#cons he’s short and emotionally guarded and busy and i don’t trust him | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

strawberryprim · 1 month ago

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i’m gonna start posting on here bc no one from my real life follows me but like holy shit this has been the most evil semester!!!!! ex bf went on an internship and started cheating on me first week so i broke up with him and started seeing this fucking 😅 guitarist who does engine dev for rockets 😅

and the guy is my friend but due to the goddamn rocket he only has time for me between the hours of like 2am to 10 am!!!!! and the lack of attention makes me insane over him bc i’m dysregulated but i don’t actually like him that much

now i’m in this position where im in a russian nesting doll of trying to use rocket guy to get over my ex and then this new guy who looks exactly like my ex except for 6’5 to get over rocket guy and honestly i would just focus on my career instead but nih grants are in the fucking toilet so i’ve got NOTHIGN!!!!!!

and i just had surgery yesterday in my face to remove a metal plate from jaw surgery five years ago so i look fucked up and weird

#anyways me and mr rocket ended it last night but i think we’re prob still going to sleep together intermittently #i do feel this huge sense of relief of not being emotionally tied to him out the kind of obligatory like #possessiveness that comes with sleeping with someone exclusively idrk #we’re still friends and cool i’m lowkey just disappointed cus the sex was really good and he’s kind of set a new standard #also pros like he’s very talented and smart which is HOT and super jacked but like #cons he’s short and emotionally guarded and busy and i don’t trust him #pros of the guy i met at the club are that he’s tall and cute and plays volleyball so he has a hobby #cons are that he might be kind of a weirdo and he’s got this goofy ass last name it’s BINKLEY #i’m going on a date with him wednesday #sorry for being the last functionally heterosexual person on this app #my friends and i call me a nonpracticing bisexual i almost went on a date with this HOT masc rugby player lesbian but #rocket guy didn’t want me to :( then he rewinded on that and was like actually you can see other pellle #but like it was already too late i cancelled on the lesbian!!!!!#it’s fine though lowkey i was gonna get played by them #beep beep prim

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