#context: roleplaying erratum from forced god of destruction/healing what has been broken

[my-names-kris]

i (immortal m, god of destruction) have been alive for millions of years destroying universes for a living. the thing is, i dont want to be doing this. ive been forced to destroy by the god of creation, who unknowingly has been making way too many universes fill up our multiverse of limited space.

i have been trying to convince the god of creation to lessen the creation of worlds for all of my lifespan, but he doesnt listen in an act of ignorance. he sends his council built of people from universes he has created to attack me whenever i try to do my job. this has led to me having more bones broken than whole on the constant. i have no friends or anyone to lean on, so ive been forever alone in my efforts.

eventually, everything boiled over when he gathered a good chunk of people, setting a trap in a remote universe and having them fire every single attack they have at me. despite the damage, i ended up surviving the attack.

this took a toll on my mental health, and i finally broke, and flung myself into a void, essentially killing myself.

or, that would be the case if i hadnt of been sent to another multiverse by gods more powerful than i.

now, i wonder if i made the right decision by going into the void and ending up here, since my former multiverse is most likely collapsing onto itself due too all the overflowing universes crashing into each other and destroying each other.