]

Controllo is here

Hi, my name is Controllo ad I'm 24, born and raised in hell (Italy) and I've been ana and mia for basically all my life

Stats below the cut

CW: 66.00 kg

GWS: 66 64 62 60 58 56 54 52 50 48 46 kg

UGW: 45 kg

[controllo-totale]

I'm at my first GW AND ALSO SURPASSED IT

[controllo-totale]

Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels

Skin not touching skin

Clothes not wearing out as fast

Food not being so tempting

People being amazed, concerned, in awe

[controllo-totale]

Hey guys send me asks about anything wl related: if you need answers about anything wl, I'll be happy to provide them for you

[controllo-totale]

On Wednesday I'm 63kg 🕯️✨⭐💖💫♥️

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Log

So today was shit because my life can't be nothing but shit, and let's start with saying that I am a c0w and nothing but a f4t pile of l4rd. I am nothing if I'm not th1n and that is my forever truth about my life. Toda I started by skipping breakfast and then I had some leftovers for lunch, and that just started the spiral: I ate and ate and ate so much I could hardly move, and I really wanted to take l4x4t1v3s but decided I wouldn't: to punish myself even more I will not detox my body from the ugly sh1t I put inside it. I started a long long fast, 84 hours, how I'm even going to mask it to my fiancée I do not know, I just know I have to do it and I will.

I am going to get thin, even if it's the last thing I do.

[controllo-totale]

The embrace

(I wanted to start writing some sort of thinspo moments for motivation so here it goes, let me know what you think pretty please)

The alarm clock rings, and as I crawl out of my warm bed, I immediately get filled with worry: I need to go to the bathroom, right now. In over two years of relapse I can't never time my laxatives correctly, and I end up not even seeing relief, or much worse, waking up with immense pain. But beauty is pain, right?

My apartment is so small that going to the bathroom is a 3 steps' journey, without the complications of having to run through a huge or even normal house. I once dreamt of money and house on two stories, but my appetite gave advice to my wallet, and so it shut close.

I undress myself in the fastest way I know, which is literally undressing on the toilet, while using the toilet.

My scale shines in a way it hasn't in a while, I cleaned the puke stains from it yesterday and it's beautiful now; my feet activate the engine, that provides me with a good amount of motivation for the day. Finally 65kg, a weight so good and that I hadn't seen reflected from a scale in so long. I dance, cold and barefoot, and take a picture, I need to save this moment, to have and savour it forever.

I go to the kitchen, my espresso machine ready from the night before, I just turn the stove on and let it it's magic. Breakfast starts with a huge glass of cold sparkling water, and usually the same boring meals in rotation: yogurt, or fruit, or oatmeal. Once every blue moon I allow myself a couple scrambled eggs, but this ought to change from now: to keep the motivation up, a new rule takes place, and knowing that all my limits are like bible script to me, I write it in my mind: no more eggs, no more dairy.

I already cut out all pastries and breads, all meat, fish, and substitutes, the last thing is now eggs and dairy. I love my greek yogurt, but soy is just as good.

I pick up a pear and start peeling it, making sure it's very messy, and the pulp is mostly on the peel rather that on the plate - « I've never been any good peeling fruits » - and after that, my coffee is done brewing. I love coffee, being Italian has been good a gift and a curse. Why couldn't I have celiac's disease, or something of that nature? Why must I enjoy all foods alike, I ponder, drinking my coffee and cleansing my palate with a morsel of pear.

The morning ends with me getting ready for work, while incredibly early for it: I know I'll be going to the library to read and study, and after work I'll head to the gym, and workout, as always. I apply one last coat of mascara and get dressed with my new coat, and put on my shoes. After that just ran out the door, so that I can be the first to be at the library and take my favourite spot.

The mist is so dense this morning that catching the tram was all thanks to fortune, not being able to see a thing, despite my new glasses. I put on my headphones and immerge myself in the novel I've been enjoying, about history and Christianity and all things adventure. After my latest read of over 600 pages I need something light to chill and let my mind wander. I usually read in all the languages I know, favouring the language the book has been originally written in, but now all I need is to read and have fun, so these few minutes of commute pass happily.

My stop comes too soon, and I angrily stop my reading on the most exciting part as of now.

Walking with this weather has always made me feel like I belong, the sky still dark blue, the mist, the cold sharpness of the wind, trying to slice the delicate skin of my cheeks in minuscule pieces. I feel like I want to be here. I walk and I feel good, life is good, my body one step closer to perfection: my uniform pants fall loose on my legs, my coat at first too tigh is now the right size, my beanie is fitting better, everything is better.

I am better now.

Still not good enough, but better.

60kg here I come.

(let me know what you think, hope you enjoyed)

[controllo-totale]

Send me asks while I walk my f4t off