#cons cont. cont.: includes interviews and phone calls! both of which stress me out and ive been told to Deal With and Its A Part Of Life
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artnerd1123 · 4 years ago
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Hrrgh
#imma complain in the tags; scroll past if u dont wanna deal#pros of job: good for money and gives me an activity to do out of the house#cons of job: dude theres a pand/emic going on and i have anxiety which makes me Very Afraid of going out to do things#pros of job cont.: gets my parents to quit bugging me and i can learn how to money#cons of job cont.: i cant explain properly or convey to my parents why i really dont want one rn due to the world and its making me—#— resistant to looking for one at all#cons cont. cont.: includes interviews and phone calls! both of which stress me out and ive been told to Deal With and Its A Part Of Life#shut up i know that and it doesnt make me magically want to deal with them#i know i need to learn but gah. gah.#i know saying shut up is rude but at this point idk what to do!!!#am i being petty for not wanting to look for a job rn? am i being petty for shying away from stuff that makes me anxious?#how much of it do i need to suck up and deal with and how much am i justified in being upset over#frick if i know! i dont know anything!!!! i dont!!! idk how job searching even works and i dont like looking for one when the worlds on its-#-head! i just. gah. im sorry y’all; idk what to do with myself#yeah yeah. im gonna be looking for a job#but gosh dang it if this doesnt. just. feel stupid and stressful.#in any other circumstances i feel id be much more open to this#but nope! not now apparently!#am i mad at myself or am i mad at life? i dont friggin know im jus vaguely upset and would really rather curl up in my bed until the world—#—quits being. Like That ™#eughhhhfhhdhdjjsjs#ill quit whining now#sorry.#arty issues#vent
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